Luo Lian used to be a particularly paranoid person. You can understand that he is very accustomed to being self-centered.
How to put it... He feels that the things he likes should belong to him. He desperately wants it, and can only feel at ease if he gets it. With a predatory, paranoid attitude.
If it were Luo Lian a long time ago, he would never have said such a thing. But "You belong to me, and I belong to me."
A very tough stance.
And Luo Lian's current transformation is precisely because his mental illness has improved. His thoughts also changed, his whole person reached another level, he had other understandings, and he untied his knot in his heart. Start changing, getting better and better.
It was actually hard for Gu Ziyi to imagine what kind of ups and downs Luo Lian had gone through in his inner world. How it started to change gradually.
That shouldn't be very comfortable.
This is also thanks to the contribution of Dr. Chen. Without Dr. Chen, it would be difficult for Luo Lian to escape from all kinds of negative emotions.
Luo Lian took out the cucumber, brushed the pot, and then heated the pot to make fish-flavored shredded pork. "You should go out first. The smell of oil smoke is not good. You can serve the cucumber and shrimp first."
"Yeah." Gu Ziyi took the dishes and left the kitchen.
Luo Lian fried the fish-flavored shredded pork as quickly as possible, plated the cold white fungus, and then came out of the kitchen with two plates. He put down the dishes, turned around and went back to the kitchen, washed his hands and took off his apron. Then he returned to the dining table again.
"Eat it and see if my skills have improved." Luo Lian looked at Gu Ziyi with a smile.
Gu Ziyi picked up a chopstick of fish-flavored shredded pork. After tasting it, her eyes lit up, "Oh! It's really delicious!"
"If it's delicious, eat more." After Luo Lian's cooking skills were lit up, he upgraded quickly.
He watched Gu Ziyi eat all the other three dishes, except the shrimp.
Luo Lian brought the shrimp in front of him and began to peel the shrimp. He saw Gu Ziyi's eyes lingering on the plate of shrimp several times, but she still didn't move her chopsticks.
Luo Lian put the peeled shrimp into Gu Ziyi's bowl, "Eat it."
Gu Ziyi looked at the cleanly peeled shrimps and said, "You eat yours, it's so troublesome..."
Luo Lian continued to peel the shrimp, and kept moving his hands, "You like to eat shrimp."
"Hmm... I like it." Gu Ziyi responded.
"Do you think it's troublesome, so you don't take action?" Luo Lian asked.
Gu Ziyi was a little embarrassed and blushed, "Yes..."
It's funny to say that at such an old age, she likes to eat but doesn't eat because she's lazy.
But Luo Lian didn't think it was funny. He put all the peeled shrimps into Gu Ziyi's bowl, "I'll peel them for you later."
Gu Ziyi looked at him for two or three seconds, then lowered her eyelashes. "Actually, sometimes... I think you're too good to me. I'm not particularly nice, it seems..." It's not worth it.
She didn't finish her words, but Luo Lian already understood.
Luo Lian peeled the shrimp slowly and picked out the shrimp threads with a toothpick, "You are very good, very good. In my eyes, you deserve all the good things in this world."
He is so sure.
Gu Ziyi felt that was the truth.
Luo Lian put all the shrimps into Gu Ziyi's bowl, "I will do anything for you willingly. To me, no one is more worthy than you."
There was only Gu Ziyi in his black eyes.
Gu Ziyi was stunned for a while, and then she laughed, the kind of laugh that made her laugh out loud. "Luo Lian, you don't need to be so serious, we are just chatting casually."
Luo Lian's eyes just now were too serious.
After hearing what she said, Luo Lian also calmed down, "Well..."
"Stop peeling the shrimps for me. There is enough in my bowl. You should eat quickly. The rice will be cold in a while."
"good."
Luo Lian wiped his hands, then picked up the chopsticks and started eating.
The two of them chatted at a slow pace. It really feels like...the years are quiet and moving slowly.
After dinner, Gu Ziyi originally wanted to take up the job of washing dishes. But how could Luo Lian let her work? So in the end, Gu Ziyi was watching a movie on the sofa, and Luo Lian was washing dishes and basins in the kitchen.
Originally the two were still chatting, but after a while Luo Lian couldn't hear Gu Ziyi's voice.
It happened that he had finished cleaning up the kitchen, and when he came out, he saw Gu Ziyi lying on the sofa and falling asleep in an uncomfortable position.
Luo Lian bent down and picked her up, carrying her to the bed in the bedroom.
He put Gu Ziyi down and looked at her sleeping face. She actually fell asleep unsuspectingly, which was also an expression of trust.
Luo Lian reached out and stroked the top of her hair. Then he leaned down and kissed her forehead, "Go to sleep."
Gu Ziyi had another strange dream.
In fact, her sleeping state has improved a lot, and she doesn't dream much anymore.
But today she had another dream.
This dream gave her a sense of déjà vu.
A cute baby chased her and called her mother. He was very small and was no higher than her knees.
She had no choice but to bend down and pick up the baby, "What's wrong? My baby."
"I want daddy, daddy." The little baby coquettishly said.
There was no other way, so Gu Ziyi had no choice but to agree, "Okay, okay, let's go find daddy."
She didn't know what a luxurious house it was in her dream, so she went looking for it one by one with her baby in her arms.
Finally, a door opened and a man was cooking with his back to them. She was wearing a pink cartoon apron and humming a song.
Then the baby called "Daddy".
The man turned around and Gu Ziyi saw Luo Lian's face, "Dad is making delicious food for you. Baby, please don't make trouble with mom."
The dream was very warm, making Gu Ziyi feel more or less greedy.
She really had a sweet dream.
When I woke up, I was still in a daze. She didn't know where she was. He sat up and looked around. This was Luo Lian's room.
Gu Ziyi walked out of the bedroom, and Luo Lian was sitting on the sofa alone watching TV.
Gu Ziyi's footsteps made Luo Lian turn around, "Are you awake?"
"Hmm... It feels like I've been sleeping for a long time." Gu Ziyi's voice was still a little hoarse.
Luo Lian patted the seat next to him, and Gu Ziyi walked over and sat down.
Luo Lian had already poured a glass of water for her, "I did sleep for a long time. I slept for two hours. It's already past two o'clock in the afternoon."
"Oh..." The face in Gu Ziyi's dream overlapped with Luo Lian's face. The strangest thing about dreaming is that you can't remember the appearance of the person in the dream when you wake up, but Luo Lian's face is particularly clear. She even doubted whether she really wanted to marry Luo Lian, so she had this dream.
It's a sweet dream.
But I don’t know if there will really be such a day in the future.
(End of chapter)