"Oh, don't, don't take it away!" Bai Tang's voice suddenly rose and broke, tears streaming down his face, and he sobbed suppressedly, "I'm sorry, sir, I'm sorry, it's me, it's my mistake... don't take them away … It was me, it was me who killed them, I was wrong and sorry…”
All the scenes that Bai Tang didn't want to think of, dusty in the depths of his memory, all emerged. There was no shovel at home, so he dug one small hole after another with his hands numbly. His fingertips were scratched by stones and covered with fine wounds. Blood oozes out, and he, like a marionette, buries birds, tears and blood into the soil.
There are 12 birds in total.
Jiang Yunshu frowned. From Bai Tang's intermittent narration, he guessed that a similar situation had happened before, but he didn't know the details, and he didn't dare to comfort him rashly. He was afraid that some words would irritate Bai Tang, so he could only say, "Don't take it away, it's not Bai Tang. wrong."
Bai Tang was taken aback when he heard the alpha's voice, his fingertips were turning white as he gripped the clothes, an unprecedented emotion welled up in his heart and wrapped him tightly, he suddenly hated it, it was this alpha, it was Jiang Yunsu who made people Spraying poison on the tree is Jiang Yunsu—
Breaking his left wrist, putting him in a dog cage, cutting his intestines with sharp objects, inhuman humiliation and abuse day after day, he could bear all these extreme pains, but now this For a moment, he hated it.
Why didn't this alpha die? Why didn't Jiang Yunsu die? Why do people who do all kinds of bad things live a good life
There are so many accidents in the world every day, such as passers-by who were killed by high-altitude parabolic objects, old people who fell down the stairs and hit their heads, and children who fell into the water and drowned. Why is Jiang Yunsu’s name not included in the life and death records of these accidents
Obviously there was a car accident, clearly judged to be brain dead, and clearly said that he would never open his eyes again, but why now—why did he suddenly wake up
Bai Tang grabbed her hair tightly, desperately opened her eyes, tears streaming down her face, gasping for breath as if she couldn't breathe.
Why why why—please, anyone, come and kill this alpha.
Sugar stood screaming in hell's fire.
But, no.
Without the protection of alpha, his omega will be eaten by this world.
Bai Tang felt as if his whole body had fallen into an endless abyss, surrounded by haze-like darkness, eating away at him bit by bit, biting his lips painfully until the blood was dripping.
While wishing that Alpha would die, he prayed by the window every night for Alpha to be safe.
Contradictions tore his soul. The pain spreading from the heart reached every part of the body through the blood vessels. Bai Tang felt selfish and disgusting. He was a little out of breath. The oxygen entering the respiratory tract was thin. Feeling suffocated, the breath of death wrapped around his neck.
That—that should just die, Bai Tang closes his eyes and dies.
He gave up, he was too tired to hold on any longer.
"Bai Tang, Bai Tang!" Jiang Yunshu held Bai Tang's shoulder firmly and shouted again and again.
The state of the omega in his arms seemed to be worse than that of the last ptsd attack, and his breathing became weaker, as if there was only a shell, and the soul inside was gone, and his lips were bitten to a bloody mess and he did not let go.
Jiang Yunshu had no choice but to forcefully pry open the omega's teeth, and put his fingers in, and immediately felt a dull pain in his fingertips.
"Sugar!"
"The patient has already been sedated and will wake up in about two hours," the doctor stood at the end of the bed and said to Jiang Yunshu, "Please send to the doctor in time if this happens next time."
"Okay... thank you." Jiang Yunshu hung his head, his throat was astringent, and he struggled to squeeze out a few words.
"Do you need to bandage your hands?" asked the nurse on the side.
Jiang Yunshu took a look and saw that there were two neat little holes on his index finger. The blood flowed all over his hand and dried up. It looked scary, "No thanks."
The doctors and nurses walked out, and there were only the two of them left in the single room.
Imperial City Hospital is well-known, and it is one of the few hospitals that can recruit omega doctors. Once an alpha doctor was fired because he insulted omega patients.
Jiang Yunshu looked at Bai Tang who quietly closed his eyes on the bed. Even the smallest hospital gown was too big for Bai Tang, hanging loosely on the bones. The body covered by the bed was only slightly undulating, as thin as a sheet. Embedded in the hospital bed like paper.
Jiang Yunshu covered his face. He regretted it very much. He knew that Bai Tang's mental state was unstable, so why didn't he go to the yard to check it out beforehand, why he didn't find the sparrow corpse earlier than Bai Tang, and why his second bachelor's degree was not psychology.
At that time, the feeling of powerlessness when he learned that Zhou An's cancer cells had metastasized to his lungs came back. He looked at his hands, the palms were not familiar with vertical and horizontal lines and thick calluses, but smooth and delicate skin.
He is a doctor, but he can't save the people he wants to save.
The minute hand of the clock hanging on the wall ticked more than a dozen times. Jiang Yunshu raised his face, gently moved his sore legs, got up and half-closed the curtains, and the room became darker immediately.
He paced to the hospital bed, brushed the black hair that had long covered his eyes behind his ears, looked at it in silence for a while, and went out.
Only people with ID cards can enter the ward. Except for him and the doctors and nurses, whenever a stranger enters forcibly, an alarm will be issued and he will be notified.
After Jiang Yunshu made sure that the ward was safe, he went to the front desk and asked, "Hello, do you have a psychology department here?"
The environment of the psychological counseling room is warm and relaxing, with warm yellow lights, light green fabric sofas, a row of green plants on the shelf, open views of different locations on the wall, fruit tea in glasses on wooden tables, two pieces Mint leaves float peacefully.
A man wearing gold-rimmed glasses sat on a chair across from the sofa and smiled gently, "It's warm and relaxing here, right?"
Sitting on the sofa, Jiang Yunshu said directly: "Hello doctor, I am not a patient, so there is no need to give me psychological hints."
"No wonder," the man was stunned, but he still smiled calmly and elegantly, "I was surprised when I saw you come in. After all, in this society, the alphas of the Son of Heaven rarely have psychological problems. , even if there is mania or something."
"Doctor, aren't you alpha?" Jiang Yunshu observed him politely.
"I am," the chain on the gold-rimmed glasses dangled, and the doctor said with a smile, "Hello, my name is Qin Zhongnan."
"Doctor Qin," Jiang Yunshu cut to the chase, "I want to consult about my omega."
"Oh?" The expression on Qin Zhongnan's face was even more unexpected. Jiang Yunshu felt that the man looked at him more seriously, as if there was a trace of appreciation and approval, "There are even fewer alphas who come to consult for their own omega. There are very few of them."
Soon, after listening to Jiang Yunshu's words, Qin Zhongnan's previous two positive emotions no longer existed, and there were four words written brightly in his smiling eyes: You are not human.
But the doctor's professionalism still made him smile and said: "Mr. Jiang, in this case, it will take a lot of effort and effort to restore your omega. If you don't have this awareness, I suggest not Start, otherwise giving up halfway will only hurt your omega more."
"I know," Jiang Yunshu said without hesitation, "I'm in trouble."
Qin Zhongnan suppressed his smile, raised his eyelids, and clenched his hands into fists to measure the extraordinary alpha in front of him, as if wondering whether Jiang Yunshu was lying.
Jiang Yunshu only felt a strong sense of oppression and physical discomfort, and he later learned that Qin Zhongnan released the pheromone at that time.
Jiang Yunshu frowned, and allowed Qin Zhongnan to look at him generously, looking into Qin Zhongnan's eyes neither humble nor overbearing, with equal momentum.
After a while, Qin Zhongnan laughed again, "According to what you said, the source of all your omega's fears is you."
"yes."
"Then, while the omega is recovering," Qin Zhongnan's eyes curved into an arc, "that is, in a short period of time, Mr. Jiang should try to meet your omega as little as possible."