Whatever you think, that's what's going on.
Tingting: I think it's the guinea pig touching you? But I don't understand why he wants to touch you? Even if you are his idol, but he doesn't follow you on Weibo and you don't follow you... This is what I can't figure out.
Xu Chi: ...
Tangtang: ...
Tangtang: Why can't you accept the fact that they are together like other sisters
Tingting: Why do you always fight against me
Tangtang: Because I also like this pair of CPs.
Tingting: Promise me.
Tingting: Shut up.
Tingting: Okay
Tingting: [You killed me.jpg]
Tangtang: [Sorry.jpg]
Tingting: [呲牙.jpg]
[83.]
Tingting: Hello everyone.
Tingting: Does anyone care for me
Tangtang: Yes.
Xu Chi:
Tingting: Today we will not urge updates, let's discuss the topic of "how to improve the happiness of writing".
Xu Chi:?
Tangtang: Yes.
Tingting: OK, let's start next.
Tingting: One day when I woke up, I found that I had suddenly become short. I inherited the talent of short writing. I can write a lot of excellent works, but I have been very troubled, because no matter how I write, fans are only Two digits, no matter how I write it, it won't be red.
Tangtang: Are there any supplementary requirements
Tingting: Yes.
Tingting: Although I have become short, my personality and habits have retained my own self. In other words, I am still the very smart Tingting.
Tangtang:
Tingting: Let's continue.
Tingting: One day, there were a few negative comments under my work. Pay attention to reviewing the title. The negative comments here refer to the kind of comments that completely deny my work.
Tingting: At this time, there are three kinds of emotions in my mind, and there may be three kinds of actions.
Tingting: Next, let’s analyze these three situations: first, I am angry but ignore these comments, I am very smart, and then I read these comments and feel that these comments themselves are stupid, they don’t understand me at all, I and These people's reasoning is completely like a chicken talking to a duck. I am a smart person, and I have nothing to do. The best way is to stay away from these common people.
Tingting: In the second case, I was too angry, so I chose to fight back. I think the prerequisite for me to be an author is a person, a normal person, and everyone has a temper, especially when these people slander my creation The works that came out, so I ended up arguing with these people.
Tingting: In the third case, you want to escape. I saw these comments and began to doubt myself. Maybe these people are right. I don’t have the ability to write. Even if I have confidence in myself at the beginning, three people become tigers. It just passed by bit by bit. At this time, I read some works of other authors. While marveling at the perfection of those works, I finally felt the gap between Little Transparent and Great God. At the same time, this became the last thing that crushed me. straw. I am a smart person, and a smart person must learn to stop losses in time. I don’t think I have the ability to write, so I ran away. Is it okay if I don’t write? Writing is just one of my hobbies. If I don't write, I won't see these comments, and I won't be angry and sad, and I will be relieved.
Tingting: But Tingting appeared at this time. Tingting is my fan. She and other sisters encourage me every day and cheer me up. Although there are not many comments, at least I get comfort from it, and I want to continue writing this road.
Tingting: So things became like this. While some people affirmed me, I was denying myself in my heart. I was in great pain, and I couldn't find a way to relieve myself.
Tangtang: One day I woke up and turned into a guinea pig. I met him shortly, and I made friends with him. After reading his works, I felt that they were not as useless as he said. If he continued to write, he would definitely He will get more praise and more fans, he is a smart guy, but he just becomes less confident.
Tangtang: Alright, now let me interview Bob the Cat Daddy, I want to ask you a question, when will you forget the person you love
Tingting: The words we stringed up don’t have this point? ?
"Tingting" retracted a message.
Xu Chi: ...
Tangtang: Just like when you can fall asleep at night, if you keep thinking "When will you fall asleep at night?", you will definitely not be able to sleep at night. Similarly, if you keep thinking "I want to forget that person ", which means that you have not really forgotten. So if you keep thinking "I want to be free", it also means that you are not really free.
Tang Tang: What is the real relief? It's because you don't want to, you don't want to think "When can I fall asleep at night?" You can fall asleep, you don't want to think "I want to forget that person", you are really forgetting.
Tangtang: The reason why the short period is so painful is not because of his helplessness towards those people, nor his self-denial. The real reason for his pain is because he cares. He cares about people’s evaluation of his works. All kinds of good and bad comments, since you finally chose to give up writing, how did you come up with the idea of "giving up writing"? It is these comments or those good works that drive you. They expressly or implicitly say that you can’t, you can’t, you don’t have the ability, so you have this idea.
Tangtang: Did you say that if I stopped writing, I would be relieved? But the act of "I won't write anymore" itself is a sign that you care. Since you care, how can you achieve real liberation
Tangtang: Since the source of short-term pain is caring and concern, the real way to get rid of it is "don't care, don't care", which is what I mentioned above, "When you really don't want to, that's what you really want. relief".
Tingting: Then what should I do? If there is no way, then I will never be free
Tangtang: Not caring is a relief. We can't just think "I don't care" so we can stop caring. The only way is to build an eternal, but always-on activity. This activity is full of charm, and it can Let's devote all our energy to it so that we forget the external obsessions, and this activity is not a persistent pursuit of external results, but is in the process all the time, enjoying the inner happiness brought by the process and serenity.
Tangtang: Let me ask Bobtail himself, are you happy when you write
Xu Chi: Happy.
Tangtang: Did you find this event
Xu Chi: I found it.
Tangtang: What is it
Xu Chi: Writing itself.
Tingting: Oh, oh, god, we don't know how to comfort you. Tangtang said that the reason you stopped updating recently is because you don't want to write anymore, so we both found this way to enlighten you.
Tangtang: God, let's just enjoy the joy of writing without thinking about other things, shall we
Tangtang: Although it's hard not to care, I really can't find any other way to make you happy.
Tingting: Whoa, whoa, whoa, Tangtang, said to find a group of people to scold you for your work, scolding you so thickly that you won't care about it.
Tangtang: When did I say that? ? ?
Tingting: I don't care if you just said it! ! !
Tingting: Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu If we're really that unhappy, let's take a break, okay
Tangtang: In short, I know that writing is a very lonely thing, but you will not be alone, because we will always be here waiting for you.
[84.]
This kind of "hardcore" comfort was not the first time Xu Chi had experienced it.
He sat in front of the computer, his chest was full of soreness, he didn't hesitate anymore, picked up his phone and pressed the call button.
The phone was picked up after a beep.
"Hello... ... "
"What's the matter baby?" Tang Yanzhi's gentle tone rang in his ears.
After the call was connected, Xu Chi didn't know what to say. He looked at the comforting words on the screen, smiled and said, "Are you... you have entered our army?"
"Huh?" Tang Yanzhi said innocently, "What are you talking about? I don't understand. If you miss me, just tell me. Don't be shy."
"Tang Yanzhi..." Xu Chi ignored Tang Yanzhi's playful smile, he sighed, and the end of his voice rose slightly, "Which one in the group is your eyeliner? Or... are you Tangtang?"
There was a long silence on the other side of the phone. Xu Chi imitated his tone and said, "Escape is not a solution to the problem. Please Tang Yanzhi answer my question directly, okay..." Xu Chi Fue, "Even if you don't tell me, I know."
He carefully recalled all the things before, and the details that he had ignored before all emerged at this moment, connecting them into a line, and the end of the line was the person on the other end of the phone.
"It turns out that all the coincidences were planned for a long time..."
"No," Tang Yanzhi suddenly said, "One thing is not."
"what is it then?"
"Being confessed to you first," Tang Yanzhi said aggrieved and angrily, "I wanted to wait! I didn't expect to be caught off guard!"
"..."
"Baby, you're amazing! How did you guess it? I think you guys wouldn't guess it if I didn't take the initiative to tell you." Tang Yanzhi's tone suddenly became aggrieved again, "I remember once I said I was a guinea pig and you were told Ridiculous."
"I just told Tang Yanzhi that I don't want to write, right? And there are ways to think about problems..." Xu Chi