"Da da-"
The sounds from the outside world came into Jiang Yunshu's ears distantly and vaguely, as if separated by a thick membrane.
He moved his eyelids with great effort, his consciousness gradually returned, and all his sensory organs began to function again, the pungent smell of disinfectant, the dazzling white LED light, and the sound of his own heavy breathing.
He is not dead.
The moment he fell down, his intestines were already green with regret.
What about white sugar? Where is the sugar his omega should be freaking out...
There was no one by the bed, Jiang Yunshu's face was confused for a long time, he opened his mouth, tried his best but did not make a sound: "White sugar, white sugar"
Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and when someone saw him, he was excited: "Fuck! Wake up, wake up!"
Jiang Yunshu's eyes swept across Lin Baizhou's face, without stopping, he just stared at the door behind the latter, but it was not Bai Tang who came in the next second, but Qin Zhongnan.
The door is closed.
He whispered, "Where's the sugar?"
Lin Baizhou was stunned when he heard the words, and it took him a long time before he said, "Bai Tang is fine."
Jiang Yunshu guessed that the doctor had prescribed sleeping pills for him, so he was extremely sleepy and had no energy, so he naturally didn't notice the details on Lin Baizhou's face, and only heard that Baitang was fine.
He fell asleep again, but when he was about to fall asleep, he vaguely heard Lin Bairi's sigh: "Oh, why did you toss yourself into the hospital?"
After waking up for the second time, Jiang Yunshu felt that his bones were about to fall apart. After sleeping for a long time, he opened his eyes and propped himself up.
This is a single ward, and Qin Zhongnan was reading a magazine sitting on the sofa on the left, "Are you awake? Is there anything uncomfortable?"
Jiang Yunshu shook his head, full of happiness for the rest of his life after the catastrophe, at this moment he just wanted to see Bai Tang, apologize well, and comfort his omega well.
He didn't dare to think about what mood Bai Tang was holding to watch him fall. He asked urgently, "Where is Bai Tang? He"
Before he finished speaking, the door of the ward was kicked open, and there was a loud "bang", which startled Qin Zhongnan.
Jiang Yunshu only felt a flash in front of his eyes, and then his collar was lifted vigorously, and there was a sharp wind in his ears.
Zheng Ruyun's eyes were red, and he looked as if he had been crying. His left hand strangled Jiang Yunshu's neckline fiercely, and his right hand clenched into a fist and barely stopped two centimeters from his temple. The veins on the back of his hand were bulging and shaking violently.
"Zheng Ruyun!" Panting, Lin Bairi chased after him, grabbed Zheng Ruyun's waist and stepped back, "Calm down!"
Zheng Ruyun gritted his teeth tightly, and after a while, he released his left hand after a sudden force, but his eyes became redder, and he pointed at Jiang Yunshu: "Fuck me, I was really crazy at that time, so I can rest assured that I will give the sugar to you." You, you know that something happened to you, Bai Tang will...!"
He choked up and couldn't speak any more. He shook off Lin Bairi, gasped for several times, his fists were about to be crushed, "Forget it."
For a while, only the sound of Zheng Ruyun's heavy breathing could be heard in the ward.
half an hour.
"What's the matter?" Jiang Yunshu asked softly, his face was blank, and he said with difficulty, "What's wrong with the sugar?"
No one spoke.
This atmosphere... the doctor is most familiar with.
… Why is no one talking
The death-like silence made Jiang Yunshu's heart suddenly sink into the glacier. He felt weightless all over his body, and he was falling rapidly into the abyss. Drowning in the water bit by bit.
When he was dying, his brain suddenly felt a sharp pain, his body convulsed violently and fell into the hospital bed, his lungs choked with air, he coughed violently, his vision was blurred, he fell on the bed and saw himself Surrounded by people, seeing Qin Zhongnan's stern face, seeing Lin Baizhou pinching one of his acupuncture points, he pressed the emergency bell.
He broke free from everyone's shackles, firmly pressed his twitching temple, and shouted loudly: "What's wrong with the sugar!"
The two alphas couldn't suppress him, Qin Zhongnan said: "Calm down, Baitang is fine, just"
"I want to see him," Jiang Yunshu interrupted, his tone panicked, and he just repeated, "I, I want to see him first."
Jiang Yunshu stood motionless in front of the ward next to him. Through the glass window on the door, he saw a person lying quietly on the hospital bed in the center of the room. His body was as thin as a piece of paper, and his face was pale. , there was no trace of blood on his lips, full of lifelessness, he even wanted to rush in, and use his fingertips to sniff omega's breath.
The most glaring thing is that on the left arm where the gauze has been removed, under a long winding scar, at the position of the wrist - a new bandage has been wrapped several times.
Jiang Yunshu's pupils trembled violently, and he stepped back involuntarily, staring at Baitang's left wrist like masochistic.
Zhou Zhaoyu, who was sitting on the sofa, noticed the movement outside the door. He looked over calmly, but the emotion in his eyes was stormy. He gently closed the book in his hand, and then gently placed it on the table.
"Crack." With the sound of the door being opened, Zhou Zhaoyu came out.
But in the next second, the door closed in front of Jiang Yunshu's eyes, and the other party seemed to have no intention of letting him in.
Jiang Yunshu reached out and blocked the door.
Zhou Zhaoyu grabbed his arm, "What are you doing?"
Jiang Yunshu tilted his head slightly, "Go in."
"Bai Tang just fell asleep," Zhou Zhaoyu looked at him, "I haven't fallen asleep yet, so don't go in."
Jiang Yunshu's mind went blank, he opened his mouth, unable to speak.
"Go to the next door and talk about it." Zhou Zhaoyu exerted a little strength with his hand, signaling Jiang Yunshu to let go of the hand that was holding the door.
Jiang Yunshu stared at Omega's sleeping face, and slowly lowered his hand.
Zhou Zhaoyu closed the door gently.
"I believe you also know what happened to Bai Tang while you were unconscious." Zhou Zhaoyu leaned against the window.
Jiang Yunshu was extremely silent and didn't speak for a long time.
He seemed to be in disbelief, he didn't dare to say that word, and he murmured in a very soft tone: "...how could it be?"
Even though it's only been 11 hours, why did that Omega who can laugh, dance and be full of vivid aura end up like this
"People who commit suicide usually encounter stressful negative life events before committing suicide," Zhou Zhaoyu said without emotion, as if he was answering Jiang Yunshu's question, and seemed to just want to say it to Jiang Yunshu, "For example, humiliation, loss , failed or threatened.”
"The loss refers to the loss of important objects, important people, beliefs that support survival, etc."
"When a normal person encounters the loss of important people such as parents, it is extremely easy to do this kind of behavior, let alone an omega full of trauma."
Zhou Zhaoyu spoke plainly, but every time he said a word, it was as if a little bit of flesh was gouged out of Jiang Yunshu's heart, dripping with blood.
Qin Zhongnan, Lin Baizhou, and Zheng Ruyun didn't say a word at this moment, as if they had heard this talk a long time ago.
"As a person of the same omega gender, I can almost restore what Bai Tang was thinking at the time," Zhou Zhaoyu twitched his lips, "Do you want to listen?"
Jiang Yunshu had tinnitus, everything around him seemed to be twisting and screaming, he was in a daze, his brain seemed to be poured with glue, it was so sticky that he couldn't think. After an unknown amount of time, he moved his stiff fingertips and said, "Listen."
"You appeared here after an unexpected death in the last world. Because of such unimaginable things as the soul, Bai Tang always believed that Jiang Yunsu was not dead at all, he was just lurking, waiting for an opportunity to snatch his body back in one fell swoop. It is only natural that you fell down this time, Baitang thinks you died, or died suddenly in some other world, in short, the person lying in front of him now has changed back to Jiang Yunsu."
This was the second time Zheng Ruyun listened to these contents, and Zhou Zhaoyu's narrative-style exposition alone made him feel suffocated for the second time. He didn't even dare to think about how desperate Bai Tang was at that time.
Zhou Zhaoyu lightly cast a heavy weight: "He thought you were dead, so he chose to die with you."
"Om—" the eardrum seemed to be ruptured, and there was some heat gushing out. Jiang Yunshu only felt that someone hit his temple hard with an iron awl, and he felt dizzy for a moment.
"But fortunately, there was a sudden turning point at this time, for example, Brown Sugar ran up or he saw something that belonged to the two of you alone, which made him want to try to struggle one last time, so he called the emergency number, and then , he will seek help from the most trusted person besides you, and he called me."
Zhou Zhaoyu will always remember Bai Tang's absent-minded tone.
Omega was covered in blood, tremblingly curled up next to Alpha, his right hand firmly pressed his left wrist, he asked in a low voice, "But what should I do? My blood is bleeding so fast."
Helpless and dazed.
Zheng Ruyun turned her head abruptly, her eyes were flushed, her cheeks were bitten softly, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Zhou Zhaoyu's emotions became more and more agitated. He wanted to suppress it but couldn't. "Is Bai Tang afraid of seeing you like this? Are you afraid of seeing Bai Tang like this?"
Jiang Yunshu's fingers were so cold that he closed his eyes, unable to say anything.
"How dare you..." Zhou Zhaoyu, who was always calm, had a crack on his face, and his voice was trembling, "You are in the hospital now, how did you make your body like this... I don't know what made you You fainted due to overtiredness, but you are a doctor. It’s fine if others don’t understand, but you are a doctor! The second time you don’t know what’s wrong with you? Qin Zhongnan and I are here! There are so many Time can cure, why don't you come to find it? What are you doing now?"
There was a silence around, and Qin Zhongnan frowned.
Jiang Yunshu said, "... I'm sorry."
"No need," Zhou Zhaoyu said, "You didn't apologize to any of us, you can talk to Bai Tang."
He paused, as if he wanted to say something more, but he finally closed his mouth.
At this time, Qin Zhongnan hurriedly took Zhou Zhaoyu who lost his composure, pulled him out, and said to Jiang Yunshu: "Bai Tang cried all morning, just took a sedative and fell asleep. His mental state is not very good, so he is not suitable for the time being." Let you go and see. We will not bother you for now, you should pay more attention to your body, don't think too much, I will come to you later."
The people in the room went out one by one, only Yu Lin Bairi.
Jiang Yunshu lowered his head, staring at the blanket of dead white hospital bed without blinking.
He probably knew what Zhou Zhaoyu wanted to say:
"You should really be thankful. You still have the chance to talk to Bai Tang."
Lin Baizhou sighed, and said, "Everyone was very worried when they found out that you were admitted to the hospital, but they didn't know what your specific problem was... Zhou Zhaoyu didn't do anything all morning. Examples and coping methods... They think that your fault is that you hide your illness and avoid medical treatment. They are in two worlds. They clearly know that they have psychological problems but why don’t they treat them. They don’t know the seriousness until something happens. They are also angry that you don’t cherish it. own body."
Jiang Yunshu said "Yes", "I know."
Lin Baizhou sighed again, "You don't even think about it when something goes wrong, don't blame yourself too much, no one would have guessed that something like this will happen... You should sleep a little longer, Zheng Ruyun said that he made dinner tonight and brought it over today. Everyone stays with you at night, just call out if you need anything, okay?"
Jiang Yunshu said "hmm" again.
After Lin Baizhou left, Jiang Yunshu sat in this posture all night, the window was open, and the cold wind blew violently on his face. It took him a long time to blink his eyes lightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
On the way, Lin Baizhou and Qin Zhongnan both came once, but Jiang Yunshu waved them out first.
Lin Baizhou looked very worried, but seeing that Jiang Yunshu really wanted to be alone, he had no choice but to go out.
Jiang Yunshu withdrew his gaze and looked out of the window again.
Alpha is strong and strong, and recovered after a good night's sleep, but in another ward a few meters away from him, Omega's blood was almost drained.
What if Bai Tang didn't change his mind in the end? Then did his white sugar just quietly curl up beside him and wait for the blood to run out? Then when his bodily functions recovered and he woke up on his own, all he would be left with was a cold corpse
Yeah
is that so