At that moment, Xue Jiao's mind was empty, Lin Zhihua moved too fast, covering her eyes almost as soon as she saw someone fall from the building.
She subconsciously wanted to reach out and pull Lin Zhihua's hand away, her expression blank and scared.
"Don't look, Jiaojiao is good, we won't watch it." Lin Zhihua took Xuejiao into his arms and held her head tightly so that she wouldn't see it.
"Shulan! Shulan! Ah..." Ding Qi and Mai Jiajia next to her cried and ran over.
Shulan? Is it Shulan
Xuejiao's hands were shaking a little, and she held Lin Zhihua's hand blankly: "What's wrong? Zhihua, what's wrong? Is it Shulan?"
Lin Zhihua didn't let go, then took out his mobile phone, and while calling 110 and 120, he said, "We'll call an ambulance, don't look at Jiaozi, be good."
In the distance, the voices of Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi were roaring and desperate.
Xuejiao burst into tears and cried, "Is it Shulan? Lin Zhihua, let me go!"
She was in a hurry and wanted to go forward in a hurry.
Lin Zhihua looked back at the scene over there, and closed his eyes slightly: "Wait for the ambulance to come, darling, wait here for a while, don't look at it now. You are not a doctor, you can't help her, darling."
"No... let me go!"
Lin Zhihua gently patted her back to soothe her emotions.
"Shu Lan! Ahhh!" Ding Qi's voice collapsed, and Lin Zhihua and Xuejiao trembled at the same time.
One hugged tighter, the other struggled harder.
"Zhihua, Zhihua, let me see, what's wrong with Shulan? What's wrong with Shulan?" At the last sentence, his voice was broken.
Lin Zhihua gritted his teeth and insisted not to let go. Xue Jiao opened his mouth and bit his wrist, very hard.
Her mood has collapsed a bit, and she just wants to rush over to see what happened to Shulan!
Lin Zhihua still refused to let go. The floor was not high, but just now he saw with his own eyes that the girl fell down next to the angular flower stand.
And... head down, such a fall is extremely dangerous.
The voices of Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi's collapse to despair can also be heard. That girl... is more fortunate than for luck.
Lin Zhihua has seen life and death many times, but Xuejiao has not yet, she is still young, these scenes are likely to become her nightmares in the future.
In order for her to suffer less, Lin Zhihua would never let her see the scene with her own eyes.
Even if she blames him, she gets angry, and she beats him, he won't let her go now.
It would be better not to see such a terrifying and terrifying blood-colored picture.
"Let go..." Xuejiao roared, listening to the cry for help from Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi not far away, she struggled more and more.
The ambulance came quickly, and there was a hospital at the foot of the mountain, and the ambulance was dispatched directly.
But when the medical staff approached, he immediately shook his head and said softly, "I'm sorry, call the police and the funeral home."
When Shulan fell, his head slammed into the corner of the flower stand, and he left this world almost immediately.
Lin Zhihua did not approach, although he already knew the result.
He would not stop Xue Jiao from seeing Shu Lan for the last time, but not at this time.
"Ah..." Ding Qi and Mai Jiajia collapsed on the ground, trembling all over.
Ding Qi was almost in a semi-syncope state, and the medical staff rushed to comfort them.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Xuejiao trembled, "What's wrong with Shulan! Tell me!"
There was still a long distance between where she stood and where Shulan fell. Lin Zhihua covered her eyes, she couldn't see anything, she could only listen to the despairing tears of Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi.
Lin Zhihua didn't reply to her, Xuejiao beat him in despair: "You let me go there!"
He let her kick and beat and didn't let go.
At this time, 110 also rushed over to check the scene.
At this time, Lin Zhihua let go of his hand and said softly, "Zhijiao, Shulan is gone..."
Gone
Her brain was originally blank, and at this time, she fell to the ground completely and fell to the ground.
For a moment, he raised his red eyes and looked at Lin Zhihua blankly: "No? What do you mean?"
Lin Zhihua knelt down halfway, hugged her, and patted her back silently.
Gone…
Shulan is dead
Xuejiao was stiff for a long time, and finally suddenly began to cry, her voice desperate.
Sometimes, life seems to be joking with us. Why did a good person suddenly disappear
why her
She is so young, her future is bright, her life has just started, why did it come to an abrupt end
Why is it her!
How could God take someone away in such a ridiculous way
This day is destined to be a day Xuejiao will never forget, but all her impressions of this day are only full of despair.
All that's left is a blank space.
Xuejiao was paralyzed on the ground, almost blankly watching the police coming and going, watching the police entering and leaving Yu's house, and then no one came out of Yu's house.
Until Shulan's parents rushed over crying and said something to the police.
After they finished speaking, they rushed into Yu's house again, and after a long time, they came out sullenly.
Xuejiao and the others got into the car with Shulan's parents and went to the funeral home in a daze.
In my ears, there are other people's cries and cries that I can't control myself.
Later, their parents and school teachers rushed over.
"Jiaozi..." Cheng Shuo and Li Sitong rushed over, hugging the pale and trembling Xuejiao tightly.
Next to them, a policeman said to the parents and teachers, "You should pay attention to the emotions of these three girls, especially the two girls who saw the first scene. The deceased has passed away. You must pay attention to adjusting the children's mentality. It left a psychological shadow."
Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi's situation was indeed much worse than Xuejiao, they saw that desperate bloody scene.
The teachers were busy comforting them, especially Mai Jiajia, whose parents were too far away to come over.
"Jiaojiao, cry, cry, cry, think about it, the deceased is gone." Li Sitong patted Xuejiao's back with tears in his eyes.
Such a young girl, but left the world for such ridiculous reasons, just thinking about it can make people's eyes red.
Yu Cheng's house is under surveillance, and everyone knows what happened.
Shulan's mother had already fainted from crying, Shulan's father seemed to be ten years older all of a sudden, and her younger brother, who had just been in junior high school, collapsed on the ground and cried.
"Why is Shulan gone?" Xue Jiao's voice trembled with disbelief and despair.
Cheng Shuo and Li Sitong didn't know how to comfort them. How could they be comforted by such a thing
"Zijiao..." They opened their mouths, and that was all they could say.
Then he looked at her distressedly, his eyes worried.
Lin Zhihua squatted down in front of Xuejiao, held her hand, looked at her swollen eyes from crying, and said softly...
"Zijiao, there is a saying... You never know which comes first, tomorrow or the accident."
Lin Zhihua put her hand on her face: "Everyone may have an accident, a car accident, a terminally ill, a natural disaster, or even walking on the road, may rush out to kill a terrorist who hates society. More. Everyone may have an accident, and so may I. You see, I am fine now, but who knows if there will be a sudden car accident tomorrow, and it will be gone?"
Lin Zhihua was just joking, but Xue Jiao was shocked by this sentence.
"Don't..." Xue Jiao's eyes were blurred by the water light, she covered his mouth and shook her head vigorously, "No, don't..."
At this moment, the already desperate heart sank again.
car accident
Just thinking of this, Xue Jiao's face lost a bit of blood.
Will not! Lin Zhihua has changed his fate, and there will be no more car accidents!
Xue Jiao let go of his hand, hugged him tightly, and cried, "Don't die... Don't die... No way..."
She thought that her heart was numb just now, but when she heard Lin Zhihua's words just now, she still felt uncomfortably painful.
He squatted with a distressed face, and she sat, hugging him.
The two snuggled together, one with distress and one with fear.
"Okay." Lin Zhihua hugged her back and said softly, "Look, there are too many accidents, and Shulan just happened to have an accident. We can't save her anymore, so we can only try to let go. Maybe, she will be in another place. In a world where there is no pain or suffering. And we will always keep her in our hearts, the dead are gone, but the living still have to live well."
Xuejiao lay on his shoulders and cried.
She was in a lot of pain and had a lot of assumptions.
If Yu Cheng didn't try to commit suicide, and he followed his parents' decision to go abroad, maybe Shu Lan would gradually get out of the painful love with him, and then meet a lover who would not make her uncomfortable.
If Yu Cheng didn't take such measures to resist, be more rational, and think of the right way to resist his parents, maybe he and Shu Lan would get along well, or maybe they would break up one day.
If Shu Lan didn't hold Yu Cheng today, it might be Yu Cheng who died. If Shu Lan, who held Yu Cheng today, didn't fall, they would all be alive...
So many ifs, so many possibilities that Shulan will not die.
But that's how life is, with countless terrifying, unknown turns, and maybe this one is followed by happiness, or maybe it's despair.
The unknown future, the unexpected surprises that may come at any time, are the daze that we can never predict.
At such a time, all we can do seems to be to cherish every day now, and cherish every minute and second of living in the sun.
Cherish yourself and cherish those around you.
"Shu Lan..." Xue Jiao bit Lin Zhihua's shoulder, looked at the half-closed door, and said goodbye to the young girl.
Shulan, may you, like me, have a new life in another world.
There were no tears, no obstruction.
There is the love you want, and the future you most desire.
…
Shulan left.
This fact Xuejiao did not slowly accept until Shulan was buried.
The girl who smiled calmly, the girl who was crying and hugging her, really left this world.
After Xuejiao Day, even if she traveled thousands of miles of rivers and mountains and met several girls named Shulan, she would not be her.
Could it be the girl who stood in the dormitory with a bit of timidity, smiled at her, and asked her if she needed help.
Lin Zhihua covered her eyes, Xue Jiao didn't see the first scene, she was sad, she was in pain, but she was not afraid of blood.
The school asked Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi to conduct psychological counseling for a period of time. When the two of them saw the scene, the school was worried that they would leave a psychological shadow.
That scene was truly terrifying that they had never seen before.
Both parents and schools hope that psychological counseling can help them get out of the haze, and there is still sunshine in their hearts.
Xuejiao took a week off and stayed at home. Li Sitong accompanied her every day and slept with her at night. Cheng Mingze spends most of the time at home, and Cheng Shuo and Lin Zhihua almost moved the office to their home and accompany her.
She was almost never left alone, and she was not allowed to suffer alone.
Talk to her, comfort her, cook her food, and coax her.
A few nights ago, Xuejiao always woke up crying, she always dreamed of Shulan, her voice and smile, dreamed that she was talking to them, dreamed that they were still chatting in a dormitory... Then in the middle of the night, crying wake up.
Li Sitong hugged her and coaxed her, like when she was very young, before Xuejiao grew up, Li Sitong was still gentle.
During the day, Xuejiao would sometimes be in a daze. At this time, Cheng Shuo, Cheng Mingze, and Lin Zhihua would always come out to tease her.
This is probably rare, Lin Zhihua and the Cheng family get along peacefully.
"Zhijiao." Lin Zhihua squatted beside Xuejiao, and she was in a trance again.
After a while, Xue Jiao turned to look at Lin Zhihua.
She bit her lip lightly: "she asked me to go first, so I went first. Why did I leave then? If I didn't go, would Shulan... "
Lin Zhihua hugged her and said softly, "If there is no if, you are in the dormitory. If she wants to find Yu Cheng, you can't stop her. She still wants to go."
He paused, then continued: "Even if she knew she would have an accident, she would still go."
It was just unfortunate that she rescued Yu Cheng, but accidentally lost herself.
Xuejiao bit her lower lip and didn't speak. She cried so much in the past two days that she couldn't even shed tears.
"Accidental casualties in order to save people happen from time to time. Jiaojiao, we are just ordinary people, not gods. We can't know what will happen in the future, and there is no way to save all those who have accidents."
Lin Zhihua said, clasped her fingers with Xuejiao, raised her hand, and kissed the back of her hand gently: "I'm too ordinary, I'm not a god, and I don't have the mind of a god, I can only protect me I also hope that my Jiaozi must be calm when doing things, and put his own life first. In my place, no one's life is more important than yours."
"So Jiaojiao, no matter what happens, keeping yourself from being hurt is the happiest thing for me."
Lin Zhihua said softly that he has never been a saint, and all he cares about is the jasmine.
His voice was serious and full of love.
Xue Jiao leaned against his arms, and after a long time, she said softly, "Me too."
"Huh?" Lin Zhihua was stunned for a moment, thinking that he had heard a fork.
Xuejiao said softly, "your life is also very important to me. I hope you can live forever, accompany me to old age, and die behind me."
Lin Zhihua trembled, as if he had heard something unbelievable.
For a moment, he said with a trembling voice, "Zijiao... What did you say? Did I hear it right?"
The corner of Xuejiao's mouth moved slightly, which was barely the first smile she had shown since Shu Lan left.
"You heard wrong..."
"No!" Lin Zhihua was overjoyed, lowered his head, and kissed the back of Xuejiao's hand twice, "I heard, you promised me, you will grow old with me!"
Xuejiao looked at him and nodded slowly.
Those who left are gone, but those who live have to live.
Since we don't know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident, we can only live today.
Cherish everyone around you, cherish those you love, and love yourself.
Lin Zhihua didn't know how to put her happy hand, she picked up Xuejiao, and turned around happily...
"Zijiao!"
The corners of Xuejiao's mouth moved slightly, and at this moment, she also felt happy.
There will be all kinds of accidents in our life, and there will be all kinds of sadness and pain. But in these years, there are also many unforgettable joys.
Whether it is sadness or happiness, it is a part of life, and it is a mottled memory that will be recalled in the future.
Xue Jiao was hesitant at first, but when Lin Zhihua said that he might die too... She was afraid.
Accidents that no one can expect, he may meet, and he may meet.
She was afraid that what she didn't say might be too late to say one day, and what she didn't do might be too late to do.
So now, right now, is the time when we seize the time to do what we want to do and say what we want to say.
Sometimes, being brave is a good thing.
Outside the door, Cheng Mingze pressed one hand on the door and gritted his teeth, typically in a fit of anger.
Beside him, Cheng Shuo gritted his teeth: "This man who took advantage of the situation!"
On the other hand, Li Sitong smiled: "Zijiao is finally no longer awkward. Haven't you understood Zhihua's feelings for Jiaozi these days?"
Cheng Shuo: "..."
Cheng Mingze: "..."
When it was time for lunch, Lin Zhihua came out holding Xue Jiao's hand, although he tried his best to restrain his expression.
But his eyes were almost full of joy, and his feet were fluttering.
Cheng Mingze couldn't bear to see him like this, so he couldn't help but sneer: "Where are you two together?"
Lin Zhihua couldn't contain the joy on his face, but he didn't dare to go too far, just hummed softly.
Cheng Mingze smiled: "Brother-in-law, should you call me brother?"
Lin Zhihua: "..."
He looked at the young man wearing jeans and a sweater in front of him, it was a little…
Heartbroken.
…
Just when Xuejiao mustered up the courage to go back to school, Mai Jiajia called.
"Jiajia." Xuejiao's voice was soft, her nose a little sour.
People who know each other have a common grief.
"Zijiao, Ding Qi and I are going to Yu's house, are you going?" Mai Jiajia's voice was angry.
Xuejiao was stunned for a moment, then she gritted her teeth: "Go!"
Why not go!
She wanted to ask Yu Cheng if she really loved Shulan!
Do the rest of their family still have a conscience
After she hung up the phone, Lin Zhihua asked her, "Where are you going?"
"Look for Yu Cheng!" Xue Jiao gritted her teeth.
Although it is true that Shu Lan's departure cannot be blamed on Yu Cheng, it is indeed because of him that he left, and as a result, this man never appeared from the beginning to the end!
Lin Zhihua paused for a moment, then said, "I'll send you off."
So, Lin Zhihua drove Xuejiao with Xuejiao to find Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi.
When the three of them met, they were stunned for a moment, and Xuejiao subconsciously said, "How come you have lost so much weight?"
Mai Jiajia pulled out a smile: "You have lost a lot of weight..."
Indeed, they all lost weight, but Xue Jiao felt more distressed for them, and stepped forward, holding one in each hand and holding them tightly.
The three of them sat in the back row, clasped their hands, and cuddled with each other, while Lin Zhihua drove in front.
"Yu Cheng hasn't appeared?" Xue Jiao's voice was a little cold.
Mai Jiajia and Ding Qi also turned cold at the same time. Ding Qi sneered: "The Yu family is really good. They came forward and gave money to Shu Lan's parents, but Yu Cheng didn't show up the whole time!"
Mai Jiajia sighed and said, "Shu Lan's parents didn't want money and wanted to pursue Yu Cheng's responsibility, but..."
She didn't finish speaking, but the three of them knew that this matter could not legally pursue Yu Cheng's responsibility.
The surveillance can see that Shulan entered Yu's house by himself, and stretched out his hand...
"It's cheaper for them!" Ding Qi gritted her teeth.
"The teacher negotiated privately and took the money as the pension for Shulan's parents." Mai Jiajia sighed, "Fortunately, Shulan still has a younger brother, otherwise, what else would uncles and aunts expect?"
Xuejiao also exhaled heavily and sighed: "It's really... unfair..."
Ding Qi sneered: "No, people like Yu's parents are still alive and well, but Shulan..."
The three of them almost blushed together. Mai Jiajia took a deep breath and changed the subject: "Did the school teacher tell you that it's best not to mention Shulan when you go back to school?"
Xuejiao nodded: "I said."
Ding Qi also nodded: "I said."
This kind of thing, the attitude of all schools is to deal with it as low-key as possible, so as not to cause unnecessary emotions.
"Jiajia, are you still living on campus? My mother won't let me live on campus anymore." Ding Qi suddenly said with a sorry look in her eyes.
Mai Jiajia nodded and said softly, "It's alright, it's fine if you don't live on campus, and Jiaojiao don't live on campus either. I'm going to move to the dormitory downstairs. There's an empty bed there, and everyone is familiar with it."
If you still live in that dormitory, you will always feel sad and think of that girl.
"That's good."
Xue Jiao clenched their hands and said softly, "Shu Lan is gone, we will always remember her."
"Yeah!" The two responded, interlocking their fingers tightly, leaning against each other, warming each other.
Lin Zhihua, who was driving, glanced at the girl sitting in the middle from the rearview mirror, his water bamboo, and said softly...
"Look forward, let the past go."
The three nodded.
This is the first time they have experienced such a close person leaving suddenly, but no matter what kind of sadness they bring, life is still going on, and people still have to move forward.
Accept it slowly, no matter how slow it is.
The car drove steadily, but Ding Qi suddenly said, "This is not the direction to Yu's house!"
Xuejiao raised her head in surprise and looked at Lin Zhihua.
"Wrong way?"
Lin Zhihua shook his head: "That's right, Yu Zhengguo, Su Qing and Yu Cheng don't live there anymore."
"Ah? Where did they go!"
Lin Zhihua sighed and said softly, "You will know when you arrive."
The car moved forward steadily, and they didn't push the door to get out of the car until they stopped on the side of the road.
Looking up, he was stunned.