Having sternly rejected Emperor Sheng Yuan, Guan Suyi temporarily put it down and concentrated on organizing Ruan's funeral. She never planned to tell her family from the beginning to the end, lest her grandfather and father be worried, and the monarch and ministers turned against each other and blood splattered in the court, what did she do when she was reborn? Another disaster for the family? If the day came when it was impossible to refuse, it would be good to obey. If grandfather and father felt disgraced, they could resign and return to their hometowns and continue to open academies. It would be better than the whole family dying.
In this life, her biggest wish is to protect her family, not the family is implicated by her again, and the ending is bleak. Strength is humiliating, and wisdom is bound to hurt. She understands better than anyone else. Therefore, when necessary, she must learn to endure humiliation and bear heavy burdens, and be able to bend and stretch.
After putting aside the distracting thoughts, she had no dreams all night, and the next day before the sun was shining, she was busy making breakfast for the children. Zhao Chunxi and Zhao Wangshu are indeed very sensible. They take Mu Mu with them everywhere they go.
Although Mu Mu is young, he can understand everything. He has been reluctant to talk these days, but every time he opens his mouth, there must be a crying "I want the second aunt". He knew that the second aunt would never come back, and he was sad in his heart, but he couldn't express it in appropriate words.
Guan Suyi was very distressed, she took him into her arms and patted him for a while, and then put him on her lap to feed him personally, finally letting him eat two more bites. After a while, Jin Zi walked in with the crying little Wynn in his arms and said anxiously, "Madam, the second young master is dozing off, and you have to shake it. We have already changed people, and after shaking for a quarter of an hour, he is still crying, The little face is red from crying! Look at this pitiful look!"
Because Zhao Huaien's mother died before he was born, Guan Suyi could not help feeling more pity. When he was free, he held it in his arms and patted and shook it, which caused him to contract a bad problem. When he fell asleep, he had to be shaken by his aunt. Close your eyes. He also gave birth to a dog nose, not the embrace of his aunt's cinnamon scent, and no one would buy it.
Jin Zi cut him out with his own hands, and it hurts like a darling, abandoning the military household and quitting Anbu, one for his wife, and the other for his children. Although I knew that my wife was very busy recently, she couldn't bear that little Wynn would never fall asleep, so she had to bite the bullet and come for help.
Guan Suyi was not too tired, so she handed the spoon to Mu Mu, and said softly, "You eat by yourself, my mother has to spare one arm to hug my brother. My brother has just eaten and is looking at you, you can't lose. Give it to him, I want to eat two more bowls to show him. Second aunt is not here, my younger brother will depend on you to take care of it in the future."
Mu Mu, who was still a little depressed, immediately picked up the bowl and said in a milky voice, "Mother, hold your brother, and I will eat. Second aunt takes care of me, and I take care of my brother."
"Good boy." Guan Suyi suppressed the tears in her eyes and reached out to hug Little Wynn.
When Zhao Luli helped his mother enter the door, he saw that his wife was holding Mu Mu in one arm and her nephew in the other, with her daughter sitting on the left and her son on the right. But she just turned 19 in August. She has to take care of so many children, manage inside and out, honor her mother-in-law, and she has to rely on her to handle the female guest in the front hall, even if it is iron. She couldn't take it anymore, but her back was straight, her eyes were shining, her face was only determined, and she didn't show depression, which inspired others and boosted their spirits.
Zhao Lu's heart dissipated immediately, and after helping his mother sit down, he went to pick up his nephew, and said in a low voice, "I'll take it.
Guan Suyi shook her head gently, "Just fell asleep, it would be troublesome to wake him up when changing hands. When he falls asleep, I will put him back in the cradle, you and the old lady eat first, don't worry about me. "
"Mother, I'll feed you." Zhao Chunxi took a steamed dumpling of vegetarian vegetables and handed it to his stepmother's mouth. His expression was not flattering or calculating, but full of admiration. The feelings between people are all developed, and Guan Suyi taught her sincerely, and she was naturally filial.
"I also feed my mother. My mother likes to eat thousand-layer cakes." After Guan Suyi finished eating the steamed dumplings, Zhao Wangshu also broke off a small piece of cake and handed it over.
"Mother likes to eat steamed buns the most." Mu Mu took a huge steamed bun and stuffed it into her adoptive mother's mouth.
Guan Suyi didn't want to spoil the children's kindness, she quickly finished chewing what was in her mouth and grabbed the steamed bun.
When the old lady saw such a warm and touching scene, the sadness on her face faded a lot. While praising the children for growing up and being sensible, she reached out and took the steamed buns from her daughter-in-law's mouth to save her from choking. Zhao Luli poured a cup of hot tea and slowly fed it into his wife's mouth, with a gentle smile on the corners of his eyes and brows.
When the children were full, they went back to change their mourning clothes. Guan Suyi handed the sleeping little Wynn to Jin Zi, and then picked up the bowls and chopsticks to eat.
Zhao Luli asked people to reheat a few breakfasts and sat by the side. He seemed to be calm, but in fact he tentatively said, "When I see Xiao Wynn, I can't help but think, if my wife gives me one too What kind of cute look will the child look like? It doesn't matter whether it is a boy or a girl, as long as you pick up half of the wife, you will be extraordinary in the future."
Guan Suyi said without blinking, "It's enough to have so many children at home, I can't bear a few more."
"Where can it be? It's said that the more children, the more blessings. The wife is still so young, and it's not too much to give me seventeen or eight more children."
Guan Suyi suppressed her discomfort and said perfunctorily, "Don't say these words at the funeral of your younger brother and sister, so as not to be disrespectful to the dead."
"I'm confused, and I ask my wife to forgive me. After the filial piety period, let's discuss the matter of growing the family." Zhao Lu felt a little regretful, but he was not in a hurry. He has a lifetime to get his wife's forgiveness. In a lifetime, forty or fifty years, even a stone can be warmed up, not to mention that Madam's heart is not a stone, but a flame wrapped in ice.
This hard ice was originally frozen by him layer by layer, and it should be broken by him layer by layer. If you do something wrong, you will always be punished accordingly.
However, he imagined it very well, but the world always turned against him. When the mourning came, in front of the full house of guests and relatives and friends, a servant girl rushed in with her butt on fire and shouted, "Master, husband, madam, come back. Come on! Go and have a look, the lady is back!"
After Ye Zhen left, all the servants of the Zhao family changed, but they also left a few useful servants, and this woman was one of them. She didn't expect the lady who climbed the high branch to be able to come back when she was beaten to death. Seeing that the visitor lifted the power fence, a familiar and unfamiliar face was revealed, and she was almost scared out of her wits.
As soon as she finished shouting, Ye Zhen had already followed. Jueyin Temple was a public place, and no one blocked the door, so she walked to the mourning hall unhindered, showing her true face in front of everyone.
"Ye Cainu?" Someone recognized her.
"No, it's not Ye Cainu, it's her twin sister Ye Zhen. Don't you see a mole on the corner of her eye? Ye Cainu doesn't have one." Someone explained.
"Didn't Ye Cainu's sister drown earlier?"
"I didn't say drowning, I just fell into the Yellow River and washed away. Maybe at that time, Fu Da had a big life and was rescued by some kind person. He has been living in the outside world for all these years, and he has only been found today." The person kept explaining, as if deliberately guide speech.
The people around believed it to be true. They looked at the relatively speechless couple for a while, and then at the surprised Mrs. Guan, and then shook her head, thinking in their hearts—the ex-wife was still alive and married to the next wife, and now both of them are together, It is a difficult problem to choose which one to give up; to take both is another problem.
In terms of logic, the first wife should be the first wife; in terms of profits, those with prominent family backgrounds should also occupy the exclusive position; in terms of love, this must be a sure win for the ex-wife! No one in the city of Yanjing knew that Zhao Luli was willing to give everything for Ye Zhen, and he would fall to the point where he is today. What's more, he and Ye Zhen raised two children together, which is the most important bargaining chip.
An astonishing and talented woman like Mrs. Guan was helpless in the face of this situation. She can neither monopolize the position nor the husband, and a single "come first, come first" can crush her to death. No matter how they say it, it is the original wife of the Ming media who is marrying, and even the dowry and children are kept in the house!
There is some trouble now, two women are fighting for their husbands, let's see who wins and who loses! Everyone's mind is lively, but their faces are extremely serious.
Ye Zhen was sent out of the palace inexplicably, and when she was penniless, she had to come to her ex-husband. In the past six months, although she was demoted as a pick girl, Emperor Shengyuan did not let the palace people treat her harshly. Instead, she continued to serve as delicious and delicious offerings as before, so that her face was delicate and graceful, and her appearance was the same as when she left. .
When she thought that this was a sign that the emperor had long been in love with her and would choose to forgive one day, she was dragged out of Ganquan Palace by several men in black and threw it on the street at will. She finally walked to the Zhao Mansion, but found that there was no one inside. She asked her neighbors to find out that the Ruan family had died violently, and the whole family went to the Jue Yin Temple.
"Ali, I'm back! I finally found you!" Seeing that Zhao Luli was just staring at herself with complicated eyes, but did not rush up to recognize him, she had to cry out with tears. She couldn't go back to the palace, and Ye's family was ruined. She couldn't find any support except her ex-husband. No matter how high she flew back then, the weight she fell is now. Looking back, the only person who could catch her was the person she fell in love with in the first place.
"You, why are you back? You're not... " Zhao Luli was in a trance, as if in a dream.
"Come in and say something!" The old lady resisted her anger and interrupted.
"The sacrificial ceremony of the younger brother and sister is about to start. Your family goes in to talk, and I take care of the outside." Guan Suyi waved to her mother secretly, saying that she was fine. At first, she was indeed a little surprised, but after thinking about it, she realized that this must be Kunal's handwriting. He thought that she was too comfortable in Zhao's house, so he put Ye Zhen back, anyway, Ye Zhen's tricks have been exposed, and there is only one death in the palace, it is better to make the best use of it.
I have to say this is a smart move. She never liked to play with internal tactics, and she was not good at fighting openly and secretly. If Ye Zhen wanted to be a demon, she would be too lazy to deal with it, so she could only leave. Maybe exposing Ye Zhen's true face in front of Zhao Luli is also a way, but why? People love Ye Zhen for two generations, so let him realize this dream. Whether it is bitter or sweet, you have to eat the karma you sow.
Zhao's house is afraid that it can't stay, but what should Mu Mu do? What should Little Wynn do? These issues that should not have been considered by her have now become the biggest worry.