"Ah!" The closed eyes suddenly opened, and Bai Tang's body twitched a few times.
The bed sheet was messed up, he curled up his hands and feet, and begged for mercy absently: "Don't...don't hit me, I was wrong..."
In the darkness, the sound of struggling became smaller and smaller, and finally fell into silence, only the sound of cautious panting remained.
He is having nightmares again.
It may be that the estrus period is coming, and for two days in a row, he will be awakened by nightmares every night, and the content is without exception the fragments of the previous torture during the estrus period.
"Please..." Bai Tang hugged her knees, trembling with cold sweat, "Don't dream about it again..."
The excavator not far away was diligently controlling the bucket up and down. Bai Tang looked at the window, his eyes were not focused, he was motionless, and his mind was wandering.
So why did alpha seek proposals about omega, and why? Could it be...
"Sugar."
Do you want to know more about the laws of the country? Still have to deal with those who propose pro-omega motions...
"Sugar, sugar!"
The table was knocked several times, and Bai Tang suddenly came back to his senses. The student at the next table looked anxious: "Bai Tang, the teacher called you to get up and answer the question..."
"Ah!" Bai Tang stood up reflexively, almost knocking down the chair, "I, I'm sorry."
"I heard you didn't attend class today?" The two tables were put together facing each other, Zheng Ruyun forked a carrot and put it in his mouth, "Teacher Fang is a little angry."
Ever since he said it that day, Bai Tang took his small lunch box to the office to have dinner with Zheng Ruyun every day.
Baitang's glass lunch box contained a small amount of meat and a lot of vegetables. This was made by Jiang Yunshu's new housekeeper. He rubbed his forehead, "I'm distracted..."
Zheng Ruyun already knew about what happened to Baitang, he suddenly pulled up Baitang's collar to see if he was injured: "What happened? Did that little bastard hit you again?!"
"No, no." Bai Tang hurriedly covered his chest, blushing, "I saw the information he put on the table yesterday, it was about the omega protection law..."
Zheng Ruyun crossed his arms, angry and hated iron for being weak, his expression was exactly the same as four years ago, "So? Maybe he just pretended to lie to you. He hurt you like this, and you still believe him?!"
"No, I didn't..."
Bai Tang wrinkled her small face, not knowing how to express herself, "I'm just saying it objectively... Then Ruyun, how do you explain the sudden recovery from brain death?"
"I don't know," Zheng Ruyun grabbed Bai Tang's face and rubbed it angrily, "It's none of your business or mine, he's already dead, do you know that? You just need to study hard and get into a good university , at least be independent on the spiritual and economic levels, okay? Come on, tell me if you have any difficulties, and we will try our best to help you."
Bai Tang's mouth was pouted: "Got it..."
After eating, Zheng Ruyun went to hold a teacher's meeting, and Bai Tang was alone in the office helping with homework.
Unexpectedly, the situation similar to yesterday happened again, the skyrocketing pheromones rammed wildly in his body, he covered his mouth in a panic, and swallowed all the sobs back into his stomach.
Bai Tang hid under the table, his body temperature was gradually rising, and he couldn't exert any strength. The corners of his eyes were wet, and he took out the inhibitor from the school uniform jacket with trembling fingers, and almost couldn't hold it steadily several times.
I can't care about the strength and position anymore, I use all my strength to aim the needle at my arm and stab it fiercely.
A tingling sensation followed, and he couldn't hold it any longer, and the needle fell to the marble slab with a "click", which was especially abrupt in the quiet office.
Bai Tang only prayed that no one would come to the office in a short time.
After waiting in fear for a while, the inhibitor finally took effect, and his scalding body slowly cooled down. He staggered out from under the table and felt a chill in his pants.
Bai Tang bit her lip, opened all the windows in the office for ventilation, and quickly went to the bathroom.
He looked at his underwear, embarrassed for a while, and finally had to put a few tissues on it in embarrassment.
"Baitang," Zheng Ruyun knocked on the bathroom door, "Is this the cubicle?"
"Yes, it's me," Bai Tang opened the compartment door to let Zheng Ruyun in, unbuttoned his coat, lowered his collar, and exposed the back of his neck, "...Thank you, Ruyun."
Zheng Ruyun squatted down, and when his eyes touched the countless scars on Baitang's gland, he became angry again: "Fuck, damn it, I'm going to kill that bastard!"
Bai Tang shook Zheng Ruyun's arm, as if to comfort him.
Zheng Ruyun took a few deep breaths. He was a little at a loss when he put on the new barrier stickers, and he didn't dare to use any force at all. This looked really terrible, and he didn't dare to think how painful it was.
"Damn it, don't let me see him or I'll absolutely, absolutely kill him."
On the other side, Jiang Yunshu was having a weekly routine call with Zhou Zhaoyu, "Professor Zhou, how is the sugar situation?"
After several months of psychological counseling, Bai Tang's mental state has not improved a little bit. Zhou Zhaoyu said in a business-like manner: "It has almost stabilized. As long as there is no sudden stimulation and no stress source, there should be no major problems."
"Understood," Jiang Yunshu said, "Professor Zhou, I want to ask, does Bai Tang suffer from severe insomnia or anxiety?"
"It used to happen a year ago," Zhou Zhaoyu said, "Now it happens occasionally."
Jiang Yunshu frowned, "Is it necessary to take sleeping pills?"
"Did you find sleeping pills at home?" Zhou Zhaoyu asked.
Jiang Yunshu: "Yes."
"Physical methods can relieve it to this extent," Zhou Zhaoyu said, "and remove the medicine for cold, fever and acute gastroenteritis. Bai Tang has not taken any medicine for three months, and that's all I can say."
"Okay, thank you. Have you decided how to go to the Book Fair on Saturday?" Jiang Yunshu said.
Zhou Zhaoyu: "No."
Jiang Yunshu wrote "7. Replace estazolam tablets with vitamin B tablets" in the notebook on the next page, and said, "Then I'll send the sugar, please send him the address."
"Um."
Jiang Yunshu hung up the phone, and turned the pen with his index finger and thumb. All the medicines in the house are in the medicine box. If they are not used, why hide them.
What is Bai Tang going to do with that bottle of estazolam tablets.
Along the way, Jiang Yunshu always felt a faintly sweet smell, but it didn't seem to be there. He stood at the door, watching the scene of brown sugar chasing white sugar upstairs, without saying a word.
After Bai Tang made sure that Jiang Yunsu didn't follow, he silently called Brown Tang to come in quickly, and then closed the door.
"Shh, brown sugar, good boy," Bai Tang wiped the wetness from his temples, and raised a finger, "Don't make any noise."
His hands trembled a little, and the lock of the cabinet was unlocked after inserting sugar into the keyhole several times. He dug out the bottle of sleeping pills from the inside, took out three and put them into a small iron bucket containing biscuits, and then used the bottom of the thermos cup to open the lock. Crush the tablet little by little.
Two layers of barrier stickers were pasted on the back of the neck, and the skin buried under the scarf was pink. His estrus was really coming, either tonight or the day after tomorrow.
The estrus period is terrible... Bai Tang's fingers holding the thermos cup turned white so hard that he would lose his mind, and when he burned, he would not even know who he was, and his body could not exert any strength, and he could not resist anything.
He'd beg the alpha to touch him like a dog, crying and yelling and wriggling, tears dripping and saliva shining on the floor. And during this period of time, even if the pain was extreme, he would still feel humble, so Jiang Yunsu became more and more unscrupulous.
While screaming, he was happy, bright red and white mixed together.
It's disgusting, it's disgusting... Bai Tang's breath trembled, as if hypnotizing himself, "Don't think...don't think, don't think..."
Jiang Yunshu sat on the sofa with his concept on his back, and waited for a while before Bai Tang came downstairs. He put down his phone and stood up, trying to soften his tone: "Bai Tang, let's talk."
"Okay, okay," Bai Tang walked into the kitchen and took out a cup from the disinfection cupboard, "I'll have a drink first, do you... want it?"
Jiang Yunshu was immediately alert, remembering that the last time Baitang took the initiative to ask him to test whether he was allergic, but then he secretly scolded himself for being unfounded and took other people's good intentions as a conspiracy. If Baitang knew what he was thinking, his heart would break cold.
Jiang Yunshu: "Okay, thank you."
Bai Tang breathed a sigh of relief, and from the corner of the eye, he saw Jiang Yunshu's back turned to him again, he did a busy and quick micro-manipulation, and finally added some water to cover it up.
Jiang Yunshu took it and saw that there were only two or three sips of water, so he drank it indifferently, and said, "Has anything happened recently?"
"… No."
And it is right to be defensive, if you let go of the past in just half a year and trust him again with all your heart, then Bai Tang is a fool.
Jiang Yunshu reminded, "If you feel uncomfortable, please come to me, I will not hurt you."