The cemetery that Jiang Yunshu bought was in a remote suburb, uninhabited, and very cheap. Although he used scum's money, if it wasn't for the sugar, he didn't want to get a monument for that scum at all.
Along the way, two sugars were in the back seat, white sugar was holding brown sugar, and brown sugar was staring out of the window. When the scenery gradually changed from high-rise buildings to fields and mountains, white sugar became visibly anxious, unable to sit in one position for a few minutes .
Passing by a farmhouse, the people in the village built a shed by themselves. Various snacks are sold at the door of the store, such as beef brisket and radish, grilled sausage, and roasted chestnuts.
A tanned uncle wearing a straw hat kept waving at them. Jiang Yunshu parked his car on the side of the road and asked, "Bai Tang, do you want to eat?"
Bai Tang didn't respond, he wasn't hungry at all, "I don't want to eat..."
"I'm afraid there will be no restaurants in the future, so why don't we just have lunch here," Jiang Yunshu said, as it was almost noon, "Have you ever eaten in a place like this? They all cook with firewood and it's delicious. "
It does have a very fragrant and very fragrant smell, and there are wisps of white smoke floating out of it. Baitang shook his head. His parents didn't like him, and his grandmother was too old to take him out. After marrying Jiang Yunsu, he almost didn't been out.
Jiang Yunshu said: "Get out of the car, there is always something to eat."
After getting out of the car, Bai Tang was hooked by the smell and woke up the glutton in his stomach, obediently following behind Alpha.
After a while, he sat back to his seat with 8 fish eggs in a disposable plastic bowl, a large lump of red tomato sauce and four bamboo sticks inside. He quietly pushed the fish eggs between the two of them.
The brown sugar was tied to the leg of Alpha's chair. When he saw it, he stretched out a dog's head and wanted to lick it, but Jiang Yunshu took it away quickly. mouth.
Bai Tang looked at him with some surprise, as if he had found a kindred spirit: "I also like to dip in a lot of ketchup!"
So the two ordered more fish balls and ate a third of the bottle of tomato sauce.
Farm dishes are served in stainless steel plates, stir-fried local pork, pan-fried three treasures, and soup with bean sprouts.
The white sugar smelled from a long distance, it was the kind of aroma that couldn't be fried at home, and it was still steaming when it was put into his mouth. His eyes lit up after taking a bite, and he ate two full bowls of rice. .
Jiang Yunshu felt relieved, at least this little episode temporarily relieved Bai Tang's anxiety and fear.
But soon, after eating and getting in the car, that unknown complex emotion came up again, and Bai Tang became more and more restless, even Brown Tang was a little restless, moving around non-stop.
"Baitang, we're here." Jiang Yunshu parked the car in an open space in the wilderness, overgrown with weeds, and there was a small water channel in front of it. He got out of the car first, opened the rear door, and the soles of his shoes rubbed against the small stones on the ground, making a sound.
Brown Tang almost jumped out, and Jiang Yunshu grabbed the dog leash.
Bai Tang took a few deep breaths, stretched out one foot tremblingly, and stepped on the gravel road.
It is a very barren cemetery, there are no guards at the gate, and there are not many steles. Some of the steles are surrounded by so many weeds that they cover the original appearance, and even the words engraved on them are barely legible.
Along the way, Bai Tang's lips turned white little by little, and finally he stood at the entrance, unable to move his legs for a long time. He was terribly afraid of places like the cemetery, not to mention the monument to Jiang Yunsu inside.
Jiang Yunshu discussed: "Let's not go to that floor, but stand on the floor below and watch from afar."
Bai Tang didn't say a word, his legs seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he stared fixedly inside, motionless.
Jiang Yunshu put on a relaxed tone, and said casually, "Are you still going? If not, there is a wetland park two kilometers away from here. You can bring brown sugar to play."
The answer rolled on the jaw several times, and Bai Tang finally squeezed out a word: "Go."
Jiang Yunshu checked on the Internet yesterday, holding hands, hugging and other body movements can give the other party a sense of security, he stretched out his hand: "Do you want to hold hands?"
Bai Tang looked at him.
"It's me," Jiang Yunshu said, "I'm not afraid."
Bai Tang exerted all his strength to control his body, put his hand into Alpha's palm, and held it tightly.
Just as he was about to lift his foot, Jiang Yunshu was suddenly pulled back by a strong force. Turning his head, he saw Bai Tang remembering something, and said in a panic, "Wait a minute, you can't go"
"Why?"
Bai Tang was a little incoherent, and grabbed him anxiously, "What if you go to his tomb, hit some mechanism, and he comes back to your soul, what if you, you go away?"
Jiang Yunshu was distressed and funny, and said: "There is nothing underneath, it is empty, only his information is written on the tombstone, besides, I have been here several times, should I change it sooner?"
Bai Tang kept a blank face and said nothing, just pulled him and refused to let him in.
Ever since he learned that Alpha had changed people, Bai Tang has been very taboo about these supernatural things, and Bai Tang will never touch any possibility of making Jiang Yunshu disappear, with a probability of 0.1.
Even if it was only half a year or so, he couldn't and couldn't accept Jiang Yunshu's disappearance from his life.
"I, I want to go in by myself" Bai Tang trembled three times with a word.
Jiang Yunshu frowned, and after a while, he compromised and said, "Then you hold Brown Sugar."
Bai Tang said: "It's not good, brown sugar will bite here and there, don't disturb other people."
Jiang Yunshu was stunned for a moment before he understood what "other people" were, and he was helpless for a while: "Why do you believe in these things so much now?"
Bai Tang seemed to be wondering how Alpha said this, and wanted to refute with a trembling voice: "You have appeared in front of me, can I still believe it?"
Very reasonable, Jiang Yunshu remained silent, but it was too dangerous to let Bai Tang go in alone without any sense of security. He had seen many patients who were severely stimulated and frightened into madness and schizophrenia. It was irreversible. emotional damage.
"No." He said firmly, "Either I will go in with you, or Brown Tang will go in with you."
Bai Tang resolutely chose brown sugar.
Jiang Yunshu knelt down on one knee and patted Brown Tang's buttocks, "Follow master, don't bite and bump, do you understand?"
Brown Tang stuck out his tongue hehehe: "Wow!"
Bai Tang stepped into the cemetery, the surrounding environment was bleak, and the occasional wind brushed against his ankles.
The hand holding the dog leash trembled, his eyes were so stiff that he didn't dare to glance around, he stared straight at the branch directly in front of him, feeling a little dizzy, several times he thought he was walking, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that he Still at the location of the second tomb.
After an unknown amount of time, when his legs started to feel numb, he finally stood in front of the fourth tomb. Jiang Yunshu said that this location was the cheapest.
Brown Sugar should follow behind obediently, but he can't feel anything, the five senses seem to be closed, only fear, the spontaneous fear, the fear that soaks into the bones occupies his brain and dominates his body, He couldn't even lift his head up.
Bai Tang clutched his heart and gasped for breath, his eyelashes were wet with a bit of moisture, and the rough dog leash made red marks in his palm. He raised his head suddenly and met Jiang Yunsu's eyes on the tombstone.
Jiang Yunshu's heart was almost frightened by Baitang. Everything seemed normal at first. Baitang walked very smoothly, and the rhythm of his steps was not disturbed. One step down.
The result was almost instant, Bai Tang fell straight down suddenly, his forehead hit the rock in front of him.
Jiang Yunshu didn't pause for a second, and rushed in to help him up.
When she woke up again, Bai Tang curled up in a warm embrace, her face was pressed against her hard chest, and her heartbeat could be heard.
"It's me." Sensing his slight struggle, a gentle and steady voice came from above his head, "I'm not afraid."
Jiang Yunshu stroked Bai Tang's arched back over and over again until his stiff body relaxed.
"I, I saw his name," Bai Tang said.
"Um."
Bai Tang felt unprecedentedly real, "...he's dead."
"Um."
It was already dusk outside, and Bai Tang didn't know how long he had been unconscious, but he later realized that amidst the emotions full of fear, he was carrying a little undetectable excitement.
The alpha holding him now is not Jiang Yunsu.
Jiang Yunsu is really dead.
The demon who had abused him for three years was really dead.
The surrounding environment is very quiet, with the occasional chirping of birds and crickets, and the scattered branches and leaves of a few small saplings swaying in the wind.
With forceful comfort on his back, Bai Tang spoke softly, and the eardrums vibrated when he spoke, itching: "Why did you help me to such an extent? How could someone give endlessly?"
Jiang Yunshu paused for a second.
A long silence.
After a long time, he said in a deep voice: "I have a patient, a little boy named Zhou An, who looks a lot like you. I treated him for three full years, but he lost his head of black hair and his left leg."
Bai Tang blinked, and slowly raised his head from Alpha's chest.
Jiang Yunshu looked at the black smoke drifting from the chimney to the sky in the distance, "When I died, he had just passed his 15th birthday, and his malignant tumor cells had metastasized to his lungs, and his condition deteriorated so badly that there was only one person left at most. years of life."
Jiang Yunshu paused, "I don't know if he is still alive in that world."
Bai Tang held Alpha's index finger, "I'm sorry"
Jiang Yunshu pushed Baitang's forehead hair back, revealing the beautiful eyebrows of omega: "I am not giving endlessly, I am very despicable, trying to use this method to slightly alleviate the pain caused by my incompetence. guilt."
He stared into Bai Tang's eyes, thinking that the other party would at least have some angry emotions, but unexpectedly, after waiting for a while, Bai Tang lowered his head again, leaned against his heart, and asked in a low voice: "Do you want a small cake?"
The content of the chat spanned too much, and Jiang Yunshu didn't realize it for a while, "What?"
"I said, do you want to eat cupcakes when you go back? I can make them for you," Bai Tang said sullenly, "but this time you have to tell me how many grams of white sugar to put in"