Xia Yue asked: "What else did he say?"
"He said... he wasn't joking, he was serious, he wanted to marry me." Gu Ziyi finished.
It feels strange inside.
She didn't believe this, but there was a vague... expectation
She was frightened by herself.
"Marry you?" Xia Yue was also surprised, "Did he really say that?"
"Um."
Xia Yue thought for a while and said, "Isn't this his new way of chasing women? He said he liked her when he was young, and said he would marry you when he was older."
Gu Ziyi said nothing.
"But that's not important. Gu Ziyi, do you believe it? Do you believe what he said?" Xia Yue asked her a question.
Gu Ziyi hesitated for a moment, "I don't believe it."
Xia Yue's laughter came from the phone, "If you don't believe it, that's what you think in your heart. Otherwise, you would be very straightforward. I haven't seen Luo Lian before, and your answers have been very straightforward. So far, he can still disturb you, This is an indisputable fact.”
Gu Ziyi did not deny this, "Indeed."
"Are you calling me to complain? Or are you calling me to ask me if you should try it?"
Gu Ziyi thought for a while, and it seemed that it was neither. She said: "I just want... to let another person persuade Luo Lian to give up."
"You can't speak on your own, so you want me to come?"
"I spoke, but he didn't listen. I made it clear what I expected. I said I hoped that my good ex would be dead in each other's world, with no connection with the past, and they would go their separate ways. He He completely ignored my words, he was very stubborn and insisted on having his own way." Gu Ziyi felt a headache.
Xia Yue smiled: "You have always known what kind of person he is, right?"
"I don't know, I don't know him at all. If I really knew him, I would have seen through that his kindness to me was a joke, and I wouldn't have jumped into his trap without knowing it."
"But... you walked away very gracefully." Of course Xia Yue had heard the rumors about Gu Ziyi and Luo Lian's breakup.
It's not like Luo Lian dumped Gu Ziyi, but rather like Gu Ziyi dumped Luo Lian.
She left more simply than Luo Lian, without entangled or questioning.
They break up as soon as they break up, and they know how to let go gracefully far better than other girls. Once you linger a little more after a breakup, it will make people feel that your self-esteem has been slighted.
Gu Ziyi is proud, she is not proud because of external things, she is proud because she is Gu Ziyi.
Therefore, she will better protect her pride and self-esteem.
"The chic way you walk is just what everyone sees." Behind her back, she had been depressed and negative for a long time because of that relationship. After all, I went out with my sincerity, thinking I had met true love.
Xia Yue still smiled: "But now you are discussing Luo Lian with me without any resentment. Have you let it go? Or have you not let it go?"
Put it down
Not letting go
Gu Ziyi couldn't even carry it clearly.
I don’t even dare to judge myself.
Letting go, she hoped this was the case, and she could talk about Luo Lian lightly to others. Facing Luo Lian, he could also act calm and calm.
Can't let go, she...
"I just don't complain anymore, but it doesn't mean I haven't been wronged." She has never been so wronged since she was a child.
True feelings are teased by others.
Xia Yue said: "There is not much I can tell you. If you think you want to follow your heart, then don't be afraid. If you want to follow the fate, then just follow the fate and avoid it. If you are really sure that someone wants to persuade Luo Lian, I can Do this. If you're not sure, don't mention it."
In fact, they are not the parties involved, so they can't give any useful suggestions.
Love is a matter that no one else can interfere with, so how can you help me appropriately? Why is it inappropriate to help
As he spoke, Xia Yue couldn't help but start mocking again: "I'm telling you, Boss Gu, you are resolute, steady and ruthless when it comes to work. Isn't it inappropriate to be so indecisive emotionally?"
Gu Ziyi rolled her eyes. Fortunately, she couldn't see Xia Yue because she was talking on her cell phone at the moment. "I do well at work because I have experience. I am a novice in relationships. I am a total noob. I've been in love three times, needless to say the first two, they don't count. I talked to Luo Lian once, and then we said goodbye. Then I've been solo until now. Do you think I'm experienced in many battles? Are you fearless?"
Xia Yue made a sound, "Is there anything else?"
"what?"
"It's okay. I hung up the phone. I'm halfway done with my clothes."
"Go and do your work, thank you."
"You're welcome, remember to send me money." After saying this, Xia Yue hung up the voice call directly, which was called being merciless.
Gu Ziyi burst out laughing.
She lay on the bed, then rolled over and sat up. My mood has improved a lot. I opened the door and shouted: "Mom! What should we eat tonight? I'm hungry!"
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Luo Lian waited for several hours but did not receive Gu Ziyi's reply. He even doubted whether he had been blocked by Gu Ziyi.
He sighed, feeling for the first time that someone found him annoying. But otherwise, he really didn't know what to do to impress Gu Ziyi.
He never thought of giving up Gu Ziyi.
if…
If there really is an if, Gu Ziyi no longer belongs to him. Marry other men, get married and have children.
Then Luo Lian will choose not to marry for the rest of his life.
Because... heartbeat doesn't happen to just anyone. He only had feelings for Gu Ziyi, and that young heartbeat... was enough for him to remember for a long time.
It is said that first love is the most unforgettable, but Luo Lian doesn't think there is anything he can't forget about his first love. He just couldn't forget Gu Ziyi. Probably because the ending of their previous relationship was too abrupt, not what they expected, and slightly regrettable.
So it became an obsession that he couldn't let go.
He didn't think he could be a long-term lover before. Feelings are the most unpredictable and are changing all the time, so he never promises to anyone that he will love you for the rest of his life. That would be too illusory and baseless.
But... if it is a promise to Gu Ziyi.
He dared to use his life as the price to promise a lifetime.
However, even if he said this to Gu Ziyi, Gu Ziyi didn't bother to let him commit his life.
After all, he was the one who broke up with her back then.
There is no regret medicine in this world, it is really too difficult. He shouldn't choose this path. Maybe he would be freer by choosing another one. But at that time... no one gave him a choice.
Luo Lian was lying on the sofa. The small cards on the coffee table had been sorted into a pile. They were packed in small transparent plastic boxes. Each of the small cards in the box begins with "Miss Gu" and is signed with "Luo Lian".
Every sentence he wrote was specially addressed to his "Miss Gu".
(End of chapter)