He Ruge withdrew his hand embarrassingly, sat on his big belly and began to change the subject: "What was that stone you gave me yesterday?"
"Energy spar, it's the snack I mentioned earlier, you are too weak, you need more energy to replenish." Xi Guican used a claw to hook up He Ruge's trousers, and saw that He Ruge's ankle was obviously red After doubling the demon pattern, he nodded with satisfaction: "I will give you extra meals every day, and feed you for half a month, and you will definitely wake up perfectly."
Wake up, wake up
How did Xi Guican know that he was in the awakening period? Is this game really a rare inheritance? ! After clearing the game, he will be able to reach the peak of the monsters and traverse the world
He Ruge was stunned.
It makes sense for the red to be white. The milk-like skin is more attractive. Xi Guican dare not look at it, for fear that she can't help but lick her ankle. He Ruge has a smell that attracts him very much, the strange smell that comes out from the bones, is immersed in the flesh and soaked in blood, and it is delicious when you smell it.
He Ruge didn't know that his feet were being missed. In fact, the saying that Heaven is good for reincarnation makes sense, just like he was thinking about the claws, belly, and butt of the little white tiger, Xi Guican was there at this time. Coveted his hands, feet, waist and that soft ass.
The loose clothes covered the slender waist, but the upturned buttocks propped up the fabric. The big white tiger was lying on the ground, with its big head pressed on the overlapping claws. He seemed obediently watching He Ruge walk into the monitoring room, but his eyes But staring at the writhing ass.
Every time the butt is twisted, the tiger's tail is shaken lazily.
Although his ass was disliked by He Ruge, he never disliked He Ruge's ass. The meat pads opened and closed against the air. When the door was completely closed, the big white tiger put down his claws with some regret. He changed back into human form and went to the arsenal to choose new weapons, just like choosing his cutlery.
This game is amazing, the Zerg killed in the game can really replenish his energy in reality. Xi Guican harvested the leeks for a day, and after delivering the energy spar to He Ruge, Xi Guican returned to his resting place and saw the uninvited guest in the room.
The drug-seeking rat sat on the robotic arm, holding two cups of steaming milk tea in each hand, and said friendly: "Hello, No. 20, do you want a cup of sweet milk tea?"
Xi Guican leaned against the wall and looked down at the drug-seeking rat, which was not as big as his slap. He had a hundred ways to pinch the opponent's tail and throw the rat out of the door.
But he didn't do it in the end.
The air was filled with the scent of milk tea, Xi Guican half-squatted on the ground and took the finger-sized mini cup. Drug-seeking mice use large cups of milk tea to entertain guests in the infirmary, but it is inconvenient to carry large cups when traveling, so they can only provide small cups.
However, Xi Guican just held the cup and didn't even mean to take a sip. He knew why Mao Zhengyi came to him late at night this time, because he had experienced all this before.
However, the situation at that time was very different from the current situation. At that time, he had just come out of the brainwashing room. It was the monster in his body that controlled his body and made some abnormal actions. However, these actions were regarded as a stress response after brainwashing, and he was sent to the infirmary for treatment.
Mao Zhengyong mistakenly thought that he was a dual personality, and found some of his abilities that were different from ordinary people. Mao Zhengyi, who has high attainments in the field of spiritual consciousness, woke him up from a deep sleep, and tried to make the two he in the body coexist harmoniously.
Perhaps ordinary people would be grateful to Mao Zhengyong for being helped in this way. Perhaps Xi Guican was cold-blooded and ruthless. He knew that Mao Zhengyi asked for something else, so he was not grateful to this mouse from beginning to end.
Before he met He Ruge, he did not believe that there would be good intentions for no reason in the world, and that everyone who was kind to him had a plan. Only those with useful value are eligible for assistance. Both the drug-seeking rat and the Federation behind the drug-seeking rat told him this with practical actions.
If it weren't for his worth, he would only die silently in this huge cage like the countless abandoned experimental subjects in the Xinghai Orphanage. .
So why be grateful
Grateful for the drug-seeker who watched from the sidelines and finally pulled his hand? Grateful to that federation that knew everything but let the experiment go on, and only started to close the network after knowing that the experiment had made a breakthrough
Why
Why not destroy everything, good or bad, black or white, including the ashes in between, and get eternal peace in the aftermath of the explosion.
Xi Guican's heart suddenly began to tighten, he thought he had forgiven all this, or let go of the past.
But that's not the case. Everything happens. Even if the nail is pulled from the stake, the trace left is still indelible, just like his rotten, worm-eaten heart, in the wilderness. When the wind blows, it still makes a shrill sound.
He couldn't forget, this unforgettable hatred, the humiliation that ran through half his life. It's so uncomfortable, those hatreds are full of thorns, and these piercing things must be thrown out, so as not to be stabbed in the wound when accidentally touched.
But he wouldn't throw it out.
He forgave himself when he was full of thorns, but he couldn't forgive the hatred full of thorns. Why do you want him to forgive, he wants to impose the most cruel punishment on those who have committed crimes, and let them live in endless fear.
Thinking of this, Xi Guican began to regret that he only bombed the experiment and gave those people a happy death.
The dark side of my heart is getting bigger and bigger, and the palm of my hand suddenly exerts force, crushing the cup.
The drug-seeking rat was startled. He looked at the fragments in Xi Guican's palm and said, "Do you need me to bandage your wound?"
The fine pain made Xi Guican calm down. His blue eyes seemed to be frozen with a layer of ice that could not be melted. He looked down at the drug-seeking rat indifferently, and sneered, "No need."
Again, this nausea.
Why is it so disgusting. Everything here disgusted him, and he wanted to see He Ruge, but it would be fine just to look at each other.
But he can't go, such an ugly face will disturb the dream of a good person.
Just a few days ago, he thought his illness was cured. Like a normal person, he can go after the person he likes openly. Even if they hug each other, he doesn't have to worry that the thorns on his body will hurt each other.
Well, it's all an illusion.
It's just his wishful thinking. People like him, if they put their ears on their left chests when hugging each other, they can hear the sound of the dark river flowing, a huge and lonely dark river, surging through the endless night.
The drug-seeking rat with a hot face and a cold butt did not care about Xi Guican's attitude. He continued to say cheerfully: "Speaking of which, I also watched you grow up, when you were small enough to shrink in the arms of the shark..."
When he mentioned He Ruge, Xi Guican, who was on the verge of running away, calmed down strangely. He silently listened to the drug mouse's memories of the past, and lowered his eyes to pick out the fragments from his palm.
"At that time, Ruan Ruan was much cuter than you. You seem to have not dealt with me since you were a child." The drug-seeking rat laughed.
Just like when he was sitting in Ruan Ruan's arms when he heard Ruan Ruan's grandfather, he was coaxed into a happy smile.
Xi Guican suddenly remembered that this drug-seeking rat once helped them.
Played a game of "hide and seek" with No. 19, and gave No. 19 a pack of milk tea powder, tricking No. 19 into saying that it was a prescribed medicine. At the end of No. 19's life, he also sent kindness.
Not for any benefit, because the little rabbit on the 19th has no use value.
The drug-seeking rat in front of him suddenly differed from the image in his memory. Perhaps the deviation of the image appeared very early, but Xi Guican was unwilling to admit it.
He hated the cold-blooded, mercenary, and hypocritical Mao Zhengyi for so many years, and the object of this hatred was just a shadow in the darkness of his countless hatreds.
He couldn't forgive these darkness, so he hoped that the darkness would be so dark that he could not see the light of day, so that he could vent his negative emotions to the fullest in the darkness that covered everything.
"You like sharks a lot, don't you?"
Xi Guican looked at the drug-seeking rat coldly, "It has nothing to do with you."
The drug-seeking rat said patiently: "Of course it has something to do with me, and Shark and I have cooperated." As if afraid that Xi Guican would not understand, the drug-seeking rat said naively, as if speaking to a baby: "The people here It's too bad, so Shark wants to fight the big bad guy with me, are you willing to protect Shark? It's not good if he gets hurt by the bad guy."
"Speak as if you are a good person." Xi Guican mocked.
The drug-seeking rat's expression suddenly froze. He was at a loss while holding the milk tea. He didn't even notice that his beard fell into the milk tea. People are so bad, and I'm a badass too."
Fingers rubbed on the cup noodles, "So you have to protect the shark, what if he is hurt by a bad guy like me?"
The drug-seeking rat suddenly closed his mouth in the middle of talking. He stared at Xi Guican in a daze, as if he had thought about a lot of things. After a long silence, the drug-seeking rat said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."
Feel sorry.
Xi Guican had never heard an apology. When he destroyed this place, he could only hear cries for help and begging for mercy. No one has said sorry, no one has said sorry for the hardships he has gone through.
But is it useful to say sorry
Can a single apology wipe out everything
Xi Guican looked down at the drug-seeking rat with the same expression. If he ignored the tense facial muscles, the apology of the drug-seeking rat seemed to have no influence on him.
"For so many years, I have indeed lived the way I hated the most. I have done a lot of wrong things, even in the last second, I have done wrong things. I should not use your weakness to negotiate with you." The drug rat clasped his hands together. He lowered his gray head and said in a trembling voice, "Ah, the bad guy is old, and he is also a bad guy. He is a bad guy who doesn't deserve to be forgiven."
"I'll work with you, let's go." After a long silence, Xi Guican spit out these words.
The drug-seeking rat sat on the robotic arm and quietly left Xi Guican's room. The lonely figure melted into the darkness, bringing the secrets he had not told the world into the endless darkness.