Xi Feng was very nervous at the dinner on Saturday night, and He Yunsheng could tell.
Although Xi Feng lay on the bed and took a nap for a while at noon that day, he woke up in the afternoon and stood in front of the closet looking for clothes.
He Yunsheng has been sitting in front of the desk and using the computer to read documents. He raised his head to look out the window, and saw that the light outside was dim, and the sky was gloomy as if covered with clouds, and it would probably rain later.
Xi Feng stood by the bed and folded his pajamas, and said, "It will probably rain later, the weather is a bit stuffy."
He Yunsheng replied, "It's okay, we'll drive."
Xi Feng associated driving with drinking, he asked He Yunsheng: "Does your uncle drink?"
He Yunsheng raised his head to look at him, "Drink, but don't drink much, don't be afraid."
Xi Feng walked behind him, put his hand on his chin, bent down and kissed his lips, and let him go after a while, saying: "Yeah, I feel nervous when I think about drinking."
He Yunsheng didn't point him out. He knew that Xi Feng's nervousness was not because he wanted to drink with his stepfather, but because he regarded tonight as a very formal meeting with his parents. He wanted to tell Xi Feng not to be nervous, but he I know it's useless to say it, so let him go.
At around five o'clock in the afternoon, He Yunsheng was afraid of traffic jams, so he and Xi Feng went out early.
Xi Feng bought two large boxes of health care gifts for the elderly, and when he went upstairs, He Yunsheng said that he was exaggerating.
Xi Feng said: "I said to buy a sweater for my aunt, but you said no."
He Yunsheng said to him: "That's unnecessary, you will scare her."
Xi Feng felt a little depressed for a moment, as if he was doing something wrong, but he quickly regained his energy and said, "Then this time it will be enough, and I will buy something after I get familiar with it. When is her birthday?"
He Yunsheng noticed the brief change in Xi Feng's expression, and he said, "When she celebrates her birthday, I will accompany you to choose a gift."
Xi Feng couldn't hide his joy immediately, because he couldn't hug He Yunsheng because he was carrying things in both hands, he could only smile and say, "Okay."
He Yunsheng rang the doorbell.
Mom's voice quickly came from inside, she said: "Here we come—" The ending was drawn out, showing some excitement.
As for the fact that He Yunsheng is gay, mother was not able to accept it readily from the beginning, but as time went by so many years, in the tug-of-war between mother and son, she gradually realized that her son really could not accept women, Really only with men. If this is a fact that cannot be changed, it is always better to have a stable and suitable partner than to see the child alone all the time.
The door was opened from the inside, and He Yunsheng saw that his mother was wearing a goose-yellow cardigan, her hair must have been blown through on purpose, and she was tidied up very energetically.
Mom first looked at He Yunsheng, then at Xi Feng, and said, "Come in."
Xi Feng handed her the gift she brought, and she took it with her hand, but said, "You're too polite, I haven't had a chance to thank Xiao Xi properly for what happened last time."
Xi Feng said quickly: "Auntie, you are the one. You are too polite. I helped a little last time. You still remember it for so long."
He Yunsheng's stepfather is a traditional and decent man, he can't accept that his child is gay, but He Yunsheng is not his biological son, so he grasped this boundary very well, received He Yunsheng and Xi Feng politely, and did not give up. Don't care about their personal relationship.
Mom invited them to sit down. Although there were only four of them, she still prepared a table of dishes.
He Yunsheng said to his stepfather: "I'll drive, let Xi Feng have a drink with you."
The stepfather nodded and went to the wine cabinet to get the wine.
Xi Feng was a little cautious, and his whole body was stiff when he sat on the chair. He Yunsheng passed behind him, reached out to pat him on the shoulder, and then went to the seat next to him to sit down.
Mom sat down and began to look at Xi Feng. She has had a crush on Xi Feng from the very beginning. In contrast, she dislikes He Yunsheng's former boyfriend very much, even though they have been separated for several years.
In fact, we have to investigate her mentality carefully because she didn't accept that He Yunsheng was with a man at that time, no matter how you look at Xu Fengjie, he was vicious and annoying, but now she accepts this fact, seeing that Xi Feng is tall, handsome and He was polite and respectful when he ran up and down the hospital for her, so he felt that as a long-term partner, Xi Feng was really a good choice.
No one brought the relationship between He Yunsheng and Xi Feng to the dinner table, they all tacitly agreed in their hearts, and on the surface they still regarded them as ordinary friends and colleagues.
But this attitude is already very good for them.
When he came out from his mother, He Yunsheng noticed that it was raining.
The underground parking lot of the old community was full, and his car was parked on the street outside the community, and it took a few minutes to walk from here.
The two of them did not hold umbrellas.
Xi Feng stood at the door of the unit building, looked outside and said, "I'll go up and get an umbrella."
He Yunsheng glanced at the sky and said, "No need, just go to the car." After speaking, he walked outside first.
Seeing him striding forward, Xi Feng hurriedly followed, and took off his coat while trotting. He caught up with He Yunsheng, put the coat on top of He Yunsheng's head, and pulled him forward.
The two of them ran out of the community holding hands and got into the car.
He Yunsheng took off the coat and returned it to Xi Feng. Xi Feng took it in his hand and suddenly said, "Can you accompany me back home during the Chinese New Year this year?"
He Yunsheng didn't answer, just looked at him quietly.
Xi Feng drank some wine, but he didn't drink much, so his head was clear, but he was a little excited. After he said this, he remained silent for a long time, shook his head and said, "Forget it, I don't want it anymore."
He Yunsheng started the car, and he said, "It's not suitable yet."
Xi Feng seemed a little distressed, he raised his hand to wipe the rain from his hair and face, and said, "My parents will definitely object."
He Yunsheng suddenly laughed softly, "You know you will object, so what are you going to do in the future?"
Xi Feng said: "So I still have to talk, but for the first time, let me go back and talk about it myself."
He Yunsheng heard the words and turned to look at him.
Xi Feng repeatedly wiped his wet hair with his fingers, "I've thought about it, the first time I tell them, they will definitely be very angry, so don't go back with me and bear it, I'll just bear it myself .”
He Yunsheng suddenly felt sad, as if seeing that scene and hearing those hurtful words, he said, "You won't be able to bear it."
"No," Xi Feng said confidently.
He Yunsheng asked him: "How do you know you can't?"
Xi Feng showed a smile without warning, "Because as long as I think of you, I can handle any pressure. Isn't the most terrifying thing losing you?"
He Yunsheng couldn't respond to Xi Feng's nasty words, but it was undeniable that the softest part of his heart was still touched by the other party.
During the few days of Chinese New Year holidays, Xi Feng went back to his hometown alone.
He Yunsheng stayed in Chongfeng City, and went to his mother's house for a reunion dinner on the way, and stayed at home alone the rest of the time.
Xi Feng only called him on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, and there was no news after that.
Before Xi Feng left, he had already bought his return ticket, and he made an appointment with He Yunsheng to pick him up at the airport at three o'clock in the afternoon on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year.
He Yunsheng drove out from home at two o'clock, and when he arrived at the airport expressway entrance, he found a car accident, and the entrance was blocked, so he had to take a detour and drive to the airport by the old road.
There was a traffic jam along the way, and when he arrived at the airport parking lot, it was already past three o'clock, and Xi Feng's plane should have landed for a while.
He Yunsheng took out his mobile phone and found that there was no call from Xi Feng.
For a moment, a thought suddenly came to He Yunsheng's head, could it be that Xi Feng couldn't bear the pressure and didn't plan to come back, or that Xi Feng's parents kept him at home and didn't let him come out, forcing him to go for treatment or Blind date and marriage.
These unrealistic and random thoughts troubled He Yunsheng, making his steps seem hurried and anxious. When he walked into the pick-up hall, He Yunsheng realized that those were just delusions, because as soon as he entered, he saw Xi Feng sitting on his suitcase.
Xi Feng's dark down jacket was unzipped, and he sat on his suitcase with his head down. Because he was so tall, He Yunsheng was a little worried that he would crush the suitcase. He was drooping listlessly from head to shoulder to arms, and his whole body was downcast.
He Yunsheng walked up to him.
Xi Feng raised his head, the corners of his eyes were bruised and the corner of his mouth was broken, and he said, "One of my teeth was broken."
"Who hit it?" He Yunsheng asked.
Xi Feng said, "My dad."
"Did you fight back?" He Yunsheng pushed him to get him up.
Xi Feng stood up and moved his neck, "No, he told me not to go back."
He Yunsheng helped him pull the suitcase, "Should we go back?"
Xi Feng said, "I'll call my mom first in a few days."
He Yunsheng walked in front, and suddenly heard Xi Feng call him: "He Yunsheng."
He turned his head and saw Xi Feng stopped.
Xi Feng said to him, "I can bear it."
He Yunsheng nodded, "I know. Do you want to find a place to fill your teeth?"
Xi Feng raised his hand and touched his cheek, "Let's talk about it tomorrow, let's go back and find a place to eat first, I'm hungry."
He Yunsheng stretched out a hand towards him, "Come."
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