Gu Ziyi looked at Luo Lian. It was rare for her to see Luo Lian lose his composure.
She said calmly and politely, "That's all you have to say to me, isn't it?"
Luo Lian felt more and more uneasy, "Yes..."
Gu Ziyi picked up the kettle and filled Luo Lian's cup with water. "Drink." She was probably thirsty after talking so much.
Luo Lian followed her instructions and took a sip of water.
Gu Ziyi also picked up the cup, took a sip of water slowly, and then looked at Luo Lian, "Luo Lian, actually you are not sincere. You don't love me that much, really."
Luo Lian was eager to defend, but Gu Ziyi raised her hand to interrupt him.
She said: "The choices are all your own. When we broke up for the first time, I thought you thought it was good for me. But in fact? Is this really good for me?"
"Pei Yuan's matter... Actually, we were entangled during that time. I really hated myself at that time. I was 'being mistressed' for no reason. I felt that I was a little confused at that time." Gu Ziyi recalled Reminding me of myself a few months ago, I got caught in the rain because of Luo Lian... uh, I was an auditory psychopath. I thought only my teenage self could do such stupid things.
"Actually, the fact that you can agree to Pei Jing proves that I am not that important. You know that I hate this... After you have a nominal fiancée by your side, you come and tell me that you love me. I think you are It disgusts me."
Gu Ziyi didn't think what she said was unpleasant, she was making a statement.
"You are actually doing something you think is right. You think it is good for me, but you think it is nothing."
"I have to say that your choice was based on your considerations based on the environmental conditions at the time. But Luo Lian, I am the victim. Even if you tell now... the long-awaited truth, my pain will not disappear. The fact that I was injured will never go away. You don’t know how sad I am, and you don’t know how uncomfortable I was at that time... The fact that you are sitting here and talking to me so nicely now actually makes me feel Well... I could have avoided those low moments."
Luo Lian's face gradually turned pale.
"What you said, Zuo Yang actually said to me. It is not very different from what you said. So I am mentally prepared, and I also know what you want to express. I don't know how you have always viewed the two of us. It's something between us. I don't understand, after you agreed to Pei Yuan, what did you think about the relationship between me and you? It's actually very shameful that you agreed to her and want to be with me again."
"There is a big difference between people's lives. I have not experienced your life or everything about you, so I am not qualified to judge you. But based on the time when you and I were together and in love, I gained It hurt a lot, that’s an indelible fact.”
"You have the right to make your choice, and I have the right to refuse you."
"You have a valid reason and I have a valid reason."
"You can do it for me in a self-righteous way, but I can really do it for myself."
"Luo Lian, today, we are almost thirty years old, so there is no need to continue."
Gu Ziyi said a lot, she picked up the water glass and took a sip of water. Then he stared at Luo Lian silently.
She could see the moment when Luo Lian's eyes collapsed, and she could see the emotions roaring up from his eyes.
She could see clearly and could even see how hurt Luo Lian was at this moment.
She will not be soft-hearted because Luo Lian made a mistake.
Gu Ziyi has her own principles, and she makes them clear.
Luo Lian has always been making decisions and choices in a self-righteous way. He thought it was right and beneficial to Gu Ziyi, and he didn't ask Gu Ziyi's own thoughts. When we broke up, it was...
Later, he agreed to Pei Yuan and had a fiancée in name only, and then went to provoke Gu Ziyi. It's unethical, it's just wrong. It should not be done emotionally or rationally.
Luo Lian is always self-righteous.
He is too paranoid and too egotistical.
Gu Ziyi hated him like this.
Today, Gu Ziyi is saying her final goodbyes to them.
After struggling for so long, she finally found out the truth she had always wanted to hear. Luo Lian told her this personally.
enough.
This relationship, which lasted for nearly six years, had come to an end.
Stopping the loss in time is out of the question, just stop at this time.
Luo Lian suddenly reached out and grabbed Gu Ziyi's hand, holding it very tightly. His expression looked like he was about to cry, "Do I have no chance?"
Gu Ziyi didn't struggle. In fact, Luo Lian used a lot of force on her hands, and she could feel the pain. She didn't take out her hand and let Luo Lian hold it. She could probably guess Luo Lian's mood at this moment, and he probably collapsed like she did after the breakup.
"Luo Lian, actually I don't understand, why do you like... Why do you love me? What do you love me for?" Gu Ziyi found it quite strange. She felt that she and Luo Lian had never experienced anything unforgettable, so there was no reason to love her for so long. She could understand why she couldn't let go of Luo Lian for so many years, because the breakup was too dramatic and left a deep impression on her, and it was difficult to forget her true mistake.
But she doesn't understand Luo Lian.
Luo Lian opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.
"Luo Lian, I wish you the best in the future."
She was not sorry to Luo Lian because there was no need to apologize.
I wish him good luck in the future, everything goes smoothly.
But, let’s not have any more intersections.
It's really not suitable for them to meet again.
Gu Ziyi smiled at him, her eyebrows and eyes were soft, without any sharp anger, she was very calm.
Luo Lian met her eyes, and after a few seconds, he relaxed his strength in his hands. The voice was a little hoarse: "I wish... I wish you a good future."
Gu Ziyi withdrew her hand and smiled gently: "Thank you."
She stood up, went to the front desk to check out, then came back here and picked up her handbag. "I am going home."
Luo Lian looked at her, his eyes a little dull.
Gu Ziyi looked at him and repeated, "I'm going home."
"Goodbye, Luo Lian." Gu Ziyi looked at him. She didn't say "goodbye" because probably... there was no need to say goodbye.
"Bye-Bye."
Gu Ziyi turned around and left the hotel.
Luo Lian sat there for a while until the waiter came to ask. He just came back to his senses and left the hotel, feeling a little dazed.
He thought... thought Gu Ziyi would forgive him if he knew this.
It turns out...it doesn't happen.
Many things were not as he imagined, and he could not predict everything. There is no way to make a decision for Gu Ziyi...
Luo Lian walked aimlessly for a long time, and his whole body seemed numb.
(End of chapter)