"It's not important anymore." Luo Lian no longer needs any compensation.
Luo Mingsheng's eyes were fixed on Luo Lian's face: "I can't get your forgiveness, can I?"
Luo Lian's heart was still touched, but... it was insignificant. "What has happened can never go away."
Luo Mingsheng's eyes dimmed a lot.
Luo Lian said: "I will still fulfill my obligations. I can't give you anything else."
Even if he were to perform a show of fatherly kindness and sonly filial piety, he would not be able to perform it.
"What do you think about the surgery? Should I do it or not?" Luo Lian asked.
Luo Mingsheng shook his head: "If I don't do it... Even if I do it, I won't live long, and I'll run the risk of dying on the operating table." He continued: "Please help me arrange a lawyer, my Things to do after death... we should have made preparations in advance."
"Okay." Luo Lian nodded.
Luo Mingsheng closed his eyes and said, "Ask Wen Shi to come in."
Luo Lian took a deep look at him, then stood up and went out.
Gu Ziyi and Qian Wenshi in the corridor heard the door opening and looked over at the same time.
Luo Lian walked out and looked at Qian Wenshi, "Go in."
Qian Wenshi immediately entered the ward, and Luo Lian reached out and closed the door.
Gu Ziyi walked towards Luo Lian, "What did you say? It took you so long."
"Nothing special. Let me arrange for a lawyer. He will start preparing a will." Luo Lian sat down on a bench on the side.
"What about surgery?"
"He's not going to do it."
Gu Ziyi fell silent. What she initially thought was that she would have surgery. After all, there is still a chance of survival after surgery, although the follow-up may be difficult.
Everyone's choice is different, and Gu Ziyi has nothing to say.
Luo Lian stretched out his hand towards her, and Gu Ziyi moved two steps, stood in front of him, and stretched out her hand.
Luo Lian took her hand and buried his head in her arms.
Gu Ziyi hugged him, reached out and patted his back.
Nothing more was said.
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At night, Luo Lian originally planned to accompany him in the hospital, but Qian Wenshi was young after all. The past two days have been very busy and I haven't had much rest.
But Qian Wenshi still had to stay and accompany him.
Luo Lian and Gu Ziyi waited until it got dark before leaving.
Because they came in two cars, they had to drive their own cars back.
Entered the community and parked the car.
Gu Ziyi got out of the car.
Luo Lian took a step slower than her and slowly got out of the car. He looked up at the stars in the sky. Then he looked at Gu Ziyi in front of him: "Go upstairs."
Gu Ziyi could feel Luo Lian's depression.
This is very obvious.
There is no doubt that Luo Mingsheng is Luo Lian's father. Luo Lian lost her mother a long time ago, and her only real relative was Luo Ming.
Although the father-son relationship between them is not strong, the father-son relationship is not good either. But no matter who knew about his father's impending death, no one could handle it calmly.
Gu Ziyi knew that although Luo Lian said that the decision-making power was given to Luo Mingsheng, in fact Luo Lian was definitely more inclined to have surgery. There's a glimmer of hope... and there's hope it's not. Although the risk is extremely high…
But Luo Lian couldn't make a decision for Luo Mingsheng and could only respect Luo Mingsheng's final decision.
Luo Lian was a little silent, not as talkative as before.
Gu Ziyi has never experienced separation from her parents, unlike Luo Lian, who has already experienced it once.
The emotion is difficult to describe.
After calling 501, Luo Lian went straight into the bathroom.
Gu Ziyi changed into her pajamas and then waited quietly for Luo Lian. She estimated that Luo Lian was sorting out his thoughts alone and didn't want her to see that he was emotionally disturbed. She totally understands.
Because when Gu Cheng fell ill, Gu Ziyi felt that she was completely confused.
After a while, Luo Lian came out of the bathroom, covered in moisture. Her hair was wet and dripping with water.
Gu Ziyi was afraid that he would catch a cold. It had been cold in the past two days.
She took a dry towel and said, "Let me wipe your hair."
Luo Lian sat by the bed, and Gu Ziyi knelt on the bed, behind him, wiping his dripping hair with a dry towel.
"Do you think I'm weird?" Luo Lian's voice was a little tired.
Gu Ziyi paused, "Huh?"
"I obviously hate them, but yet..." Whether it was Luo Mingsheng or Qian Wenshi.
Gu Ziyi pursed her lips, Luo Lian's back was turned to her, and she couldn't see Luo Lian's expression at this moment, "Are you talking about your father and that Ms. Qian?"
"Um."
"You are not surprised. It is not difficult to understand your attitude towards them. Your father is your father after all. Although your relationship may not be good, the role of a parent is unique in the world. Apart from him, there is no one else Yes. For Ms. Qian... she is the third party who ruined the relationship. Times have changed... If you are not willing to tolerate her anymore, she is indeed Mrs. Luo." Gu Ziyi sighed in her heart. She continued what she was doing, wiping his hair.
Luo Lian grabbed Gu Ziyi's hand, "I was a little sad when I heard him say he didn't want to have surgery."
Gu Ziyi hugged him from behind and rested her head on his shoulder. His wet hair was on her face. "Anyone who knows... this matter... will be sad."
Gu Ziyi said: "He is the only person in this world who is connected by blood to you."
This sentence touched Luo Lian's heart.
Luo Lian actually has no sense of belonging anywhere and cannot feel the feeling of home. What he could get from Gu Ziyi was a very warm feeling, but it was not the sense of belonging to home.
He seemed to have lost his home a long time ago.
It was a strange emotion, he couldn't help but feel sad.
"If he disappears from this world..." Luo Lian couldn't continue, her voice was choked.
I complained, hated, and hated.
But he...
Gu Ziyi hugged Luo Lian tightly, but she didn't speak.
She knew that feeling.
Panic and confusion.
How do you define a home? The first thing it looks like is that you have a father and a mother, and you are a child.
Later... Mom and Dad had to leave.
There is a part of emotion missing in Luo Lian's heart, but that doesn't mean he doesn't desire it.
Luo Mingsheng still exists, and Luo Lian still has a father, although the relationship is not good.
But if Luo Mingsheng no longer exists...
Luo Lian raised his head, his eyes a little red. My heart is like a sea, with waves constantly rising and falling at this moment. He couldn't control the waves of sadness that came one after another.
It's really sad.
What Gu Ziyi could do was hold him and give him a warm embrace. Even though she might not be able to comfort him too much, she still wanted to support Luo Lian.
The dim night light beside the bed cast their shadows on the wall.
It feels a bit fragile, but also very sincere and warm.
(End of chapter)