He Ruge's right hand that was bitten by the little monster used spray to stop the bleeding, but the wound did not heal. The pain of the holographic game was 100% restored. He thought about it and decided to go to the infirmary to find a drug rat.
With the rare item of the universal door card, He Ruge came to the infirmary smoothly.
The drug-seeking mouse sat on the desk, the light-brain screen on its neck projected into the void, and the drug-seeking mouse tapped the keyboard flexibly with its two small claws, as if sorting out data.
After seeing He Ruge, the light screen dissipated in the air. After the drug-seeking rat found that there were no cubs in He Ruge's arms, he said slowly, "Is this time to see a doctor for myself?"
He Ruge was so dumbfounded by the drug-seeking rat that looked like a chinchilla, he struggled to hold back his excitement, nodded and said, "Yes, my hand was bitten."
Seeing He Ruge's bandage, the drug-seeking rat remarked mercilessly: "It's really ugly." He waved his small paw at He Ruge, and when he saw the wound behind He Ruge's bandage, the drug-seeking rat frowned. : "The bite is really hard, this bite mark... Why did No. 20 bite you all of a sudden? It shouldn't be, even if he was brainwashed, he was instilled into the organization's mind, and he would not casually hurt the people in the organization."
The small black eyes cooled down, and the drug-seeking rat said solemnly, "You shouldn't have bullied him first."
He Ruge: "… "
I am more wronged than Dou E.
Seeing He Ruge's expression, the drug-seeking rat's icy eyes softened slightly, "You're not like this kind of person." He coughed in a low voice, slumped on the robotic arm a little tired, and his small black bean-like eyes were quiet. Looking at the ceiling: "Actually, when I was studying the sea of spiritual consciousness, I was thinking about a question."
"The human body is the container of the sea of spiritual consciousness. Is the meaning of a person's existence the sea of spiritual consciousness or the body itself?"
"The sea of spiritual consciousness is not only related to our memory, but also to the gene pool. The brainwashing experiment changed the memory at the most surface level, not even a change, but a simple blockade. But is there a possibility, because the spiritual consciousness The sea is far beyond our cognitive capabilities, and when we make changes to the so-called memory level, we have actually involved the genetic level."
"It's just that we don't know it, and we are complacent about our shallow knowledge."
The drug-seeking rat was obviously very tired. He closed his eyes and said softly: "The staff responsible for injecting genetic medicine on No. 20 died unexpectedly the day before yesterday. I saw No. 20 after brainwashing in the monitoring room."
"It's like a different person."
"Have you noticed any changes after the brainwashing on the 20th?"
The change is naturally from a little white tiger to a little monster, but He Ruge will never say such words. He considered the words and said, "The character has become more irritable."
The drug-seeking rat murmured and repeated, "Character."
"You said that if a person loses his original memory, his personality changes drastically, and he lives with his original body, is he still his original self?" The drug-seeking rat suddenly opened his eyes and asked.
This question is a bit like the little white tiger and the little monster. The little white tiger fell into a deep sleep after being brainwashed, and the little monster woke up and took over his body. So is the little monster still the original No. 20
The little white tiger is like ice, and the little monster is like fire.
He Ruge recalled the theory of the Ship of Theseus. It is assumed that after the constituent elements of an object are replaced, is it still the original object
"Probably... not really." He Ruge hesitated.
"If you have two choices, one is to let the other party fall into a coma forever and never wake up, and the other is to let the other party forget all character changes and start over, when you choose the second one, the other party's original character memory may never come back. Now. Which one would you choose?" The drug-seeker asked.
There seem to be two choices in front of him, one is that the little white tiger is sleeping and the game is over. Another option is that the little monster appears and the game continues, but the little white tiger never appears again.
Which one will he choose
After a long silence, He Ruge still did not give an answer after the drug-seeking rat changed the medicine for He Ruge's hand.
"I used to think that what I did, although it violated secular ethics, was worth it. But when I turned my back on everything and went to the end of the other side with nothing, I realized that the end point was not what I wanted." Like a smile.
[Di - side quest "Mysterious Infirmary" exploration degree 45%
Grandpa Medicine Rat is an old doctor who likes cubs, has good medical skills and loves cleanliness. He is in charge of the research on the sea of spiritual consciousness at Xinghai Orphanage, but when his research has made new progress, Grandpa Medicine Rat is not happy. Why is this?]
After leaving the infirmary, He Ruge walked downstairs from the E floor, and at the stairs of the B floor, he met Huang Weasel. Weasel was carrying a lot of cubs, and it seemed that he was about to start a new round of ice plans, but the atmosphere of the meeting between the two old acquaintances was a little embarrassing. Weasel raised his eyebrows and said, "Yo, you are still alive."
His eyes fell on He Ruge's bandaged hand, "It looks like you're not doing well." His tone was somewhat gloating.
He Ruge didn't look at Huang Weasel. He stared blankly at the scared cubs. For a moment, he seemed to have an illusion that these cubs were the experimental subjects he took care of in room B6.
Equally innocent.
These, along with strength to cry, and curiosity to sneak a peek at his cubs, would soon turn into corpses in the cramped, dimly lit room.
At first, "Your Exclusive Lover" was just a 3D style love game. He Ruge even knew that these cubs were dead, because across the computer screen, his cognition of death was not real.
If it's not real, it won't be too sad, and those thoughts of "salvation" that occasionally pop up will quickly dissipate. Maybe when he decided in his heart that this was just a love game, he had already positioned his identity—
The exclusive lover of the 20th.
rather than a savior. The only one he can save that should save is the 20th. These are Ho Ruge's previous thoughts.
However, at this moment, when he saw the timid eyes of the cub in the iron cage, the slightly undulating belly and the little paws that had nowhere to place, all of his thoughts suddenly began to change.
If he has been silent and indifferent, what kind of existence is he in this game other than the "exclusive lover of No. 20"—
Executioner
A ghost for a tiger
Or a cold-blooded bystander
He Ruge suddenly felt cold hands and feet. He realized that a very cruel result, his silence, would be the last puff of dust to bury the experimental subject.
How is he different from the weasel, the scorpion, and the crow before the memory was restored? With him coming to rescue on the 20th, should other subjects die in vain? The cubs were so young they didn't even know what death meant.
Although there was no brainwashing experiment, he unknowingly became the person he hated the most.
"I have something to tell you later." He Ruge clenched his fists, trying to keep his voice stable, and said to Huang Weasel.
Huang Wease glanced at He Ruge strangely and muttered, "I don't think there is anything to talk about between us." Although he said that, after Huang Wease settled the experimental body, he came out impatiently, " What's up?"
After He Ruge and Hua Xiaoxin blocked the monitor in the corridor, he looked into Huang Wee's eyes and asked, "What's your name?"
"I'm not asking for a code name, it's your name."
The yellow-brown pupils appeared dazed, Huang Wease scratched his head in confusion, "Name?" The palm of the hand held the yellow hair, so tangled that it almost pulled it off, "My... name?"
"I, I don't know." Weasel, who has always looked like a bad gangster, grabbed his hair and stood there dumbfounded. He was like a rebellious teenager who did something wrong and muttered, "I don't know."
Sure enough, weasel has also undergone a brainwashing experiment.
Perhaps most of the staff of Xinghai Orphanage have experienced brainwashing experiments, which is not difficult to guess, isn't it
But why is it so uncomfortable at this time, He Ruge let out a sigh of relief, and took out the rare item "Xixing's Blessing" from his backpack.
Its form is that of a shining star. A prop that can bring back good memories.
He Ruge had thought about when and who to use this prop before. If Xiao Baihu forgot him after waking up, this prop might be his last hole card.
Xiao Baihu's favorability rating for him is already 100, so the memories of them getting along must be good memories. Little White Tiger can also think of him through those memories.
But ah... Please forgive his willfulness, he is too greedy, he not only wants the little white tiger, he wants No. 20, but also wants to rescue the cold ice project and even all the experimental subjects in the entire Xinghai orphanage.
He Ruge knew that according to the game's plot, the 20th would eventually become a big monster and destroy the Xinghai Orphanage. At that time, all the bad guys would die, and the experimental subjects might be able to be redeemed. But this "final" came too slowly and too late. When the "final" came too late, how many experimental subjects of Project Frozen, Wings of Death, and Project Destruction could survive
Do you want him to only regard himself as "the exclusive lover of No. 20" and watch the death of the experimental subject in the Xinghai Orphanage
Sorry, he can't do it.
Maybe his current choice is stupid, maybe he is too busy to save an experimental subject in the end, and in the end, the bamboo basket is empty...
[Whether to use "Xing Xing's Blessing" on the weasel]
[Yes]
[no]
If he did, he might regret it later, but if he didn't, he would regret it for the rest of his life. Choosing [Yes], at least at this moment, he is happy.
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There are many happy memories in one's life. For example, I peeked at my neighbor's sister taking a bath, and before she had time to wipe off her snot after being caught, she raised her head and said to her neighbor, "Sister, I will definitely marry you as my wife in the future."
The neighbor's sister wrapped her body in a bath towel, wiped his snot bubbles with wet hands, and scolded with a laugh, "Why is it so disgusting?"
On his birthday, there was his favorite roasted whole chicken on the table. He made a wish on the egg-shaped cake that I would marry Sister Huahua in the future.
The neighbor sister laughed and said, that little Ding promises you to grow up quickly, so that you can marry your sister when you grow up.
During the first Star Wars, the neighbor sister kissed him on the forehead before leaving, and said softly, she will become an old girl when her sister comes back, is Xiao Ding Xu still willing to marry me
Huang Dingxu opened his eyes and said together with the ignorant little boy in his memory, "I do."
The author has something to say: He Ruge: I'm not a holy father, I just have a heart that wants to be a dad to all the cute little ones