The silent person in front of him said, "In the past, you were the one who talked a lot, and I often acted as the one who was comforted by you."
Tang Yanzhi opened the lid of the cup and took a sip. It was not the sweet and greasy taste as imagined. The milk tea was slightly bitter, and the sweetness could only be felt after swallowing.
"Is it good?" Xu Chi approached and asked.
Tang Yanzhi nodded, "It's delicious."
Xu Chi rolled his eyes, "I did it myself."
"You must have held it in for a long time." Tang Yanzhi closed the lid of the cup and turned to look at the person close at hand. "You have kept these words in your heart. You must have held them in for a long time."
The wind picked up again, messing up Xu Chi's hair, and the small red mole next to his ear appeared again. Xu Chi pursed the corners of his mouth, his eyes were lowered, and his eyelashes trembled slightly.
"For me, I don't have any friends, and I know what people who have been with me say about me. I am slow, slow, and don't know much about people."
"My parents have taught me to be independent since I was a child, and I have to rely on myself in everything, so I never like to trouble others, and I solve any problems by myself."
"Especially after I knew my sexual orientation after high school, I became more silent, because I felt that no one would understand me, they would treat me as a different kind, and no one would help me solve the problem, so it's better not to say it."
"So I'm really glad to meet you," Xu Chi still lowered his head, his tone was very soft, "You tolerate my sexuality, and even have the same hobbies as mine, you comfort me and encourage me, those others can understand You can understand everything you don’t understand.”
Tang Yanzhi laughed softly, and he raised his hand to ruffle Xu Chi's hair with great strength and a sense of presence that was hard to ignore.
"It's a pity that I can't be your first fan, but I'm glad I won't be your last fan."
"In the future, you can say it when you meet happy people, you can say it when you don't write satisfactory words, you can say it when the weather is good, and you can say it when the weather is bad, because I can understand it all."
Xu Chi slowly spread a smile, "I haven't said it all this time, because I want to save up all the things that have been on my mind for more than two decades, and then when I meet that person, I will tell him together."
"Tang Yanzhi..." Xu Chi raised his eyes slowly, at that moment Tang Yanzhi seemed to hear the sound of frost falling quietly.
"I like you, not the love between friends, but the kind that wants to hug you, kiss you, and tell you all the past and future thoughts."
[81.]
The street lamp flickered suddenly, and then gradually dimmed.
The night blurred Tang Yanzhi's eyebrows, Xu Chi took a step back, and a slightly distressed voice sounded.
"I know you are a straight man, and I promised not to have special feelings for you, but I can't control myself..." At the end, Xu Chi sighed with a smile, "You are different from others. I don't want to lie to you, but after all, I'm selfish. I know that I can only be a friend, but I still tell you this matter to cause trouble for you... "
The leaves fluttered to the ground, Tang Yanzhi took a step forward, interrupting Xu Chi's next words with a gentle tone.
"Can you get me some milk tea?"
Xu Chi was a little dazed. He had imagined many scenarios. After Tang Yanzhi heard his confession, he might leave without looking back, or he might politely refuse to say that he could no longer be friends, but he didn't expect him to listen to all these The reaction after that was this...
There was no anger, no annoyance, and even the first sentence he spoke was calm and calm as usual.
Xu Chi took the cup of milk tea, Tang Yanzhi's body temperature still remained on the cup wall, he asked doubtfully, "You want..."
The unfinished words were blocked in his throat, and Xu Chi unexpectedly fell into a warm embrace.
"I want to hug you." Tang Yanzhi rested his chin on Xu Chi's shoulder, took a deep breath of the cold air, his usual steady tone finally became trembling at this moment, "You are really... What should I do with you?"
The strength from his waist reminded Xu Chi and Tang Yanzhi what he was doing. Holding the cup of milk tea that was already cold, he seemed to have not yet escaped from his previous emotions.
"Tang Yanzhi, you..."
Tang Yanzhi seemed to smell the milk tea smell on Xu Chi's body. It was faint and bitter, and it was only after swallowing that he could taste the sweetness. "Should I say you are smart or stupid? Sometimes you are so sensitive that I Surprised, sometimes you are too slow to know what to do..." He buried his head in Xu Chi's neck, his voice muffled, "I am willing to listen to your thoughts, whether it is the past or I'm willing to listen to the future, so don't act like this, don't act like you're going to finish talking tonight... "
Tang Yanzhi's warm breath sprayed all over Xu Chi's neck. Xu Chi listened to his words, and half-raised his head to see the last light of the street lamp in front of him, as if he finally understood the meaning of the words of the person beside him.
Tang Yanzhi exerted a little force, and hugged Xu Chi even tighter. He spoke slowly, with a hoarse tone, "Who would be nice to someone for no reason? There is always a reason, to use, to like... You can always find a reason to convince yourself to give your feelings.”
Xu Chi indulged in this warm embrace, closed his eyes slightly, and continued Tang Yanzhi's words, "Then have you found a reason to convince yourself?"
"Because you are worth it..." Tang Yanzhi paused, straightened up, looked into Xu Chi's eyes and said, "Because..."
"I like you."
"I like you."
The two spoke in unison.
"Xu Chi..." Tang Yanzhi paused, "I like you. Since the first time we met, I have had different feelings for you. I want to get close to you and possess you. I want to hear you talk to me, I want to share your joys and troubles, I want to be with you every day."
The street lights turned on again, and Xu Chi finally saw Tang Yanzhi's eyebrows and eyes clearly. They were not much different from before, and there seemed to be something more.
Gentle, tolerant, full of infinite affection.
Maybe it was Tang Yanzhi who kept hiding his feelings, so Xu Chi couldn't feel it, or maybe the feelings had always been there, but Xu Chi only understood it today.
Xu Chi raised his hand and slowly touched those beautiful eyes. He said with a smile, "I remember the lines well."
Tang Yanzhi let that hand caress his face indulgently, he wrapped Xu Chi in his arms, and replied with a smile: "I'm a die-hard fan of "Miss You"."
But Tang Yanzhi changed his tone in the next second, and he said aggrievedly: "But why are you not surprised at all?"
Xu Chi withdrew his hand and asked, "Why are you surprised?"
"Surprised by the fact that I like you too."
"Maybe..." The wind became louder, but Xu Chi didn't feel the biting cold at all. He smiled and continued, "I never expected it, so when the surprise came, I didn't know what to take." What kind of attitude do you have to deal with it?"
"Then I want to interview the bobtail cat..." Tang Yanzhi put on a serious face, "Now you are with the author with the biggest traffic on website X, how do you feel?"
"Tang Yanzhi, tell me." Xu Chi's exquisite brows and eyes were full of smiles, "Did God hear my begging and sent you here?"
"What did you ask God for?"
"I tell God..." Xu Chi sighed, "I hope the person in front of me will give me a chance to like him."
"Baby..." Tang Yanzhi lowered his head slowly, Xu Chi closed his eyes, and a warm kiss landed on his eyelashes, "It's all true, I like you, The fact that we are together, these things are real."
Kiss all the way down, the night finally took the lead, the street lights flickered twice, and finally went out.
[82.]
Tingting: If I go out for afternoon tea now, will my friend call me mentally handicapped
Tingting: I made an appointment at 3:30, and now it's 11:30 in the evening.
Tingting: hello? anyone there
Tingting: @short
Tingting: [picture]
Tingting: Hello? Could you please explain what this tweet means
"I'm so miserable: I finally heard the love story."
Tingting: [picture]
Tingting: And this one.
"Guinea Pig: How could I miss you."
Tingting: The sisters on Guinea Pig’s Weibo are already crazy, saying that the subtext of this Weibo is that Guinea Pig is with his idol. I wonder if his idol is not you
Tingting: And how do you think there is something wrong with the connection of these two microblogs, @短约男神, you don’t update the text or reply to the news and go to Weibo, so what I said is true
Tangtang: Hello, yes.
Tingting: Sister, you are here, can you help me analyze it? Why do I feel like those people got it right
Tangtang: Guinea Pig is so well written and handsome, I don’t think it’s a problem to be with him even for a short time.
Tingting:
Tingting: My sister sees you as a superficial person.
Tingting: How can the eyes be hooked first when looking at people
Tangtang:
Tangtang: Are you automatically ignoring his talent
Tingting: I'm sorry, the word "talent" is just a short standard for me.
Tingting: I don’t know what’s going on, although I’ve never known guinea pigs, but I always have an inexplicable hostility towards him.
Tingting: Sister help me interpret? Or is this just a woman's intuition
Tangtang: ...
Xu Chi: ...
Tingting: God, come here! ! ! Good evening duck! ! ! Bobo you duck! ! !
Xu Chi: Uh... this one