Every word Luo Lian said would touch Gu Ziyi's heart.
Perhaps it is difficult for outsiders to understand Gu Ziyi's mood and psychology. You will think she is very strange as to why she does this. We obviously like each other, why not be together? Why don't you agree to Luo Lian? Luo Lian is obviously confessing his love at this moment, why do he keep rejecting her
Play hard to get
Not really.
Because Gu Ziyi was afraid.
She has no emotional security at all. She didn't feel safe with Luo Lian. She felt that Luo Lian would betray her at any time.
She really liked Luo Lian in her heart, but she couldn't admit it, and she didn't want to admit it.
Gu Ziyi's throat moved up and down, and her nose felt a little sore. She bit her lower lip and said, "I'm going back to Beijing."
Luo Lian asked: "Meet?"
"You decide on a time and place." Although Gu Ziyi felt that meeting was not a good thing, she might really lose control of her emotions. But... she can't keep consuming Luo Lian.
How could Luo Lian's feelings be exhausted so easily
"good."
"goodbye."
The phone was hung up.
Luo Lian, who was at home, was a little confused.
He stood by the window and the wind blew on him. There was something melancholy in his eyes, as if countless sorrows were surrounding him. I haven't eaten dinner yet, but I'm not hungry at all.
I heard Gu Ziyi's voice and got her permission to meet.
But... Luo Lian's mood was not joyful.
He stared out the window for a long time. There was a young couple taking their children for a walk, a pair of gray-haired old people supporting each other for a walk, a young girl holding a cute dog, and a son pushing his elderly mother's wheelchair. Pass…
It feels very homely.
except him.
Luo Lian closed his eyes slightly, and the wind blew on his face, which seemed to be a little cold, as if it was going to cool his heart.
I wanted to do more for Gu Ziyi, but I found that Gu Ziyi lacked nothing.
He's like a superfluous...unwanted teddy bear.
Gu Ziyi didn't lack him at all, she had countless choices.
"Then what should I do..." He murmured softly, asking himself.
What should he do
My mood suddenly became very sad. I had recovered well a few days ago and could barely live like a human being. For a moment, I felt like I was back to the original time without any changes.
Luo Lian smiled softly, but his eyes were cold. He couldn't even feel sorry for himself. Why should others pity him? He is not a good person and has no redeeming qualities...
You will suddenly belittle yourself to nothing.
You will suddenly have no expectations for the world.
Suddenly... there will be no desire to live.
Luo Lian knew that his mental condition was extremely poor. He had always been alone and never dared to see a psychiatrist. He also knew that sooner or later, absolute negative emotions would engulf him.
But Luo Lian was not even willing to struggle.
Luo Lian leaned against the wall, slowly slid to the ground, bent his legs, and buried his head.
Just such a lonely person.
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Xu Ruanruan took Xiang Shen's car home as before.
Xiang Shen drove, with Xu Ruanruan sitting in the passenger seat. Neither of them said anything on the way home and were very silent.
Xiang Shen didn't notice it at first, but when he arrived at the door of his house, he felt something was wrong. Xu Ruanruan didn't talk to him much in the company this afternoon. You must know that Xu Ruanruan is usually a talkative person, and he can't help but talk whenever he has time to talk.
Two people entered the apartment door.
While waiting for the elevator, Xiang Shen said, "Why are you so silent today?"
Xu Ruanruan didn't even look at him, "No, you're overthinking it."
"Am I overthinking it?" Xiang Shen frowned, "You didn't even talk to me much today."
There were only two of them in the office, and he didn't pay much attention to Xu Ruanruan today because he was busy dealing with it. Thinking about it now, I realized that Xu Ruanruan talked to him very little today, which was uncharacteristically rare.
"I have nothing to say." Xu Ruanruan held her bag, stood upright, and waited patiently for the elevator.
Xiang Shen was confused for a while. Is Xu Ruanruan angry? Did he offend Xu Ruanruan somewhere today
"Ding dong!"
The elevator arrived, and as soon as the door opened, several people walked out of the elevator.
Xu Ruanruan turned aside and let the people in the elevator get out first. After everyone finished leaving, she took the lead in entering the elevator.
Xiang Shen followed closely behind.
Xu Ruanruan pressed her layer and then stood there.
Xiang Shen didn't press the floor, but stood next to Xu Ruanruan.
"What did I do?" Xiang Shen really couldn't figure out where he had offended Xu Ruanruan.
Xu Ruanruan looked at him, "You didn't do anything."
Xiang Shen's inner thoughts are: I didn't do anything, why would you target me like this
Xiang Shen was very innocent: "Did I do something to make you angry?"
"No, I'm not angry." Xu Ruanruan twitched the corners of his lips, smiling.
The elevator arrived, and Xu Ruanruan strode out quickly.
Xiang Shen stepped out of the elevator in two steps. He was tall and had long legs. It would not be a problem to catch up with Xu Ruan Ruan. He was only a few steps away. He grabbed Xu Ruanruan's wrist and said, "I said, I really don't like this feeling of being ignored by you for no reason."
Xu Ruanruan frowned and looked at him.
Xiang Shen tightened his grip on Xu Ruanruan's wrist, "What did I do today to make you unhappy? I really don't know if you don't tell me. Tell me, and I promise I won't offend you again." Xiang Shen's tone Quite aggrieved.
Xu Ruanruan tried to free his wrist, but couldn't.
"Xiang Shen, I thought we were good friends." Xu Ruanruan said, "But I don't know anything about you, and you know almost everything about me."
Suddenly, she realized that there was such a big gap between her and Xiang Shen's identities.
And Xiang Shen never mentioned it.
"I don't think the two of us are friends at all." Xu Ruanruan shared everything about himself with Xiang Shen, and would cry to Xiang Shen when he encountered sad things. It seemed that Xiang Shen had never told her anything.
Many people came to the office today to find Xiang Shen, offering all kinds of compliments, flattery, and attempts to get close to him.
She and Xiang Shen were from completely different worlds.
Xiang Shen will become the heir to the Gu Group and a very wealthy businessman in the future. Fame, wealth and status are all there.
She used to think that she and Xiang Shen were the same. Because they had the same identity and no difference, they were very close. We can share together, chat together, and gossip together.
Not anymore.
Xiang Shen may become Xu Ruanruan's boss in the future, or maybe not, but this sudden change in status makes Xu Ruanruan have some very bad emotions. She felt that Xiang Shen didn't regard her as a friend at all and didn't say anything to her. She even felt that she was a bit like a clown when she told Xiang Shen about her worries before.
(End of chapter)