When the alarm clock rang tenth, He Yunsheng reached out and pressed it down. Xi Feng next to him was still in a deep sleep, showing no signs of waking up, obviously he himself said to get up every morning to make breakfast for He Yunsheng, but the alarm clock woke He Yunsheng up for a while, but Xi Feng still fell asleep peacefully, Nothing happened.
He Yunsheng got up from the bed, got dressed, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.
It was He Yunsheng's own choice to move to Chongfeng City to live with Xi Feng. He knew it was risky, but he couldn't resist the excitement. He hasn't experienced this kind of heartbeat feeling for a long time. For a moment, he felt like he was back when he first met Xu Fengjie in college. Even though he was still calm on the surface, he felt like a lost deer in his heart. Brainless rampage.
If the heartbeat is allowed to develop, it will become love. If it is restrained early, it will be nothing but a heartbeat in the future.
He Yunsheng once thought, if he and Xi Feng hadn't passed away, would it be better if Xi Feng appeared in front of him like this at the beginning, but thinking about it carefully, if they really hadn't passed away, he might not have chosen to come here Try to accept Xi Feng, because he can't help worrying and doubting. Because of those experiences in the past, he thought that a man who had experienced separation and loss, but was still devoted to him in the end, should be more credible
In the end, everything is a hypothesis. The last thing in the world to guess is the human heart, and the last thing to bet on is your own happiness. He Yunsheng was willing to come to Xi Feng's side to accept him, but he always had reservations, as long as Xi Feng made a wrong step, he would immediately retreat completely and would not miss it. Only those who have suffered losses will cherish themselves more.
Xi Feng still woke up later, he came out of the room sleepily, went directly to the kitchen, and said, "Why didn't you call me?"
He Yunsheng was frying eggs, "The alarm clock can't wake you up, let you sleep a little longer." Today's breakfast is fried egg noodles with tomatoes. Originally, both of us could go out to buy breakfast, but Xi Feng wanted to make it himself. He Yunsheng made it, so all the materials were prepared and put in the refrigerator, and He Yunsheng took it out and processed it when he got up in the morning.
After Xi Feng finished washing in a hurry, He Yunsheng had already cooked two bowls of noodles and brought them to the dining table.
This house was rented by Xi Feng. It has one bedroom, a living room with dining room, a kitchen and a bathroom, just enough for two people.
Moreover, there was no room for a large dining table in the dining room, there was only a small square table where two people sat facing each other.
While eating the noodles, Xi Feng picked up his phone and looked at it. Seeing that He Yunsheng was about to finish eating, he speeded up and finished his own noodles in two or three mouthfuls. He stood up and put away the bowls of both of them and took them to the kitchen to wash.
He Yunsheng packed up his things and prepared to go out.
Xi Feng's rental house is very close to the company, and they can walk to work every day, but because it is too close to the company, the two of them don't go out together, but always go their own way.
Xi Feng told He Yunsheng that he didn't care, he was willing to make the relationship between the two public, and he even felt that if he made it public, He Yunsheng could see his determination clearly, but He Yunsheng disagreed.
He Yunsheng himself has experienced those rumors, he is not as optimistic as Xi Feng. In his opinion, if this relationship is made public, not only their relationship will be affected, but their career may also be affected, and he doesn't want to use his private life as someone's gossip.
In the morning, He Yunsheng sat in the office for more than an hour, and two business department executives came to his office and started arguing over a project issue.
This happens from time to time, and He Yunsheng has been able to deal with it calmly since he was not used to it at the beginning, drinking coffee in a calm mood while listening to the two people arguing over and over again.
Since the competition for the position of deputy general manager was defeated last time, the two executives simply tore their faces apart, and the secret fight turned into an open fight. Sometimes He Yunsheng suspected that the two of them didn't want to fight for a result, but simply enjoyed arguing with each other.
Regarding that project, He Yunsheng had already discussed with the general manager, and he had a result in his heart, but he didn't plan to make it public until the time came. He seemed to be listening to them with a blank expression, but he was actually on a errand in his heart.
As he drank his coffee, his eyes drifted over the coffee cup to Xi Feng's face sitting on the sofa.
Xi Feng came with his supervisor, saying he was here to report on the project plan, but he hadn't said a word until now, and just kept staring at He Yunsheng in a daze.
He Yunsheng glanced at him, signaling him to restrain himself a little and not to be too revealing.
But Xi Feng didn't notice it, he just glanced around He Yunsheng's jaw, Adam's apple, and neckline, and his eyes fell on his white fingers, feeling that his fingers were almost the same color as the pure white bone china coffee cup he was holding Yes, and the fingers are slender, the pale pink nails are round and clean, and there is a thin layer of calluses on the fingertips. When holding it... Xi Feng couldn't help straightening his back and swallowing his saliva.
He Yunsheng put down the coffee cup at the same time, and pointed at Xi Feng with his slender finger that was being dreamed by Xi Feng, "Xi Feng, tell me about your business plan." He finally couldn't listen anymore and interrupted the two supervisors endless debate.
Xi Feng was called by his name suddenly, he stood up from the sofa, quickly recovered his seriousness, turned around and found the project proposal he brought, and began to explain it carefully to He Yunsheng.
Xi Feng was the only voice left in the whole office, and He Yunsheng suddenly felt a lot happier. His eyes behind the lens dropped down to stare at the coffee cup and continued to abscond.
On Saturday night, He Yunsheng was going to have dinner with his mother. On Friday, he told Xi Feng: "Let's go together tomorrow."
Xi Feng was writing the plan on the laptop, when he heard this, he raised his head and looked at He Yunsheng in surprise.
He Yunsheng had a social event at night, and just came back from eating and drinking outside.
There is no study room in the rented house of the first set, only a desk beside the bed, Xi Feng sits at the desk typing, and He Yunsheng stands beside the bed to take off his clothes, he unbuttons slowly, pulls off his tie, and loosens his shirt. neckline.
Xi Feng rubbed his fingers on the keyboard, and asked after a while: "Are you disclosing our relationship with your aunt?" He always felt that He Yunsheng's mother knew about He Yunsheng's sexual orientation, but it was difficult to ask.
Now He Yunsheng told him: "That's right." After speaking, he added another question, "Are you willing?"
"Of course." Xi Feng stood up from the desk at once, walked behind He Yunsheng, and put his arms around his waist.
There was a faint smell of alcohol on He Yunsheng's body. Xi Feng lowered his head, leaned close to his neck and took a deep breath, and asked uncertainly, "Are we meeting our parents?"
"It's just eating," He Yunsheng didn't break free from him, "don't think so much."
Xi Feng said: "I still need it. Go see your mother and let her know that you are living happily with me now, so she can rest assured in the future."
He Yunsheng asked gently: "Do I live happily with you?"
Xi Feng was stunned when he heard this. If He Yunsheng asked him this question, then the answer is beyond doubt, he is very happy, but if he asked He Yunsheng this question, he didn't know what the answer would be, and he was a little afraid to listen to that question. Answer.
So he let go of He Yunsheng, and said in a casual tone: "Of course I am happy. I eat well and sleep well. I am living a happy life now. Go take a bath quickly, and I will take your clothes for you tomorrow after changing." Laundromat dry cleaning."
He Yunsheng glanced at him, said nothing more, opened the cabinet and took out a change of underwear, picked up his pajamas and went to the bathroom.
Xi Feng stood by the bed, humming a song, sorting out the suit jacket that He Yunsheng had replaced, carefully folded it and put it in his pocket, planning to go out early for work tomorrow, and take it to the laundry first.
He Yunsheng could still hear Xi Feng humming in the bathroom. He knew that Xi Feng's mood was obviously not as relaxed as he showed. He knew that what he said just now had hit Xi Feng, so he couldn't bear it.
In fact, asking Xi Feng to go back with him was to confess their relationship to his mother, which showed that he basically recognized Xi Feng. But sometimes I just can't help but want to scold him a few words, who made him talk so cheap in the past, and provoked me over and over again for so long.
Now that Xi Feng speaks out occasionally, he immediately realizes that he is wrong. First he carefully apologizes to He Yunsheng, and then the big man walks around him for a long time like a bee collecting honey, until he is sure that he is not angry, before he dares to relax tone.
He Yunsheng knew that Xi Feng was working hard like this, but he also wanted to point at him and say that he deserved it.
At night, the two of them were lying on the bed, and Xi Feng habitually put his arms around He Yunsheng's waist to sleep. He was about to fall asleep in a daze, and He Yunsheng said, "It's actually not bad."
Xi Feng woke himself up and talked to He Yunsheng, "It's okay."
He Yunsheng said: "Actually, life is pretty good now."
Xi Feng opened his eyes, stared at He Yunsheng's silhouette for a long time in the darkness, and said, "Then continue on, shall we?"
He Yunsheng was also silent for a while, and replied, "Okay."