Luo Mingsheng didn't speak for a long time.
After a while, Luo Lian came back from fetching water.
It's a very silent atmosphere again.
Father and son really don't look like father and son.
Luo Mingsheng has terminal cancer and will not live long. At this age, I have a lot of injuries. Staying in the hospital can also be a bit depressing.
He knew his own final outcome, so he was particularly talkative at that time.
It seems that he just wants to find more opportunities to say everything he can.
The atmosphere of silence began to gradually ease.
Most of what he said was similar, asking Luo Lian to take care of himself, and they were all very caring words.
Gu Ziyi looked at the old man on the hospital bed, unable to comment. In fact, it was too late. No matter how much I said to Luo Lian now, all I was seeking was a little balance in my heart, to make myself feel better.
She was more concerned about Luo Lian.
Because Luo Lian suffered all the pain.
It was expected, Luo Lian's performance was very peaceful. There isn't any sharp edge. Maybe it was because Luo Mingsheng was about to die, so Luo Lian was more cooperative.
Of course, he would definitely not forgive Luo Mingsheng.
It was just that he could give some responses when Luo Mingsheng spoke.
Qian Wenshi's mental state has deteriorated visibly.
Gu Ziyi once wondered whether Qian Wenshi would go crazy alone. Facing the situation that her husband is suffering from a serious illness and is about to die. She must be panicking.
Gu Ziyi really couldn't evaluate the current Luo Mingsheng and Qian Wenshi.
As before, Luo Lian regarded Qian Wenshi as nothing, tried not to interact with each other, did not chat, did not speak, and remained a stranger.
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Everyone was aware of Luo Mingsheng's condition, so after another month... he really couldn't survive.
The disease progresses very quickly.
Life is fleeting too.
Luo Lian acted relatively calmly, while Qian Wenshi really seemed to be crazy.
Gu Ziyi looked at Qian Wenshi who was crying loudly. The cry... was heartbreaking. It's uncomfortable for anyone to hear. It’s really unbearable that the person I have relied on for most of my life is gone.
She has been by Luo Lian's side.
Luo Lian was not in pain, and his face was relatively calm.
But Gu Ziyi knew that Luo Lian was enduring it. The two of them held hands, and she felt that Luo Lian used a lot of strength.
What does Luo Mingsheng look like in Luo Lian's eyes
An unfit husband and an unfit father.
In this world, he is also Luo Lian's only relative.
From then on, Luo Lian was alone. He had no family and his parents were gone.
Because Qian Wenshi was in such a collapsed state, he couldn't handle anything at all. These are all funeral affairs handled by Luo Lian.
Gu Ziyi has always been with Luo Lian, even putting off her own work.
Because at this time Luo Lian is the most vulnerable and needs companionship the most. She couldn't let Luo Lian go through this alone.
Luo Mingsheng's will... Luo Lian knew about it before Qian Wenshi.
Obviously Luo Mingsheng didn't have much property left, but he still left Luo Lian's part in it.
Luo Lian refused to inherit this part of the property from the lawyer and asked to transfer it to Luo Qianqian.
Luo Lian himself is very rich, although not as rich as Gu Ziyi. But after selling Ming Sheng, Luo Lian's property is still considerable.
Gu Ziyi had not seen Luo Qianqian much. Gu Ziyi only met Luo Qianqian when Luo Mingsheng was doing his funeral.
This sister looks nothing like Luo Lian.
He is a very sensitive and fragile child, with uncontrollable sadness in his eyes.
Gu Ziyi even felt a little pity for the child.
Because in such a family environment, the psychological burden should be very heavy.
During the funeral, Luo Lian was always holding the urn.
Gu Ziyi looked at him from the side. Luo Lian was dressed in black, and her expression didn't change much, but she felt that this man was very sad.
That night, they returned to their apartment.
And Luo Lian finally couldn't hold back his emotions.
Gu Ziyi seemed to have never seen adult men cry. I can’t imagine what it would be like.
But Luo Lian cried.
I had been tensing up and holding back in front of outsiders, but in the end I couldn't bear it anymore.
Even when he cried, he held back his tears, making only slight choking sounds.
And Gu Ziyi felt heartbroken just by listening to it.
Luo Lian sat on the sofa, covering his face and shaking his shoulders. The cries were muffled.
Gu Ziyi hugged him and rested her chin on his shoulder, "Cry, just cry."
What does it feel like when a loved one dies
It was like that, the world was spinning... and my head was confused for a moment.
It may feel calm at first, but when you react, the despair and sadness will sweep over you.
Luo Lian faced the death of relatives twice.
Bai Langyue passed away in the hospital, and Luo Mingsheng passed away in the hospital.
This kind of separation between life and death will be unbearable and very depressing.
Although the relationship with Luo Mingsheng was not good, Luo Mingsheng passed away. This person will no longer exist in this world. Even if there is resentment or hatred, there will be no target, and the person is no longer there.
Gu Ziyi hugged Luo Lian tightly. She couldn't help but her eyes were red with tears in her eyes, "Cry."
She didn't persuade Luo Lian not to cry, but persuaded him to cry.
It would be more comfortable that way, but if it is always pressed in my heart, one day my heart will be unable to bear the load.
Luo Lian raised his head, his eyes were red and his face was full of tears. His voice was dry and hoarse: "I thought... I wouldn't be so sad."
Gu Ziyi raised her hand and wiped the tears on his face with her sleeve, "How can I not be sad?"
Luo Lian bit her mouth, feeling that her cries were about to burst out of her throat. He calmed down and said, "I actually...actually...hate him quite a bit. I used to think that it didn't matter whether he was here or not. It wasn't really a big deal anyway."
"But... he is really gone." Luo Lian's tears welled up. "It's just that... I feel weird in my heart."
"It's a little different from when my mother passed away. But it's still sad," Luo Lian said.
Gu Ziyi sniffed. She couldn't cry. If she cried, Luo Lian would probably be in a worse mood. "Cry when you feel sad. Don't hold it back. You will feel better after crying. You are so used to keeping everything in your heart." She raised her hand and pushed the hair away from Luo Lian's forehead. Because there was sweat on his forehead, his hair was stuck.
Luo Lian's eyes were particularly red: "Men shouldn't cry casually."
"You don't have to be so strong in front of me." Gu Ziyi looked into Luo Lian's eyes.
Luo Lian hugged her and said, "Thank you, thank you for being here."
Gu Ziyi hugged him back, "I will always be with you." No matter how long it takes, she will always be with Luo Lian.
(End of chapter)