After eight o'clock in the evening.
There was no snow in Hecheng, and the cold moonlight shone on the streets. Every house was lit with lights, and laughter could be heard from time to time.
A happy New Year atmosphere.
Qin Guanglin, who didn't sleep well all night and drove to Hecheng for another day, sat in the car with a tired face, the window was open, he quietly watched the night outside the window, and didn't go up immediately.
The night wind was blowing slowly, and the fingers on the steering wheel tapped lightly.
As a teacher, what is she afraid of
Teach and teach every day, write novels, buy groceries and cook after get off work, watch a movie and go shopping together when nothing else happens.
What is she worrying about
Qin Guanglin glanced sideways at the black bag on the co-pilot, with thoughts churning in his mind.
He was afraid why not tell the truth.
Need to think about how to speak—or... just take her to the hospital
The more he recalled He Wu's calmness and indifference in the past, the chills rose up in his heart.
Those who are depressed and want to die have always been those who speak quietly. It would be better if they spoke out loudly.
The more you pretend to be nonchalant, the more painful it will be.
The bits and pieces of when the two were together kept coming to mind, Qin Guanglin was in a trance.
tuk tuk.
Tuk tuk.
The glass on the other side was knocked.
He might as well wear a thick down jacket and stand outside the car to peek inside.
"How did you come here?!"
The car door opened, her face was full of surprise and surprise, her eyes were wide open, she raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at Qin Guanglin, leaned over and got into the car, "I was thinking of you, come to kiss..."
The words froze.
Qin Guanglin followed He Wu's line of sight to look down, her hand was pressing on the plastic bag containing the medicine bottle, and two plates of medicine tablets had been scattered out.
"..."
"..."
Seeing that the smile on He Wu's face disappeared, Qin Guanglin panicked inexplicably, lowered his head and stumbled twice, and said, "Well... why did you get down?"
This feeling of voyeurism is really uncomfortable.
Perhaps... He should slowly guide her to confess bit by bit, instead of a sudden showdown like this, as if telling her: I already know about you, and now I came to ask you to clarify.
No one wants to be sick, it cannot be controlled by others, why not if you choose to hide it, you don't want him to know that she has a problem, and you want to solve it secretly by yourself.
Now he directly lifted that layer of veil, directly placed the medicine in front of her eyes, and let her confess in broad daylight—he felt that this was also a kind of injury.
Seeing He Wu lowered his head and said nothing, Qin Guanglin was about to continue speaking, but saw her get into the car with a shrinking body, closed the door, then randomly stuffed the medicine on the seat and threw it into the back seat, and looked at the open door next to him. windows.
"I'm cold, close the window."
"oh."
"... I wanted to close the curtains and prepare to lie down, but when I saw this car by the window, I thought it was you, so I came down to have a look."
He Wu said as if nothing had happened, and didn't ask him why he came here. He rubbed his hands together for a while, pursed his lips and said, "Aren't you going to kiss me? I haven't seen you for so many days..."
Qin Guanglin has been carefully observing the way she speaks, trying to find out what is wrong. Hearing this, he felt relieved for no reason, and leaned over hesitantly.
Everything he thought about before him seemed to be an illusion. Now that he saw her in real life, he subconsciously wanted to overthrow his previous guess. How could such a gentle and pleasant Teacher He rely on drugs to sustain his life every day
Would a person who is anxious, afraid of insomnia look like this
He couldn't make up his mind,
a long time.
Lip points.
Qin Guanglin and He Wu looked at each other silently, neither of them spoke, they both wanted to find something from each other's face.
"Is that why you came here?"
In the end, why not break the silence first, pointing to the bag she threw into the backseat.
"… Not at all."
"Um?"
"I still miss you."
"I knew it." He Wu smiled lightly, looked at him and lowered his head again, pinching the corners of his clothes with his fingers and gently buttoning them. After a moment of silence, he didn't hear Qin Guanglin's words, so he said slowly: "Those medicines... um... It was indeed what I ate…”
Driving here without saying hello to her all day meant that Qin Guanglin already knew what the medicines were, and concealing them would only deepen his suspicions and cause more problems, so it was better to confess directly.
And it’s all right now, even if you say it, it’s okay—she hasn’t eaten for a long time, she has been obsessed with the days when the two of them are together, and has almost forgotten it in the corner, if it wasn’t suddenly turned out…
"Insomnia?" Qin Guanglin asked.
"Yes."
"Very serious?"
"That's right, but it's all over now, you watch me sleep every night, don't you?" Why not smile at him, eyes fell on the back seat again, "The main reason is that I was under a lot of pressure before graduating from school... I was a little anxious, but after graduating and moving out, it gradually became fine, and now there is no problem at all, and those medicines can be thrown away."
Qin Guanglin was slightly relieved when he heard her words, but he was not completely relieved. He was under a lot of pressure before graduation... This reason is a bit far-fetched.
Those few months were when they were just starting out. If there was a lot of pressure, how could they have such a smooth relationship and still tease him all the time
Is this a way to reduce stress
Kind of outrageous.
"Is this really the case? Why didn't you tell me?... I think you have something to hide from me. You have never been in a hurry about work, and a novel was published in the meantime..."
"Don't think too much, I'm anxious because I'm anxious in my heart, how can I let you see it—I don't want you to worry too much." Why not interrupt, not wanting to get entangled in this matter, and change the subject: "What are you talking about today?" Where are you staying late?"
"Go to the hotel to see if there are any vacancies, and buy some gifts during the day tomorrow before going to the door..." Qin Guanglin saw He Wu shrank back, and then remembered that the window had been open just now, and the temperature inside the car was not much different from the temperature outside, so he quickly started the car and opened it air conditioner.
"Well... I'll take you to the hospital for an examination tomorrow afternoon."
"Um?"
"Otherwise, I don't feel relieved... Forget it, I'll go to the city hospital when I return to Los Angeles, and I don't feel relieved about the hospital in your river city."
"No, I'm fine..."
"No, I have to go." Qin Guanglin reached out and took the bag in the back seat, took out a few tablets of medicine from it, and asked, "I heard that this medicine is very addictive, are you not addicted? And this medicine, others They are sold in a few grains, how did you buy so many?"
"Never mind, bring it here, I'll go and throw it away."
Why not grab the bag and open the door to get off the car, walk two steps along the road to the trash can and throw it away, then ran back with small steps, Lala collared: "Let's go, go to the hotel to see if there is any room, is there any room?" If you don't, you'll have to continue sharing the bed with my dad... You don't even say hello before you come, you can call me... "
She suddenly paused while talking, and looked at Qin Guanglin suspiciously, "If I didn't see your car, are you going to sit here all night?"
"No... how is it possible, I'm planning to call you to let you down."
Qin Guanglin still felt that something was wrong. How could such a serious matter be called a minor problem by her in a few words
"When was the last time you took that... sleeping pill?"
"Probably before going to Ugly Mountain."
Ugly Mountain... It has been more than half a year, Qin Guanglin thought for a while, nodded and said nothing more, started the car and drove slowly towards the hotel.
I want to update the 4D every day, is there any good way
(end of this chapter)