Guo Shaolian even killed the emperor, and for a moment he felt that there was nothing he could not do.
Regardless of Fu Jinzhan's struggle, she did not dare to shout, but was afraid of making a noise, so she could only resist silently. But Guo Shao was very nervous and stressed recently, and in his excitement and panic, he did not take off his clothes, and did the job very hastily and quickly.
The moment he succeeded, he immediately felt something was wrong.
After a while, he got up panting, and when he looked back, he saw bloodstains on Fu Jinzhan's skirt; his feeling just now was right. He was stunned for a moment, and almost felt like he was dreaming.
Fu Jinzhan was curled up on the couch, sobbing softly. Her skirt was lifted up and she hadn't taken time to put it down completely, so part of her snow-white and smooth legs were still exposed. Her pants had been pulled down to her ankles and were tangled under her calves, looking messy.
Even in such a state, she didn't care about her miserable appearance at all, and just kept crying. The bloodstains on her white dress looked like petals falling in spring.
This is not scientific. Guo Shao spent a long time trying to come up with a thoughtless sentence.
He was stunned and went forward to check carefully, and indeed it was correct.
At first, Fu Jinzhan let him do whatever he wanted, but she couldn't help herself. She sat up, and in shame, she suddenly raised her hand to slap Guo Shao, but she couldn't do it. She was in tears, and she put her hand down softly, pulled her skirt down, stared at Guo Shao and said angrily: Why do you do this to me? I trust you so much.
Guo Shao was speechless, thought for a while and said: Could it be that the surprise you are talking about is this
Fu Jinzhan's face flushed instantly when she heard this, and she covered her face with her hands. "This kind of thing happened at this time, I am too ashamed to face anyone. I have been through so much, and I am innocent. But you came in and ruined me without saying a word."
Guo Shao's previous embarrassment and various complicated emotions were washed away in an instant, because everything before was an illusion, just like an autumn wind blowing and blowing away everything. He said in a daze: I really didn't know it would be like this.
Fu Jinzhan suddenly realized and choked up, saying: Are you thinking about that groom? I was angry, and it made the official angry.
So that's it. Guo Shao said this, but he was still puzzled. In this era when people can get married at the age of 13 or 14, a 27-year-old virgin is already very old in her twenties or thirties; even in modern times, it is rare for a 27-year-old to have not experienced that thing.
If Fu Jinzhan was ugly, it would be understandable, but the problem is that she is not ugly at all. Not only is she not ugly, she is also the most beautiful woman in the world. A beautiful noblewoman who has been married twice. She can really endure
This completely overturned Guo Shao's understanding, and he had to believe that there are all kinds of people in this world, and that one cannot completely understand others according to one's own ideas.
He couldn't help but ask: Didn't the queen marry twice
Fu Jinzhan didn't answer. She gradually came to her senses and said, "Go out behind the curtain."
Guo Shao had no choice but to walk out of the warm room, find a chair outside and sit down, full of doubts.
After a long time, Fu Jinzhan came out with difficulty, holding the wall. She frowned, holding a bundle, had changed into a skirt, and combed her hair. When she came out, she glanced at Guo Shao, then quickly avoided his gaze. She walked to a soft couch outside, sat down carefully, looked out the window with resentment and said nothing.
Since she was willing to sit here, Guo Shao ignored her attitude and asked again: After the queen got married, didn't she have sex
Fu Jinzhan was silent for a while before she said: When we arrived at Hezhong Prefecture, the Li family was destroyed by Taizu's troops before we could make it. Because I didn't like Li's ex-husband very much and I had a strong temper, I delayed it for a while, but I didn't expect that something bad would happen later.
After hearing this, Guo Shao found many problems easy to solve and understood.
No wonder after Emperor Taizu Guo Wei defeated Li Shouzhen, he adopted Fu Jinzhan as his adopted daughter and asked her to marry Chai Rong; she accepted it so quickly. The reason was that although she was his wife in name, they were not husband and wife in reality, and the time was too short. If she said that she had any feelings for Li Chongxun, it was probably fake.
Fu Jinzhan then whispered: "I followed the emperor, but he was very picky and thought I was married before, so he always looked down on me. Plus, he had a bad temper and didn't show much warmth in front of me."
Guo Shao asked anxiously: In fact, Jinzhan's body and mind were not taken away by him, right
Fu Jinzhan did not answer, but said in a low voice, choking with sobs: After the fall of the Li family, my mother was very strict and wanted to force me to become a nun or die to atone for my sins. Only by marrying an official can I avoid such a fate. How can I live if I don't please the official and don't want to be favored by him
Guo Shao sighed after hearing this: It's really pitiful, so pitiful
When he said that, Fu Jinzhan couldn't help but shed a few more tears out of self-pity. She said sadly: You are so stupid, what kind of person am I, you still don't understand after so long? In your heart, am I the kind of dissolute and frivolous woman who can be insulted by any groom? How dare you still believe it
Guo Shao:
I am so disappointed that you look at me like this, otherwise why would you so easily defile my body. Fu Jinzhan was angry and sad.
Guo Shao hurriedly said: I thought Jinzhan had served several men before, but I still didn't mind, and I kept you in my heart. Now I know that you are a woman who is pure, noble, and pure as snow, my heart is not more sincere
After hearing this, Fu Jinzhan lowered her head and wiped away her tears silently, complaining: "What's the point of talking about being as white as snow? The official's body is not even cold yet, but you have already defiled it."
Guo Shaodao: He wasn’t very nice to you anyway.
Fu Jinzhan said angrily: No matter what, I am his queen. What I did was wrong. There is nothing to say. As the queen, I should fulfill my duty as the mother of the country and set an example for the world.
Guo Shaodao: You were forced, and I can't blame you. If anyone is to be blamed, it should be me.
You are right, Fu Jinzhan said angrily, I had no choice but to trust you, so you had the opportunity to succeed and take advantage of the opportunity, which made me lose my manners. I will forgive you this time, but you are not allowed to get close to me again in the future, get out of here
Guo Shao was scolded, but he didn't feel anything at all. He still refused to leave and asked: In your heart, I am not just a groom, right
You are too stupid, I am too lazy to talk to you. Fu Jinzhan said angrily, you are worse than a groom.
Guo Shao saw that she was very emotional and angry, so he had to say goodbye and leave.
When he walked out of the Jinxiang Palace, Guo Shao suddenly felt very relaxed and happy. Serious matters like killing the emperor were not as serious as the surprise.
The situation is set, nothing serious is happening. I didn't expect that the long-standing depression and gloom could be completely resolved in an instant. Human emotions are indeed the most unstable things.
Of course, he still felt a little guilty, but it didn't matter to him. He felt that he had done nothing wrong and that he should do what he was supposed to do. He was not a bodhisattva who could save people from suffering, so why would he risk his life for someone who was not even related to him
The only thing I can't let go of is that Chai Rong and Zhao Kuangyin have done a good job in major events. If I come, will the world be worse? I can't get over this hurdle in my heart. I have to do things that the great people haven't done and let the world truly recognize his status and value. I understand the principle that heroes should not be asked about their origins.
Guo Shao stood under the sun so that the sunlight could reach his heart, and his chest suddenly felt open.
He thought to himself: Emperor Taizong of Tang killed his own brother, but he was still praised as a wise ruler. If I kill a monarch who is not my relative, as long as I can do a better job like Emperor Taizong of Tang, then I will not be guilty.