Gu Ziyi stayed with Luo Lian all day long and saw that his mood gradually improved, and then she felt relieved.
She was afraid that Luo Lian would be immersed in negativity.
Luo Lian volunteered to see Dr. Chen and wanted Gu Ziyi to accompany him.
Gu Ziyi agreed, and the two of them went to Dr. Chen's hospital together.
Gu Ziyi was waiting for Luo Lian outside the door. He looked at the time on his watch from time to time, waiting patiently for Luo Lian.
In the past few days, her mood had been ups and downs with Luo Lian.
Sometimes I can't help but wonder why people always have ups and downs in this life. It seems that no one really has smooth sailing, and all kinds of hardships in life are different.
A few days ago, Gu Ziyi actually changed a lot. She tried to rely on Luo Lian, and her child's character was exposed. But this time, she suddenly realized that maybe... the more real thing between them should be... Luo Lian should rely on her.
Luo Lian was actually carrying it by force. He never told anyone about many things and hardships, he had to bear them all by himself.
She didn't know about it in the early years, so she never cared.
Now is not that time, Gu Ziyi always feels distressed every time she thinks about it.
She looked at the closed door, feeling a little worried about Luo Lian.
Luo Ming's death still had a great impact on Luo Lian. No one can be indifferent to the death of his biological parents. Human beings are not as ruthless as grass and trees.
Gu Ziyi felt that she had been waiting for a long time. She was worried every second and her heart was hanging. Mental illness is more difficult to treat, and it is not a problem that can be solved by taking some medicine. You may have to carry it like this for the rest of your life.
I don’t know how long it took, but the door finally opened.
Gu Ziyi immediately stood up and said, "Luo Lian."
Luo Lian's face was a little pale. He raised his eyes and glanced at Gu Ziyi, raised the corners of his lips, and gave her a light smile, trying to make her feel more at ease.
Gu Ziyi looked at Dr. Chen.
Dr. Chen pushed up his glasses: "It's okay."
This is not the first time for Gu Ziyi to come to Dr. Chen. She has also accompanied her good friends before. In fact, solving mental illness...can't be rushed. She wasn't particularly worried or anxious before, but now... it's Luo Lian, not anyone else.
Luo Lian held Gu Ziyi's hand and said, "Thank you, Doctor Chen."
Dr. Chen nodded.
Luo Lian took Gu Ziyi and left.
The pace of both of them was very slow, and Luo Lian said, "Don't worry, I'm fine. It's already better than before."
Gu Ziyi moved her lips, "I can't help but worry."
Luo Lian squeezed her hand tightly, "I'm fine. I'll get better after a while. It's just a temporary mood swing. Trust me."
"Um."
The two people took the elevator downstairs.
Gu Ziyi looked at Luo Lian's face and watched the changes in his expression.
Luo Lian lowered his eyes and looked at her, smiling: "I won't lie to you."
Gu Ziyi finally felt a little more at ease, "Yes." She squeezed Luo Lian's hand tightly.
The elevator door opened and they reached the first floor.
Luo Lian's pace was not fast, even a little slow. He said: "I feel... as if everything has disappeared and is over."
Gu Ziyi was confused and just looked at him, waiting for the next words.
Luo Lian continued: "He is gone, and the past seems to have faded away. I still remember it, but there is no hatred or resentment."
Maybe when a person is really gone, some things will always disappear with the wind like flying flowers and catkins.
Gu Ziyi pursed her lips: "Are you still sad?"
"A little bit, I feel sad after all. But I'm getting better now, don't worry about me anymore." Luo Lian looked at Gu Ziyi, "You have been with me for a long time, and you have to abandon your work."
"Work is not as important as you." Gu Ziyi's tone was affirmative.
Luo Lian put his arm around her shoulders and hugged her without saying anything.
Gu Ziyi said: "Let's go home."
"good."
Hold hands and walk slowly.
Sometimes, there is no need to say too many words, just being by your side is enough.
Luo Lian never let go of Gu Ziyi's hand, as if he was holding on to the most important thing in his life.
From now on, except for Gu Ziyi, he really has nothing.
Luo Lian handled Qian Wenshi's matter very well. He is not Qian Wenshi's biological son, and he has no responsibility or obligation to support her until she grows old. Luo Lian gave up the inheritance of the property left by Luo Mingsheng. He gave all Luo Mingsheng's things to Qian Wenshi intact. No matter what happened to Qian Wenshi and Luo Qianqian in the future, it had nothing to do with him.
We are not a family to begin with, so why do we need to pretend to be a family
The Luo family is gone.
Luo Lian also began to think about whether he should also buy a house.
Because he doesn't have anything that belongs to him now, it doesn't feel like he has a home in this city.
Luo Lian proposed to buy a house, but Gu Ziyi refused, "No, I already have a house."
At the end of this year, Luo Lian's 501 lease will expire, and he will need to move out by then. Luo Lian plans to live a serious life, of course, it must be with Gu Ziyi.
While the two were discussing the house animatedly, there was a knock on the door.
Gu Ziyi got up and opened the door. It was Deng Zhiming.
Deng Zhiming was holding something in his hand.
"Brother Deng, is something wrong?" Gu Ziyi asked.
Luo Lian also walked to the door and stood beside Gu Ziyi.
Deng Zhiming reached out and handed the thing over: "This is what Grandma Fan left before she left. I have always forgotten it. I remembered it when I was packing my things today, and I left it for you."
Gu Ziyi reached out and took it, which was a letter.
Luo Lian also received one.
"My memory is too bad, I should have given it to you a long time ago." Deng Zhiming scratched the back of his head.
"It's okay, you can just give it now." Gu Ziyi smiled.
Deng Zhiming continued: "Um, are you free tomorrow night?"
"Um?"
"Chen Chu and I are also moving out, and we plan to treat you to a meal before we leave."
Luo Lian was stunned, "Move away?"
Deng Zhiming nodded: "Chen Chu's family is in Beijing, but mine is not. Chen Chu and I have discussed it and plan to return to my hometown to settle down. So I plan to invite you to have a meal together."
"Why?" Gu Ziyi didn't understand.
Deng Zhiming said: "The pressure is too much, it's really... not good."
The pressure in developed cities is much greater than imagined.
When I came here to develop, I was full of passion for getting ahead and making a lot of money.
But reality proves... it really doesn't work. Life is not full of idealizations.
The pressure from all aspects was suppressed, making people breathless. Moreover, Deng Zhiming and Chen Chu also have a child. Here... they can't support another child. So Deng Zhiming and Chen Chu discussed for a long time and finally reached an agreement to return to Deng Zhiming's hometown to settle down and settle down there in the future.
(End of chapter)