Goosebumps appeared under Jiang Yunshu's clothes, and he politely refused: "I don't think so."
Bai Tang drooped visibly to the naked eye, and his star eyes dimmed, "Why? I think it's very good? It's very suitable."
Jiang Yunshu was silent, Bai Tang's depressed appearance was a bit too pitiful, but he thought about the scene and felt a little uncomfortable.
"Angel, here you come!"
"Angel Jiang, do you want a small cake!"
"Angel, I'm going out, hehe!"
Something was wrong, Jiang Yunshu shuddered again.
Fortunately, Bai Tang is a person who respects other people's ideas and doesn't act arbitrarily. He was disappointed and said, "Then let's change to another one. You are 8 years older than me, brother? Uncle?"
Maybe he's not at his uncle's age, Jiang Yunshu retorted silently in his heart. The elder brother's age is quite appropriate, but when he thinks of such a beautiful child chasing him and calling him elder brother every day, there seems to be something wrong
Jiang Yunshu said: "Call the doctor." It's a title I've heard the most in my previous life, and I'm used to it without feeling awkward.
Bai Tang's heart skipped a beat. The reason why he didn't suggest calling Dr. Jiang was because he refused from the bottom of his heart. He felt that Zhou An must be called Jiang Yunshu that way. Although he was very lucky and grateful that he looked like Zhou An, after all, he was Because of this, Jiang Yunshu saved him, but he somehow didn't want to call Zhou An the same name.
Bai Tang opened his mouth, but still answered: "Okay."
Jiang Yunshu looked at Baitang's languid little face, and after a long while, he felt a headache and said, "Shout if you want to, but only when you are very scared, okay?"
"Can, is it possible?" Bai Tang lost and regained a title that belonged to him, "Thank you!"
Jiang Yunshu got a little closer, and stretched out his hand towards Bai Tang, "Do you want to try it now?"
Bai Tang looked up and saw that Jiang Yunshu was still about two meters away from him, he suddenly became embarrassed, moved slowly with stiff hands and feet, and gently placed his fingertips on Alpha's palm.
Jiang Yunshu curled up his fingers, held Baitang's hand, and said in a businesslike way: "How does it feel?"
"Yes, I'm a little nervous." The palm touched was dry and warm, and Bai Tang's small Adam's apple moved up and down.
But soon, Jiang Yunshu let go of his hand, looked into Bai Tang's eyes and asked, "Are you afraid?"
Just now his whole body and mind were immersed in the tense emotion, before he had time to feel it carefully, his hands dropped to his side again, Bai Tang's heart was beating wildly, the sound was so loud that his eardrums were shaking, he casually said Said: "It seems to have, a little bit"
"Then let's try again tomorrow," Jiang Yunshu said, "Take your time, don't worry."
The next day, when Bai Tang came home from school, Jiang Yunshu also extended his hand, "Try?"
This time holding hands was longer than yesterday, and when we parted, Bai Tang's palms were sweating.
"How do you feel?"
Bai Tang rubbed his school uniform pants, still stuttering: "I'm nervous, my heart is sore and numb, and it still hurts."
"Okay," Jiang Yunshu said, "Continue tomorrow."
On the fifth day, Bai Tang's eyes turned red, and he kept holding the hand for 5 minutes, "Doctor Jiang, it's okay."
Jiang Yunshu: "How is it?"
Bai Tang covered her face with her hands, and said in self-defeating, "I don't know anymore!"
So Zhou Zhaoyu, who came to inspect the results on Sunday, had no expression on his face, and looked at the two of them with arms folded as if they were performing some mysterious ceremony.
Jiang Yunshu: "Holding hands?"
With outsiders watching, Bai Tang felt a little shy: "...Okay."
The distance between the two was so far that two brown sugars with the largest diameter could stand. They faced each other with their right hands raised flat, their palms touching, as if they were transmitting exercises.
Zhou Zhaoyu: ""
Zhou Zhaoyu was suffocated in his throat with his mouth full of swear words, especially when he saw Bai Tang who was still blushing like this, he almost couldn't breathe out.
Jiang Yunshu asked, "How is it?"
Zhou Zhaoyu took a deep breath and tried to be as calm as possible: "The physical contact I'm talking about is carried out on the premise that Bai Tang is not mentally prepared, such as touching him suddenly inadvertently. Every time you touch him, you have a summary of the previous situation, and you have to wait for dozens of seconds Let him make enough psychological defenses, he knows you are Jiang Yunshu, and he also knows that you will not hurt him again, how could he have other psychological and physical reactions?"
Zhou Zhaoyu reflected again: "It's my problem. I didn't expect this layer to exist, but it's also good on the other hand. Give him enough sugar for a week to let him get used to your touch, which is more conducive to the stability of his condition. recover."
Both nodded in understanding.
Zhou Zhaoyu sighed, and said, "Clean up and let's go to the hospital. It's best not to carry out imaginary desensitization training in a normal environment. Bai Tang, you should bring an extra set of clean clothes."
The white sugar seemed to have cooled down. If you didn't look at the still red earlobes, he obediently packed a set of clothes and put them in his pure white schoolbag, "Senior, I'm ready."
"Well," Zhou Zhaoyu said, "let's go."
The three came to the psychology department of the Imperial Hospital, pushed open the first psychological consultation room, and saw Qin Zhongnan wearing a white coat drinking hot tea in it. When he saw the three of them, he sighed: "This is how my date weekend with my wife is." "
Before he could finish speaking, Zhou Zhaoyu kicked his calf with the back of his foot, and his voice stopped abruptly.
Bai Tang was extremely embarrassed, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, Doctor Qin."
"It's okay, just leave him alone," Zhou Zhaoyu said, "He just doesn't say a few words and feels uncomfortable, and he asked me how you are recovering yesterday."
Qin Zhongnan, who was exposed, adjusted his glasses without changing his face, "Don't say it, I'm shy."
Zhou Zhaoyu was speechless for a while, he pushed open the door of the inner room, "Bai Tang, come in here, Mr. Jiang, just sit outside with Doctor Qin."
Inside is a very comfortable room with a soft white bed and warm yellow lights. There are several pots of ivy placed on the flower stand beside the bed, and the ivy leaves hang down naturally, like a curtain of green waterfalls.
Zhou Zhaoyu moved a chair and sat by the bed, and said, "Bai Tang, I want you to prepare mentally first, imagining that desensitization training may be difficult for you, but if something goes wrong, I will stop it, so Don't be afraid."
Bai Tang pursed her lips, her expression a little shaken, "Senior, don't scare me."
Zhou Zhaoyu asked Bai Tang to take off his shoes and coat, and lay comfortably on the bed, "I didn't scare you, but I can't say for sure. Anyway, trust me, don't be afraid, just imagine."
Black hair spread out on the pillow, Bai Tang nervously looked at Zhou Zhaoyu's face under the dim light.
Zhou Zhaoyu put down his deep voice and spoke slowly: "Okay, Bai Tang, close your eyes first, follow my instructions, take a deep breath, 1, 2, 3 relax your body, do it again, take a deep breath"
Seeing that Bai Tang's body gradually relaxed, he started today's training content: "Bai Tang, imagine that Jiang Yunshu is standing in front of you now."
The two alphas waiting outside the door were also talking at this moment, Jiang Yunshu said: "Doctor Qin, I think you should know that I am not from this world."
Qin Zhongnan was a little shocked: "I really don't know, I only know that you are not the original domestic violence man."
It seems that Bai Tang didn't tell Zhou Zhaoyu, so Jiang Yunshu told Qin Zhongnan the general ins and outs, and then said: "In the world I come from, I dare not say that everyone is absolutely equal, but at least it is done in law. , Doctor Qin, have you ever thought about fighting for the rights and interests of the omega in this world?"
The expression on Qin Zhongnan's face finally became serious, "Say it."
"I want concentrated birth centers to disappear from this world," Jiang Yunshu said seriously, "but this goal, at least within a few years, or even decades, is impossible to achieve, I"
"ah--"
Suddenly, there was a hysterical scream from the room inside, followed by intermittent crying and whimpering.
Jiang Yunshu immediately stood up and looked in Bai Tang's direction, "What's going on?!"
Qin Zhongnan stopped him and said, "Calm down, this is a normal reaction of phobic patients undergoing imaginative desensitization training, Zhao Yu is inside, it's fine."
But Bai Tang's crying didn't stop for a long time, perhaps because the broken voice was really heart-wrenching and uncomfortable, the two alphas outside the door all fell silent by coincidence.
"Bai Tang, open your eyes." Zhou Zhaoyu stroked Bai Tang's sweaty face, "Look at me, I'm fine."
Bai Tang's pupils were slightly dilated, panting with all his strength.
Imagination is a very magical and uncontrollable thing, which is why Zhou Zhaoyu said that it would be more difficult for Baitang, because if you imagine Jiang Yunshu, you will inevitably think of Jiang Yunsu.
But Zhou Zhaoyu didn't end today's training because of this. After Bai Tang almost calmed down, he asked him to imagine the same scene again and again.
Bai Tang's clothes were completely wet, his brows were wrinkled, his breathing was disordered, and his face couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears. The images of Jiang Yunshu and Jiang Yunsu kept switching before his eyes, overlapping until they merged into one.
Jiang Yunsu stared at him coldly, with a cruel smile on his lips, and mercilessly knocked down the iron rod in his hand, time and time again, blood spattered on the wall and dripped down.
Bai Tang screamed again.