Huo Zheng didn't want to understand why he rushed out of the house following He Yunzhou -
Maybe it was just because He Yunzhou's eyes were too sad at that moment? The reason he was proud of didn't have time to play a role at that moment, and the body moved by itself. When he realized it, Huo Zheng realized that he had followed He Yunzhou to the elevator room.
["...I haven't succeeded yet, and I'm still trying to pursue him. After all, he is such a handsome man, so it's hard to chase him."]
It was at this time that he heard He Yunzhou's confession.
Heart beats fast.
Huo Zheng pressed his chest with his hands, trying to control his emotions, but the joyful mood still gushed out, surged, and swelled deep in his body.
Especially when He Yunzhou said "He is such a handsome man after all", Huo Zheng's mouth uncontrollably put on a smile.
The moment he heard He Yunzhou's confession, all the little questions that made Huo Zheng feel slightly troubled and irritated before had been answered.
Should it be said that He Yunzhou overestimated himself
The guy wasn't trying to be his bedmate, he was trying to be...
his lover.
He Yunzhou looked dull and clumsy, but he was so greedy deep in his heart: Compared with the pure body, He Yunzhou wanted Huo Zheng's whole person
Recalling the scenes during this time together, Huo Zheng couldn't help but sighed deeply.
Really silly.
He couldn't help sighing softly in his heart.
What should I say? Huo Zheng was in a complicated mood, and he didn't know what mood to use to deal with all this.
So many days of tenderness, consideration, and caring, but he didn't even reach out—just because He Yunzhou, an ordinary man, wants to pursue himself in such a reserved, clumsy, shy, and outdated way...
In the end, you still have to blame yourself for being too hard to chase? !
Huo Zheng's thoughts fluctuated, and he was obviously happy, but when he thought of He Yunzhou's last complaint, he couldn't help but slander him angrily.
It was because he treated He Yunzhou too well these days, which made that person have such a misunderstanding.
A few years ago, how many people lined up to get in front of Huo Zheng, even if they could get Huo Zheng's eyes, it was already a record worth showing off, but now Huo Zheng has to take time every few days to come here. Accompanying He Yunzhou - beforehand, I'm afraid even Huo Zheng himself didn't believe that he would be such a kind and considerate person.
Of course, Huo Zheng also had to admit that in a sense, he was indeed not a good object of pursuit for He Yunzhou.
He never thought about having a so-called, real love partner.
[It's a bit troublesome...]
After calming down a little bit, Huo Zheng's mood was like a roller coaster ride. In an instant, he went from elation to a situation where he couldn't bear it and fell into a dilemma.
Huo Zheng knew that he didn't hate He Yunzhou, but he also knew that he would never be able to fulfill that person's expectations of him.
Never possible.
After all, he had sworn a long time ago that he would never let himself fall into that sad and despicable so-called "love" in his life—
As soon as he thought of the word "lover", there were two distorted faces, and the clip of the two people torturing each other, they passed through Huo Zheng's mind uncontrollably, making him shudder like falling into an ice cellar.
That is the "love" in Huo Zheng's cognition.
"Love" that is so bad that even the mere memory will cause physical nausea.
And while Huo Zheng was hiding in a dark corner, alone, his face was changing from joy to anger, and his expression was changing, the conversation between the other three was still going on.
What He Yunzhou said made the drunk Shu Ran cheer happily—
“你一定可以的！你那么好… 那个乖啊… 不可能不喜欢你… 怎么可能有人不爱… 你… 如果他不从了你，我就帮你揍他好不好… ”
The drunk's hazy voice also reached Huo Zheng not far away, and Huo Zheng was caught off guard and almost choked on his own saliva.
Then, Huo Zheng heard He Yunzhou say—
"It's okay. I don't really care if that person loves me or not. I just know that I love that person."
He Yunzhou's voice sounded a little trembling.
It was obviously a calm tone, but in Huo Zheng's ears, he felt that kind of affection, as if he could touch the softest part of his body.
He Yunzhou didn't know how he kept the smile on his face.
It took all his courage to speak those words in front of Shu Ran, as if a part of his heart disappeared into the empty air with the vibration of the sound waves.
There seemed to be a huge hole in the chest, dark and empty.
"We are waiting for your good news."
Liang Mengmeng was slightly taken aback, then she nodded to He Yunzhou and blessed him softly.
At this time, the elevator they were waiting for also arrived at the floor, the metal door slowly slid open to both sides, Liang Mengmeng strode in with Shu Ran in her arms.
"Then...see you later."
Liang Mengmeng waved at He Yunzhou.
He Yunzhou squeezed out a small smile silently, raised his hand and waved.
It's just that at this moment, the elevator door has closed in front of his eyes.
The floor numbers above the elevator began to jump.
He Yunzhou was still staring blankly at the elevator.
"But you don't love me."
His lips parted and he murmured softly, like a whisper.
After a long time, He Yunzhou turned around and slowly returned to his home step by step.
But after opening the door of the house, He Yunzhou was quite surprised to find that the living room was empty.
Only Pumpkin was lying on the single chair that Huo Zheng was sitting on, and when he heard the door opening, he turned his head with wide eyes and meowed at He Yunzhou twice.
Did you feel that all this was too noisy tonight, so you left first
He Yunzhou stood in the porch, looking at the empty living room and thinking blankly.
According to Huo Zheng's previous temper, it might be like this.
The embarrassing and complicated situation was finally resolved, the drunk Shu Ran left, Liang Mengmeng, who made He Yunzhou jealous and unable to control himself, also left, and even Huo Zheng, who had a bad temper and was unpredictable, also went home.
His home has finally returned to its former peace.
He Yunzhou knew that he should have felt a sigh of relief, but the strange thing was that at this moment, he only felt that his home was so empty and dead that he couldn't breathe.
He moved to the sofa and sat down slowly.
Pumpkin, who is often ignorant, shows amazing sensitivity at this time. It seems to be able to detect He Yunzhou's emotions. It jumps off the single chair with a bang, and then jumps heavily. When he got to the sofa, he squatted beside He Yunzhou.
"So cute."
He Yunzhou reached out and stroked the warm and soft fur of the pumpkin.
"You are still here with me."
He Yunzhou said to Pumpkin.
Pumpkin rubbed He Yunzhou's palm with his forehead, then raised a front paw, and licked the fur carefully.
The warm and messy home, the favorite pets, everything is exactly the same as before, but no matter how He Yunzhou tried to comfort himself, his soul slowly fell into the swamp of negative emotions uncontrollably.
His heart became very empty, his fingers were numb and cold, as if his blood had become as cold as his current mood.
It seems that He Yunzhou is the only one left in the whole world... The only thing that can bring him a little bit of warmth is that little animal with legs crossed and licking its fur intently.
That was He Yunzhou's only, fragile salvation in this cold and empty world.
He Yunzhou lowered his head slightly and covered his face with his hands.
"Bang bang—"
Then, he heard a knock on the door.
He Yunzhou opened the door, and met a pair of familiar green eyes.
Huo Zheng held two crystal goblets in one hand, and a bottle of wine with simple packaging in the other. Just like that, he broke into He Yunzhou's house again.
"Huo Zheng? You... I thought you went back?"
"Yeah, what else? Stay at your house and chat with that fat man?" Huo Zheng sarcastically habitually, but the next second he suddenly choked up, and his tone softened inexplicably when he spoke again, "...I'll be there Upstairs, got some wine from myself and came down."
He explained somewhat bluntly.
After Huo Zheng finished speaking, he raised the wine bottle in his hand and shook it at He Yunzhou. His handsome face was flushed slightly. He looked complicated, but the aura lingering around him became extraordinarily soft.
Compared with the man who was constantly ventilating outside, it was like a different person.
He Yunzhou looked at Huo Zheng in confusion.
Could it be because he was too exhausted at this moment? He Yunzhou has always been keenly aware of the delicate and uncertain thoughts of the other party, but this night, he has no way of understanding Huo Zheng's unreasonable emotional changes.
Especially the look that Huo Zheng looked at him, as if he was pitying something, it was so soft, so tender...
He Yunzhou felt a layer of unsuitable goosebumps popping up on the back of his neck. He was vaguely uncomfortable with Huo Zheng like this, with such tender eyes, after all, when Gua Ji was still alive, it was impossible to look at him with such eyes.
At this moment, Huo Zheng suddenly became very... human.
"drink wine?"
And He Yunzhou really didn't understand Huo Zheng's thoughts.
He didn't forget that not long ago, the same person told him in a particularly unpleasant tone that he had already eaten, and just dropped by to give him a box of truffles.
But now it seems that Huo Zheng has forgotten what he said before.
"I saw you had shrimp in the oven."
Huo Zheng tilted his head unnaturally, without looking at He Yunzhou.
Immediately afterwards, he walked around He Yunzhou, who was full of question marks, and put the wine heavily on the table.
"...and then it occurred to me that I had a bottle of wine that would go well with seafood."
he added.
He Yunzhou: "Ah..."
The author has something to say: He Yunzhou: Don’t look at me like this, I don’t look like a cat anymore. (Declaration of scumbag)
Today's worst role is awarded to pumpkin, humans mess with the Shura field, but it (the snack) gets hurt every time.
The next chapter should be able to write matsutake, my god...
By the way, I was wondering if I should mark the chapter with vegetables...