"Why do you care about me?! Who am I?! Does it have anything to do with you whether I drink or not?!" Gu Ziyi raised her head and stared at Luo Lian.
Luo Lian was stunned by her sudden outburst. Then he saw Gu Ziyi's red eyes.
He had never... never seen Gu Ziyi cry.
Gu Ziyi stared at him: "I beg you, don't disturb me."
The idea that was finally firmed up collapsed anytime and anywhere because of Luo Lian.
After finally making up his mind, he gave up casually because of Luo Lian.
She felt that she was particularly... particularly ridiculous the way she was now. She vowed to tell others every time that she didn't like him anymore and that she didn't care about him. Then every time it was like this, Luo Lian could easily disrupt everything about her.
Gu Ziyi was unwilling to accept why she was the only one like this.
She was really determined to forget Luo Lian at first. But she has always been obsessed with it. It's so ridiculous, she's going to despise herself
There are so many men in the world, but she just can't let go of Luo Lian.
She refused to admit it.
She felt that if she agreed, Luo Lian would feel that he had won.
Gu Ziyi's heart may not be as rational and calm as her appearance.
Sanity does not apply to everything.
In terms of emotions, sensibility is often better. No one can deal with true feelings with 100% rationality.
Gu Ziyi felt as if her eyes were filled with tears uncontrollably. She was really afraid of crying in front of Luo Lian. She didn't like to show her vulnerable side in front of anyone.
She is used to being strong.
"I don't know why, I don't know anything..." She scratched her hair.
Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, maybe it was the collapse of my sanity at this moment.
"I don't know why I'm so sad."
"I don't know why I'm so reluctant."
"I don't know why I can't control myself so much."
"I do not know anything… "
…
Where can anyone describe what emotion looks like in completely clear words
Luo Lian is poison. Once you get it, you can't quit it.
"Gu Ziyi..." He called her name in a very gentle voice.
Gu Ziyi raised her head and looked at Luo Lian, "You... don't like me."
Luo Lian was stunned. From Gu Ziyi's words, he couldn't guess why. He didn't understand the reason for Gu Ziyi's sudden words. He squatted in front of Gu Ziyi and looked up at her. He reached out and pulled her hands down, holding them in his palms. "I love you...no one can love you more than me."
"You are a liar." Gu Ziyi looked at him, tears sliding down her cheeks.
Luo Lian looked into her beautiful eyes, raised a hand and wiped her tears. "I love you, it's true."
"You are a liar. You have always been a liar. You were a liar before... you are still a liar now." Gu Ziyi's words were not clear and slightly confused.
Luo Lian knew that she was not awake at the moment. Her eyes were a little hazy, entirely because she was drunk. He patiently said, like coaxing a child, "I won't lie to you, I love you. I will always, always, always love you."
Maybe Gu Ziyi won't be able to remember these words when she wakes up.
Gu Ziyi struggled to take her hand out of his, "You are a liar. You have been lying to me. You are already with someone else, and you still say you love me."
Luo Lian was stunned for a moment. Is it because of him that Gu Ziyi is like this
Luo Lian soon rejected it again. Gu Ziyi always rejected him and didn't like him that much, so she wouldn't be like this because of him. He doesn't have to be so pretentious.
Even though Gu Ziyi was drunk at this moment, what Luo Lian said was true, "That's false. I said it, you have to believe me. I only love you, and I will only love you for the rest of my life."
"I don't believe you." Gu Ziyi had no trust in Luo Lian.
Luo Lian looked at her.
She also looked at Luo Lian.
Two pairs of eyes looked at each other.
Luo Lian came forward and didn't go overboard. He just kissed her forehead.
Extremely pious.
He didn't dare to get any closer to her.
If Gu Ziyi wakes up, it will only push him further.
He stood up, hugged Gu Ziyi, and held her in his arms. He just lowered his head slightly and coaxed softly: "I don't know about other things. I only know that Luo Lian really loves Gu Ziyi. He will not lie about this matter. You never have to doubt or worry. . Luo Lian will always be behind you."
Gu Ziyi was indeed not awake at the moment, and she couldn't tell whether this was reality or her own dream. He was so confused that everything he saw had double images.
She knew she was being held in someone's arms.
That person didn't smell good, it smelled like tobacco, and she didn't like it.
But that embrace was so reassuring.
She drowsily grabbed the man's collar and pulled him off.
The two people were facing each other, nose to nose, only a few centimeters apart.
"I don't like Luo Lian, he is a liar." She seemed to see a pair of black eyes. "He never tells the truth. The reasons for breaking up are also false. He looks down on me... He doesn't tell the truth. He treats me as a joke and bullies me... No one has ever bullied me. He makes me so sad... so sad, so I do not like him."
Luo Lian felt uncomfortable listening to her words. "Do you hate him?"
"I..." Gu Ziyi laughed blankly, "I hated him... a long time ago. How long ago... how long ago?" She frowned and began to think back, "It seems like many years ago."
Luo Lian asked: "What now?"
Gu Ziyi tilted her head, "I don't know."
"I don't know..." Luo Lian's voice was very low, with some disappointment in his eyes.
"He is a bad person." Gu Ziyi said.
Luo Lian smiled: "Yes, he is not a good person."
"I used to like him so much, but he actually said... that he was joking with me. It was a lie..." Gu Ziyi always remembered it. It's never like what she said, the past is the past. She actually didn't go there.
"It's true, he loves you." Luo Lian knew that at this moment, Gu Ziyi no longer knew that the person in front of her was him. I can only speak from the perspective of a bystander.
Gu Ziyi stared at him in a daze. One moment it was Luo Lian, and the next moment he couldn't see his face clearly. She frowned, "Your face is so blurry..."
"You're drunk." Luo Lian decided to carry her to bed.
"But your face... seems pretty."
Luo Lian was about to hug her, "Really?"
Gu Ziyi suddenly came up and kissed the corner of his lips, and the smell of wine hit her face.
Luo Lian's pupils instantly shrank into needles, and he was stunned because of this sudden, without warning kiss.
(End of chapter)