When a certain emotion suddenly exceeds the limit, the brain's perception of it will become dull instead.
For some reason, a sentence that he read in an article a long time ago suddenly appeared in He Yunzhou's mind. In this way, he is probably in such a state now.
"Ah, that post was actually just a joke. Otherwise, I wouldn't have posted directly with my ID hahaha—"
He Yunzhou heard himself speaking to that friend in a stiff tone pretending to be relaxed.
While perfunctory to the other party, He Yunzhou's hand didn't stop. He clicked into the post that he had sent out before with a calm state, and quickly applied for deletion.
"... Difficult, no wonder. I'll just say it."
The friend's tone was quite relaxed at first, but when he heard He Yunzhou's stiff answer, he became clumsy instead.
Mingming was full of ridicule when he called, but now he started to help He Yunzhou smooth things over.
All right-
What is self-defeating and self-defeating.
This is probably the situation at this moment.
In fact, He Yunzhou can also hear it. The friend did not believe his words at all.
But this is the end of the matter, and He Yunzhou has no time to explain further.
After hanging up his friend's phone and turning off his cell phone again, He Yunzhou sat on the bed slumped for a long time before standing up silently, biting the bullet to deal with the mess on the bed.
He thought that he would be very concerned about things on the forum, after all, all his friends in the circle are basically messing with that forum. But the real mood seems to be wrapped in cotton, becoming blurred and ambiguous.
The only thing that is certain is that the oolong he made this morning will soon spread throughout the circle of friends.
In addition to the incident between him and Ouyang when he was in college, even though it has been a long time, it cannot be avoided that some people who know about this incident also have intersections with his current circle of friends.
In this way, it has been completely confirmed that it is a homosexual thing...
He Yunzhou thought silently in his heart.
However, as the person involved, He Yunzhou is still full of doubts and uncertainties about whether he has changed his mind until now.
He Yunzhou knew about Huo Zheng's sexual orientation, but it was probably because the gap between the two of them was too great, and Huo Zheng seemed too cat-like. Never bothered about it either.
Until that dream completely destroyed He Yunzhou's calm and calm state of mind.
Why? ! !
Why do you dream about that kind of thing? !
Thinking of what happened in the dream last night, He Yunzhou felt all the blood in his body rushing to his face.
What a shame.
He Yunzhou himself didn't know that there were so many unsightly and unrecallable plays in his mind.
Sitting at the table, He Yunzhou made himself a cup of brewed coffee with trembling hands.
The moment the bitter liquid entered his throat, he shivered.
etc-
At this moment, He Yunzhou suddenly realized that after the whole morning, what he really cared about was not the inexplicably found fake cabinet, but the dream.
Immediately afterwards, the content of the reply that appeared in the previous damn post began to sway in his mind.
[You think about it every day and dream at night.]
"Snapped-"
He Yunzhou shook his hand and almost smashed the coffee cup.
How could I have that dream? He Yunzhou knew very well, but it was only because of getting along with Huo Zheng the day before.
To put it bluntly, it was just a hug from Huo Zheng.
Then, he...
"Fuck."
He Yunzhou cursed for the first time.
When he grew up to this age, he realized that his thoughts could become so dirty.
The weather this morning was actually very good, the sun was shining, the air was humid, and the temperature was neither too high nor too low.
But He Yunzhou sat in the house he was familiar with, but he felt like falling into an ice cave.
No, no, calm down.
Don't be led astray by those gloating guys in the post.
He Yunzhou said to himself hard.
Think about Ouyang, think about Shu Ran - he should still be a straight man, right
But seriously, his daily life is very monotonous, and his social circle is also very small, probably because of this, when Huo Zheng entered his life, it seemed that there was only that green-eyed man left in his life.
And Huo Zheng himself is not an ordinary person, his astonishing appearance and lazy and arrogant temperament give him a beauty that can transcend gender.
So, unconsciously, there will be some physiological reactions
He Yunzhou carefully analyzed himself.
The distance between him and Huo Zheng was unknowingly drawn too close, that's why he had this strange feeling.
While He Yunzhou was trying to make meaningless self-persuasion, Pumpkin dangled his fat, and jumped onto the table with a dexterity that didn't match his figure.
It furtively looked at the changing face, looked stunned, and kept giving strange murmured glances at its owner, then lowered its back, slowly stretched out its claws, and stretched out its claws towards He Yunzhou's breakfast plate. Ham on toast.
It's a pity that its theft was only at the beginning, and He Yunzhou suddenly hugged it and hugged it tightly in his arms.
"Comrade Pumpkin, I think... we may have to temporarily distance ourselves from Ah Zheng."
He Yunzhou murmured to Pumpkin.
"Otherwise, your father and I may make a serious thought mistake."
For He Yunzhou, Huo Zheng is indeed a very good friend. But He Yunzhou is also very self-aware. An ordinary and boring person like him is not Huo Zheng's target range at all.
It was precisely because they were just friends that Huo Zheng, who was obviously male, was so relaxed and intimate with him, without any scruples or taboos. He even fights his cat with ease in the living room.
The most important lesson He Yunzhou has learned during the years of being in love with Shu Ran is not to mistake the intimacy between friends for the ambiguity of love.
He Yunzhou sighed, obviously figured it out, but his mood became very heavy for some reason.
Just thinking about starting to learn to keep a distance from Huo Zheng, He Yunzhou felt inexplicably sad.
Maybe, he is really not as straight as he thought
He Yunzhou thought to himself mockingly.
And at this moment, someone knocked on his door.
"Huo Zheng?"
After opening the door, He Yunzhou saw Huo Zheng in surprise.
The protagonist who was still thinking about it just now suddenly appeared in front of him, and He Yunzhou blushed involuntarily in surprise.
"You, you, why are you here
He even stuttered a bit when he spoke.
Well, He Yunzhou found that his prediction of himself was not wrong. After having that dream, he really had no way to face Huo Zheng like before.
Huo Zheng glanced at He Yunzhou with some concern.
Then he came forward and gently stroked He Yunzhou's forehead.
"Are you sick? Or haven't you woken up? Have you forgotten? Today we two are going to order clothes at An Ranxuan—wait, you really don't remember?"
Seeing that Huo Zheng narrowed his eyes, He Yunzhou remembered that just a few days ago, Huo Zheng had indeed told him about this matter,
Anranxuan is a top-notch tailor-made old shop that only people in the circle know. Its business has been done from a hundred years ago to today. At that time, it served the families of officials and dignitaries in deep houses and large courtyards. Now people who can order clothes in its shop must be Old money with a deep heritage will do.
To put it simply, if it weren't for Huo Zheng, this place would be a place that even He Yunzhou would never have known about.
To be honest, He Yunzhou didn't even know why Huo Zheng was so concerned about an ordinary trip, and even took him to Anranxuan, a place where He Yunzhou didn't even dare to ask the price, for the trip. clothes.
And today is the day Huo Zheng and he go to the shop to measure their body shape and choose fabrics.
He Yunzhou was actually not used to this kind of too old-fashioned and ancient style, but when Huo Zheng proposed it, his eyes were too bright and his expression was too expectant, so He Yunzhou bit the bullet and agreed.
Then, his soft heart at the beginning made him shoot himself in the foot directly.
Obviously, a few minutes ago, he had to seriously think about keeping a little distance from Huo Zheng, and leaving himself a little space to wake up.
But ten minutes later...
He Yunzhou found himself sitting in Huo Zheng's car dizzy, and followed him to An Ranxuan.
He Yunzhou scolded himself for being unprincipled in his heart.
It was as if as long as Huo Zheng had an expectant look on his face, he would be completely unable to say no to him.
Normally, he obviously didn't feel anything, but this morning, when he and Huo Zheng stayed in the small enclosed space of the carriage, He Yunzhou only felt that everything in his body was not right.
His perception seemed to suddenly become extremely sharp, so that everything about the man beside him became extremely vivid.
Carefully groomed clothing and hairstyle, men's perfume with a light tea fragrance, a scorching body temperature like a teenager, and the focused gaze that falls on him from time to time...
If he was as careless as before, He Yunzhou would not know that as long as he looked out the car window, the person next to him would look at him.
It was hot, so focused that it seemed as if it could turn into invisible fingers, gently caressing the skin.
The place being watched will even feel a little itchy, and the heat flow is surging uncontrollably under the skin.
And this kind of gaze seemed to have appeared in that hazy dream last night.
On the one hand, He Yunzhou tried hard to convince himself that he became nervous only because of that dream, but on the other hand, the awkward feeling of sitting on pins and needles became more and more intense.
"Me, is there something on my face?"
Finally, He Yunzhou still couldn't hold back, and turned his head to meet Huo Zheng's gaze.
Huo Zheng was caught off guard by He Yunzhou, his eyes widened suddenly, and he shrank back like a frightened cat.
Immediately afterwards, He Yunzhou heard Huo Zheng's subconscious reply.
"Your ears are so red, do you have a fever?"
"ah-"
He Yunzhou felt that his brain had probably stopped functioning.
"It's not because you keep staring at—"
In the middle of speaking, He Yunzhou suddenly realized what he said.
"Probably the air conditioner...the air conditioner is too hot."
He changed his words abruptly, almost biting his own tongue.
Super stupid reply.
Super blunt rephrasing.
He Yunzhou wanted to cover his face, but God knows why, under his panicked gaze, Huo Zheng's face turned red little by little.
"Then turn down the temperature of the air conditioner."
Inexplicably, Huo Zheng suddenly turned his head and said in a low voice.
Sitting at He Yunzhou's angle, he happened to be able to see the other party's neck that gradually turned pink.
The author has something to say: Mr. He: I will blush when you look at me like this!
Mr. Huo: Oh, oh, that's it—(I also started to blush when I heard this)
The super stupid couple is online again...
Mr. He's progress bar moves slowly, but it goes up fast!