Ye Zhenman thought that Zhao Luli, who was lost and found, would definitely treat her as a fragile treasure, but he didn't expect it to be a sacrifice, but just like Emperor Shengyuan, he only gave her a house, a vague identity, and then chatted for the rest of his life.
Previously, she asked Zhao Luli to ask Guan Suyi to marry Guan Suyi in order to prevent the other party from entering the palace, and then take away her favor and power. In the end, Guan Suyi did not enter the palace, but she returned to the Zhao family and still had to live under the other party's hands. This is the reincarnation of fate, there is no escape
Ye Zhen's body went cold one after another, feeling unwilling to resent, but also feeling fearful and hesitant. Looking at Zhao Luli, who was still immersed in pain, he finally gritted his teeth and took off the silver hairpin on his head, and stabbed it towards his wrist. The blood splattered instantly and fell on the other side's face. The warm liquid carried a strong fishy smell, causing him to wake up suddenly.
"What are you doing?" He took away the silver hairpin, clenched the upper end of the wound tightly, and at the same time untied the filial cloth around his waist to stop the bleeding.
"What to do? It's dead! When my father-in-law was sent out as a cargo, I should die. I threw myself several times and was rescued several times. The last time I was on the Naihe Bridge, and I was in a trance. Thinking of you and a pair of children, thinking about how you would live without me, I struggled to climb up again. I was suffering in that shameful place, being bullied by this, bullied by that, and thinking about you and your children every night I just survived, and I had to cover my mouth when I dreamed, for fear that I accidentally called your name and caused others to hear it. It's a mistake, then what am I Ye Zhen? What am I paying for you? Is it a joke?"
Through the misty tears, she tried to distinguish the expression of her ex-husband, and made sure that he really regretted and felt guilty, and then she felt relieved. Fortunately, Emperor Shengyuan still had some old feelings in mind, and when he sent her back to Zhao's house, he concealed the scandal of the year, otherwise she would really have nowhere to go this time.
"What are you stopping me from doing? If I die, wouldn't it be as you wished? Wouldn't everything be resolved? You can live with Guan Suyi forever, loving you forever. I can fulfill you once, The second time, of course, I can fulfill you three or four times, and I can give you my life!" Based on her understanding of her ex-husband, she naturally knew where to pierce his heart, so every word and sentence seemed to be tempered. Poisonous blade.
Zhao Luli was the most reluctant to recall the past, and hated others for mentioning it even more, but this person was Ye Zhen, because he gave almost all of Ye Zhen, and there was no other way but to recognize it.
"Don't talk about it, it's my fault. It's all my fault. You live well." He wrapped her wrist tightly, and when the blood finally stopped, he sat down slumped, his heart ashes.
Ye Zhen was always so fragile, and occasionally she would stand in front of the window and cry silently when the flowers withered and the leaves flew off. At that time, he felt that she was so pitiful and cute, and he just wanted to hold her in his hands and protect her, so as not to hurt her in the slightest. But now, when he himself has become a man covered in bruises; when he himself is exhausted and has nowhere to go, taking care of Ye Zhen is like carrying a boulder on his back, the more he walks, the heavier he feels.
He had expected that one day he would be crushed, even to pieces, but he couldn't throw her away halfway. If Guan Suyi was his salvation, then Ye Zhen was his sin. Since this sin can no longer be rid of, what kind of redemption is it still delusional
His heart was full of despair, but he was quickly replaced by perseverance. He wiped off the embarrassed expression on his face, stood up and walked out without looking back, "The wound is a bit deep, I will let the doctor handle it. You rest well. Well, since I have persisted until now for the sake of me and my two children, it is for the sake of Xi'er and Wang Shu not to seek death easily. They finally waited for you to come back. If you leave them alone again, let alone this life, In the next life, in the next life, they will not forgive you."
Ye Zhen hurriedly nodded and agreed, with a little sadness in her eyes. However, in fact, she had no feelings for the two children at all, so how could she care that they did not forgive? But this reminded her that without her husband's favor, she also gave birth to a pair of children for the Zhao family. This is her foundation! Zhao Chunxi has already been captured by Guan Suyi, and it is not easy to fool her; however, Zhao Wangshu is very close to her and is also the heir of the Zhao family.
Just thinking of this, Zhao Wangshu's worried voice came from outside the door, "Mother, are you feeling better? I sneaked to see you under the pretext of going to the toilet, and brought you the famous dish of Jueyin Temple, Susanxian, but It's delicious." He ran in with a steaming food container, his face full of admiration.
Ye Zhen pretended to be panic and hid the wound, a sincere smile slowly bloomed on her face. What is the road to heaven? That's it.
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The morning ceremony finally ended. Guan Suyi was about to stand up when someone grabbed her arm firmly. When she looked up, it was Zhao Luli. As he pulled her up, he bent down and patted her slightly dusty skirt, and said with concern, "I see that you are staggering, probably your legs and feet are numb after kneeling for a long time. Get up slowly, walk slowly, and don't use any force. Excessive force, otherwise the skin will be as uncomfortable as a needle stick. I will help your husband to go back to soak your feet, and then vigorously rub your muscles with medicinal wine, and you will be much better in the afternoon."
The soles of Guan Suyi's feet really felt like stepping on needle felt, tingling so badly that she couldn't struggle for a while, but he was half hugged by him and carried to the west wing.
Jin Zi and Ming Lan hurried forward to grab someone, but they were stopped by the old lady, "Things without eyesight, the master and the lady have a good relationship, what are you mixing? Why don't you send me back?"
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Zhao Wangshu rushing towards him, and in front of his relatives and friends who had not left, he knelt down in front of his stepmother with a thud, and begged, "Mother, please allow my mother to go home! In order not to let her go home! You are embarrassed, and you almost cut your wrists to commit suicide just now. Mother, you are always generous and kind, do you have the heart to watch our mother and child live without seeing each other? Mother, count me begging you! I will kowtow to you!"
Guan Suyi held his forehead with her palm and said calmly, "Since you know my kindness, you should know that I will never separate your mother and son. Isn't she already left? You go back and take good care of her and tell her not to do too much. Think. When your second aunt's sacrifice is over, she will be able to go home with you." The words fell firmly and slowly brushing Zhao Luli away, asking, "Have you hired a doctor for her? Is the wound deep? No way? , I'll go and see for myself." As he said that, he naturally grabbed Jin Zi and Ming Lan, and stumbled to the east wing.
Zhao Wangshu was overjoyed, hurriedly following him, but did not notice that the faces of his father, sister, and grandmother had turned ashes.
Guan Suyi admits Ye Zhen herself, which means she chose to leave by herself; the calmer she is, the firmer her heart will be. She is not a difficult person to understand, so she has the charm of trust and attachment. Zhao Luli seemed to have been hit with a sap, and the pain was so painful that he almost lost consciousness; the old lady was already dizzy and shaky, and with Zhao Chunxi's help, she did not fall on the spot.
The relatives and friends didn't know what to do, they just sighed with each other about Madam Guan's generosity, sighed at her complacency, and then slowly dispersed.
One cry, two troubles, three hangs is Ye Zhen's specialty, how could Guan Suyi take it seriously? After confirming from the doctor's mouth that her wound was not in the way, she left without stopping.
In the afternoon, a lot of condolence guests came to the Jue Yin Temple. It was the emperor who suddenly pursued the posthumous title of Ruan's second rank, and gave him a special posthumous title. Previously, he only gave gifts, and the people who have not been there in person have to put down their posture this time and send a mistress. Or the sons and grandsons with heads and faces come to worship.
He didn't come in the first few days, but he came now, obviously not willingly, but because of rules or power. Guan Suyi would rather they don't come, but she has to force a smile, fight her spirits, and deal with them one by one. Among them, several of the down-and-out aristocratic families did not deal with the Guan family very much because of their political differences.
She recited the scriptures again and again to endure, but found that they had prepared a generous gift to visit Ye Zhen in the east wing, it seemed that this would be able to slap her face severely. After a while, Ye Zhen came slowly, surrounded by all the family members, her wrists were wrapped in bloody gauze, her face was as pale as paper, and she looked a bit pathetic.
Before the ceremony began, they sat on the side of the mourning hall and spoke softly and softly, the volume was neither too high nor too low, just enough for the surrounding guests to hear.
"Everyone talks about both righteousness and bravery. I think it's cruel and evil. Even the belly of her brother and sister can be cut open. Is there anything she can't do? Sister, you are also pitiful. Come back after she married into the Zhao family. You can be careful, people who can do caesarean section may not be able to do anything cruel."
"It's life-saving, and caesarean section is caesarean section. It's true that she saved the second-family son, but it's also true that her hands are black. If I live under the same roof with such a person, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep well at night."
"Where in the world is there a woman who can do such a thing? The eldest princess also praised her daughter Yao and Shun. Comparing her stalwart husband with her, it reminded me of another sentence - no poison, no husband. If you talk about this, she is overwhelming. Many men, if you don't believe me, go to the street market and ask, and see which man dares to make such a decision. She has the righteousness, and she knows that she has leaked her hands behind her back. Those of us who are soft-hearted should try to stay away from her as much as possible. Well, let's save one day she will split us up in the name of righteousness."
"That's right. When I saw her hands, my heart sank. They were the ones that sewed up the belly of a dead person. I don't know what the emperor thought, but he praised her so much that he even awarded the Nguyen clan. She reprimanded her and then sent it to the other villages, as an example, lest there were women in Beijing who gave birth, so they all went to Caesarean section in order to earn a life. Throughout the ages, the number of women who have died to give birth to children is countless, why is only Nguyen in the first place The emperor chased and sealed this one. In the future, it will be up to you whether it will be difficult for you to give birth or not, whether you are dead or alive, all of them will slash your stomach and tell us how women can live? The so-called upstream and downstream effects are like this, the emperor has done something wrong this time! ' A young woman trembled as she hugged her shoulders, her face full of worry.
Gradually, the surrounding guests began to look at Guan Suyi with strange eyes. It is not false to save people, and it is not false to have black hands, which is enough to glimpse the cold heart and firm intentions of this person. You need to be careful everywhere when dealing with her. If you are a friend, that's all. If you are an enemy, the end is doomed to miserable. Moreover, although she saved people, the honor she received was too much. If she misled some people with unhealthy minds, the women in the family would also be dissected in the future, so where should they go to complain
Thinking about it this way, Mrs. Guan doesn't seem to be the type who can make deep friendships, and she really needs to stay away.
But after a while, there was no one around Guan Suyi. She looked left and right, feeling rather absurd, she walked to Ye Zhen and whispered, "Please keep your voice down, and don't cause trouble for my Zhao family. Your Majesty is high above the ground, but he makes a big splash for an ordinary woman and mobilizes the public. Since you are already aware of the inappropriateness, can't you do it? Think deeply? You can go out without taking anything, you can't take your brain, and you can't keep your mouth shut."
She put her fingers together and tapped her forehead, pressed her lips again, and walked away.