It's almost a question.
Tangning herself felt that her gesture of pointing at someone was too much. She put her hand down and asked Tang Suoyan, "Are you two together?"
Tang Suoyan didn't want to have such a scene. In this scene, none of the three people were not embarrassed. But since Tangning turned around and came back, it was impossible for him to leave easily.
Tang Suoyan sighed, stood up and said, "Come in."
He entered the study room, Tangning stood there and didn't move, just looked at Tao Xiaodong. Tao Xiaodong's breathing was steady, and he didn't move under his sight.
Tang Suoyan called him again.
Tangning followed, and Tang Suoyan closed the door and said to Tangning, "Sit down."
He stood by the window himself, leaned there and said, "If you have something to say, say it here."
Tangning had been looking for him so many times, so she must have something to say. Tang Suoyan could probably guess it, so he didn't want to talk about it. Tangning's temper was not a joke. Tangning once wanted to understand his emotions, give him time, call him, and wanted to chat, but Tangning was reluctant to tell.
But now Tang Suoyan wanted to leave Tangning's emotions to time.
"Are you two together?" Tangning sat there, looking at Tang Suoyan with a lot of emotion in her eyes.
Tang Suo told the truth: "Not yet."
"No?" Tangning laughed sarcastically, "It's just you? Will you bring it home if you're not together?"
"If I said it, I haven't." Tang Suoyan said calmly, "You know I don't lie."
"Then what's the relationship between you two?" Tangning's sarcastic smile hadn't disappeared, "Go..."
Tang Suoyan interrupted him with a warning, and called out "Tangning" coldly.
"Is there anything you are not allowed to say?" Tangning's eyes were sharp and she asked persistently, "Because I won't do it with you, so you can find someone who can do it with you, right?"
This is too ugly, Tang Suoyan frowned: "Speak well."
"I said why did you hide from me, I thought you were angry with me." Tangning's eyes turned red as she stared at Tang Suoyan, "You didn't know I would be here today? You brought him home on purpose to give I saw it?"
Tangning did lose her temper a bit today, and Tang Suoyan felt like he couldn't catch her now. His eyes and demeanor were unfamiliar to Tangning.
Tangning rubbed her knuckles, sliding her Adam's apple up and down twice, "What's the matter with you letting him sleep here?"
It was obvious that Tangning was a little panicked. He and Tang Suoyan have been on and off for so many years, it's always just the two of them, no outsiders.
This time, a Tao Xiaodong was suddenly mixed in, and he even said in front of himself that he was interested in Dr. Tang. This was the first time that something like this had happened, and Tangning felt more and more that she didn't know how to deal with it.
Tang Suoyan leaned his arms back on the window sill. He was sitting with Tangning standing. Although there was a distance, he looked down at Tangning slightly.
Tangning is very white, so every time she gets excited, the corners of her eyes turn a little red. In the past, Tang Suoyan didn't talk much to him in the quarrel, and was used to letting him. This time Tang Suoyan looked at the red corners of his eyes, and what he said made Tangning even more difficult to accept.
"Xiaodong has always respected you, called you 'Doctor Tang' from beginning to end, and never said a single word of contempt for you. You can judge for yourself whether you should have said these few words just now."
"Do you think my words are offensive, don't you?" Tangning sneered, her eyelashes trembling, "What did I say make you unhappy? Are you protecting him like that?"
"Tangning," Tang Suoyan called out to him and told him, "If you have something to say, just tell me, your stab at me, don't care who stabs who, it's uneducated."
The words "uneducated" made Tangning stand up from the chair in an instant, in disbelief, "...What did you say?"
"It's time for you to mature." Tang Suoyan said, "You can't always be like this, you can do whatever you want, you are living too much of yourself."
When Tangning opened the door again today, Tang Suoyan didn't expect, not even at first, that he would come directly. Tang Suoyan didn't want him to make trouble here. Tao Xiaodong was sleeping on the sofa outside. Tangning didn't care about the trouble. Tao Xiaodong probably wouldn't say anything if the trouble came to him.
"You educate me?" Tangning asked.
Tang Suoyan said, "I'm telling you."
"I don't need it. I can't listen to you because others say that I am." Tangning had been let go by Tang Suoyan for so many years.
Tang Suoyan didn't speak, nothing to say.
Tangning calmed down for a while, then sat back again, bowed her head, and when she spoke again, it wasn't as thorny as before. This time, he raised his head and looked at Tang Suoyan, and only asked, "What do you think in your heart?"
"which aspect?"
Tangning said, "With me."
Tang Suoyan replied, "Separated."
Tangning blinked, "What about him?"
Tang Suoyan: "The stage of mutual understanding."
"What about after you understand?" Tangning asked.
Tang Suoyan: "It's right to be together."
Tang Suoyan answered him three short sentences, each sentence was direct, leaving no room for him. Tangning clutched the handrail and suddenly laughed.
After laughing, he said, "I said I needed time... You can't wait to find the next one?"
"I also said I won't give you time this time."
In fact, they had already said what they had to say before this separation. Tang Suoyan had said that this time, he would really forget it, but Tangning didn't seem to take it to heart.
What Tang Suoyan said was always meaningless to him.
"Are you lacking love?" Tangning looked at Tang Suoyan suspiciously, "Is it because you are so eager to find out because you are not allowed to do it? So you are determined to separate from me this time?"
Tang Suoyan's face was ugly: "don't mention this, emotional matters have nothing to do with it. It's not because of me and you, or me and Xiaodong. You mentioned the separation, you said you were tired, remember? ?"
"But I said I need time." Tangning was a little anxious.
He obviously couldn't communicate like this. He grabbed one of his own points and couldn't hear anything else. He asked Tang Suoyan: "What am I to you? You used to say that you loved me, but you forgot quickly enough."
Tang Suoyan was silent for a moment, and then asked, "What am I with you?"
Tang Suoyan fell in love with Tangning at first sight. The dazzling little younger brother fell in love at first sight. After the pursuit, they became together. When the first few years were good, it was a good story. The story would be happy if it just stopped there, no one would have imagined that it would end like this many years later.
However, after returning to China, the two of them only spent their feelings together. When they separated, Tangning said he was tired and felt that their lives were like empty shells. Tang Suoyan was only more tired than him.
Now that the conversation had come to this point, Tang Suoyan simply talked through it. He asked Tangning, "Actually, I have never understood you. Why do you feel dissatisfied?"
Tangning didn't speak.
"Many times the disgust in your eyes can't be hidden."
"I didn't." Tangning denied immediately.
Tang Suoyan waved his hand and didn't argue with him: "You think it's torture to live with me, and I'm sorry about that. You asked me just now, what are you doing here with me."
Tang Suoyan thought for a while and said, "Aside from the unpleasant ones, I am very grateful for the years we have walked together. This is your youngest ten years, and mine is also my youngest ten years. You and I are the first The second time with people, inexperience, may have gone wrong from the beginning."
He spoke in a very low voice, Tangning used to like him to speak like this, it made people feel safe and calm.
"Since you are not happy with me, then find a suitable person to live well." Tang Suoyan said to him, "I hope you have a good life."
These words were all from the heart, but Tangning was so full of emotions right now that he couldn't listen. He had long been used to Tang Suoyan being here, and he was here when he turned around, but now that he was gone, he couldn't accept it.
Tangning was very stubborn at times. Tang Suoyan had never really experienced the thought of leaving. He shook his head at Tang Suoyan, not accepting his words.
"Are you driving me away?"
Tang Suoyan has finished saying what he wants to say, and now he doesn't speak anymore.
Tangning stared at him for a long time, then turned her head abruptly, her voice a little hoarse, "...You are free and easy."
Tang Suoyan didn't say a word, and Tangning couldn't sit down.
When he left, Tao Xiaodong had already turned over in sleep.
Tangning's eyes were still red. He looked at Tao Xiaodong's back. He didn't like the scene very much, but he couldn't hate Tao Xiaodong from the bottom of his heart.
Tang Suoyan went to see him off at the door, Tangning changed her shoes and left.
Before closing the door, he glanced at Tang Suoyan again, the emotions in his eyes were so complicated that he couldn't hold back his eyes.
The two of them didn't say goodbye, Tangning got into the elevator and Tang Suoyan closed the door.
He closed the door and sat on the sofa, turning on a small light. Tao Xiaodong fell asleep on the other side, and Tang Suoyan looked at one place silently.
After a while, Tao Xiaodong suddenly sat up.
Tang Suoyan asked him, "Don't pretend for a while?"
Tao Xiaodong was also helpless, and touched his ears: "I... I'm panicking."
He came after drinking and wanted to go to the toilet for a long time.
"Go." Tang Suoyan smiled lightly.
Tao Xiaodong went to the toilet and washed his face while washing his hands. After washing, I didn't take a towel to wipe it, I wiped it twice with my hands, wiped my hands with a paper, and then went out.
It has been so long, Tao Xiaodong woke up early from that drink. Tang Suoyan was still in the same position just now, Tao Xiaodong went to sit next to him, and the two sat next to each other, very close.
Tang Suoyan asked him when he woke up.
Tao Xiaodong said he came from Dr. Tang.
Tang Suoyan said "um" and said that he had guessed it.
Tao Xiaodong really didn't want to hear the conversation between the two of them just now, but the soundproofing of the study door was not that good. He didn't want to hear it anymore. Except for a few low-pitched words, he could hear the other words clearly, whether he wanted to or not.
Tao Xiaodong touched Tang Suoyan's leg and asked him, "Are you uncomfortable?"
Tang Suoyan nodded frankly, with nothing to hide: "It's uncomfortable."
It was a relationship of thirteen years, and Tang Suoyan drew the end again and again with his own hands. No matter how self-willed and unreasonable Tangning was, Tang Suoyan had indulged people who had been used to it for so many years, and many behaviors and words had even become habits. If Tang Suoyan doesn't feel uncomfortable speaking today, then he is lying.
Tao Xiaodong's face was not dry yet, so he waited quietly for his face to dry.
When his face was dry, he suddenly thought of something, squatted down in front of Tang Suoyan, touched one knee on the ground, not too far away from Tang Suoyan, looked up at his face from the bottom up, leaned closer, deliberately asked : "Doctor Tang... He won't let him do it?"
Tang Suoyan looked at him, raised his hand and pushed his face away gently, with a helpless expression: "I'm afraid you will hear this."
"Why?" Tao Xiaodong sat directly on the ground following his strength, bent his knees, and sat there with his long legs bent, and asked with a smile, "Why are you afraid of me listening? Are you not very skilled?"
Tang Suoyan turned his face away, and wanted to laugh.
"I can." After Tao Xiaodong finished speaking, he felt that it was too straightforward, so he took it back, "No other meaning, just say it casually."
"What can you do?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
Tao Xiaodong didn't say anything, and laughed in a low voice: "I can do a lot of things."
Tao Xiaodong is not a serious person at all, let him relax and let him say that he can always say something non-serious. Today, I also intend to break up Tang Suoyan's emotions, and I can't help but want to coax.
He leaned forward again, smiled a little skinless, raised his head and asked, "I heard you say it's suitable to be together just now, right? Did I hear it right?"
"I heard wrong." Tang Suoyan said.
"Then what is the original story?" Tao Xiaodong knew that he said it on purpose, so he asked along the way.
Tang Suoyan: "I forgot."
"Then according to what I hear." Tao Xiaodong put his hand on his knee, rubbed it back and forth, and discussed, "Doctor Tang considers me, I can make money with my craftsmanship when I go out, and I can rely on my craftsmanship when I go home."
After saying this, Tang Suoyan looked down at him: "What do you want to do with your craftsmanship when you go home?"
"Didn't I say it?" Tao Xiaodong said "tsk", "I can do a lot."
The more he talked, the more indifferent, Tang Suoyan smiled and turned his eyes away, not to talk to him. He stood up and stretched out his hand to Tao Xiaodong, Tao Xiaodong grabbed his hand and stood up.
After getting up, he didn't stop, he just raised his hand and hugged Tang Suoyan.
"...Don't be uncomfortable." The two of them pressed their chests against their chests. Tao Xiaodong lay on his body for a long time, his body was warm, and his whole body was warm and warm.
Tang Suoyan was slanted around his shoulders by one of his arms, a gesture of being held in his arms.
Tao Xiaodong hugged him tightly, rubbed his back, and said in his ear, "It's a pity. I also feel sorry for you and Dr. Tang, but I can't say a word now, I hope you guys can get better, and that's right. lie."
His voice was small, but he said it steadily: "Don't be sad, you can be together when it suits you. If you are really together, I will make you have no regrets in the future. You believe me."
Tang Suoyan has never been hugged and comforted like this since he was an adult. When he was a child, his parents would occasionally hug him and pat him like this. Tang Suoyan has always been a strong man, and there is no time when he needs to be coaxed like this.
Now being held by Tao Xiaodong like this, I want to laugh a little, but my heart is also very hot. He didn't speak, and after about three minutes, he said with a smile, "I'm a little embarrassed that you hug me like that."
"Then how to fix it?" Tao Xiaodong kept both hands as they were, "If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't hug me like that, and my arms would be sore."
"Then you can take it down." Tang Suoyan smiled lowly.
"You don't move, don't talk, you're embarrassing me here." Tao Xiaodong scratched his thumb on Tang Suoyan's clothes lightly, "I'll let go without making a sound, so it won't look too awkward. Well rounded up?"
"Then how can you feel round now?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
Tao Xiaodong said, "I don't know either."
This person is a real treasure, Tang Suoyan's emotions have cleared up long ago, and now he just wants to laugh. Knowing Tao Xiaodong's thoughtful thoughts, and because of his words, he had a very fresh feeling for the first time.
Tang Suoyan raised his hand and put it on his narrow waist, then asked him, "How about this? Are you still embarrassed?"
"I'm much better this way." Tao Xiaodong could smell Tang Suoyan's body now, it was fresh and comfortable, he secretly took a sip, and then let go of Tang Suoyan.
After inexplicably hugging for so few minutes, the atmosphere after that was filled with inexplicable heat. Tao Xiaodong's brain twitched at the time, and it would be life and death to ask him to do it again now.
Tang Suoyan cut a plate of fruit for him to eat, and Tao Xiaodong ate it honestly.
"I asked my friend to make a cake for him. He is a baker who specializes in desserts." Tao Xiaodong said to Tang Suoyan after eating the fruit, "But now it's all here, shall we eat it?"
Tang Suoyan glanced at him, shook his head and said, "Eat yours."
"Don't waste this, just eat it." Tao Xiaodong smiled, "Whoever bought it wasn't eating it, and my friend will send it to him later, so we both eat it."
Tang Suo said yes.
The cake Tangning bought was also a small one, and the two of them ate it in a few bites. Originally planned to go out to eat at night, but after tossing about it, to be honest, they didn't want to go out to toss, Tao Xiaodong was still a little reluctant to the current atmosphere. This kind of solitude is different from the solitude in a private dining room or an office. This kind of solitude is really no one else, and there is no worry about who will suddenly open the door and come in.
Although Tangning had already opened it before.
When he opened the door, he actually just wanted to try to see if Tang Suoyan had changed his password.
Tang Suoyan never thought about changing the password, it was not necessary. There are many people who know the password of his door, and it has been the password since the first day he lived here. His parents knew, including Chen Rin. No one would open the door and come in without saying hello, even his parents would only open the door by themselves if they were sure he was not at home. The last time Tangning came back to pick up things, she also stood at the door and waited. She didn't come in by herself.
Never thought about it at all.
"The password is 826400, and the 'tang' of the nine keys adds two 0s." Tang Suoyan said to Tao Xiaodong, "Next time you can enter by yourself."
Both Tang Suoyan and Tangning's surnames were "tang". Tang Suoyan asked, "Do you mind? If you do, I'll change it later."
Tao Xiaodong immediately shook his head: "Don't bother, it's just a number, and I don't need it."
Tang Suoyan said, "It's better to change one."
Tao Xiaodong stopped him: "If you change your uncle and aunt, you have to remember it again. It's easy to use."
It's too small to be mentioned in Tao Xiaodong's place.
The two of them didn't look at each other very much after hugging for a few minutes before. They turned their eyes away immediately when they met, and didn't look into each other's eyes when they spoke.
They are all in their thirties, and they are innocent at the moment, and I feel a little embarrassed for no reason.
"My face has been a little hot." Tao Xiaodong said while covering half of his face.
Tang Suoyan asked him, "What?"
"Shame." Tao Xiaodong scratched his hair, "How to fix it? I haven't been like this for many, many years. I feel like I'm seventeen or eighteen now, and my heart is pounding."
This is an exaggeration, big brother is cute.
"Tackling poison with poison?" Tang Suoyan raised his eyebrows.
"Farewell." Tao Xiaodong didn't know what to think in his mind. In short, it wasn't something clean. After thinking about it, he lowered his head and hurriedly repeated it again, "Farewell."
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