Dornier fell asleep in Qi Yan's arms. He hadn't slept for several days and nights. His breathing was long and even. The tears that faintly disappeared on his face told Qi Yan that he was very tired.
Holding him, Qi Yan finally couldn't help crying.
What on earth caused Dornier, a tough man, to be tortured like this
That night, Qi Yan held Dornier in his arms and couldn't sleep for a long time. He opened his eyes and looked at the luxurious decorations in the room, and for a moment he felt ironic... Dornier was so tired that he could still remember his preferences and arrange the supplies exactly as he liked.
Even after so many years since his death, Dornier kept his preferences in his heart. These past few days, it had been an illusion in his mind.
He didn't believe it, couldn't believe it, that Qi Yan's ability to live again was God's blessing, and he just regarded it as a dream he wished for.
As the night fades and day comes, the heavy curtains that have not been closed now hang loosely on both sides, opening to welcome the coming of light. Qi Yan's eyes were numb, and his posture around Donnier remained unchanged overnight. He stared at the center of the empty room, his thoughts drifting away.
Suddenly, Dornier in his arms let out a sigh, a sigh that most people would make when they wake up in the morning.
Qi Yan's eyes flashed, and he quickly lowered his head, and saw Dornier frowning slightly, trying to turn over.
"Doniel..."
Qi Yan called out and saw Dornier's eyelashes trembling, as if he had woken up.
Qi Yan moved his posture so that Dornier could stand up freely: "Donil, you can sleep for a while longer..."
Dornier hadn't slept for so long, and he only slept for one night, and Qi Yan felt that it was not enough. He hoped that Dornier would sleep a little longer, or even lie down in bed to rest for a few days. It would be best not to do anything and recharge his batteries.
But Dornier obviously couldn't rest. Dornier's breathing became much calmer, and when he opened his eyes, he was extremely hazy, as if he was very confused about his current situation. Qi Yan looked at the blue color under his eyes and caressed his cheek with distress.
"Just sleep a little longer, I'm here..."
After saying this, Dornier sat up suddenly and looked around in disbelief.
"I... I actually fell asleep?!" Dornier sat up from the bed irritably, looking flustered: "How could I fall asleep... Qi Yan is waiting for me, but I am sleeping... This can't work, he has already left. ? He blamed me for not looking at him and already left..."
He murmured in panic, like a child who had lost his beloved toy.
Qi Yan got up from the bed and came to his side, trying to regain his confused consciousness.
"Doniel! Look at me, I'm here..." Qi Yan held his cheek: "I'm Qi Yan, Doniel, look at me. Don't be afraid, don't worry, I'm right here... "
Dornier's gaze was fixed. He looked at Qi Yan with confusion in his eyes: "Qi Yan..."
"It's me." Qi Yan nodded: "It's me."
"Are you Qi Yan...?" Dornier's voice was dull: "Qi Yan is no longer here, how can you be Qi Yan..."
Qi Yan stared at him and opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.
"You just look like Qi Yan..." Dornier suddenly sat on the ground dejectedly: "It's my fault, I fell asleep..."
When you fall asleep, the dream is gone.
How should he tell Qi Yan that he had a very beautiful dream. In the dream, Qi Yan came to life and lived in the room he prepared. He ate the food he sent every day, listened to him tell interesting things about the outside world, and did not ask about the affairs of the Samode people. The two of them lived a life that even gods would envy...
However, when he fell asleep, the dream was shattered.
Qi Yan looked at Dornier, tears sliding down his face and falling to the ground.
He was the only one who suffered a mental breakdown due to Qi Yan's strategy...
"sorry… "
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... Doniel, I want to be with you."
"Please, please, let's go back to the oasis. This is not the place we should stay."
"No matter what, I will always be with you, even as someone who 'looks like Qi Yan'."
…
Dornier just had confusion about Qi Yan's memory. Perhaps Qi Yan's years of sleep caused the world he originally hoped for to collapse. Dornier is very clear about other things.
Dornier no longer looked at Qi Yan and did what he should do every day, but stopped visiting Qi Yan.
Qi Yan discovered that the people he had mistakenly monitored him were no longer there. They were probably the ones sent by Dornier to watch him.
Qi Yan began to walk out of the house and tried to inquire and find out the current situation. A few days later, what he learned shocked him.
The Samod people no longer exist, and Chikris is already an uninhabited planet. As for the remaining Samodians who were divided into two groups, they heard that the planet that had been evacuated moved to other planets with the secret help of Dornier.
Thea and Bike are dead, Siya was killed by Bike, and Bike was frozen to death in the ice room by Dornier.
By chance, Dornier entered the government, gradually ascending to the position of senior official and leader, and became the most admired leader of Shuta Prime.
He joined an organization that he hated and disdained most, and personally destroyed the home he built and loved.
Qi Yan sat blankly on the edge of the bed. He looked at the small decorations woven from tree branches and suddenly thought of his time in the tree house.
The Dornier there is the real Dornier.
Qi Yan chose to leave with Dornier, using his face, which in Dornier's eyes looked similar to Qi Yan's, to hold Dornier in hand.
"Let's go where we want to go together." Qi Yan led Dornier: "I like that oasis."
Dornier looked at Qi Yan for a long time and finally nodded: "If you want to go there, go ahead."
Qi Yan felt that Dornier had begun to revive the memory of his deep despair, and his impression of Qi Yan became more and more profound. Now he would occasionally joke with Qi Yan, thinking of bringing some delicious food to Qi Yan. . Every time Qi Yan tested Dornier's attitude, Dornier thought he was someone similar to Qi Yan.
"You look really like him, but I can't treat you too well, because otherwise I will feel sorry for Qi Yan."
Every time he heard these words, Qi Yan felt happy, but not happy.
Dornier acted very quickly. Two days later, he took only Qi Yan to Chris.
Dornier didn't remember that oasis very clearly, and the things he didn't want to remember in his bones gradually faded away. But Qi Yan remembers it very clearly.
When we arrived at the oasis, it was already desolate.
A tree house is still a tree house, but without humans living there, the branches are lush and grow everywhere.
Dornier came to the tree house where he and Qi Yan once lived together. He was silent for a while and walked in without saying a word.
Qi Yan followed behind and found that Dornier had already stepped onto the stairs, crossed the second floor, and ran directly to the attic.
With a slight tremor in his heart, Qi Yan also walked up.
The attic has not been cleaned for a long time, and the natural wooden chairs and tables have long been covered with dust and cobwebs. When Qi Yan entered, Dornier was wiping the dust off the table with his bare hands, leaving his white clothes and clean hands covered in dust.
"Stop wiping, stop wiping!" Qi Yan went to stop him, but Dornier brushed him away.
"This place is dirty. Qi Yan is back. I don't like it anymore."
Qi Yan looked at his busy back, and his eyes, which had already shed many tears, shed sour tears again.
"Even now, you still haven't gotten better..."
Qi Yan murmured, took two steps forward, and hugged Dornier from behind.
"Let's live here. If we don't go back, we will stay here forever."
It's just the two of them, so they're not afraid, because they can have everything. By then, Dornier will get better little by little and accept the fact that he is alive.
Dornier's movement of whisking away the ashes suddenly paused, feeling the warmth of another person coming from behind. That temperature made him familiar and nostalgic.
"...Qi Yan?"
Qi Yan cried silently: "I told you it was me, but you didn't believe it..."
"Why are you here?" Dornier suddenly seemed to realize something. He turned around and hugged him suddenly: "Why are you here! I have been looking for you for so long, but I didn't expect you to be bothering Chris... If I had known this, I won’t find anyone similar to you to accompany me.”
Qi Yan raised his head and looked at Dornier's ecstatic face, tears flowing down uncontrollably.
"Why are you crying? Why are you crying... Do you blame me for not coming to find you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Dornier wiped away his tears and hugged Qi Yan tightly.
Qi Yan didn't know what to say, so he could only hold Dornier tightly and pray that he would get better, not just now.
Having decided to live here, Qi Yan and Dornier cleaned the tree house and started preparing food, just like when Qi Yan lived here as a hostage.
Dornier's memory began to slowly recover, and Qi Yan changed from 'a person who looked like Qi Yan' to the real Qi Yan.
Although it was ironic, Qi Yan felt warm in his heart.
Dornier tidied up this small tree house one by one. Although there were not many people living there, Dornier still tidied it up.
Whether it’s nostalgia or anticipation.
"Doniel, do you remember me?"
On the grassland, unknown little flowers were everywhere. Qi Yan lay on Dornier's lap and held the corner of his clothes.
Dornier looked into the distance and said softly: "You are Qi Yan."
Qi Yan smiled and said nothing, but affectionately took Doniel's hand hanging by his side.
Dornier took Qi Yan's hand and said with a smile, "Are you afraid?"
"Well, I'm afraid you'll forget me again."
"No more." Dornier's voice was very weak, but it contained wordless determination.
"Then what if you forget me again?"
"That's just like Piccolo and the others."
"Don't talk nonsense!" Qi Yan straightened up suddenly and blocked Doniel's mouth: "What nonsense you say, the past is in the past!"
Dornier narrowed his eyes and smiled, then stuck out his tongue teasingly and licked the palm of Qi Yan's hand, which made Qi Yan feel itchy.
After the two played for a while, Qi Yan lay on the grass and looked at the white clouds in the sky.
"I feel sorry for Mars and the others."
To this day, Dornier has not revealed where exactly he transferred those innocent Samodians.
Dornier didn't speak, but hugged Qi Yan and kissed him gently.
Some things, until now, there is no reason to continue to pursue them.
Qi Yan felt that he and Dornier would live here for the rest of their lives.
Dornier seemed to think so.
There is an oasis, blue sky and white clouds. Who would have thought that the deserted Chiklis would have this piece of pure land and this special pair of people
[Give up everything, be with you, stay with you, and live my whole life.]