The morning sun has just risen, and the golden light shines through the window onto the bed in the room.
Why not turn around lazily, and habitually reach out to hug the person next to the pillow, preparing to lie on the bed for a while longer smelling her husband's smell.
I closed my eyes and touched twice, but found nothing.
She opened her eyes and froze for a moment, then retracted her hand in a daze, her body slowly curled up, she opened her mouth and bit the corner of the quilt tightly, wrapping herself tightly.
That person is gone...
After a while, the alarm clock rang, and the person on the bed quietly looked at the noisy panda alarm clock, and only stretched out his hand to press it when it was about to stop automatically in three minutes.
"Xiaoya, wake up." He Wei walked to the small bedroom next to him with his slippers on, knocked on the door, then turned around and walked into the bathroom to freshen up.
The person in the mirror was a bit haggard, and the dark circles under her eyes were as thick as smoky makeup... She couldn't help rubbing her eyes, and her insomnia was getting worse.
Hold on...
"Why is there still no movement?!"
With froth in his mouth, He Wu brushed his teeth and walked out of the bathroom, kicked the door of the small bedroom again, and shouted indistinctly, "I'll be late later."
Squeak.
The door opened.
"No school today."
Little Anya rubbed her eyes and looked up at her, "Mom, you forgot that today is the weekend again."
"oh… "
He Wu was stunned for a moment, then returned to the bathroom with his slippers on, gulped and spouted some water, wiped his mouth and returned to the living room, took out two eggs from the refrigerator and went into the kitchen.
"Don't sleep late, I'll take you to grandma's place after breakfast."
"Grandma said yesterday that she will come to our place this afternoon." Little Anya scratched at the kitchen door, "Mom, can I not eat eggs?"
"Then what do you want to eat?"
"I want fried chicken wings."
"No." He might as well turn his head and smile at her, "You can't eat something so greasy in the morning."
"What about the fried chicken?"
"No way."
"That… "
"You can only eat eggs." He Wei took the egg and knocked it against the edge of the pot. When he broke it with both hands, the egg liquid flowed into the pot and turned into a nice round shape. "You can only eat chicken legs at night."
"Okay then." Little Anya sat back on the sofa sullenly, turned on the TV and looked for her favorite cartoon.
"Eat eggs to grow up faster." Why not come out with two fried eggs, "One for each person, just wait and I'll give you a hot box of milk."
Putting the plate on the table, she turned and went back to the kitchen.
The breakfast time, which was originally pleasant, changed completely after one person was missing. No one clamored for her to squeeze carrot juice anymore.
It's a lot quieter.
After finishing everything for breakfast, watching Little Anya obediently finish eating the fried eggs, why not take the tableware back to the kitchen, wash them carefully and put them on the cabinet.
For several months, the layout of the home has not changed a little under her careful maintenance, and everything remains the same.
I came to the studio next to me to clean up. It was too easy to clean up without that idiot, just sweep the dust, and there were no messy sketches thrown around, nor paints everywhere.
It seems that there is nothing to do again... I have quit my job, and the novel is getting worse and worse because of my mood, and I haven't moved for a long time.
Why not sit at the desk for a while and stare blankly, why do you have nothing to do
There was a little Doraemon doll on the table, which he had spent more than 200 yuan to grab from the claw machine when they first dated. If you don't give up and keep catching, you still stubbornly ask her to wait for him to catch him.
Squeezing Doraemon's stomach, she really liked this doll that could actually be bought from a street stall for only 20 yuan. Like it, that idiot could always satisfy her wishes.
There are thick scraps of drafts piled up under the doll, which she left for Qin Guanglin specially. Whenever he improves his drawing skills a lot and then reads the previous scraps, it will be easier to see the previous shortcomings and learn from his experience improve yourself.
Flipping through one by one, the posture of him sitting in front of the drawing board can easily appear in front of his eyes.
He took her to draw this picture of the afterglow of the setting sun on the hillside in the outskirts of the city. For this, he went there for several days in a row to observe which time was the most perfect before starting to paint.
The painting of the fisherman hired a boatman on the Luohe River and let him go fishing in the middle of the river for two days. One day was enough, but it rained a little at that time, and the good painting was wet by the rain. Painted a new one.
There is also this picture of the full moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival. To tease her, he drew a small figure on the moon, but the ink he used was too thick and it was directly destroyed.
How could there be so many things to do before? It seems that I can't finish it all day... Now I suddenly have nothing to do.
Oh, one less garbage maker, and of course there's not so much going on.
"Mom, this picture is so beautiful. I want to be a painter like my father in the future." Little Anya ran in from the outside and tiptoed to look at the painting in He Wu's hand.
"Okay, you will definitely be better than him in the future." Why not patted his daughter's head, "Why don't you watch TV anymore?"
"Hungry." Little Anya rubbed her stomach.
"Can't you eat enough eggs?" She was stunned, when did her daughter's appetite become so big
"It's time for lunch!" Little Anya reminded her.
"..."
Why don't you turn your head and look at your watch, it's past twelve o'clock... But just looking at the painting, why is it already noon
"What to eat?"
“Fried chicken legs!”
"You can't eat too much fried food. I said you can eat it at night."
Little Anya bit her finger and thought for a while, "Then... let's eat vegetarian food."
"Same taste as your dad." He Wei patted her head, "Go and do your homework for a while, and I'll finish it later."
"Um."
I got up and went to open the refrigerator to have a look. It was empty, only a few carrots and eggs were left, so I couldn't make lunch.
Go back to the bedroom and take off the home clothes on your body, why not prepare to change clothes and go shopping for vegetables, it is best to buy more, so you don't have to run out all the time.
Opening the closet, what came into view was a pile of rustic plaid shirts. She blamed him a lot for these plaid shirts. They didn't have any aesthetics at all. They were rustic, but he still felt good about himself.
Tears fell down suddenly, He Wu curled up on the ground covering his face and cried out loudly.
"Mom, why are you crying?" Little Anya ran over with her short legs.
"No, mom didn't cry." He Wei stood up and wiped away his tears, took a coat from the closet and put it on, "You stay at home, mom will be back soon after going grocery shopping."
The vegetable market is very close, and the shortest way is only two traffic lights to get there, but she hasn't walked that way for a long time, and subconsciously takes an extra ten minutes to go around another way to buy vegetables every time.
Why not stand downstairs in a daze, feeling that everything is so strange.
Gathering her mind, she decided to take the shortest road. There are only two traffic lights, so there is nothing to be afraid of.
The music in the roadside shops was played very loudly, and the voice of the male singer inside could be heard clearly even if you were far away.
Standing in front of the traffic light, why not listen to the singing from a distance quietly.
"If I had known that day would be our last meeting"
"I will never waste time talking to you about trivial matters"
"The seemingly accidental but necessary farewell in life"
"No appointment, no one can avoid"
It seems that my tablemate in high school discussed with her which season is more suitable for death. How did you say it
Oh, by the way, the deskmate said it was summer, and summer was the best. When I opened the door, there was a moldy bucket of instant noodles on the table, flies were buzzing, and the host and guests on TV were talking nonsense. A spinning fan, a stool, a rope, and a stinking corpse with spots.
What a nice view.
It turns out that death is sometimes so tempting. That kind of scene is like candy, and it feels sweet just thinking about it, so she couldn't help but swallow it.
Why not still remember the pain of falling heavily on the ground, who would have imagined that a person who stays at home all day would have so much strength, as if she flew out lightly with just a push.
"Once in a familiar scene"
"At that moment, I suddenly felt that you were by my side"
The music from afar came to her ears, why not turn her head and look around in a daze, suddenly she woke up with a jerk, one of her feet had already stretched out from the zebra crossing, and she quickly retracted it.
There is still an elderly person to take care of at home, and Anya hasn't grown up yet, so she has to live.
Hold on...
After carefully buying the vegetables and returning home, why not hear the singing just now.
He should still be by his side, right? Just can't see it.
"Mom, the flowers are blooming." Seeing her coming back, Little Anya immediately ran over and called her, "Come and see, it's so beautiful."
flower
He might as well put down the vegetables in his hand, followed his daughter to the balcony, and saw the bright red flower at a glance.
I've grown it for more than ten years, and this is the first time I've seen it bloom.
That fool even made a bet with her that the flower would not bloom, so she won now, right
Crouching down and looking at the flower carefully, why not think of that legend.
"Can you bring him back? Please."
She was talking to a flower like a fool.
"I am so tired."
(end of this chapter)