The accident was caused by the large truck that changed lanes ahead. After the traffic police came to deal with the scene, Xi Feng took a taxi to take He Yunsheng to the hospital. He Yunsheng's life was not in danger, his right wrist was broken, and he went to the hospital to take an X-ray. Fortunately, it was not too serious.
At night, He Yunsheng stayed in the observation room for infusion, and Xi Feng sat beside him to accompany him.
Even with his eyes closed, He Yunsheng could feel Xi Feng's gaze fixed on him all the time, so he slowly opened his eyes, stared at the ceiling and said, "Why are you looking at me? I'm fine, you go back first."
Xi Feng said: "It's okay, I'll just take a look at you, you go to sleep. I'll call a doctor for you after losing."
He Yunsheng didn't know how to answer him for a while.
At this moment, Xi Feng's cell phone rang, he took it out and saw that it was Xu Qing calling, and quickly took the cell phone out of the ward to answer the call.
Xu Qing didn't lose his temper this time, and when Xi Feng answered the phone, he only said five words calmly: "Let's break up."
In the evening, Xi Feng ran away before finishing his meal, leaving Xu Qing and his parents sitting awkwardly. Xu Qing's father asked if Xi Feng was in a hurry and asked Xu Qing to go and see.
Xu Qing was gasping for breath and refused, but Xi Feng never went back, nor did he make a single phone call. In the end, Xu Qing paid the bill.
At this point, Xi Feng knew that it was useless to say sorry, he whispered to the other end of the phone: "I understand, I'm really sorry, if—"
Before he finished speaking, Xu Qing hung up the phone.
He originally wanted to say that he would explain to Xu Qing if he had the chance, but now it seems that the other party may not give him the chance.
When Xi Feng returned to the ward, He Yunsheng turned to look at him and said, "Is there anything wrong? If you have something to do, go first."
"What will you do if I leave?" Xi Feng sat down beside the hospital bed while speaking, "Will someone else take care of you?"
He Yunsheng was at a loss for words. He still has relatives and friends, but none of them seem close enough to come to the hospital to guard him all night. If he was seriously injured in a car accident today, he might still be able to call for someone to come, but it doesn't seem necessary to look like this now.
So he was silent for a moment, and replied to Xi Feng: "That's not necessary."
Xi Feng said: "Go to sleep, just pretend that I don't exist."
Seeing that he couldn't talk to Xi Feng, He Yunsheng felt overwhelmed after talking too much with him, so he turned his back to him and closed his eyes.
Xi Feng stared at He Yunsheng's back in a daze.
The fear he felt when He Yunsheng crashed into the car just now has not calmed down. At that moment, he even felt that his legs were weak, but even if his legs were weak, he still had to run to He Yunsheng's side to confirm whether he was safe.
Looking at He Yunsheng's slightly thin back now, Xi Feng suddenly felt choked up in his heart, not for himself, but for He Yunsheng.
He thought that He Yunsheng was injured, but there was no one to take care of him, so one day when he was old, would he have to stay at home alone without anyone around him
Just by imagining it, Xi Feng already felt that this uncomfortable feeling was so strong that his nasal cavity was a little sour.
He didn't know what he could do by himself. On such a quiet night, he suddenly thought, what if he could accompany He Yunsheng forever
Like He Yunsheng, Xi Feng stretched out his hand, wanting to touch his hair, but before he touched it, he suddenly withdrew his hand. He seemed to wake up from a dream, and suddenly found that he had just had an accident. What a horrible thought.
I can't be that person, Xi Feng told himself again and again, so what about that man tonight? He Yunsheng didn't seem to call him when something happened.
If He Yunsheng is destined not to be with women, is it the best result for him to find a man
Xi Feng was in a daze, but as soon as he thought of the scene where He Yunsheng was with that man, Xi Feng felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by anger. No, maybe it was not just anger, but more jealousy and unwillingness.
He raised his hands to cover his face.
Someone once said that feelings can be controlled, as long as you don't think about it, some feelings may never sprout. But Xi Feng couldn't help himself anymore, the unacceptable secret feelings had sprouted long ago, and now he can't really erase it completely by shaking his head and denying it.
Xi Feng thought he was doomed.
It was already midnight after He Yunsheng's infusion, and he had already fallen asleep unknowingly. Xi Feng pressed the beeper and called the nurse on duty to help him pull out the needle.
At that time, He Yunsheng woke up with a start, but because he was too tired, he quickly fell asleep again. This time it was already dawn when he woke up, he opened his eyes and found that Xi Feng was still sitting on the edge of the bed staring at him in a daze, as if he hadn't closed his eyes all night.
He Yunsheng was a little dazed.
Seeing that he woke up, Xi Feng asked, "Are you feeling well?" His voice sounded hoarse.
He Yunsheng shook his head. Apart from the fact that his broken wrist had been fixed, he had no other discomfort.
Xi Feng said: "I'll call the doctor to take a look later, there's nothing to go back."
He Yunsheng wanted to say no need and let Xi Feng go back to rest by himself, but Xi Feng had already stood up and walked outside. After a while, Xi Feng came in with the doctor, asked about He Yunsheng's situation, and checked that his wrist was fixed, and made sure that there was no problem, so he could go back first.
Xi Feng stretched out his hand to help He Yunsheng.
He Yunsheng dodged and said to him, "I can do it myself."
Having said that, but after all, he lost a movable hand, and it became extremely difficult to put on shoes. Xi Feng knelt down to help him put on his shoes, and then took his coat to cover him.
While doing these things, Xi Feng was silent, He Yunsheng glanced at him, feeling a little complicated.
Today He Yunsheng has to deal with the follow-up of the car accident. He contacted the truck driver and planned to go to the repair shop. I have no choice but to ask for leave from work.
Unexpectedly, Xi Feng also asked for leave.
The two stood at the entrance of the hospital, and He Yunsheng asked him, "What are you asking for leave for? The money will be deducted at the end of the year."
Xi Feng said, "Why don't you go alone? You don't even have hands."
He Yunsheng subconsciously touched his bandaged right wrist, and said, "It doesn't matter."
Xi Feng didn't intend to discuss with him, he just said: "Let's go, I've already taken the leave. Let's have breakfast first, what would you like to eat?"
Xi Feng had just guarded He Yunsheng all night last night, no matter whether He Yunsheng wanted it or not, it was impossible for him to sternly reject him at this time, and in the end he could only say: "Eat whatever you want."
After breakfast, Xi Feng accompanied He Yunsheng to deal with the car for a whole day, until at night he took a taxi to send He Yunsheng back.
Sitting in the taxi, neither of them spoke.
He Yunsheng stared out the window in a daze for a while, then turned his head to look at Xi Feng, and said, "Thank you for today."
Xi Feng was a little depressed. He said, "Yesterday, you got into a car accident because I was chasing you, right?"
He Yunsheng didn't admit it or deny it, but said: "That's because I didn't pay attention while driving. The injury on my hand is not a big deal. You've helped me for a day, so don't worry about it."
Xi Feng suddenly asked, "Will someone take care of you?"
He Yunsheng said: "It's just a small injury, I will take care of myself."
Xi Feng asked him: "What if the injury is serious this time? Is there anyone else who will guard you all night besides me?"
He Yunsheng leaned back on the seat back. He was a little annoyed by Xi Feng's words, but he tried his best to restrain himself. He told himself that Xi Feng really cared about him, otherwise he wouldn't have stayed with him for so long. But saying such rude and provocative words will make people feel uncomfortable no matter how concerned they are.
The taxi arrived downstairs at He Yunsheng's house, and He Yunsheng opened the door to get off.
Xi Feng also got out of the car and said, "I'll take you up."
He Yunsheng didn't refuse, he turned around and walked into the community, while Xi Feng quickly followed.
Seeing that the taxi had turned around and left, He Yunsheng stopped and waited for Xi Feng to walk in front of him, and said in a deep voice: "Xi Feng, let me say it again, I am very grateful for your help, but do you feel that you are really too meddlesome?" too much?"
Xi Feng looked at him, there were no street lights here, and they couldn't see each other's expressions clearly in the dim environment.
He Yunsheng continued: "I know that I am gay. In your eyes, I am abnormal. I will not have a complete family and children. Even now I am in my thirties. You can pity me , I don't mind what you think of me, but please don't approach me in the name of caring, and at the same time criticize my life tirelessly! I don't need you to judge my life by your standards, I don't pity me I know in my heart that if you go to get married and have children to live your life, what I want is my business!"
After saying these words, He Yunsheng's chest was still heaving slightly, and he wanted to fan his face to cool down his congested brain quickly.
Xi Feng was surprisingly calm. He looked at He Yunsheng and said, "I can't do it."
He Yunsheng clenched his left hand into a fist and raised it up, then put it down heavily. He said, "You have a brain hole, don't you?"
Xi Feng said seriously: "I can't bear to see you alone, I feel bad, I want you to live happily."
As soon as he said these words, He Yunsheng's original anger dissipated in an instant, and the rest seemed ridiculously desolate.
He Yunsheng raised his hand and pressed his forehead, and after a while he said to Xi Feng: "Let me put it this way, being single is my own choice, I am still waiting for the one who suits me, I believe I will love me in the future People who live happily ever after. All we lack is a child."
Xi Feng didn't speak.
He Yunsheng reached for his phone in his pocket and said, "Thank you for your concern. I will find someone right now and let him stay with me tonight, so that you can rest assured that you don't have to worry about me anymore."
After speaking, He Yunsheng took out the mobile phone in his pocket, opened the phone book with one hand to find the number, and dialed it after a while.
While waiting for the connection, He Yunsheng raised his head to look at Xi Feng.
Xi Feng's expression was a little sad, but he probably didn't notice it himself.
Soon the call was connected, and He Yunsheng said to the person over there: "Cheng Lei, what's up tonight? Come and spend the night with me."