When he realized what he was thinking, Lin Jiawen was shocked. He was shocked and ashamed about his own thoughts. He was even more afraid of being discovered by the boy. Finally, he could only force himself to look away and hurried back to his room.
This night was destined to be a sleepless night for Lin Jiawen. He tossed and turned, repeatedly reviewing and thinking about his own behavior, but as long as he thought of that boy and the scene he saw today, he still couldn't control the restlessness in his heart...
The next morning, Lin Jiawen walked out of the door in a depressed mood. Bai Yichen couldn't help but feel a little surprised when he saw him like this. How come he looked fine yesterday but looked so bad today
Bai Yichen was puzzled and could only give him an extra piece of bread as a consolation.
That afternoon, when Bai Yichen was training in the living room as usual, even though Lin Jiawen struggled in his heart, he still couldn't control his steps and came to the boy again. Of course, he restrained his gaze very secretly, and even dared not look at the boy too directly. He mostly glimpsed the boy's figure through the glass sliding door on the side.
Lin Jiawen acted very covertly because he was unsure of the boy's attitude and was even more afraid that the boy would hate him.
However, Lin Jiawen's secret little happiness did not last long, because after two days, the rain finally stopped.
The rain stopped. Even though it was a little unkind, Bai Yichen still hardened his heart and did what he had to do. So Lin Jiawen received a bag of food as a gift, and was then politely asked to leave by the young man.
Lin Jiawen's face turned pale after clearly understanding the boy's meaning. However, no matter how reluctant he was, he couldn't be so shameless as to not leave. Moreover, he didn't want the boy to think that he was the kind of shameless person.
In the end, as Bai Yichen sent him away, Lin Jiawen could only open his lips silently, then lowered his head, turned around and left silently.
Bai Yichen was relieved to see Lin Jiawen leave so quietly, and then he resumed his solitary life. He strictly carried out the training plan every day, and then observed the zombies below from the balcony. When he saw an opportunity, he would take weapons and find lone zombies to practice.
Time passed quickly, but what Bai Yichen didn't expect was that about ten days later, when he was about to go out to fight zombies as usual, he saw an unexpected figure at the door after he opened it. The thin figure was curled up in the corner, as if he had fallen asleep, and it was unknown how long he had been there. What was even more eye-catching was that there was a large bag of food next to the man. At a glance, it was a lot more than what he had given away at the beginning.
Bai Yichen felt very complicated when watching this scene. For a moment, he didn't know whether he should just ignore it and leave, or be soft-hearted and wait for him to wake up.
However, when Bai Yichen was struggling in his heart, the thin man woke up all of a sudden, perhaps because he felt the gaze or vaguely heard the sound of the door opening.
The man opened his eyes and saw the boy in front of him. His eyes suddenly lit up with surprise. After a while, as if he was afraid of being misunderstood, he hurriedly raised the food beside him and said, "I found some food. Here you go."
Bai Yichen looked at the cautious but expectant look on the man's face, paused and tilted his head and said, "No need, keep these for yourself." After that, Bai Yichen left. As Bai Yichen left, the light in the eyes of the thin man who was originally full of expectation suddenly dimmed.
After leaving, Bai Yichen found the lone zombie as planned and killed it. After killing the zombie, Bai Yichen dragged his stick back. When he returned to his floor, he saw the thin figure again. The man seemed to wake up from a dream when he saw Bai Yichen. He seemed to be afraid of being misunderstood. He shrank back and said in a panic, "I, I'll leave now."
Having said that, the man quickly turned around. Even though the man tried his best to remain calm, his back seemed very strong, but for some reason, Bai Yichen could see at a glance that the strength was as fragile as a piece of thin paper that could be pierced by a slight poke of the finger.
Bai Yichen didn't look at the man any more, but opened the door with the key. However, he didn't go in immediately after opening the door. He stopped at the door for a while, thinking of the thin man curled up in the corner like a homeless puppy when he pushed the door open. He sighed in his heart and looked back. He saw the man walking down step by step with a slow and lost pace, and the big bag of food was left where the man was lying in front of the door. I don't know what touched him, or I couldn't bear it after all. Bai Yichen finally said, "If there is really no place to go, just move in first."
This guy left all the food he had collected with great difficulty here. Does he want to go out and die
Lin Jiawen was originally immersed in deep loss. When he suddenly heard this voice, he almost thought he was hallucinating. He turned around suddenly and found that the young man had already walked in, and the door was really open.
Lin Jiawen looked at it in disbelief for a while before he walked in tentatively. After he had taken a few steps, he saw that in the room where he used to live, the young man was opening the closet, taking out a quilt and putting it on the bed.
Bai Yichen heard the footsteps and said without raising his head: "Bring the things outside in yourself, you will still live in this room from now on."
After hearing the young man's words again, Lin Jiawen finally confirmed that he was back, he was really back...
Bai Yichen took out all the quilts and some daily necessities that he had put away after the man left. After looking around to make sure nothing was left out, he carried all the food that the man had brought in and placed in the living room into the man's room. Then he nodded and said to the man, "Have a good rest." Then he left.
Lin Jiawen was hesitant to speak when he saw the food being brought to his room, but the fact that he could come back again today was an unexpected surprise, and he didn't dare to bother the boy too much and upset him, so he could only force himself to hold back, thinking of sending it to the boy tomorrow.
After the boy left, Lin Jiawen touched the familiar bed and felt an incomparable happiness. He really never thought that he could come back here again. Thinking about the life of the past ten days, he even felt as if it was a dream.
More than ten days ago, after he was asked to leave this place by the young man, he really felt that the world was so big and he had nowhere to go. He continued to avoid zombies and look for food based on his survival instinct. However, every night when he woke up in his dreams, what he thought about most was the figure of the young man.
Born as an orphan, he has been struggling for life since he was a child, and has never thought about anything else. When he was young, he worked hard to earn money for his studies, and his biggest goal was to successfully finish college. After working, he came to this strange metropolis and found that he was just an ordinary member of the ordinary people. He worked as an ordinary employee in an ordinary company. With that mediocre salary, it was simply a luxury to buy a house in this city. With his conditions, none of the female colleagues around him looked at him more, and when he went on blind dates, he was often the first to be rejected. Over time, he even lost the idea of starting a family, and his heart was always as calm as water. What he thought about most every day was how to save enough money for retirement. When he retired, he would go to a small city to buy a house for retirement.
But his heart, which had always been like a stagnant pool of water, now clearly felt that it was becoming restless because of someone. Even though Lin Jiawen had never had this experience before, he could clearly recognize that this was the feeling of being moved.
This feeling of having his heart beat faster whenever he thought of that boy, and this feeling of smiling whenever he thought of anything about him was so wonderful. But when he looked up, he saw a desolate world. This first heartbeat in his life was born in this hell on earth, which made him feel even more sad and desperate.
After being in a daze for a few days, one day when he was almost driven to death by zombies, he suddenly woke up. He couldn't just die like this, even if there was no hope, even if he couldn't see the future, even if he didn't know how long he could live, but at least while he was still alive, he shouldn't be so confused. At least, at least let him take one more look at the boy he liked, at least let him leave a few more good memories with the boy while he was still alive, even if it was just meeting him once more, saying a few more words...
This thought gave him new strength even though he was almost exhausted, and he finally escaped the zombies. In the days that followed, he was more cautious and redoubled his efforts to find food. Finally, after his seemingly tireless search, he collected so much food.
Then he took these "gifts" he wanted to give to the boy, changed into a white shirt that he had found while looking for food, tried his best to dress neatly, and came to the boy's door.
When he came to this door, he was thinking that he was not afraid of death, so why should he be afraid of being considered shameless? Moreover, if being a little thick-skinned could allow him to see the boy one more time, he would actually be willing to do so...
He thought a lot about his reunion with the boy, but the only thing he hadn't thought about was that he could come back here again...
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The author has something to say: I found that everyone is a little confused about the top and bottom in this world. It may be that I did not express it clearly before. Let me sort it out again. The top protagonist of this world is Xiao Yi, Lin Jiawen is the bottom protagonist, and Ling Mengchen is the white moonlight of the top protagonist Xiao Yi, and is the senior schoolmate he has a crush on.
Originally, Xiao Yi was supposed to have witnessed his senior Bai Yueguang being bitten to death by zombies, and he was heartbroken, so he began to flee in the zombie world. On the way, by chance, he saved the protagonist Lin Jiawen, and later they got together after going through all kinds of things. But in this world, Xiao Yi did not find his senior Bai Yueguang after the end of the world, and then for some reason he saved Bai Yueguang's girlfriend, and then missed Lin Jiawen. After they left the city, the protagonist Lin Jiawen was left behind. Then, because of some pattern, the protagonist who was left behind met the protagonist of this article, um...