Gu Cheng spoke: "Earlier, I was prepared. But now it's still more or less sudden."
Earlier, Gu Cheng didn't expect to survive. The operation was finally successful... Unexpectedly, everything was back to square one. He was lucky, but...
Gu Cheng looked at Gu Ziyi's hand in his palm. He held it carefully. Before... this hand was very small, and the fingers were not even as long as his little finger. "I will actively cooperate with the treatment. As for the result... let's not mention the result now, so we can just let nature take its course. I'm very worried about you."
He has spent most of her life with Yi Yi, but he may not be able to accompany Gu Ziyi to the end of her life.
He couldn't worry about Yi Yi, but Yi Yi would continue for Gu Ziyi. He was more worried about Gu Ziyi. If the outcome really wasn't good, he might not be able to see the day when Gu Ziyi got married and had children. It wasn't that she had to get married and have children, but he just felt that having a family of her own and having someone to take care of her would make him feel relieved.
Gu Ziyi's throat moved up and down, and her eyes turned red. "dad."
With a cry.
No matter how much I tried to restrain myself, I couldn't restrain myself, and my voice was trembling.
Gu Cheng smiled and said, "Good boy, don't be afraid."
Of course he could see that Gu Ziyi was just pretending to be calm. No one can be completely calm in the face of such a thing. Sometimes he feels sorry for Gu Ziyi. He sees Gu Ziyi's efforts. In fact, he always feels that there is no need to work so hard. He has worked hard for many years and can give Yi Yi and Gu Ziyi a very good living environment. In fact, he would rather Gu Ziyi be more pampered and lose his temper. Because I am too strong-willed, I don’t often mention it to my family when I feel wronged, and I just carry it all by myself.
This is good, but this is also not good.
Gu Ziyi sniffed and kept her tears from flowing, "Don't worry, Dad. It's okay, it'll be okay." She held Gu Cheng's hand tightly, her eyes particularly firm.
Gu Cheng raised his hand and stroked her cheek, "What will you do if I'm gone..."
Gu Ziyi twitched the corners of her lips, "I'm fine. You really don't have to worry about me."
Gu Cheng smiled and said, "Of course I know, you have always been a worry-free child."
Gu Ziyi said: "Dad, don't think about what to do if you are gone in the future. We don't want that. If you take active treatment, I believe we will have good results. It's much better now than before, isn't it? ?"
"Yes." Gu Cheng lowered his eyelashes.
He was a little tired. As he gets older, his body always gets tired easily.
Gu Ziyi helped him lie down and sat quietly next to him.
After a while, Yi Yi came back, handed Gu Ziyi an apple, and held the other apple in her hand.
Gu Cheng was already asleep.
Yi Yi put the apple on the table and stared at it in a daze.
Although Yi Yi's complexion is better than Gu Cheng's, she has not recovered particularly well. After all, I was overthinking and couldn't stop worrying.
Gu Ziyi knew that Yi Yi had probably been worried from the moment she knew the test results. No... maybe I've been worried about this since before. You may be very nervous every night, fearing that the person next to your pillow will suddenly die.
Yi Yi and Gu Cheng have a very good relationship and have spent many years together.
Gu Ziyi looked at Yi Yi, more or less worried. She couldn't say too much. If she said too much, she would be wrong, which would make Yi Yi even more sad.
Gu Ziyi stayed with him in the hospital until night.
In the end, Yi Yi and Gu Cheng persuaded her to leave first because they had to go to work tomorrow.
Gu Ziyi drove back to the apartment. It was already night, there were not many people in the community, and the street lights were all on.
Gu Ziyi parked the car and immediately went upstairs.
She walked in the front door, and someone came and knocked on the back door.
Gu Ziyi had no choice but to turn around and open the door again, and saw Luo Lian standing there.
"Is something wrong?" Gu Ziyi has not yet decided how to face Luo Lian.
Luo Lian saw that her face was not very good. She was full of energy in the morning, but now she looked a little tired.
"You came back very late today. Did you work overtime?" Luo Lian asked.
Gu Ziyi glanced at him and said, "Come in and sit down first." She was very tired and really didn't want to stand here and talk. She walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and took two bottles of ice-cold mineral water. Then he walked back to the living room, threw one bottle to Luo Lian, and opened another bottle to drink himself.
She took a big gulp and finally felt comfortable. Then she looked at Luo Lian, "What do you want from me?"
"I want to talk about things between the two of us." Luo Lian looked at her.
Gu Ziyi frowned, "To make a long story short, I won't agree to it. I have no intention of being a mistress."
"Can we wait until I finish handling the matter between me and Pei Yuan..."
"Stop it." Gu Ziyi raised her hand, "I was unconscious yesterday. Let's talk about the future later. At this stage, you are still someone else's fiancé, and I am not interested."
"Okay." He understood what Gu Ziyi meant.
Gu Ziyi didn't bother to waste any more words: "If there's nothing else, you can go back first. I'm very tired." She was indeed very tired today, and she couldn't help but feel tired.
Luo Lian held the mineral water and said, "You should go to bed early."
Gu Ziyi didn't get up to see him off, but sat on the sofa. After a long time, she sighed quietly.
It seems like things suddenly become too much.
Originally... maybe there was time to think about what would happen between her and Luo Lian. But now all she thinks about is Gu Cheng's body.
Before going home, she chatted with Gu Cheng's doctor.
Although it has recurred, it is not as serious as before. Chemotherapy first, and possibly another surgery, will definitely not be as dangerous as before.
Gu Ziyi still felt a little unsure.
The specific situation depends on what the doctor says, and what the doctor arranges will be done. Gu Ziyi can't help much here. It's obvious that Yi Yi's emotional state is quite bad, and it will probably take a few days to ease up.
Gu Cheng was as always, calmer than anyone else.
At first, Gu Ziyi was worried that Gu Cheng would collapse, but now it seems that even if she collapses, Gu Cheng can be so calm.
He had been mentally prepared for a long time and had always had the worst thoughts, so although this situation was sudden, it would not cause him to suddenly have an emotional breakdown.
Gu Ziyi leaned back on the sofa and stared at the lamp above her head, "It's annoying..."
Will middle-aged people be like this now, worrying every day
There are a lot of worries, but I can’t explain them in detail.
Gu Ziyi closed her eyes and sighed heavily: "It's okay, it's okay." The words she said were to comfort herself.
(End of chapter)