A beautiful beginning with infinite expectations, now only a fragmented ending remains.
The heart was stabbed by the ice arrow, and it was icy and painful. Bai Yueguang's appearance seemed to satirize everything he had been avoiding thinking about, his expectations for Yuan Zhanqi, his hopes for their relationship to change, he already knew what he wanted What, but he has been missing, missing.
Yan Jingxi completely ignored the cake in Bai Yueguang's hands, but his whole body was stiff and his throat tightened: "Where's Yuan Zhanqi?"
Bai Yueguang looked innocent: "You said President Yuan, I don't know, he asked me to come over to celebrate your birthday with you."
"Then he didn't say anything else?" Yan Jingxi's face was full of eagerness.
"He told me the room number. As soon as I arrived at the hotel, someone gave me a birthday cake. President Yuan said it was for your birthday." Bai Yueguang told Yan Jingxi all the things Yuan Zhan told him. To Yan Jingxi.
"and then?"
"Then there is no then."
"You don't know where he is?"
"You don't know, how can I know."
Yan Jingxi went to the hospital for a sudden illness, and it was impossible for him and Bai Yueguang to have an intersection in private.
No matter what Bai Yueguang looked like or what he suddenly thought of, Yan Jingxi rushed out of the room, he was going home now!
Bai Yueguang stared at the empty hotel corridor in confusion with the cake sticking to it. His hands were too sour. No one used such a luxurious suite, so let him enjoy. good.
I don't understand what is going on between Yan Jingxi and Yuan Zhanqi. Yan Jingxi's nervous attitude just now was like Yuan Zhanqi ran away with money. What was he nervous about? It would be better if he divorced earlier.
Although Bai Yueguang thought so in his heart, he did not dare to say these words in front of Yan Jingxi and Yuan Zhanqi.
He has almost relied on Yan Jingxi since he was a child, and he will not offend him easily. As for Yuan Zhanqi, seeing him like Zhongxie made his heart tremble slightly, and he was inexplicably afraid of him.
Forget it, don't worry about them, how much they have to do with him, a good night's sleep is the real business, Yan Jingxi will marry him sooner or later, Yuan Zhanqi is not a problem at all, yes, not a problem.
What was in Bai Yueguang's mind, Yan Jingxi had no time to think about it at all. He even forgot to arrange a room for him to rest in the future, and there was no place for him in his heart.
Yan Jingxi drove home in the middle of the night. The harsh braking sound almost woke up the neighbors. Fortunately, their sound insulation effect was not bad.
Pushing the door into the house, Yan Jingxi ran upstairs without even changing his shoes.
The aunt who stayed at home today ran out wearing pajamas, thinking that there was a thief at home, and she was relieved to see Yan Jingxi's back.
At this time, Yan Jingxi pushed away the master bedroom where Yuan Zhan often slept. There was no one, not even the bed, but he always felt that something was missing.
Where has he gone!
Yan Jingxi has dialed Yuan Zhan's cell phone countless times on the way back, but unfortunately the cell phone has been turned off and cannot be contacted at all.
Yan Jingxi hurried downstairs again and ran to the utility room where the packing boxes were stacked.
The room that was full of boxes the day before yesterday was empty today.
Auntie came after him: "Mr. Yan, aren't you coming back tonight?"
Yan Jingxi ignored the aunt's question, but pointed to the empty utility room: "Isn't there all Zhan Qi's belongings in it?"
The aunt said truthfully: "Mr. Yuan brought a moving company over in the afternoon and transported all his things away. He said you know."
Yan Jingxi felt a little dizzy: "he, moved away?"
Auntie sighed: "Yes, Mr. Yan. Mr. Yuan, he moved away." Looking at the two people who were peaceful and harmonious, in fact, the relationship between the two parties was contradictory and complicated, and I didn't know what was going on with them. A lot of questions, not much to say.
She couldn't help, and couldn't possibly help.
Yan Jingxi was weak all over, and slumped on the chair next to him, his shoulders drooping, and the rest was helpless and hopeless.
Except for Yuan Zhanqi's mobile phone, he didn't know where to find him.
Why didn't he give it a second thought? I always feel that he will wait in place, until he sees his heart, until he understands.
What I want, I have destroyed myself, he no longer exists.
The aunt looked at Yan Jingxi's complacent appearance, just poured him a glass of water and set it aside, and went back to the room to rest.
Let's leave the space to Mr.
She is an outsider and helpless.
Now Yan Jingxi is like an eggplant beaten by frost, with his right hand inserted into his hair, recalling the past month between him and Yuan Zhanqi, his smile, his voice, his face, and his every move, all involve him.
What was he thinking, he knew the one-month deadline, they were already negotiating a divorce agreement, and the deadline was only two days away, but he felt that the other party would have a full birthday with him. In fulfilling his own wishes, or he is fulfilling his own wishes.
Yan Jingxi was confused, he couldn't understand.
He knows that Yuan Zhanqi is not wrong, that there is no problem in every aspect of him, it is him who has the problem.
He saw Yuan Zhanqi's goodness, he saw every aspect of Yuan Zhanqi that moved him, and he liked everything Yuan Zhanqi did with him, even if the two sat without talking and played with each other, he was happy.
What does all this mean? It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he keeps running away.
But who is to blame
Only blame him for being arrogant, only blame him for not knowing how deeply he hurt the other party.
No, he knew it, but he didn't care, it was he who had been ignoring the other party's feelings.
Why did Yuan Zhanqi stay for him, why did he think he would try his best to spend his birthday with him again, why did he treat himself so well, just because of "love"
Yan Jingxi only knew that he relied too much on his "love" for himself, he ruined the other party's love, and he consumed Yuan Zhanqi's last little patience and patience.
Divorce was his start. Yuan Zhanqi just followed the results he wanted, but now he is staying where he was, not daring to take the step he once wanted.
This was, just a month ago.
At this moment, he can't think of Bai Yueguang, he only remembers the first time Yuan Zhanqi got angry with him, the first time he cried in front of him, the first time he wiped his tears quietly with his back to him, he was not indifferent, he just didn't know what to do
He didn't believe that the relationship he had built for more than ten years would fall apart within a month, and he didn't believe that he was defeated so quickly.
For a long time, there was only Bai Yueguang in his heart. He was afraid of his own change. This change surged towards him in an instant like a flood of water. Before he even had time to react, he was rushed to another unknown world by a huge flood. In the process, he saw different scenery, he distinguished when he liked it and what was a habit. He had the opportunity to grab the lifeline handed over by Yuan Zhanqi, but he was hesitating, he was contradicting, he missed the best At the right time, the lifeline gradually moved away from him, Yuan Zhanqi turned into a black dot and disappeared in front of him little by little.
That night, Yan Jingxi didn't even close his eyes very much. When he closed his eyes, it was Yuan Zhanqi's figure. He laughed heartily from time to time, the gentle smile inside, and the warm little interaction between them were all memorable.
However, when the day dawned, it was time to wake up from the dream.
It was a brand new day, but Yan Jingxi only felt darkness in front of him.
After grooming and having breakfast, the driver took him to the company.
After entering the elevator, he did not go straight to the thirty-ninth floor, but stopped at the elevator entrance on the tenth floor.
All the employees of the game live broadcast center were busy and busy, and the training class was also going on, but the person he wanted to see was missing.
They opened gifts together yesterday morning, but they didn't know it was the easiest and cruelest farewell.
Now Yan Jingxi finally understands what it means to open half the gift. Yuan Zhanqi is telling him that he is with him in the front, and the road in the back is his own way. He sees it better than he does.
Yuan Zhanqi is no longer entangled, but he can't let go.
There was no figure he was looking for in the office, Yan Jingxi left with infinite annoyance, how desolate his back was.
How happy and excited he was yesterday, how lost and sad he is today.
The huge gap almost crushed Yan Jingxi, and Yuan Zhanqi's withdrawal made him completely unable to suddenly change in time.
Back in the office, Assistant Chen saw Yan Jingxi's haggard face and was worried, but he still had to turn the call he just received to him.
"Mr. Yan, President Yuan just called..."
Yan Jingxi suddenly came alive: "Where's the phone? Transfer in."
Assistant Chen said, "I've already hung up. He asked me to give you a word."
Yan Jingxi didn't dare to think about anything else: "what did he say." A little nervous.
Assistant Chen said: "Mr. Yuan said that he will be there on time to sign tomorrow, and will complete all the divorce procedures together. Please be there on time."
Yan Jingxi felt that his eyes were pitch black. He seemed to be dragged into a bottomless black hole by a pair of big hands, and he couldn't get up.
No matter what meeting or party he attends, he always arrives on time and on time.
Only tomorrow, he didn't want to be on time.