"No need," He Yunsheng refused firmly.
Xi Feng paused for a while, then continued to pour some soup into a small bowl and brought it to He Yunsheng, "I asked my mother, and she said that if a bone is broken, drink some bone soup to supplement calcium and heal faster."
He Yunsheng looked down at the soup bowl that Xi Feng brought to him, he could feel the heat hitting his face, but he still refused: "I don't want it."
The atmosphere was stalemate and a little awkward.
Xi Feng pulled a chair and sat down beside him, put the bowl in front of He Yunsheng, and said, "Don't make trouble with the soup, I boiled it for a long time yesterday."
He Yunsheng looked at Xi Feng, "I don't know how to drink your soup, take it away."
Xi Feng's expression darkened, and he said after a while: "Then if you don't drink it, you can take it away, it's useless if you don't drink it anyway."
He Yunsheng sat quietly for a while, then stood up and poured the soup back into the thermos bucket, and then walked outside with the thermos bucket.
Xi Feng froze on his seat, motionless.
He Yunsheng carried the thermos bucket to the bathroom.
At this time, all the colleagues went to have lunch, and there was no one in the corridor.
He Yunsheng is not such a hard-hearted person, but for Xi Feng, he would rather throw away the soup. He could sense the change in Xi Feng's attitude towards him, and He Yunsheng didn't intend to accept it no matter whether the other party was serious or just a passing interest.
Since he doesn't accept it, he won't tolerate any ambiguity, and won't give the other party any hope.
He poured out all the soup in the thermos bucket, fished out the bones and threw them in the trash can. He Yunsheng came back with the empty thermos bucket and put it in front of Xi Feng, saying: "It's poured out, you can go."
Xi Feng's raised hand shook visibly, and finally he held down the handle of the thermos. He took a deep breath, stood up and said, "Go and have lunch, and work after eating."
He Yunsheng sat back at the desk and replied, "I know."
Xi Feng stood up and walked outside with the thermos. He Yunsheng looked at his tall back and always felt a little lonely.
Putting the empty thermos bucket on the desk, Xi Feng sat quietly for a while and then felt uncomfortable, so he took the thermos bucket to the bathroom to clean it. It turned out that there was oil in the bucket, and his hands were stained with oil after washing for a long time, so he simply squeezed a lot of hand sanitizer into it and continued to rub vigorously.
Occasionally raising his head, Xi Feng saw himself in the big mirror in front of the sink looking devastated.
He put the clean thermos bucket back next to the seat, not in the mood to eat lunch, and planned to take a nap on the table. He felt that it was really not good for him to behave like this, men should be more relaxed, otherwise He Yunsheng might look down on him even more.
Xi Feng's character is straightforward at best, but nervous at worst. He will chase after someone he likes, and will not stop until the other party accepts or shows obvious rejection.
He Yunsheng was the only person who made him so entangled, and the reason was only because of He Yunsheng's gender.
However, the rough Xi Feng can also be very caring, once he likes you, he can give you wholeheartedly, regardless of everything.
He Yunsheng showed obvious refusal to him, but he didn't completely let Xi Feng give up, because he believed that He Yunsheng's refusal was because he hurt his heart in the first place.
Looking back on his initial behavior now, Xi Feng also feels that he really deserved it. If he had known that he would fall in love with He Yunsheng one day—but there is no way to know it in advance.
Feelings are like this, so who is singing in the song? One person breaks free and one person picks it up.
He Yunsheng broke free, and now he can only pick it up behind him.
The result of skipping lunch at noon was that he was hungry early in the afternoon. After get off work in the evening, Xi Feng ordered two or three noodles and two steamed buns from the noodle shop downstairs in his home.
The noodles and peppers were a bit too much, and he ate so much that he kept wiping his nose with paper towels.
After taking a shower at night, Xi Feng sat on the bed in his pajamas and surfed the Internet with his mobile phone. Suddenly, he found He Yunsheng's account number from the company's WeChat group, typed it and said, "Let me sing you a song."
The other party didn't know if he saw it or not, but he didn't respond anyway.
Xi Feng cleared his throat, and sang a section of Karen Mok's "Cloudy Sky" to He Yunsheng.
After singing, he felt a little more relaxed, kicked the quilt with his long legs, pulled it up to cover most of his head, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
The next day at work, Xi Feng sent a message to He Yunsheng before noon: "Do you want to have lunch together?"
He Yunsheng didn't reply him.
In fact, Xi Feng seldom used WeChat to communicate with He Yunsheng in the past. He felt that it was too troublesome to explain clearly for a long time, so he preferred to make a phone call. But now he is always worried that He Yunsheng will not answer his calls, so he feels that WeChat is safer. As long as He Yunsheng doesn't block him.
As for going to He Yunsheng face to face, Xi Feng was a little scared. He Yunsheng's act of pouring out the bone soup had hit him too hard, and he was worried that he would not be able to sustain it if he was hit like that again.
I don't know if He Yunsheng's car has been repaired, but even if it is repaired, He Yunsheng's current state should not be able to drive the car back.
Xi Feng thought that maybe he could mention it to him and help him drive the car back.
When he got off work in the afternoon, he was waiting for He Yunsheng in the lobby on the first floor, but he saw He Yunsheng coming out of the elevator in a hurry. He Yunsheng had already walked out before he had time to speak to him.
There is a car waiting for He Yunsheng outside.
Xi Feng looked around and saw that it was a Cadillac, he had seen the driver before, it was the man who had dinner with He Yunsheng last time.
He Yunsheng opened the car door and sat in the co-pilot, talking and laughing with the man driving the car and left together.
Xi Feng let out a deep breath, and couldn't help but squat down at the gate of the company and hold his head. After hugging for a while, he let go of his hands and stood up. He turned his head and saw Xu Qing coming out of it, and gave him a cold look.
He always felt sorry for Xu Qing, so he took half a step back and left around the side.
This state lasted for more than a month, except for the WeChat messages that never replied, Xi Feng never said a word to He Yunsheng.
Sometimes when he looks in the mirror, he feels that he is thinner. He has tried many times to pursue to no avail, but he has never tried this kind of unilateral stalking. Whether the result will be hopeless or not, Xi Feng himself does not know. .
I don't know if God looked at him too pitifully. At the end of November, the company arranged a business trip. It was supposed to be the deputy director of Xi Feng's department, but the deputy director's wife had a baby and asked for leave.
As a result, this opportunity fell on Xi Feng.
The deputy manager of the company led a group of seven people to visit an exposition in other provinces.
This was not something to be too excited about, but He Yunsheng, who was traveling with him, became different.
There are seven people in their group, only two female colleagues, and the rest are male colleagues. They have booked four rooms in the hotel.
The deputy manager naturally lives in a room by himself, and there are exactly three standard rooms left. There are two ladies in one room, and how to arrange it for others has not yet been agreed.
On the plane, Xi Feng saw that He Yunsheng's seat was obliquely in front of him, and he didn't even need to turn his head to see He Yunsheng's every move.
And He Yunsheng started to sleep not long after takeoff, and he didn't know if he fell asleep, and his movements didn't change for a long time.
A male colleague sat next to Xi Feng, bumped Xi Feng's arm while watching a movie, and whispered, "Let's share a room together."
Because besides He Yunsheng, there is also a middle-aged male colleague who is also in the middle of the company. The young man next to Xi Feng is young, and he doesn't really want to live in the same room as the superior.
When Xi Feng heard the words, he just said: "It depends on what your leader wants, and I don't care what I say."
After getting off the plane, their pre-booked business car took them to the hotel and checked in first.
The middle-aged man with a big belly glanced at He Yunsheng and then at Xi Feng, finally chose the young man next to Xi Feng, and said, "Let's live in a room."
After finishing speaking, he put on airs and asked He Yunsheng: "Director He, is there any problem?"
He Yunsheng didn't even look at Xi Feng, and replied, "It's fine."
The young man had no choice but to nod his head and say, "Hey!"
Xi Feng stood beside He Yunsheng and handed over his ID card.
A while later, the hotel receptionist handed the room card to He Yunsheng, and He Yunsheng took out one and pushed it directly in front of Xi Feng from the table in front of him.
Xi Feng reached out and put it in his pocket, turned around and took his travel bag in one hand and He Yunsheng's suitcase in the other, and walked towards the elevator.
Seeing this, He Yunsheng quickly said, "I can come by myself."
Xi Feng didn't speak, and walked forward with his head sullen.
After entering the room, the two of them packed their things separately.
Actually, Xi Feng had nothing to do. His feet felt uncomfortable after sitting on the plane for a long time, so he sat on the edge of the bed and took off his shoes. It's just that after taking it off, he suddenly worried whether his feet would stink. He glanced at He Yunsheng who had put the towel, water cup and pajamas away one by one, and hesitated whether to put the shoes back on first.
They were going to stay here for four nights, and He Yunsheng probably had a bit of a cleanliness freak, so he brought everything except the daily necessities that were inconvenient to carry.
Xi Feng only had a small travel bag, and because of the cold weather, he only brought some underwear and socks, not even an extra coat.
He sat on the bed and looked at He Yunsheng calmly, thinking that although He Yunsheng didn't admit it, sometimes he was really a bit of a woman.
It's just that Xi Feng suddenly discovered that even the ladylike He Yunsheng didn't seem to be annoying to him now, but rather cute.
He Yunsheng was always harassed by Xi Feng's gaze, he advised himself not to get angry, just do his own thing.
Finally, after tidying up, he looked up at Xi Feng and said, "What are you staring at me for?"
Xi Feng didn't dare to tease him, so he could only look around for the remote control and said, "I forgot to turn on the TV."
He Yunsheng sat down by the bed, instead of watching TV, he took out his cell phone and watched for a while.
On a whim, Xi Feng grabbed the mobile phone that was left by the bed and sent He Yunsheng a WeChat message: "Go for a walk after dinner?"
After sending it out, he heard the WeChat notification tone on He Yunsheng's phone, and also noticed that He Yunsheng's movements were obviously paused. Of course, He Yunsheng didn't reply to him, but Xi Feng was satisfied, knowing that He Yunsheng had seen his WeChat all along.
The author has something to say: Let me explain for Xi Feng, he has been tempted for a long time, and he has been shaken twice. The first time was when He Yunsheng was guarding He Yunsheng in the hospital, and the second time was when He Yunsheng asked him if he wanted to take care of him. in a lifetime
He has been thinking about this for so long, the words of his classmates just gave him a push