How could I not hate this, but if Fu Ruoyu was really allowed to watch Xiao Mo fend for himself, it would feel like being pricked with needles all over the body, and it would hurt all over.
"Sister. Me."
"Xiao Mo, I'm so jealous of you. Do you know that you have all the things I can't get in my life? Everything I love has left me. I tried my best to catch it, but God didn't. Are you willing to give me any mercy? Even most of the hardships I am experiencing now are because of you, Xiao Mo. I have been thinking for more than a moment whether everything would change if you were not in this world. It's different. Why, I am a bad guy and you are a good guy?" Fu Ruoyu's voice became very calm. From the excitement at the beginning to the calmness later, it was like the calm before the storm.
"I'm sorry." Xiao Mo didn't know whether to say sorry on behalf of the original owner or on behalf of Fu Ling. Fu Ruoyu was suffering. The hardships she experienced might also be exactly what she had experienced in her previous life. However, she was luckier than Fu Ruoyu. In the most difficult place for me, at least I still have Feng Yuqing by my side.
However, for more than ten years, it seemed that Fu Ruoyu could only lick his scars alone. He was really a pitiful person, and there must be something hateful about him.
"Xiao Mo, have you ever seen a person in the dark, waiting for the light? I have." Fu Ruoyu's voice was as calm as if he would die in the next moment.
Xiao Mo didn't know what he felt when he heard Fu Ruoyu's words, as if he had seen himself before.
"Fu Ruoyu, everything will pass," Xiao Mo didn't know what to say and could only use the most ordinary and helpless words to comfort Fu Ruoyu.
Fu Ruoyu didn't seem to hear Xiao Mo's words: "Xiao Mo, let me tell you a little story, okay?"
Xiao Mo nodded and felt very uncomfortable looking at Fu Ruoyu's picturesque smile. Laughing while crying, smiling bitterly, after a long time, you may really forget how to laugh.
"Once upon a time, there was an orphanage. There was a little girl in the orphanage. The little girl's mother passed away early. I heard from others that it was probably because the little girl's father, a gambler, was beaten to death. The little girl came here alive and angry. In a strange place, the aunts and uncles here seem to be good people, but they always feel like there is a veil between them that cannot be broken open."
Fu Ruoyu's voice is beautiful, just like the sound of a stream in the cold mountains. Now she seems to have taken off a lot of guard and is the most relaxed: "The little girl is very scared. She is afraid of being abandoned again, so she just I can study hard and study hard, but I am afraid that one day I will be abandoned."
"The little girl's cleverness and well-behavedness quickly won the favor of everyone in the orphanage. However, she knew that the person who liked her was not her. In other words, she was the obedient and sensible person who was wearing a false skin. The other children were also very angry because she was the dean's favorite, and many times they wanted to teach the girl a lesson."
"Days went by like this day by day, and just when the little girl thought she was going to spend her life like this, suddenly a man came and changed everything."
When Xiao Mo heard this, she knew that the man who came to the orphanage was probably Fu Ling, but she remained silent and continued to listen to Fu Ruoyu.
(End of chapter)