The little rabbit curled up in the iron cage, the silver worm wings hung down weakly, his face was peaceful and happy, like a dream.
19
[Dead]
He Ruge, who had opened the "Poke Ball" in his backpack early, was heartbroken, and he immediately used the Poke Ball on the little rabbit, for fear of missing the three-second capture time.
[Whether to use "Pokeball" for No. 19]
[Yes]
[no]
The red and white elf ball was suspended in mid-air, and a gentle halo enveloped the little rabbit.
[Detected the favorability of the captured object is very high!]
[Capture success!]
The red cover on the top half of the Pokeball disappeared, leaving only the white half. There is a small carrot logo in the center of the white hemisphere.
There is a super mini bunny in the white hemisphere. The bunny is sleeping soundly with his eyes closed. The two small claws are placed on the edge of the hemisphere. The silver wings are too long to fit in the hemisphere, so the tips of the wings hang on the outside of the pokeball. .
[Name]: Poké Ball
[Quality]: Rare
[Evaluation]: What's in the Poké Ball? There are cute little bunnies! When you are in danger, just shout "Go, Pikachu", you can wake up Ruan Ran and let him come out to help you~ When your life is in danger, Ruan Ruan in the Poke Ball does not need to call, and It will run out automatically
[Soft Skills]: "100% Attract Attention" When cute Ruan Ruan appears, regardless of gender, age, good or bad, their attention will be attracted by Ruan Ruan~
[Restriction]: Ruan Ruan fell asleep in the Poké Ball. There are parents in the dream, don't wake him up often, let him have a good night's sleep~
The elf ball returned to the backpack, and the corpse of the bunny lay in the iron cage. He Ruge felt an unreal sense of dislocation for a while. He opened the backpack and looked at the elf ball to be sure that the softness was still there.
Being able to see my parents in my dreams should be the best ending for Ruan Ruan.
He Ruge pushed the frame in a complicated mood.
He still remembered the joy of being surrounded by twenty cuties when he first entered the game. Unexpectedly... all of a sudden there is only the last little cutie left.
He Ruge looked at the little white tiger in the cage with a very complicated mood. The little white tiger looked at the little rabbit silently in the cage, his blue eyes were complex emotions that did not match his age, gloomy and sad, but these blue-tone emotions suddenly gave birth to a softness that had never been seen before.
Gentle and sad blue.
Like the blue sky above the church, and like the lake on the banks of the sigh.
He Ruge couldn't describe the little white tiger with fierce milk, because at this moment, the sharpness all over the little white tiger melted away like ice and snow.
Click [Conversation] with the mouse.
number 20
[He has also become a star. Each of us will become a star. I have never told you what my name is.]
[Please remember.]
[My name is Xi Guican, if I die one day, it will be that I will finally become a star and belong to Bright.]
Little White Tiger smiled at He Ruge.
The little white tiger laughing is too cute, He Ruge couldn't help but keep the screenshot.
Because the crow had something to look for, He Ruge left room 214 and walked to the staff dormitory. As soon as he opened the door, he was stunned—
The dormitory is filled with all kinds of laser weapons and energy bombs. The crow took off his mask, revealing his face so pale that he could not see the sun.
crow
[You came.]
[The people above have already begun to check the identity of the golden python. I am in charge of the search task on the negative second floor. I have to give an explanation.]
[My explanation...]
He spit out a smoke ring and said hoarsely:
[It's the bombing of this laboratory.]
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Xi Guican was lying in the cotton nest, looking at No. 19 through the iron cage. The little rabbit was drinking milk tea. From his angle, he could see a tear rolling down the little rabbit's eye and splashing into the milk tea. Layer after layer of small waves opened up.
Just like the energy bomb that bombed the golden python exploded from the night sky, the outermost energy aftermath has not completely dissipated, the lines of light that stagnate in the air.
At that time, when he raised his head and looked at the sky, he suddenly remembered the wish of the golden python. "Fly high and far in the sky and become a star." He really became a star.
Many people live in poverty and cannot get what they want. That's great, Xi Xing should be extremely happy the moment he rushed out of the cage.
My heart, which had always been cold and frozen, suddenly cracked. Insignificant foreign emotions poured into the sea of souls that had long dried up. That is the joy of others. Not really happy.
But Xi Guican felt it.
Xi Guican has always believed that the luxury of joy is something other people have, and has nothing to do with him. He has no ability to empathize, lacks the ability to perceive, and the joys, sorrows and sorrows of outsiders are always covered with a veil, and it is vague and unreal.
But at this moment, through the layer of gauze, Xi Guican touched the soft and warm joy.
Not fear, not disgust, not indifference. It wasn't the despair he had touched before. The golden python died in front of him that day, his cloudy eyes lost light, and when his huge body collapsed, suffocating despair spread and enveloped his whole body.
For so many years, he seems to have been experiencing all kinds of despair, madness, collapse and repressed negative emotions. There are too many emotions now, almost blocking his perception.
It turns out that the golden python can still die so happily
Obviously this is just a fake game, but Xi Guican couldn't help taking it seriously. Everything was so realistic that he really needed some false comfort to numb himself.
The little white tiger turned his head and looked at He Ruge who was hugging him. The young man nervously looked up to the heights, his black eyes did not blink, and in those dark pupils like the night sky, a bright and dazzling light was reflected.
very nice.
The little white tiger watched quietly for a long time.
He wanted to tell He Ruge that for people like them, death is not the most terrifying thing in the end, but it is the most terrifying thing to live on and die silently. This kind of quiet death will give people an illusion—
Maybe they never existed.
He just wanted to comfort the people in front of him like this, but when Xi Guican recalled that he had destroyed the Xinghai Orphanage and broke through the cage, he found that he was not happy at that time.
Because that day, the monster in his body was released, and the one who broke through the cage was not him, that was the monster. It was the monster who broke free from the shackles of reason and destroyed everything and himself.
The terrifying monster, the sleeping monster, was him and not his monster.
Xi Guican could feel that the monster in his body was extremely weak, so weak that only his last breath was left, lingering in his body. If there is a knife that can penetrate the body, Xi Guican is willing to gouge out the monster with his own hands, just like cutting off the rotten flesh of the wound, separating the monster from his body.
But yeah...
That monster wasn't carrion, it was his heart, and the beat of his left atrium with every breath was proof of the monster's existence.
In fact, Xi Guican always felt that he was in a swamp, with a dark night sky above his head. After walking in the swamp for so long, he was tired when he walked, and monsters appeared, ruling his body and trudging aimlessly.
He had been living with that monster for so many years, but when he finally left the swamp, he wanted to remove the monster from his body the same way he treated insect wings.
He walked out of the Xinghai Orphanage and went to the Federation, only to find that the Federation was actually another big swamp. The sky above his head is an unchanging darkness, he is a traveler who is exhausted, never belonged to any place, and no place has tolerated him.
Why did he get this disease, Xi Guican actually vaguely guessed some truth.
But what about guessing the truth, he understands these people, and he even wants to destroy himself. From the root, the bones are rotten to themselves.
He knew, and only he knew, that he was never a monster created by Xinghai Orphanage. he was born...
Just a monster.
Even if he tried his best to be a normal person, even if he broke the insect wings with his own hands, the wounds on his body would still exist and would never dissipate.
Before encountering this game, Xi Guican was already determined to die. He let himself indulge in the swamp, feeling the suffocation of the silt flowing through his nose and mouth.
Suddenly one day, in the darkness of the desert, a beam of light penetrated the thick clouds and shone on his face. He actually yearns for, likes, and gets close to this beam of light, but he knows that light is illusory, like the moon in a mirror, and cannot be grasped or retained by fingertips.
The beam of light sprinkled on his face, body, and the swamp. Following the trajectory of the light, he stretched out his hand to pick up a star, a second star from the silt...
Those stars flew into the night sky, so suddenly there were more bright stars in the dark sky above him for many years.
Twinkling twinkling, one how like a singing song.
Twinkling twinkling, the sky is full of stars, hanging in the sky to shine brightly. The faint starlight broke through the clouds, sprinkled down from the sky, and sprinkled on him.
That is light, He Ruge is the light in his life, illuminating his dark world, and illuminating the beauty in the darkness that he has never found.
Before meeting He Ruge, he thought he had never been favored by fate. However, at this moment, when he looked up at the starry sky, Xi Guican realized that the stars above his head had always been there, but they were blocked by dark clouds, blinding his eyes and making him never discover the beauty of the world.
He spent the first half of his life in the mud, and he also believed that the people and things around him were "congruent," "dirty," and "unsightly." But now fate told him that it was not so, those people were just stars falling from the sky.
The golden python is like this.
So is the little rabbit.
So doesn't that mean... he's like that too. Does it mean that he is not rotting in his bones, those dirty things are just mud and dust on his body, when he is washed away, will he also become a star in the sky
Xi Guican quietly looked at the young man in front of him, and after a while, he said softly, "Every one of us will become a star."
So I am also a star.
"I never told you what my name was."
It used to be the name of despair and death.
"Please remember."
New emotions are now pinned.
"My name is Xi Guican. If I die one day, it will be that I will finally become a star and belong to Bright."
It was you who picked me up from the swamp silt and sent me to the sky.