Cohabitation before marriage is rampant now. When Qin Guanglin was in college, some of his classmates even got pregnant and had abortions, but he himself was very traditional.
Regarding the matter of getting on the bus first and then buying the ticket, he had never supported or opposed it before falling in love.
Qin Guanglin doesn't care what others do, he will definitely keep it until he gets married.
But now, he wavered.
Two adults, stay together every day.
It is natural to go in and out of the room when she is still awake in the morning, and turn off the lights and lock the door for her at night when she is sleeping.
On weekends, the two of them still hug each other on the bed and stay there all day.
Even slept together for several nights before...
It doesn't matter if he will marry sooner or later, he is absolutely sure about this, even if he gets married in situ now.
Since marriage is a matter of time...
"We really can't...?" Qin Guanglin hugged He Wu, a little ready to move.
He wants to be more intimate.
He Wu raised his head and saw his eyes, his heartbeat couldn't help but quicken, and he held back what he was about to say and didn't make a sound.
After a moment of silence, seeing Qin Guanglin bowed his head and kissed him, she put her hand on his forehead, "Do you really think so?"
"Can you?" Qin Guanglin looked into her eyes and met her gaze.
"..."
Why not pursed his lips, sat up suddenly, "I can help you..."
"No, forget it." He stretched out his hand to stop He Zhi from moving, hugged her into his arms again, and sighed, "I just want to be closer to you."
Since she doesn't want to, forget it.
"you… "
Why not hesitate to speak, watched him struggle for a moment, let out a breath, and lay quietly in his arms without making a sound.
No method is guaranteed to be 100% safe.
"Let's watch a movie." Qin Guanglin kissed her on the forehead, "When we get married, you won't be able to run away even if you want to."
"… sorry."
"Why are you sorry?" He was a little surprised, and hugged He Wei tightly, "It's nothing... I just got impulsive."
This kind of thing is of course two people who love each other, and it's best if it happens when it happens. Qin Guanglin doesn't think there's anything wrong with refusing when he doesn't want to.
After all, the most important thing for a girl cannot be lost so casually, he understands very well.
Just inevitably a little disappointed.
Why didn't he speak, watching the movie without knowing what he was thinking.
"Don't worry about it. I just watched the movie and suddenly... Actually, it's nothing. It's normal for you not to think about it. Although the curtains are drawn in broad daylight, it's quite inappropriate." Qin Guanglin felt that he might not be in a good mood, and leaned into her ear Side softly comforted, "It's my fault..."
"Let's watch a movie." He Wei kissed him sideways, "Stop talking."
"..."
Eh, a little surprise.
Seeing the flood of water on the computer screen, the tense atmosphere suddenly became relaxed. Although Qin Guanglin's eyes were fixed on the screen, his mind was not on it at all.
"Look, Rose, you're going to make it out, you're going to live and have lots of kids and watch them grow up. You're going to live out your old age, in a warm bed, not here, not tonight, not like this die, understand?"
Jack was submerged in the icy sea water, with his arms propped on the plank, and he spoke weakly to Rose, cheering her up, trying to arouse her desire to survive.
"Is this love?"
"Yes, this is love." He Wu touched the back of his hand through his clothes, "Is it touching?"
"It's touching, but it's not to the point of crying. Those comments are too exaggerated." Qin Guanglin shook his head.
"Yeah, they still have time to say goodbye. Many people don't even have the chance to say goodbye, and they suddenly disappear."
Why not look at the countless corpses in the sea water on the screen and feel a little emotional, "Like these people, most of them have turned into cold corpses without even having a chance to talk to their relatives. The two of them have only known each other for a short time. For a few days, these people feel more sympathetic than others."
"It's normal, who cares about the lives of ordinary people?"
"Their loved ones will care."
"All right."
Before the movie was over, Rose's memories were over, and she turned back into the wrinkled old lady who slipped out of the room alone in the middle of the night, climbed onto the railing beside the boat, and watched with the priceless Heart of the Ocean. After taking a look, he opened his hand lightly, and the heart of the ocean sank slowly to the bottom of the sea just like the beautiful love in the past.
Qin Guanglin watched the end of the film and sighed, "This ending is a little more touching than the previous one."
In his opinion, this scene was more touching than the one on the deck.
"Um?"
"She obviously lived up to now because of that promise, otherwise she would have died on the plank, together with Jack."
Qin Guanglin lay down on his back and moved his palms, heaved a sigh of satisfaction, this movie was not bad, "A living person is always more tired than a dead person, and when she is dead, she doesn't know anything, and she still has to live in pain. I lived in my memory for decades, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief when I finally threw the gem."
He might as well close his eyes and say nothing. After a long time, Qin Guanglin almost thought she was falling asleep before he said, "Kiss me."
As soon as Qin Guanglin stood up, she had already raised up and leaned over, hugging him and rolling into a ball.
"Don't... be gentle." Qin Guanglin was taken aback by He Wu, for fear that his mouth would swell again.
"I love you." After a while, she looked up at Qin Guanglin and said something, before Qin Guanglin could respond, she leaned forward again.
Qin Guanglin was a little dazed, he didn't know what happened, he was startled when his shirt was taken off, and couldn't help but say, "You..."
He Wu snorted softly, stared at him blankly, the two were quiet for a moment, she took a deep breath, turned around and got out of bed and ran out.
"I'm going to the bathroom."
"..."
Qin Guanglin looked down at the ripped thread on his short sleeves beside him, and then at the door of the bedroom, still a little confused about the situation.
What just happened
Sitting blankly for a while, unable to figure it out, he picked up his short sleeves and put them on. After adjusting his clothes, he suddenly stopped moving.
There was a dark mark the size of a coin on the trouser leg.
…
"Why are you looking at me like that?" When He Wei came back, the blush on his face hadn't completely subsided, and seeing Qin Guanglin's wrong eyes, he couldn't help being a little embarrassed.
"It's nothing..." Qin Guanglin lifted the quilt as if nothing had happened, "Come in and give me a hug."
This matter cannot be dismantled, otherwise it will definitely kill people.
He didn't want to die young.
"Just now..." He Wu snuggled up under the quilt and opened his mouth while being hugged by him.
"Were you moved by the movie just now?"
"Well, I was moved by the movie." She nodded and asked after thinking for a while: "Do you think the female lead is more pitiful than the dead male lead?"
"Don't you think so?"
Qin Guanglin said in a matter-of-fact tone, "For decades, I feel uncomfortable just thinking about it. How can I endure it?"
"I don't think so."
"Then what do you think?"
"The dead have no choice, and the living still have a chance to choose freely." He Wei raised his face and said seriously.
"To live or to die, she can still choose after the incident, but the other person has no other choice under the circumstances at that time."
"It's like Jack gave Rose a chance to choose with his own life."
(end of this chapter)