In the evening, Jian Fan called Luo Lian to express his condolences: "I heard that you are now the boss of Ming Sheng?"
Luo Lian was sitting under the sofa. There were several empty beer cans crookedly placed on the coffee table, one or two of which were crushed by him. Luo Lian still held a can in his hand, "That's it, for now."
"Why aren't you very excited when I hear your voice? I think you should be quite happy now. Didn't you say that you and Gu Ziyi have become neighbors? You have to seize such a good opportunity. There is a saying that 'the first to get the moon is the one who is near the water. ', Do you understand?" Jian Fan's interest was quite high.
Luo Lian raised the corners of his lips and smiled: "I've heard of it." He also thought about it.
But if he continued to pester Gu Ziyi at this time, would it make her feel even more disgusted with him
Jian Fan could tell something was wrong with Luo Lian, "What's wrong with you?"
Luo Lian pursed her lips, her face not very pretty. The light in the room was very dark and he didn't turn on the light. It feels like a lonely ghost from somewhere.
"I don't dare go to her."
Jian Fan was stunned, "Why?" He didn't understand.
Luo Lian put down the beer in his hand and raised his hand to grab his hair. "I... I talked to Pei Jing once."
"Pei Jing? Yu Heng's Pei Jing?"
"Yes." Luo Lian responded, "I...can't refuse the conditions he offered."
"What conditions? What were you talking about? What did he ask you to do?" Jian Fan asked three times.
"I promised him... to be with Pei Yuan. Yuheng helped me gain a foothold in Mingsheng and get the management rights of Mingsheng in advance." Luo Lian pulled his hair, and when he said these words, his voice was tinged. trembling.
Jian Fan was silent for a few seconds, "Luo Lian, are you fucking mentally ill?! You don't like Pei Yuan, why are you dragging others with you?! What the hell do you want to do?! "
Jian Fan really couldn't bear it anymore, and he started swearing out loud.
"I want the management rights of Mingsheng. I want to be the only owner of Mingsheng. I want to get Mingsheng over Luo Mingsheng. I am very anxious. I can't wait for a minute." Luo Lian said.
Jian Fan's voice was filled with anger: "Luo Lian, I really don't understand you. What on earth do you want to do? Didn't you say that you don't like money? What do you want Mingsheng to do?! Do you do this kind of thing for Mingsheng? You You're taking advantage of others! You're likely to hurt an innocent person!" Jian Fan couldn't understand why Luo Lian did this.
Luo Lian fell silent. He leaned back on the sofa, his dark eyes filled with emptiness, "Jian Fan, I'm really anxious."
"Why?" Jian Fan doesn't understand, doesn't understand, doesn't understand. He asked Luo Lian: "What about Gu Ziyi?"
"I have no idea."
"If you do this, you will push her further and further away." Jian Fan is someone who has experienced this and has some insights into relationships. While pursuing someone, she is with another person at the same time. In this case, will Gu Ziyi still agree to Luo Lian
It will undoubtedly push people further and further away.
Luo Lian's eyes seemed to be torn open, and all the negative emotions poured out. "That's why I don't dare to see her." He didn't dare to say another word.
Jian Fan sighed: "Luo Lian, why bother?"
Why make this choice
Why force yourself into this
Why bother
Luo Lian showed an extremely pale smile and turned to look out the window. Half of the moon was exposed, and the stars seemed to be hidden. The night is not so beautiful tonight.
"Jian Fan, you don't know what I'm thinking." He hated it, hated it all. He hates Luo Mingsheng, Qian Wenshi, and even Luo Qianqian. He hates it all.
He was never a nice guy.
It won't do anything good.
You shouldn't think of him as upright and kind, he doesn't deserve it.
Jian Fan's tone was quite calm, "Luo Lian, I really doubt whether you like Gu Ziyi that much. If you really love her, you might give up something. It's a pity that you didn't give up something about yourself for her." Purpose. So, Gu Ziyi may not be that important in your heart."
Jian Fan's words were like blades glowing with cold light, piercing deeply into Luo Lian's heart.
Luo Lian moved his lips, wanting to deny it.
But... Jian Fan was right, he couldn't refute it.
He did put his own plan first and didn't even consider Gu Ziyi.
Jian Fan paused for a moment and continued: "You can do whatever you want, I can't control you, and what I say is of no use. You can take care of yourself."
Jian Fan hung up the phone.
Jian Fan was angry because he didn't agree with what Luo Lian had done. On the other hand, he felt that Luo Lian did not really treat him as a friend. If they were friends, they would be the first to ask for help, but Luo Lian didn't. Whatever Luo Lian does, he always makes the decision alone.
Luo Lian was hung up, still holding the phone in his hand. He looked around. The room was dark. There was no sound except his breathing. The only light was the moonlight coming from the window, and nothing else.
Just like his heart, a closed space, very dark.
Never seen the light of day.
Luo Lian is restraining himself and trying his best to restrain himself. He had the urge to overturn the coffee table. He knew that such a change in mood was abnormal and abnormal. He tried his best to control it, not wanting to become completely abnormal.
Sometimes Luo Lian feels like he's crazy.
Although no one saw anything wrong with him.
Luo Lian knew best that he was changing little by little, like a madman, normal on the surface, but already crazy on the inside.
Sometimes when he looks in the mirror he wonders who he is.
He felt like a psycho.
Luo Lian lay down directly in the narrow gap between the coffee table and the sofa.
He tried to empty his mind and let himself think about nothing.
His mood was relatively stable a while ago, but recently it has become unstable again. Good times and bad, he was afraid that he would suddenly collapse.
He tried to save himself, but he didn't know how. I can only endure it like this, spending the days and nights in such pain.
Luo Lian slept on the floor that night.
It is not stable, and I will wake up suddenly while sleeping, with all kinds of dreams. Some are memories from the past, and some are fantasies that never happened.
The faces of Bai Langyue and Gu Ziyi appeared repeatedly in the dream.
A moment later, it was Bai Langyue on the hospital bed, looking pale and weak, but still with gentle and loving eyes.
A moment later, it was Gu Ziyi who was in love, with a sweet smile and stars hidden in her eyes.
He struggled in various dreams, sometimes a warm life, sometimes a bad outcome. Over and over again, falling asleep and waking up, falling asleep and waking up again, making him unable to tell whether this was a dream or reality.
(End of chapter)