Jiang Yunshu rummaged through the medicine cabinet, but couldn't find the first class of painkillers. The others were not unacceptable, but the side effects would be serious. He stood up, "Baitang, is there a pharmacy nearby? I'll go buy painkillers."
Hearing this, Bai Tang wanted to use his uninjured hand to prop himself up, but was stopped by Jiang Yunshu, so he obediently fell back down, "... There is a family in the community, turn left when you go out."
"Okay," Jiang Yunshu changed his clothes, poured a glass of warm water and put it on the table where the sugar could be reached, and asked, "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"
Bai Tang pursed her pale lips, "I don't want to, sir..."
"Okay, just sit on the sofa and don't press the wound," Jiang Yunshu took the key, "I'll be back soon."
After going out, the air suddenly became fresh, and he was finally able to take a big breath without any scruples.
When he got home, the pheromone in the house had dispersed a lot. He put two ibuprofen in Bai Tang's palm and went to clean up the mess in the kitchen.
"Sir..." Baitang's nose is now a little stuffy due to the tears shed just now, he breathed weakly with his pale lips, his overlong hair sticking to his sweaty neck, he said timidly, "I, I'll clean it up Bar… "
"It's okay." Jiang Yunshu said.
Dinner wasn't ready yet, so he just ordered takeaway from a nearby restaurant.
Before the takeaway arrived, Jiang Yunshu sat on the sofa and said calmly, "Bai Tang, let's talk first, shall we?"
Bai Tang didn't say yes or no, with his weak and injured right hand paralyzed, his head bowed to one side of the sofa, his sitting posture was stiff, and he nodded after a long while.
Jiang Yunshu once again hated his slowness, obviously every time the two of them got along, Bai Tang always bowed his head and bowed his back, psychologically speaking, it was full of self-protection.
His eyes fell on Bai Tang's left hand, and Jiang Yunshu noticed that there were fine scratches on it. He asked softly, "Have we got a marriage certificate?"
The hands on the knees were clenched immediately, and Bai Tang was stunned for a while before answering in a low voice: "...I got it."
Jiang Yunshu organized his words and tried to be as tactful as possible: "Are we all voluntary?"
Bai Tang's knuckles began to turn white, and he nodded again.
Jiang Yunshu no longer twisted around, but it was difficult for him to say this, like a fishbone stuck in his throat, unable to go up or down, "I used to be very bad to you? Hit you?"
Now that Baitang had a reaction, he raised his head with a "swish", then lowered it quickly, shaking his head from side to side and shaking his hair violently, and his voice was not difficult to hear with trembling: "No, no, sir i was wrong..."
It was only for a second, but Jiang Yunshu could still see the panic that was about to overflow in Bai Tang's eyes.
He fell silent.
In the silence, Bai Tang's hand holding the cloth became more and more forceful, and the exposed neck seemed to become paler.
After a while, Jiang Yunshu broke the deadlock and said, "I'm sorry, as you can see, I lost my memory, so I don't know what I did to you before, but I will try my best to make it up, but the gap is already there, if you want to..."
His behavior towards Bai Tang is so bad, Bai Tang absolutely hates himself, so divorce should be the result Bai Tang wants most.
"We can divorce." Jiang Yunshu said calmly, "I will try my best to compensate you, whether it is property or..."
"No!" Bai Tang knelt on the ground with a "plop" on his knees, his buttocks against his heels, regardless of the wound, carefully grabbed Jiang Yunshu's trousers, raised his head, his face was full of begging, "Sir, sir, I was wrong, I don't want a divorce... I will, I will change... please, please I will change..."
Jiang Yunshu was really shocked, his heart trembled with fright and wanted to help Bai Tang up, but Bai Tang refused, and only kept saying a few words back and forth in his mouth: "Wrong, sir, I was wrong... don't get a divorce."
"No divorce," Jiang Yunshu was afraid that the wound would open, so he could only agree first. He carried Bai Tang back to the sofa, drew three or four pieces of paper, and explained, "I didn't say I want to divorce. The decision is yours. I just said If you want we can…”
Seeing that Bai Tang bent his knees and was about to kneel again, Jiang Yunshu suppressed the doubts in his heart, and immediately changed his words: "We will not leave."
"Thank you sir..." Bai Tang said with a trembling voice, but he didn't dare to use the paper in his hand.
"Wipe your tears." Jiang Yunshu reminded.
Bai Tang touched his face with a tissue.
"I'm really sorry," Jiang Yunshu repeated, with clear words and a serious tone, "but I have done those bad things to you before, I promise, I will never do them again."
In fact, Jiang Yunshu's feelings for Bai Tang are very simple.
First, he is a doctor.
Second, he is now "Jiang Yunsu". Bai Tang is his wife in name, and he will try his best to be responsible and make up for the mistakes made by the original owner.
Thirdly, human beings are visual animals, and he couldn't bear such a good-looking boy to turn into such a sick look from the bottom of his heart, and he had enough energy and money to lend a helping hand.
Last but not least, Bai Tang looks too much like his patient Zhou An, that little boy... Jiang Yunshu looked down at Bai Tang's hair, he probably won't live for another year.
Zhou An was only 13 years old when he was transferred from the county hospital to the city hospital, and Jiang Yunshu was his attending doctor.
The little boy sat quietly on the hospital bed with a pair of smiling eyes. When he saw Jiang Yunshu coming to make rounds, he would show a smile: "Dr. Jiang, you are here."
Zhou An, who is so optimistic and gentle, has to endure the severe pain caused by bone cancer every day. His hospital clothes are soaked in cold sweat, and even the white sheets will reveal a thin figure.
Zhou An curled up on the hospital bed, biting his fingers tightly. When he saw Jiang Yunshu, he stretched out his hand weakly, grabbed the corner of the white coat, and smiled with the last bit of strength: "Doctor Jiang, am I very powerful?" ?”
"Yeah." Jiang Yunshu gently wiped the sweat from Zhou An's forehead with a tissue, "Xiao An is amazing."
When Zhou An was 14 years old, long-term chemotherapy took away his beautiful black hair, but the pain was relentless, and the bone cancer continued to worsen. After the hair, Zhou An lost his left leg, but this was not enough. The amputation did not make Zhou An The little boy saved his life.
Before Jiang Yunshu's death, Zhou An had just celebrated his 15th birthday, and a routine examination the next day found that the tumor had metastasized to his lungs.
As a doctor in the oncology department, Jiang Yunshu has seen too many patients and too many lives and deaths, but no one has ever made him feel so distressed, to such an extent.
When he accompanied his grandma to the temple, he accidentally helped Zhou An also ask for a peace talisman.
This is why Jiang Yunshu first asked if he had any medical history when he saw Baitang for the first time, and it was the reason why Jiang Yunshu subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that Baitang was 21 years old.
It is also why Jiang Yunshu, who was completely blank, came to this strange world, but quickly trusted Bai Tang, because he preconceived that Bai Tang, who had a similar appearance to Zhou An, would not hurt him.
Zhou An had suffered enough in that world, because of his incompetence, he couldn't even keep that little boy alive.
But in this world, in this world... Jiang Yunshu secretly clenched his fists. Although he didn't know why Bai Tang refused to divorce, since he chose to stay, he would definitely protect him.