Pei Jing also regretted developing Pei Yuan's personality like this. It's hard to find anyone who really likes Pei Yuan. Maybe some people are afraid of Pei Jing because of their family background, so they pretend to be nice to Pei Yuan. But a hundred years later, when Pei Yuan's parents are gone, who will protect her then
Thinking of this, Pei Jing couldn't help but regret a little.
It was not easy to get pregnant with Pei Yuan in the first place, and there were many threatened miscarriages, so it was a luck to give birth smoothly. There were so many conditions before he was born, so as soon as Pei Yuan was born, the couple loved Pei Yuan very much.
After all, this child did not come easily.
After Pei Yuan, Pei Jing and his wife never had any other children. He only has such a daughter, so he is naturally obedient and doting on her.
But Pei Yuan's temper... gradually got out of control.
It's too late to say anything now, the character is a foregone conclusion and a sudden change is unlikely.
Pei Jing only hopes that Pei Yuan will not suffer much in the future and has a safe and smooth life.
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Luo Lian took the time to go to the flower shop.
Zheng Xingtang was wrapping a bouquet when he saw Luo Lian coming, and was slightly surprised: "Mr. Luo, you are here."
"Yeah." Luo Lian nodded, "You recently went to Gu's to send flowers, but she wasn't here, right?"
Zheng Xingtang put his work aside for a moment, "When I went there a few days ago. On the day I sent you the message, the original words the employees of their company said were, 'Mr. Gu is on a business trip. I don't know what happened.'" It’s time to come back. So there’s no need to send flowers because she’s not here.”
Luo Lian pursed her lips.
"Are you going to pick out roses? The new roses that arrived today are right here." Zheng Xingtang raised his hand to signal.
Luo Lian shook her head: "No, I'm not here to choose flowers for Miss Gu today. Please help me wrap a bouquet of carnations. I want to visit my mother."
"Okay, please wait a moment." Zheng Xingtang smiled. Then go pick out the carnations.
Luo Lian sat down on a chair on the side.
He fiddled with his phone, replied to Lu Hui's messages, and responded to his work items one by one.
After he returned to China, he never visited Bai Langyue once.
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Zheng Xingtang picked out a few carnations and wrapped them carefully. "Mr. Luo, your flowers are ready."
Luo Lian raised his head and saw Zheng Xingtang holding a bouquet of carnations.
Zheng Xingtang is the kind of person with magic power. No one in this flower shop can be more dazzling than Zheng Xingtang. He smiled slightly at Luo Lian, "Is it okay?"
Luo Lian stood up and said, "It's troublesome."
"Mr. Luo is too polite." Zheng Xingtang smiled.
Luo Lian took the bouquet, walked to the counter, and showed the payment code to Zheng Xingtang.
After paying, I took the bouquet and left.
Luo Lian returned to the car and Carnation was placed in the passenger seat. He was going to the cemetery, which was a bit far away. The drive is estimated to take several hours.
Luo Lian chose some music to play to make the trip less monotonous.
He has been abroad for five years and has not worshiped Bai Langyue for a long time.
Bai Langyue has always been a good mother in Luo Lian's impression.
In fact, a life like Bai Langyue's life is too hard.
Luo Lian had doubted whether Bai Langyue had ever felt happy. Was there a moment when she felt like she was living a happy life
Because Luo Lian himself couldn't feel the happiness. Maybe it had happened before, but after all he had experienced, he couldn't remember it anymore.
His home had long since disappeared, completely gone.
He couldn't catch even a shadow.
Unavoidably sad.
Bai Langyue's life seemed to be extremely hard for Luo Lian. Because she made a wrong decision and chose someone who didn't love her that much, everything that followed was so sad.
If he could go back in time, Luo Lian would rather have no possibility of his own existence than to prevent Bai Langyue from choosing Luo Mingsheng.
Marrying Luo Mingsheng was the beginning of Bai Langyue's unfortunate life.
Maybe if she chose someone else, it would be easier for her. Being able to be deeply loved by others without experiencing the feeling of betrayal, heartache, or sentimentality.
Luo Lian felt guilty for Bai Langyue in her heart. In Bai Langyue's life, he seemed to have never done anything to make Bai Langyue happy.
After Bai Langyue obtained custody of Luo Lian, it became even more difficult.
Although Luo Lian failed to have a good father, he had a very good mother.
Luo Lian never considered himself lucky. God has never shown mercy to his sorrow in this half of his life. From childhood to adulthood, from birth to the present day, he believes that luck is nothing more than two things.
Bai Langyue is his mother.
Gu Ziyi is the person he likes.
Of course, these two things... Luo Lian felt guilty.
He failed to give Bai Langyue a good life, but instead dragged Bai Langyue down.
He failed to give Gu Ziyi perfect love, but instead hurt Gu Ziyi.
He actually failed.
This half of my life has been a complete failure.
Luo Lian can think of countless points to deny himself every moment.
In his eyes, he is a useless person with no redeeming qualities. He is immersed in all kinds of negative energy every day, and only he knows it.
Luo Lian seemed to be glamorous in the eyes of others.
No one knew how dark Luo Lian's heart was, and no one knew that he was tired.
Luo Lian looked at the scenery passing by, and his heart felt unexpectedly calm. No ripples, no waves, no ups and downs.
Very peaceful.
Probably because he knew that he would see Bai Langyue soon.
Bai Langyue has always been the gentle corner of Luo Lian's heart.
After a long time, Luo Lian finally drove the car to the cemetery. He stopped the car, then took the carnation and walked into the cemetery.
Although he hadn't been here for so long, he was deeply impressed and knew where Bai Langyue's tombstone was. The cemetery is full of neat tombstones, and there are no people around, making it a bit desolate.
Luo Lian walked along and stood in front of one of the tombs.
Luo Lian raised a smile, her eyebrows and eyes were gentle. Like the spring sunshine, "Mom, I'm here to see you."
He bowed deeply.
He held on for a while, then stood up straight.
He knelt down and placed the carnations in front of the grave. Then he reached out and wiped the dust off the tombstone.
He stared at the picture of Bai Langyue on the tombstone for a long time. "I haven't come to see you for so long. I don't know if you will be angry. I brought a bouquet of flowers, thinking you would like it."
"I have been studying abroad for the past five years. My life has been... good or bad. I have nothing particularly interesting to share with you during my time studying abroad. I have met some foreign friends and my life abroad has not been too difficult. My grades have always been It's good, you know, so the teachers like me."
He raised his hand and touched Bai Langyue's photo, his voice was a little low: "Mom, I miss you very much."
(End of chapter)