The light from the lanterns in the wing room was limited, and the surroundings were very dark; the night was like a large curtain, covering everything in the world in the corner. The room was very simple and quaint, and even the houses of the rich and powerful would look very simple without decorations in this era.
But in such a simple and quaint place, Guo Shao felt that Fu Jinzhan was more real and intimate.
There was no large group of people standing in respect to emphasize her lofty status, no magnificent palace and brocade robes and jade belts to make her seem otherworldly, and no complicated etiquette; she was only wearing an ordinary robe whose color could not even be clearly seen in the dim light.
Fu Jinzhan was left with her purest side, a jade-white and beautiful face with a lively and somewhat tangled expression. She had the same emotions as an ordinary woman, right in front of her, so close that she seemed within reach.
Just then, she frowned and said: Please help me untie the knot on my back. I have been enduring it for a long time and it is very uncomfortable. I can't reach it.
What knot? Guo Shao looked at her slender shoulders, without any decorations or straps.
Fu Jinzhan said: Inside the clothes.
Guo Shao suddenly realized what was going on. When he moved the chair over, he was so nervous. She was wearing a round-necked gown, which could not be opened from the back. Fu Jinzhan had to untie her belt and lift her collar by herself.
In front of her, Guo Shao only needed to carefully lift up her inner shirt, put his hand inside, and immediately felt her smooth and soft skin. Fu Jinzhan trembled, and sat still. Guo Shao asked her to turn around, and finally found a white silk knot tied behind her back, untied it and pulled out a long silk.
My second sister tied it for me, but it was tied at the back, so I couldn’t even reach it myself. Fu Jinzhan said softly.
What is this thing for? Guo Shao asked casually, pretending to be nonchalant.
Fu Jinzhan whispered: Mine is much bigger than my second sister’s, and at first I was afraid that people would notice something.
Guo Shao saw that after they were released, Fu Jinzhan's white undergarment was lifted up, and her round and smooth outline was very full. The round-necked long gown she wore, with the clothes hanging down, easily highlighted the shape of her chest.
This made me feel much more relaxed. Fu Jinzhan's face turned pale, but her curved eyes revealed a smile.
Guo Shao's heart was pounding, and a voice seemed to tell him that he should do something. Fu Jinzhan had found a way to escape from the palace, and now they were alone in a room with Guo Shao at night. Guo Shao naturally felt that he should take the initiative to do the rest.
But he was still very nervous and cautious, and he didn't understand why. He was no longer the Shao Ge'er who had never touched a woman a few years ago. Now he had seen countless women, but at least he had experience with a few people and was already very skilled; but Fu Jinzhan was different. Guo Shao still felt very nervous and stressed, not only because of her identity.
At this moment, Fu Jinzhan glanced at Guo Shao, who was lying in silence, and said: It's October now, and this place is really cold.
Her voice was soothing and rhythmic, and she had a calm demeanor. Even the simplest words, spoken in a low voice, could attract people's attention. Guo Shao had developed a condescending attitude in front of almost everyone, but it was different in front of Fu Jinzhan.
When Guo Shao looked up at her, he found that Fu Jinzhan's eyes were also on his face. When her eyes met, she immediately flickered and looked away. Guo Shao leaned forward, reached out and touched her hand, and gently pulled it into his arms.
Fu Jinzhan pulled back her hand, lowered her eyebrows and said: Why are you suddenly touching me
Don’t you feel cold? I’ll hold you. Guo Shao said softly.
Fu Jinzhan did not resist, so Guo Shao simply stood up and squeezed onto her chair, holding her slender waist with one hand, and passing the other hand under her armpit, hugging her body, and reaching his hand into her clothes. She pushed lightly, and her body trembled slightly in Guo Shao's arms. Guo Shao ignored this slight resistance and immediately went further.
I didn't mean to seduce you, Fu Jinzhan suddenly whispered, but I still have something to give you
Guo Shao was moved after hearing this. The soft body he felt in his hands and her fresh scent in his nose really made him unable to control himself, but he still didn't want to hurt her. But if he stopped here, Fu Jinzhan might be disappointed. Guo Shao never wanted to disappoint her, so he continued without saying a word.
"Hmm," Fu Jinzhan exclaimed softly and tremblingly, "I'm still a little scared. I'm the queen mother. Is this too much?"
While Guo Shao was ruffling her clothes, he comforted her softly: Don't be afraid, Jinzhan, believe me, I will never let you suffer.
That's not what I'm afraid of. Fu Jinzhan's voice was as gentle as water. Her beautiful face was flushed at the moment, and she looked particularly lively in this quaint and dim room, like a flower of life blooming in an old environment, out of place as if from another world. She continued to whisper, "If it's a torture, it's fine. I'm willing to endure that kind of torture for you."
Although her voice was small, it was full of charm. The simple and fluent words in her mouth were more beautiful than poetry. Guo Shao had thrown everything behind him. He felt that Fu Jinzhan seemed to have a magnet, tempting his heart to keep getting closer and indulge in the endless beautiful gentle land.
Fu Jinzhan's voice paused for a moment, but that was an indulgence in pleasure, an indulgence that was despised by others, and I felt guilty.
Since I've already committed a crime, why not make it even bigger? Guo Shao breathed heavily, relax, don't think too much. I'll use the method you're familiar with first. Jinzhan has experienced it before, so she won't be nervous.
Fu Jinzhan's face was already red. She gently touched his lips with her jade-like fingers and shook her head gently, saying: "Let's not do it."
Guo Shao whispered in her ear: If you think it is a sin, then I will make you happy without limits.
What is the bottomless talisman? Jinzhan asked in a trembling voice. She seemed a little expectant.
Compared with her melodious voice, Guo Shao felt that what he said was very vulgar, but he still said all kinds of vulgar and sweet words impatiently. In any case, showing eagerness to get her will make women feel good and more willing to let go. Guo Shao thought so based on his limited experience.
While Guo Shao was trying to comfort her, he was thinking about the fact that there was no quilt on the bed, only a wooden frame. Fortunately, this was not a problem for him, and he could just ask Fu Jinzhan to get up from the chair and turn around.
Fu Jinzhan is different from all other women. Guo Shao is addicted to her, and his feelings are so strong that he has already reached another ethereal place where everything has turned into an illusion. Guo Shao feels a lot of pressure when he blasphemes.
Vaguely, he seemed to have returned to his previous life. His sister had been so kind to him and had given him so much without expecting anything in return. When he was tired and lazy countless times, he had always used his dreams for the future as motivation to persevere. Of course, he had never thought of desecrating his sister, and he had no interest in doing so. According to Freud's theory, people who are close to them before they can remember things will instinctively have a biological aversion to sex. This was indeed the case. On the contrary, Guo Shao had never thought of doing anything out of the ordinary with his sister before.
In the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms, Fu Jinzhan became another important person to him. But Fu Jinzhan was different. She also attracted Guo Shao on the surface and instinctively, making him unable to resist. So he was a little confused and now he couldn't figure out how to treat her.
Guo Shao was in a trance of hallucination. It was as if he was groping for the way forward in the darkness, walking barefoot on the muddy road, and trudging with all his life. He didn't know where he was, as if he was in a swamp, and he sank very deep when he stepped in. The soft and powerful mud tightly wrapped around him, and he had to exert all his strength every time he took a step and pulled his feet out, which made him breathless. There was also a suppressed and gentle voice in his ears, as if constantly urging him to find the direction. He couldn't hold on at all, his head banged, and all his strength seemed to be exhausted at once. His muscles were tense but he couldn't struggle, and he fell helplessly in the endless dark mud on the rainy night.