There were not many cars left in the employee parking lot, and Tang Suoyan saw two lunch boxes on the roof of his car from a distance. He went over and took it down, looked at the time, it was past eleven o'clock.
The lunch box was placed in the co-pilot. He sat in the car and did not start a fire for a while, so he sent a message to Tao Xiaodong first.
-have you slept
Tao Xiaodong immediately replied: No.
Tang Suoyan asked: Can I call you? convenient
Tao Xiaodong didn't answer, and dialed the phone directly.
After the call, he first called "Brother Yan" and asked, "What's wrong?"
Tang Suoyan's voice was a little hoarse after talking all day, the car was quiet, and he didn't speak loudly: "It's okay, I just got off work. Why didn't you call me when you came over?"
Tao Xiaodong was lying on the bed and was about to fall asleep, but he was startled when he heard Tang Suoyan got off work. He looked at the time on his phone and said, "Have you just got off work now?"
"Well, busy these days." Tang Suoyan said.
"What about now? Where are you?" Tao Xiaodong asked with a frown.
"Parking lot." Tang Suoyan told him, "I got the lunch box. Did you wait for a long time? You should go upstairs to find me."
"I went up, I saw that you were busy and left again. I met a nurse from your department and said that Director Tang was busy these days." Tao Xiaodong sat up, "Then go home quickly, what are you calling? Phone? You hurry home and have something to eat and rest."
Tang Suoyan was very tired at night after a busy day, but now he was sitting in the car listening to Tao Xiaodong whispering on the phone, and suddenly felt very comfortable. Just the calm after a busy day, I feel calm and at ease from the heart.
"I said in the morning that I would call you after get off work, but I can't finish the conversation." Tang Suoyan smiled, "It's not that I didn't answer your messages on purpose. If I didn't make a call, it would make me feel cold to you, no."
"I don't know, you go home quickly." Tao Xiaodong laughed and said "hi", "I said I'm nervous, so I don't think about that, so you don't have to worry about that. You have to give it to me after get off work in the middle of the night. Make a call, but don't, just relax, brother Yan."
Tao Xiaodong was about to get angry: "It's too tiring here, I really don't need it. You don't need to call me when you're busy. It's business to take a good rest."
Tang Suoyan listened to him and whispered, "You make me feel like I should hang up now."
"Hang it up," Tao Xiaodong told him, "it's already what time and you haven't come home yet."
Tang Suoyan made a phone call, but Tao Xiaodong kept chasing him without saying a word. Tang Suoyan was silent for a few seconds, then smiled helplessly, and asked, "I just want to call you, is that okay?"
Tao Xiaodong was also quiet for a few seconds, then smiled and whispered, "That's fine."
The taste of talking like this is different from just now. The two don't speak, and listen to each other's breathing. There is no embarrassment in silence.
After a while Tao Xiaodong asked, "Are you tired?"
"Tired." Tang Suoyan leaned there, his right hand holding the phone felt sore, and he held it in his left hand, "There are too many things to do in the meeting next week, and I feel that there is not enough time."
Tao Xiaodong couldn't help him with his work at all, and he couldn't say anything to comfort him at this time. They were all men of this age. When you're busy, you won't calm down just because others say "take your time", and things won't become less because of others' comforting words.
So Tao Xiaodong just said: "It's good to be busy for a while, and I will accompany you to relax when you are done."
"How to accompany him?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
Originally Tao Xiaodong was very serious when he said the last sentence, Tang Suoyan sounded very serious when he asked, but before Tao Xiaodong was about to speak again, his mind suddenly became serious, and before he could speak, he asked, "What do you think? How can I accompany you?"
Tang Suoyan didn't answer, didn't speak, just laughed twice over the phone.
His laughter burned his ears a bit, Tao Xiaodong sat on his bed and tugged at his ears, saying, "Can you go home? It's almost half past eleven, you got home too late, you are already busy and you have more time to sleep. ."
Tang Suoyan said "um", and then asked, "Do you talk to everyone like this?"
"How?" Tao Xiaodong asked.
"Just..." Tang Suoyan said with a smile in his voice, "Coax?"
"Of course not!" Tao Xiaodong quickly denied, "Isn't it messy if I talk to everyone like this? If I talk to customers like this, I'll cause more trouble."
Tang Suoyan still laughed after hearing this, scratched his right hand on the steering wheel, and said, "Got it."
I get off work in the middle of the night every day, and I can afford it before dawn in the morning. This kind of life has to last until the end of the annual meeting.
In addition to the exchange of updated technologies and methods, there must also be a discussion on the treatment plan for difficult cases this year. Success or failure must be presented.
To catch up with such a critical time, the retired veteran cadre made trouble in the ward every day, and when his eyes were uncomfortable, he shouted to find Tang Suoyan. No one can guarantee that the operation will be successful, and the operation has the risk of failure, but if it is small, it is indeed caused by the doctor's error in judgment.
If Tang Suoyan agreed to remove the suture, then it wouldn't even be considered an accident, it was because the doctor failed to predict and did not grasp the timing of removing the suture. The problem was that the on-duty doctor dismantled it without the consent of the attending doctor. If Tang Suoyan got through the phone at that time, it would not have been possible for him to dismantle.
This kind of thing doesn't happen every day in the hospital, but in so many departments, it has to happen a few times a month. Hospitals generally do not take the initiative to hold accountability, nor do they often ask Tang Suoyan. Dr. Lin, who was on duty, stayed in the department just after his rotation last year, and his experience was too infrequent. This time, I also knew that I was in trouble. When I wrote the summary of the process, I skipped calling Tang Suoyan and didn't get through, and wrote "I didn't contact the attending doctor".
After Tang Suoyan read it, he went back and asked him to write the truth.
Dr. Lin couldn't figure out whether he really thought this or just said it, and insisted on it for a while.
Tang Suoyan said to him, "you can write it as you want."
Dr. Lin was afraid that Tang Suoyan would be held accountable because of his writing. After all, his phone was not connected at that time. The young doctor was quite remorseful, thinking about picking up Director Tang.
Faced with such a blank piece of paper, Tang Suoyan didn't know how to speak to him for a while. The little doctor felt that Tang Suoyan was shutting down until now, and wanted to help him cover it up.
Tang Suoyan has been so busy these days that he has not had time to deal with this matter. The little doctor has been uneasy for many days, and he is quite helpless.
It is said that it is small, and now it can be turned into a doctor in the hospital. No matter how small it can be, it should not be more than 30 years old. How old are you after you graduate with a Ph.D., and you have to go around in small circles. Tang Suoyan is actually not much older than them.
Tang Suoyan was brought back from abroad by Mr. Xu personally when they were their age, and he was half-invited and half-forcibly asked to return to China and to the clinic. The teacher went to his residence in person at that time, and the two chatted for seven or eight hours, chatting a lot.
Tang Suoyan has responsibilities, and he has never been relieved since he came back. No one uses him as a blank tape, and he doesn't need it.
While Dr. Lin blamed himself, he also felt wronged. I felt that I had forced myself into that situation at that time, the director could not be contacted, the patients could not afford to offend, and I did not know what to do. He is a little lady who speaks softly, just a punching bag in the middle.
He looked at Tang Suoyan carefully, and asked tentatively, "Director, what do you say about this situation... What should I do?"
Tang Suoyan flipped through the case list in his hand without raising his head, and said to him, "Continue to call me."
Dr. Lin blinked, thinking that I can't get through if you turn off the phone.
Tang Suoyan said, "I never turn off the phone."
The other party asked: "What if I really can't contact you?"
Tang Suoyan raised his head and said, "Call other doctors, there are so many attending doctors in the glaucoma group, any one can, even if you call Professor Xu. You have little experience in clinical judgment and lack of solid basic skills, so you have to find someone who can judge. of."
Even though I said that, it seems very incompetent to call everywhere. After get off work, the doctor on duty will not call the doctors who are off duty, and it will not affect people's rest unless it is a last resort.
"It's more convenient, you can also contact the emergency department and ask a doctor to come over and take a look. The emergency department is full of mature doctors." Tang Suoyan said calmly, "Did you think about the possible consequences before you removed the stitches that day?"
The other party nodded hesitantly.
Tang Suoyan said, "I know, but I still demolish it. Because the patient insists? I'm upset? With a bit of revenge, I signed a waiver agreement. Anyway, you want to demolish it. It doesn't matter to me anyway. Right?"
He didn't dare to answer this, Doctor Lin quickly shook his head and said no.
Tang Suoyan shook his head, stopped him from continuing, and said, "I'm an official doctor, not an intern, you don't need to tell me if you are or not, you can know what you have in mind. The patient is in your hands, and you have to be right under any circumstances. He is responsible, any wrong behavior you make with an unstable mentality may cause the patient's vision loss or even blindness."
Dr. Lin lowered his head and didn't speak. Tang Suoyan waited for a lot of things, and didn't have time to say much.
"I won't tell you what kind of compassion a doctor should have, and I don't need you to recall Hippocrates back then. Just remember one thing, why are you an ophthalmologist?"
Tang Suoyan stood up and was about to leave the office, Dr. Lin looked at him, Tang Suoyan said, "Insufficient knowledge can be made up, but consciousness can't be made up, don't give up a patient on purpose because of that little self-esteem, you are giving away, don't Take away the light."
Having said that, Tang Suoyan really doesn't have time to guide a young man how to be a good doctor.
One day serves as two angels, this is how Tang Suoyan spends this time every year.
The whole body picture in Tao Xiaodong's hand came to an end temporarily, and Tang Suoyan was still busy.
The two haven't seen each other for three weeks, and Tang Suoyan hasn't seen each other since her birthday. Tao Xiaodong couldn't see anyone. It started to rain these two days. Tao Xiaodong was thinking about it.
Tang Suoyan took advantage of the short break from dinner in the evening when he saw the message Tao Xiaodong had just sent him, and the two called.
Tao Xiaodong asked on the phone, "It has been raining heavily these two days, does your hand hurt?"
Tang Suoyan was about to say that it didn't hurt, but turned around and said frankly, "It hurts."
"Does it hurt?" Tao Xiaodong sat on the stool at the door of the store and watched the rain outside, with his feet on the legs of the chair, his brows were a little wrinkled, "I'm afraid your hand hurts, there are already a lot of things to do."
Tao Xiaodong was really worried, Tang Suoyan smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt that much to tease you."
Tao Xiaodong thought about it and asked Tang Suoyan to give him half an hour at noon. Tang Suoyan asked, "Are you coming?"
"Ah," Tao Xiaodong asked him, "is that okay?"
"Don't worry about it, the weather is bad and the traffic is stuck." Tang Suoyan told him, "I'm almost done."
Someone came to talk to him behind him, Tao Xiaodong nodded after listening, and asked Tang Suoyan on the phone, "Aren't you free?"
Tang Suoyan said, "I'm free, I just don't want you to toss."
"Then leave it for me for half an hour." Tao Xiaodong leaned towards the door again, speaking in a low voice, and a group of annoying people in the store had to learn every day when they heard him speak.
Tang Suoyan really didn't want him to come. Tao Xiaodong had a lot of things to do himself.
Tao Xiaodong listened to him and said nothing, closed his eyes, and said in a lower voice, "I haven't seen Brother Yan for three weeks, and we don't know each other so well."
Behind him, Di also coughed loudly and twice, Tao Xiaodong looked back, and he hid from the door and did not hide. He smiled helplessly, and simply did not hide, and said generously: "I just want to go."
"Oh, just want to go, where do you want to go." Di was also ready to work, he put on a mask on his face, grabbed the mask with his hands, and learned what he said just now, "If you want to go, you want to go."
Tao Xiaodong laughed silently and scolded, and called at the door of the door.
Tang Suoyan could hear the voices from their side, as well as the sound of rain around Tao Xiaodong after he went out.
Who can refuse such a Tao Xiaodong, he simply can't open his mouth to refuse him.
At noon the next day, Tang Suoyan didn't change his clothes and got into Tao Xiaodong's car in a white coat. There is only a layer of shirt inside the white coat. It's quite cold to wear it like this at this season. Tang Suoyan quickly got into the car.
Tao Xiaodong opened the lunch box and handed it over, looked at Tang Suoyan and said, "I lost weight."
"I didn't pay attention." Tang Suoyan held the spoon in his left hand, and held the lunch box in his right hand, basically only using his bent fingers.
Tao Xiaodong kept watching him eat and asked, "How many days are left?"
"It'll be fine next week." Tang Suoyan was used to using his left hand, and he used it very naturally.
After he finished eating, Tao Xiaodong took the lunch box, got out of the car and took a pocket from the back seat.
A dry towel, a thermos, and a water bag.
He was wearing a sweater, and the hat slipped a little on his neck when he bent over to pour hot water on the towel. Tang Suoyan looked at him from the car window and saw that he had gotten his hands on water. He didn't care. He put a hot towel in a water barrier and got on the car.
Putting things back in the back seat, he reached out to Tang Suoyan with a smile: "Give it to me."
Tang Suoyan stretched out his right hand in silence.
Tao Xiaodong held his right hand, his fingers were cold. Tao Xiaodong frowned, unbuttoned his shirt sleeve, and pushed it up.
There is a scar from the wrist to the forearm, this is the first time Tao Xiaodong has seen it.
The water barrier was attached to the wrist, and it was a little hot at first touch. Tang Suoyan's hand had been in pain for two days, and it was sore and numb. At this moment, Tao Xiaodong is so hot that his fingertips are shaking and his heart is also hot.
"I'll squeeze it for you in a while." Tao Xiaodong's palm was very hot, and he held Tang Suoyan very naturally, even moving his fingers from time to time to change positions.
"Mr. Tao." Tang Suoyan looked at him for a long time and kept looking at him. After reading it, he suddenly called out and asked him, "Have you chased someone before?"
"You chased the little girl when you were young," Tao Xiaodong smiled casually. "After that, my parents were gone, and I had to raise a younger brother. I don't have the mood to chase people, and I don't have the time to spare."
After speaking, he looked up and asked, "Why ask this?"
Tang Suoyan looked down at his hand and also at Tao Xiaodong's.
Tao Xiaodong's fingers had some unwashed color, he smiled and said, "I got paint on it in the morning, but I didn't wash it off, it looks dirty."
Tang Suoyan wiped his finger there.
Tao Xiaodong's fingertips shrank back slightly, Tang Suoyan's hands were too clean.
Tang Suoyan breathed a sigh of relief, and Tao Xiaodong asked him, "Is it hot?"
"I can't bear it." Tang Suoyan said something that didn't sound right.
"Huh?" Tao Xiaodong looked at him.
Tang Suoyan looked at him, and before he spoke, he lowered his eyes and smiled: "You seem to treat me as a little girl."
Tao Xiaodong blinked, his mind quickly turned twice, and he knew what Tang Suoyan meant without asking.
"You don't like this?" Tao Xiaodong asked.
Tang Suoyan said no.
Tao Xiaodong turned Tang Suoyan's wrist in a different direction, one side was hot to burn the other side, and said, "I didn't take you as a little girl, I took you as my brother."
Tao Xiaodong couldn't wipe it off after saying it himself: "I know you are older than me."
"You told me before that you have a lot of heart, and one person must be enough." Tang Suoyan looked at Tao Xiaodong's hand holding the towel, the relationship between the posture, the tendons under the middle finger and the ring finger were stretched, and the corners of Tang Suoyan's mouth He evoked an arc and said, "I saw it."
Tao Xiaodong laughed first, then said, "It's all true that I didn't make a fool of you."