After this hug, neither of them spoke for a long time.
Until Yan Luqing felt that Gu Ci was very inconspicuous, he probably reluctantly raised his hand and patted her on the back.
Yan Luqing never thought that he would take the initiative to hug a member of the opposite sex who was almost the same age.
When she was not drunk and sane at all.
But she really couldn't help it, and she didn't expect that she would become a character in this world with neither friends nor complaints.
Moreover, she and Gu Ci—or rather, she has a very strange sense of dependence on Gu Ci, which has never been experienced in the world before.
Yan Luqing could be sure that in the previous world, Gu Ci was just a piece of paper she loved. And he really has magical powers, and just relying on the day and night of just a month, made her feel this way.
Not the kind of dependence on elders.
I want to show it to him if I am happy, cry to him if I am sad, and I want to find him the first time if I can't solve it.
-Obviously he is a sick person, he is the one who should rely on her.
"Hey..." Yan Luqing hugged him, resting his chin on his shoulder, and couldn't help feeling, "It's amazing."
Gu Ci was taken aback: "What magic."
"I said you, you are amazing."
"..."
What is this saying.
Gu Ci was a little helpless by her sudden embrace, and the sudden rhetoric of "You are amazing", which I don't know whether it is praise or derogation. He was silent for a while, and finally asked directly: "So, what's the matter with you?"
This sentence touched her dull lacrimal glands with ease again.
Gu Ci heard a loud sob in his ear.
"..."
Since she suddenly placed her chin on her shoulder, Gu Ci could feel the sharp touch. He was silent, and put his hand on her back again.
"...Look, I'll say you are amazing." Her voice became choked, and the ending of each sentence was a little trembling, "I was fine when I was in the car, and I didn't plan to cry... But When you ask me, when you ask me, I want to drop the golden peas..."
If you are so wronged, it's still golden.
Some people's negative emotions can be completely digested and resolved by themselves. But Gu Ci could tell at a glance that Yan Luqing obviously did not belong to that kind of person.
What she said she was fine, but she did it for herself. If it really passed completely, she wouldn't look like that since entering the door.
Yan Luqing sniffed, recovered a little, and said softly, "Then I will hold you in my arms."
The tone is very similar to the kind of kid who asks for sweets.
Someone who is currently a girlfriend laughed, "You and your girlfriends hold each other every day, right?"
"Not only did we hug, we posted stickers, and slept in the same bed—oh, speaking of which, I slept with you too..."
Yan Luqing wanted to continue counting, but he heard Gu Ci's suspicious voice, "Tie Tie...?"
"..." In fact, this means intimate interaction, but it seems cute to say so. Yan Luqing was too lazy to explain stubbornly, and fooled him, "It's the kind where two people's faces and faces are attached to each other."
After that, she can imagine what the princess word would be like without having to look at it—
It must be an expression of "You are really hopeless", or "Is it really not mentally retarded to do this kind of action?"
Yan Luqing heard him sigh, but didn't let go or let her go. The cold voice and helpless tone lingered in her ears.
"Speak."
…
There were more than 40 minutes on the way back, and Yan Luqing thought clearly about all aspects.
It is speculated from her own experience that after the original owner became more and more abnormal, the two brothers probably completely abandoned her, and their parents became strangers to her.
Yan Luqing still doesn't know how the original owner was in the house before. She was initially entangled in whether to look at the original owner's memory again, but she later figured it out. It is meaningless to look at the memory because the original owner's past is good or bad. Irrelevant.
Even if the original owner had a reason to become the pervert that imprisoned Gu Ci tortured Gu Ci, and finally touched the lives of other people, she would not have a trace of sympathy-if the murderer had a miserable childhood, she would not be able to feel at ease. Simply sympathize with the murderer, because life experience does not wash away the murderer's faults.
She believed that even Maria would not.
Although he did not understand the specific matters of the Yan family, Yan Luqing had always been very clear about it and never regarded these Yan family as his relatives. Without saying Gu Ci, their status in her heart can't even catch up with bodyguards, twin sisters, Disney aunts and so on.
The Yan family in her heart is more like an NPC (non-player character), or the kind of NPC that has to brush his face to complete the task.
If she is simply wronged by the NPC, she will probably only be angry, how could she be distracted
But the starting point for today's emotions is this: This little girl who is protected and preferred today by people without hesitation reminds her of herself who was beaten and scolded for no reason and sent back.
People's thoughts are sometimes really inexplicable, and when you count them down, the situation between the two is very different. Yan Luqing is still emotional-changing his identity, and it is still himself who suffers and hurts.
"I think about how to start..." Yan Luqing organized the language and decided on the causal sequence for Gu Ci. "Didn't I tell you, I forgot a lot of things? I don't remember Yan's family before today. She also has a six or seven-year-old girl, a little sister. This little sister is their friend’s child, and because her parents have died, she was taken over by Yan’s family."
Gu Ci raised his eyelashes slightly.
He had never heard of a little sister in the Yan family.
It may be that they simply don't want to make it public, or it may be that the child's parents have enemies. The purpose is nothing more than two. It can protect the child and prevent the Yan family from bringing bad reputation and speculation.
"Well," he asked again, lowering his eyes, "and then."
Yan Luqing said: "When I arrived at Yan's house in the morning, they didn't even go home, so I went upstairs and stayed by myself. After a while, a little girl came in. She cried. I went to look at it and found that she was great. Lollipop stuck in her throat, I'll take it out for her..."
Her tone turned sharply, mixed with a little anger, "Who knows! Suddenly someone rushed in and pushed me to the ground, and called me crazy, thinking that I was crying for that little sister."
"Who?"
"It's Yan..." Yan Luqing almost wanted to talk about the second son of the Yan family, and instantly changed her words, "That's... my second brother." After a pause, she added, "Nominally."
Yan Luqing thought that the narrative should not only describe what is beneficial to him, but must complete the story. So without waiting for Gu Ci to say anything, she continued: "But then I remembered again, because something happened, that second brother would be so extreme."
"what's up."
"It's the original—" Fuck! Yan Luqing braked in time and immediately changed his mouth. "It's me—I was about two or three years ago. When this little sister first got home, she targeted her all the time. The most serious one was to take her to the suburbs and then come back by herself. It took a long time for the second brother to find the child... So the last time I went to Yan’s house, I didn’t see this little girl. Maybe they were afraid that I would see her, so I didn’t know why they didn’t hide it this time."
But she didn't actually do this!
But she can't tell Gu Ci that she did not do it! !
Yan Luqing was suffocated to death, and while suffocating, he asked indiscriminately: "So after listening to this, you think that second brother can be rationalized besides impulse..."
"do not think so."
She was interrupted by Gu Ci before she finished speaking.
After giving the three-character answer very simply, Gu Ci released his hand and let go of her embrace, and the two of them straightened up to meet their eyes at the same time.
Yan Luqing saw more seriousness and seriousness in his always calm expression.
He said: "What you have experienced is what you have experienced. You don't have to stand on the stand of others and speak for others."
He said: "You just did a good thing today. What does all the previous information have to do with you?"
When Yan Luqing heard the previous sentence, his nose began to sore. After listening to the last sentence, especially the sentence "You just did a good deed", the blurry in front of my eyes became clear, and my face became moist again.
"In this case, the wrongdoer is the person who wronged you, the person who was saved by you but did not speak for you." Gu Ci finished speaking slowly, and then raised his hand to rub the tears on her face. Take it lightly, "No one can forgive someone who has done wrong for you, and neither can you."
Then he changed his conversation, his expression softened for a moment, "Although this matter, only you know about it."
…
Yan Luqing cried happily again.
She still couldn't tell Gu Ci why she was touched in the first place, because it belonged to her past.
But these words... They are too in line with her thoughts. She felt so happy. She feels comfortable all over.
As if he knew everything.
But at this moment, Yan Luqing didn't want to care what he knew at all, she only knew that what she was thinking was right—
In this world, only Gu Ci is completely on her side.
In these words, he gave her unquestionably partiality.
She regretted it. Even if the original owner has a good relationship with her best friend who is dedicated to her, it is not the object that Yan Luqing will look for when he is unhappy.
Because it belongs to the original owner, to someone else, not to her.
But Gu Ci is.
What she and him experienced was a new plot that had never appeared in the original book.
Gu Ci is good to her, and what Gu Ci says to her is to her, not to the owner of this body.
Probably because she was crying too miserably and so wronged, she saw Gu Ci who handed her paper in dimness, and suddenly stretched out her white and beautiful hand to her, coaxing her like a child, "Come and hug? Anyway, my clothes are wet. NS."
Useless crying nose, waste, the owner wailed today's understanding wife, rubbed her nose and tears on her body, crying and thinking: she must weave him a few more wreaths.
The princess word, always drop God.
A little cry and a big cry, Yan Luqing lost all the sadness in her heart. From seeing the family-themed film in school, all the grievances she suffered today are completely gone.
When she was blowing her nose with toilet paper, she heard Gu Ci suddenly ask:
"What do your so-called "girlfriends" do besides hugs?" Gu Ci leaned on the sofa cushions leisurely, "Let's listen."
Just now when she was crying, she made a request to Gu Ci. This so-called "girlfriend" time is too short and must be postponed until she says to stop.
Maybe it's because, seeing her miserable today, Princess Ci didn't shoot any bamboo shoots, and she kindly agreed.
"It's nothing..." Yan Luqing thought about it, and said with a heavy nasal voice, "For example, if I'm being bullied, try to bully me back, comfort me, and then give me a medicine or something."
"Apply medicine?" Gu Ci's voice paused, and then his beautiful eyes narrowed and became narrower, "Are you still injured?"
"Yeah!" Yan Luqing slapped his thigh, "I forgot to tell you! Absolutely knocked, absolutely, it really hurt me!"
The two of them were near the sofa, and there was a small cabinet under the coffee table less than half a meter away from them. Gu Ci didn't speak, stretched out his hand to open the cabinet door and brought out a first aid kit, turning over and asking: "It's just green, no bleeding? "
This should be the ointment for traumatic injuries
Yan Luqing nodded: "Well, there is no bleeding."
"Where is the injury?"
"I'm hurt—" Yan Luqing was about to answer, her voice stuck in embarrassment.
Then she propped up the sofa cushion, put her lips to Gu Ci's ear, and said in a very low voice:
"It hurts---share."
Gu Ci turned the medicine's hand to a halt and raised his eyes: "...?"