It's not that Luo Lian can't resist. He's not afraid of what he will experience, but he has to be afraid of what Gu Ziyi will experience.
Luo Mingsheng's threat was very useful to Luo Lian.
Because Luo Lian knew clearly that he was unable to protect Gu Ziyi. If Luo Mingsheng really wants to do something to Gu Ziyi, he can't protect Gu Ziyi.
This is a sad reality.
A boy who is still in college, and a businessman who has achieved wealth and status.
This was not equitable, and Luo Lian was unable to contend.
Luo Mingsheng only gave Luo Lian one choice, how should he choose
He had no choice.
Therefore, Luo Lian gave such a ridiculous reason to break up. Even he himself felt ridiculous, how could he come up with such a reason.
And the day we broke up...
Gu Ziyi didn't even ask, she just said "Okay, let's break up".
God knows what Luo Lian was feeling in his heart at that moment.
After Gu Ziyi turned around and left, Luo Lian almost cried. It was obviously him who proposed it, but after Gu Ziyi left, Luo Lian used a lot of strength to stop himself from calling her.
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Luo Lian took a sip of beer and said, "Actually, I don't understand why she didn't ask me."
If Gu Ziyi asked, maybe...
Not that maybe.
"She doesn't mention it anymore. She just says it's over. In fact, I really hope she asks me." Luo Lian didn't dare to mention it.
He always felt that speaking out would only make people feel sorry for him.
Very sad too.
He is powerless against threats and unable to protect the girl he likes.
He couldn't afford to make any promises to Gu Ziyi.
He has nothing.
Luo Lian would occasionally devalue himself to the dust. In his heart, he felt that he was not worthy of Gu Ziyi. But he was unwilling to do so. He wanted to get Gu Ziyi and be with the person he liked. This torture exists every moment.
Jian Fan looked at him, "You were just trying to protect her."
"So... it's probably more because I'm just a loser. I can't give her any guarantee. If something unexpected happens, I can't do anything about it." Luo Lian didn't like herself very much.
Whether it was before or now.
He doesn't even like the way he looks.
He was a good-for-nothing before, but now he is not a good person either.
Luo Lian really hated herself. He lived a messy life, but he just wanted to drag Gu Ziyi into his quagmire.
He couldn't persuade himself to give up Gu Ziyi.
It's like a sealed room with only a crack and a glimmer of light.
How could he be willing to put that ray of light in his hands and let it flow away
Gu Ziyi...maybe Luo Lian's only love for this world.
If it weren't for Gu Ziyi, maybe Luo Lian wouldn't want to struggle. Just stuck in the swamp, waiting to be submerged, waiting to drown, waiting to suffocate, waiting to die.
Luo Lian seemed to be a little drunk, and his eyes were red now. I don’t know whether he was conscious or not, but one person murmured to himself: "I really love her..."
Jian Fan didn't drink much, so he was very sober now. Seeing Luo Lian's devastated look, he was touched in his heart. He knew that Luo Lian had a hard life and had almost nothing to fight for himself. I have always been like a puppet at the mercy of others, and my life is a mess. As a friend, he felt sorry for Luo Lian.
Jian Fan reached out and took out the beer can from Luo Lian's hand, "Stop drinking, you're already drunk."
Luo Lian snatched the beer can back and took another sip.
Jian Fan reached out to grab it. During the fight, beer spilled all over Luo Lian.
Jian Fan frowned and finally snatched the beer can back.
Luo Lian must be completely drunk now. He drank a lot more than Jian Fan.
"Luo Lian? Are you okay?" Jian Fan asked.
Luo Lian looked up, his vision was blurred and he was not very awake. He grabbed Jian Fan's hand and said, "I love her very much."
"I know you love her."
Luo Lian just repeated over and over again, "I love Gu Ziyi."
"I love Gu Ziyi."
"I… "
…
I love Gu Ziyi.
she does not know.
No one knows.
Only I know.
I really love her.
Love her more than anyone imagined.
…
The result of a hangover is an explosive headache.
Luo Lian was confused when he woke up.
Jian Fan heard the noise and walked from the living room to the bedroom. He had just woken up and his hair was disheveled. "Are you okay?"
Luo Lian looked like he was not very clear-headed, "You...why are you here?"
Jian Fan: "..."? ?
Jian Fan walked in and looked down at Luo Lian, "Brother, are you drunk?"
Luo Lian's head really hurt. He rubbed his temples and said, "My head hurts so much now."
"You drank so many bottles yesterday, you must have a headache. Oh, by the way. Your secretary called me this morning and I told him that you were not feeling well and missed work today." Jian Fan looked at Luo Lian.
"Lu Hui?" Luo Lian looked around on his phone.
Jian Fan reached out and handed over the phone.
Luo Lian unlocked the screen. It was already ten o'clock in the morning. He did drink so much yesterday that he didn't get up. It doesn’t matter, just skip work if you want to.
"Did you sleep with me yesterday?" Luo Lian stared at Jian Fan.
Jian Fan curled his lips, "No way, I must be sleeping on the sofa."
Luo Lian looked at what he was wearing, "Did you change it for me?"
"Do you want to wear clothes that have been spilled by beer?" Jian Fan felt a little unhappy. Yesterday, she worked as a companion and a nanny, but Luo Lian didn't show any gratitude at all today.
Luo Lian got up from the bed and shook his head. It still hurt. "Please help me order breakfast. No, it should be lunch now."
Jian Fan asked: "You won't faint in the bathroom, will you?" He saw that Luo Lian's steps were still a bit vain.
Luo Lian smiled and said, "No."
Jian Fan went to the living room and picked up the landline phone to order food.
Luo Lian took a shower to wash away the smell of alcohol from his body. I feel much better after taking a shower. Of course, the headache didn't go away that quickly.
He finished cleaning up and came out, just as lunch was being served.
Jian Fan was on the phone with Xue Qian, who came to check on her.
"Honey, I didn't go out to play. I was with Luo Lian. We drank too much yesterday and slept at Luo Lian's place. Luo Lian can testify for me." Jian Fan spoke with such an attitude. Call it sincerity.
Luo Lian looked in the mirror and took off the gauze on his head. The wound had scabbed over and the bruises had dissipated a lot. Far less scary than before. He applied some medicine and put new gauze on it.
Jian Fan came over with his mobile phone, "You will testify for me."
Luo Lian couldn't help but laugh. He picked up the phone and said, "I prove that Jian Fan was indeed with me yesterday. I drank too much and Jian Fan stayed to take care of me. You don't have to worry, Jian Fan didn't go out." fool around."
(End of chapter)