Even so, today's scenes would still flash through Gu Ziyi's mind from time to time.
I feel like the chicken drumsticks in my hand are no longer so fragrant.
She not only thought about what happened today, but also inevitably thought about the past. After all, the memories she and Luo Lian shared were difficult for her to forget.
That relationship had a very good beginning and a very beautiful process, but it had an unhappy ending.
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"Gu Ziyi, I'm downstairs." Gu Ziyi was still wearing pajamas. She just got up from the bed in the dormitory when she received a call from Luo Lian.
She immediately ran to the window and looked down, and sure enough she saw Luo Lian wearing a blue and gray sweater.
"Wait for me." She hung up the phone, then hurriedly changed her clothes without combing her hair, and then hurried downstairs.
She ran to Luo Lian with a smile on her face: "Why are you so early?"
"I went to the Internet cafe all night yesterday and just returned to school. I brought you breakfast." Luo Lian raised the breakfast in his hand.
Gu Ziyi asked him: "Then have you eaten?"
"I've eaten. I just came back from the breakfast shop." He raised his other hand and rubbed Gu Ziyi's somewhat disheveled hair. "Remember to have breakfast."
"Yeah, yeah." Gu Ziyi nodded obediently, carrying her breakfast.
She was young at that time, and her eyes were full of childish light. At that time, all eyes were really filled with Luo Lian. Only Luo Lian's figure was reflected in his eyes.
Luo Lian lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers, "What should I do? I miss you so much after not seeing you for a day." Love words came easily to Luo Lian.
Gu Ziyi's ears turned slightly red, "Miss me? Are you going to the Internet cafe?"
"Who told you to be busy writing reports?" Luo Lian reached out and pinched Gu Ziyi's soft cheek.
Gu Ziyi puffed up her face and made eye contact with him: "Then... that's homework that must be completed. I can't fail the exam, right? It accounts for one-third of the grade."
Luo Lian couldn't help but laugh, he just thought his girl was too cute. He casually touched Gu Ziyi's hair again, "You go back to the dormitory, I have to go back to catch up on my sleep. You will finish writing the report in two days, and I will come to see you every day. I won't disturb you these days."
"When I finish writing the report, I will come over to find you." Gu Ziyi's smile was sweet.
Luo Lian looked at her, kissed her forehead, and said in a doting tone, "Okay."
Gu Ziyi returned to the dormitory with breakfast and looked back at him before entering.
Luo Lian waved to her and gave her a big smile.
We were very young at that time, and it was the time of youth, and the love we had was also a slightly sour and slightly sweet feeling, which everyone thought was beautiful.
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Gu Ziyi washed herself and then put on a facial mask. Her laptop was still on the bed, the movie was not paused, and she could still hear the lines in it.
She just didn't want to be too quiet, as being too quiet would make her feel inexplicably sad.
Gu Ziyi looked at herself in the mirror and took a closer look. In fact, I can no longer find the youthful look I had before. From the time she started her own business, she discussed business and looked for investment alone, and then she grew from a small rental house with two or three people to the current Youwen. During this process, she had to grow up as quickly as possible.
It is correct at home that children who cry are given sweets. On the outside, that only proves that you are a loser.
Gu Ziyi doesn't like to be looked down upon by others, especially if the prefix given by others is "Gu Cheng's daughter". It seemed like everything she had was given by her father, so she rarely appeared in front of Gu's partners, and almost no one had seen her.
She has always been very attentive to her work and tried her best to achieve the best.
In terms of feelings…
Gu Ziyi herself sometimes feels confused. To be suitable? Want love? Still want something
Although she has lived to the age of Ben San, she still has some things that she cannot handle.
She has no accurate concept of marriage, love, or family, and is now in a state of "talking on paper" because she has never tried it herself.
Xia Yue said that if she were a few years younger, he would give her the words "Don't be a coward". But at this age, the only thing I can do is "just go with the flow".
Not entirely right, not entirely wrong.
Maybe others would think she was pretentious after listening to her nagging. If she couldn't let go of Luo Lian, why wouldn't she want to get back together with him
Maybe a few years younger, Gu Ziyi must really not be timid, and she would just agree if she agreed.
Today is different from the past. We must consider the pros and cons and the future. Maybe some people can continue to be brave and continue to do whatever they want, but that does not include Gu Ziyi.
Even if she didn't mention the past, she wasn't sure whether she could get stability from Luo Lian. This stability is very important, not only for her, but also for her family.
She has a lot to consider, and she can't just do whatever she wants.
That’s why adults envy children so much. If they want it, they want it, and if they don’t want it, they don’t want it. If they like it, they say it; if they don't like it, they say it.
Before seeing Luo Lian again, Gu Ziyi thought that her heart was very firm. It means cutting off ties with everything in the past, including Luo Lian.
But after meeting Luo Lian, she did have hesitation in her heart.
But this hesitation did not prevent her from choosing to refuse rationally.
Gu Ziyi sighed quietly: "Sigh... I thought that being disturbed by feelings only happened in the early twenties. It turns out that it is like this at every age."
She stood up, then sat on the bed and continued watching her movie.
After fifteen minutes, I took off the mask, washed my face, and applied skin care products before going to bed again. Then I turn off the lights and go to sleep. Before turning off the lights, I must confirm tomorrow's work schedule.
In fact, she was not sleepy. She would think a lot by herself before night.
She also saw Luo Lian's expression today. She really didn't believe Pei Yuan's words. She also saw Luo Lian's expression change because of her words. She was very indifferent to this. At least at that moment when she saw Luo Lian's expression, she even felt a sense of revengeful joy.
Although this mentality is not advisable, it is true.
She thought she might be naive.
Gu Ziyi couldn't help but sigh again. I always feel like there is something pressing on my chest, which is stuffy.
All emotions rise and fall because of Luo Lian, and they feel uneasy because of Luo Lian.
"Gu Ziyi, actually you don't have much potential. If you really had some potential, you wouldn't have been thinking about Luo Lian for so many years." She closed her eyes and told herself.
"Gu Ziyi, be normal, just like usual." Try to get back to the way you were before, just like when you didn't see Luo Lian again.
She didn't know if she could only hypnotize herself like this over and over again, but other than that, she couldn't think of any good way to change the situation.
(End of chapter)