She is Fu Yue.
It's ridiculous to say that she only regarded that world as a mission.
When she was Chu Yanhuan, she met Shen Qingjue.
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The snow clothes are picturesque, and the son is unparalleled.
This was her first impression of Shen Qingjue.
After getting closer, I found out that he is a very simple and very flirtatious little brother.
Will blush, but also gentle, good temper.
But because of the bug made by the dog system, she turned into a child.
This made her feel uncomfortable for a while, and then took the thunder to chop the hair ball into charred.
After the system bug was fixed, she didn't even have time to say goodbye to Shen Qingjue.
In the blink of an eye, it is ten years.
To her, it was nothing more than opening and closing her eyes, so fast that it could be ignored.
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The sun had set, and the sky was still glowing orange.
I don’t know when the pair of figures disappeared on the path, but the maple tree is still there, but the old couple sitting under the tree all day long is no longer seen.
The pool was still shimmering with waves, but the smile of the young man by the pool was missing.
Meeting the little brother in her memory again, she resisted a little.
Because this Da Chu's Prime Minister Xue Yi is far from the boy in her memory.
Shen Qingjue, with a deep mind, is very wise and close to a demon, making it unpredictable.
And her little brother, who is indifferent but gentle, delicate and thin, is the kind of noble little son pampered by a famous family, with a simple mind that is almost ruthless.
Therefore, she rejects Prime Minister Xueyi.
She is willing to approach him for the mission, but she doesn't want to be with him.
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But she forgot why Shen Qingjue became like this.
He has been waiting for her for ten years.
That boy always knew that what he was waiting for might be in vain, but he still waited without hesitation.
She understood too late.
Originally thought that there was still a lifetime to make up for, but the plague forced her to give up her lover again.
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How does it feel to watch a loved one die in your arms
In fact, she didn't know whether she loved Shen Qingjue or not, maybe she did.
But... love
She's not sure.
The moment she watched him die, she was at a loss, feeling that everything was empty, and she didn't know what to do.
She didn't seem very sad either.
It's just an endless sense of bewilderment, as if at a loss.
She suddenly remembered that she could find his reincarnation, and that seemed good.
However, she was wrong.
She exhausted all her powers, but she couldn't find even the slightest trace of him in the Three Thousand Worlds.
At that moment, it really broke down.
She thought she still had a chance to make up for it, but in the end it was nothing.
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Later, the way of heaven came to the small world.
She bent over for the first time, begging him to help her.
But it still didn't work.
Endless dizziness struck, and the world in front of him began to distort.
She still remembers when she was a little girl.
The snow-clothed boy half-kneeled in front of her, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand, gently wiping her face.
The fingertips that had been wiped by the corner of the snow-white clothes.
A little itchy.
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It's really embarrassing, as a fallen angel.
But it made it look like this.
She had never had emotions and desires before, even if she was in Jiang Ruan's world, it was when she lost her memory.
Later, because of using divine power in the small world, she was rejected by the law, her body was damaged, and her consciousness gradually fell into darkness.
The most regrettable thing in the world is.
When I lost it, I realized that I really love you...