The hands hanging by his side were shaking convulsively because he had clenched his fists too tightly.
His originally clear and beautiful eyes became bloodshot and red because he saw the scene that he couldn't believe, but he seemed to be torturing himself and refused to look away.
Before coming to see Brother Chen, Su Yuanhang had thought about many scenarios of meeting Brother Chen. He thought about seeing Brother Chen and his fiancée on their honeymoon together. He thought about how Brother Chen would feel impatient and burdened because of his sudden appearance...
He was so nervous that he made all kinds of mental preparations just to see Brother Chen.
If he made Brother Chen feel a burden, he might not even show up, but just quietly, quietly take a look at Brother Chen whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
But what did he see
What was the scene that appeared before his eyes
There is no fiancée at all. On this romantic honeymoon island, there are only Brother Chen and another man.
Who can tell him why Song Junchi, who was supposed to be on a business trip in another city, appeared here...
Who can tell him why Song Junchi can walk on the beach hand in hand with his brother Chen intimately, and even hug and kiss Brother Chen...
Su Yuanhang looked at the two people hugging each other, his bloodshot eyes filled with a feeling of betrayal.
Those eyes stared intently, staring at the backs of the two people holding hands as they walked further and further away.
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After returning to the hotel, Song Junchi accompanied Bai Yichen back to the room, ordered dinner and ate with Bai Yichen in the room. After eating, he was still reluctant to leave and kept lingering until Bai Yichen's usual rest time before leaving.
Bai Yichen had no doubt that if possible, he would definitely stay overnight, but he understood Song Junchi's feelings. Calculating the time, he knew that there was not much time left, so he decided to book a flight back tomorrow. After all, he still had to spend the last few days with his family.
At night, Song Junchi woke up in the middle of his sleep. He looked at the time and it was already two o'clock in the morning. After thinking about it, he got up and put on his clothes, took two room cards, and pushed the door open.
Because of the spread of Bai Yichen's illness, Song Junchi had long been worried and had always been holding Bai Yichen's room card so that he could check on Bai Yichen's condition at any time. Bai Yichen knew that his condition was getting worse, so he didn't try to be brave and let Song Junchi come to check on him in the middle of the night out of worry.
When he walked to the familiar suite, Song Junchi lowered his head and was about to take out the room card, but he suddenly felt a sharp pain in the back of his neck, and then his eyes went black and he lost consciousness...
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Bai Yichen regained consciousness in a daze, and felt extremely dry in the mouth. Water, I wanted to drink some water...
Along with the thirst, his hands and feet felt completely powerless, as if he could feel their presence but could not control them.
What's going on? Is his complication getting worse again
Just as Bai Yichen couldn't help thinking this, someone reached out a hand from under his shoulders and helped him up, then placed the slightly warm rim of the cup against his lips, and warm water poured over him. When Bai Yichen realized what it was, he immediately couldn't wait to drink it.
The water of moderate temperature effectively relieved Bai Yichen's thirst. He finally thought about who was feeding him water. It should be Junchi. After all, his nominal fiancée had finished all the filming yesterday and had left long ago. The only one who was still with him here was Song Junchi. In order to prevent himself from getting into an accident, Junchi had his room card on him.
The person who fed him water was very patient and waited quietly until he finished drinking the water in the cup before taking the cup away. However, although the person who fed him water was very careful, some water still flowed down from his lips and spread to his neck as he lay down, making him feel a little uncomfortable.
The person who left the water cup soon came back over. Bai Yichen guessed that the other party came to help him wipe the water off his chin, but he was obviously only half right. When a warm and soft thing was attached to the water stain on his chin, and a wet licking feeling came from it, he couldn't help but shudder.
No, this is not Song Junchi!
Bai Yichen wanted to struggle, but his hands and feet were too heavy to respond. He wanted to shout, but only meaningless short sounds came out of his throat. Finally, he opened his eyes with difficulty amid the passionate licking and saw a face that he was familiar with, but definitely not expected. Xiao Hang...
Compared to Bai Yichen's shock, Su Yuanhang seemed particularly calm and deep. Even when he saw Bai Yichen wake up, he just paused and continued what he was saying.
Feeling the lips and tongue invading inch by inch, feeling the clothes on his chest being torn open, Bai Yichen stared at Su Yuanhang closely, with shock, disbelief, anger, and unconcealable impatience in his expression, "Stop! Stop!"
Su Yuanhang naturally understood what Bai Yichen meant, but he showed no sign of stopping, let alone any intention of explaining. His originally slightly cold hands became increasingly hotter, and his movements, which were originally barely able to maintain his composure, became increasingly urgent. His uncontrollable panting also became increasingly full of certain meanings...
Bai Yichen was unable to move or speak. He wanted Su Yuanhang to stop, but he used up all his strength and couldn't squeeze out a word. Bai Yichen naturally knew that this situation was not normal, and he was not naive enough to think that it was a complication. After Su Yuanhang's actions became more and more excessive, he looked at Su Yuanhang and knew that it was impossible for him to stop. At the same time, he was really angry at being treated like this for no reason. When he looked at Su Yuanhang, his eyes were filled with only one meaning - you will regret it!
Needless to say, the tacit understanding that the two of them had cultivated for nearly twenty years, Su Yuanhang once again accurately interpreted the meaning in Bai Yichen's eyes, but regret, haha, how could he regret it, he would never regret being able to get his brother Chen. It was because he was too indecisive and had too many concerns that he was kept in the dark. The person he liked so much, the one he loved so deeply, he suppressed his feelings so hard in order to let him have the life he wanted, and even foolishly gave his blessings to the person sincerely.
He used to want his brother Chen to be happy so much that even if his brother Chen wanted to marry a woman and start a family, he just wanted to watch from the side. As long as his brother Chen was happy, he was willing to watch from the side, even if the jealousy in his heart almost corroded his heart, he did not dare to cross the line.
But what did his forbearance bring him
He waited for the scene of another man being embraced by Brother Chen.
At that moment, he looked at the two people hugging each other, and saw Song Junchi lowering his head to kiss his brother Chen, and for the first time he had the urge to kill.
His mind was full of shouting, rush out, separate them! He wanted to ask his brother Chen why he didn't shake off Song Junchi's hand, why he took the initiative to hug that person, but he was afraid that if he rushed out, he would get an answer that would make him even more desperate.
When he finally saw the two of them walking away hand in hand like a close couple, he made a decision in his heart.
Since the truth is like this, and since Brother Chen is not unable to accept men at all, then why should he continue to endure it? If Song Junchi can do it, then so can he.
His previous persistence was so ridiculous. Since his brother Chen didn't really want to marry a woman and start a family, why should he endure it
So he waited patiently, followed them all the way back to the hotel, found out their rooms, booked a room not far from them, and even took the opportunity to knock Song Junchi unconscious when he stood in front of Brother Chen's door at night.
When he used the room card in Song Junchi's hand to easily open the door of Brother Chen's room, the light in his eyes became colder. Song Junchi even had the room card, what did this mean...
This fact broke the last bottom line in his heart and made it even more impossible for him to stop what he was doing.
Since Song Junchi can do it, then he can do it too.
Since Brother Chen can accept men, why can't I accept him
It doesn't matter even if Brother Chen doesn't accept it for the time being. He has enough time to wait. He will take Brother Chen to a place where there are only the two of them, so that Brother Chen can only see him. After a long time, Brother Chen will accept him one day.
With this thought in mind, Su Yuanhang kissed those eyes full of rejection and was completely immersed in them...
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Su Yuanhang felt that he had spent the most satisfying two days of his life. He finally possessed the person he had longed for since he was a child, the one who was always out of reach.
The emotions surging in his heart made him unable to help but lower his head and kiss the forehead of the person in his arms, "Brother Chen, I'm so happy, are you happy?"
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Su Yuanhang was not surprised to not get an answer, because the effect of his medicine had not worn off yet. During this period, his brother Chen could not speak. Fortunately, this medicine did not harm his brother Chen's body. Although he did not want to admit it, he was a little afraid of the day when his brother Chen could regain his speech. He was afraid that his brother Chen would say hurtful words to him, so he secretly hoped that this quiet brother Chen who would not refuse could last a little longer.
Bai Yichen lay there expressionless, allowing the dense kisses to fall on his face. He didn't even have the energy to question. Of course, he couldn't ask any questions now.
Oh, he really didn't expect that he would end up in such a situation one day.
He never expected that the person he had always loved like his own brother would do such a thing.
What happened in the past two days was like a dream to him, but it was a nightmare. He didn't understand how things turned out like this. He had clearly arranged everything, and everything would be over soon, but why did things turn out like this...
After thinking for a long time without coming to any conclusion, Bai Yichen finally closed his eyes tiredly, not wanting to look at that person anymore.
He couldn't question it now, and of course he didn't bother to question it, because everything was just like what happened when he tried to stop Su Yuanhang from doing it with his eyes. If he did it, he would regret it...
Su Yuanhang naturally didn't know what was waiting for him ahead. He was full of anticipation. He finally got his beloved Brother Chen. He was finally with his Brother Chen. There was no one to disturb him here, no Brother Chen's jealous fiancée, no annoying Song Junchi, and no need to worry about other people's eyes. He and Brother Chen would live happily here forever.
He will be very good to Brother Chen, so good that Brother Chen will fall in love with him one day.
He knew he was wrong, but he would spend his whole life making it up to Brother Chen. Except for this time, he would never do anything that Brother Chen hated again.
Brother Chen is so gentle and soft-hearted. He loves him the most since he was a child. As long as he keeps working hard, Brother Chen will accept him one day.
Bai Yichen closed his eyes and listened to Su Yuanhang's chattering voice. He said that this was an island so small that it was not even marked on the map, and no one would find them. He said that they would not be disturbed in the future and could do whatever they wanted here...
Bai Yichen listened to these words, and suddenly he felt tired and wanted to sleep, so he just...sleep.
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Su Yuanhang finished expressing his expectations for his future life with anticipation, only to find that his brother Chen had fallen asleep without him knowing when. Su Yuanhang immediately subconsciously restrained his movements, and even his breathing became cautious. He quietly looked at the handsome sleeping face, and finally couldn't help it, and quietly approached and secretly kissed the cheek.
After the kiss, Su Yuanhang felt as if he had eaten some honey. He smiled foolishly for a while, then got up quietly and went to the kitchen. Brother Chen was exhausted in the past two days, so let him sleep. He would go to cook some appetizing and healthy porridge, and Brother Chen could drink it when he woke up.
With a sweet mood, Su Yuanhang went to the kitchen and was not afraid of spending time and effort. He used all his cooking skills to make a pot of special health-preserving porridge. When the fire was finally ready, Su Yuanhang looked at the time and estimated that it was almost ready, so he served a bowl in a delicate small bowl, added a few small side dishes, and returned to the bedroom with the tray.
Approaching the bed where his beloved was sleeping, Su Yuanhang gently placed the tray with the aroma of food on the bedside, then leaned over and woke up his lover with the most gentle voice.
"Brother Chen, get up."
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"Brother Chen, don't stay in bed. I made some porridge. Drink some before you go to sleep."
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"Brother Chen, if you don't wake up I will kiss you! That's right! I'm going to kiss you all day long. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore. I'm not going to wake you up anymore.
Su Yuanhang's originally cheerful voice became a little trembling, but he still forced himself to say: "Brother Chen, you are naughty again. How could you lie to me like this? I really want to kiss you."
Su Yuanhang continued to approach the face after saying this, but as he got closer to the sleeping person, his body became stiffer and a sense of panic spread in his heart, because there was no breathing... There was no trace of the breath and airflow that he could clearly feel at such a close distance.
Su Yuanhang forced himself to keep his lips pressed against those slightly pale lips. The next moment, as if time had stopped, he maintained this position without moving. The only change was that suddenly big tears welled up in his eyes, falling drop by drop onto the face below.
Still unable to believe it, he moved his lips along the cold lips, across the equally cold chin, and then to the neck of the person under him. However, that place which was the warmest in the past was now completely dry, not to mention the still, stiff artery without any beating.
Su Yuanhang seemed to have lost all his strength at once, and fell to the ground exhausted. He seemed to have entered an absurd dream. The dream was so vicious that it even forged the illusion that his brother Chen was dead. How could this be possible? His brother Chen had always been alive and well. His brother Chen would live longer than anyone else...
However, the pain as if his heart was bursting, and the familiar face so close to him that he would never mistake for it, made him hurriedly crawl up from the ground and cover himself with it. A moment later, an even more desperate sound came out of his mouth, and at the same time, the illusion he had just constructed was ruthlessly shattered.
He once again clearly realized that his brother Chen had no breath, no heartbeat, and even no body temperature...
But how could it become like this? When he left, everything was fine. His brother Chen was still leaning in his arms and opened his eyes to look at him.
This shouldn't be the case. It clearly shouldn't be like this. He just went to make a bowl of porridge. When he came back, his brother Chen would be able to open his eyes and drink his porridge.
Why, what happened...
Why did Brother Chen become like this...
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