It was an exciting day.
Tao Xiaodong came to Tang Suoyan early in the morning, and what he experienced for a long time was quite a test. The afternoon was fairly peaceful. Tang Suoyan put on a movie, and the two watched it together. After watching it, they felt a little sleepy.
Afterwards, they each lay down on one side of the sofa, Tao Xiaodong on the other side of the reclining chair, and Tang Suoyan on the long sofa side, they both slept for a while. Tang Suoyan was too tired during this time, lacked sleep, and slept soundly.
Tao Xiaodong woke up once in the middle, reached out and pulled the floor-to-ceiling curtain to block Tang Suoyan from the light.
It's not easy for them to spend time together doing nothing like this. Both of them are busy, so this kind of time can only be available in a good weekend. Except for the last day when Tao Xiaodong drank on Tang Suoyan's birthday, there has never been such a peaceful day together.
Staying like this is very close. You stay with him all day, even without changing your clothes. You see this person as he is. What does he look like at home and what he sleeps like? He is such a person. After seeing it, you will understand.
Tang Suoyan intended to let Tao Xiaodong see him and understand his life.
Now that Tao Xiaodong is in contact with him, he is getting closer and closer to the real him, which is still different from Tang Suoyan when they were doing activities together. Although Tang Suoyan is gentle in the eyes of unfamiliar people, there is also a distance. Now that the distance is gone, Tao Xiaodong can reach out and touch his face.
When Tang Suoyan woke up, the sky was a little dark, and it was also dark earlier in winter, so with the floor-to-ceiling curtain, it seemed even darker. Tao Xiaodong sat on the sofa with one leg bent, looking at his mobile phone and chatting with people.
Tang Suoyan squinted at the small electronic watch on the coffee table and made a sound.
"Are you awake?" Tao Xiaodong looked over and smiled at him.
Tang Suoyan said "um", closed his eyes again, and lay there to take a nap.
I can lie down for ten minutes, half asleep and half awake. Tao Xiaodong has been talking to people, tapping his fingers on the screen.
Before, there was a show director who asked Lao Mao to find Tao Xiaodong. He wanted to do a variety show related to tattoos, and he needed several fixed judges. You don't have the right to sit there and comment on this kind of show, who will listen to you. Tao Xiaodong pushed this show, and the niche circle moved to the mass media and used it as a variety show. In his opinion, it was a joke. Whether the show is done or not, it's not a good thing. If it gets cold, and the audience sees what it is, can it be used on the show? An industry that is already prejudiced will only make people more trampled. If it is really done, what kind of direction are you taking? Now that children are not short of money, they have the right idea. After watching the show, their brains become hot and get a tattoo, but the consequences are not considered. After getting a tattoo on the body, some industries will directly You closed the door.
Tao Xiaodong immediately gave no after reading the plan, no matter how much the signing fee was, he did not intend to go.
The one who sent him a message today was an old friend of Tao Xiaodong. He took over this job. He originally wanted to go out and advertise for himself, but recently something happened at home and life suddenly became a mess, and I really didn't have the energy to do it. But you have already responded, and the contract has been signed. The show is about to start recording. If you cancel it now, you will have to pay liquidated damages.
The first thing this friend thought of was Tao Xiaodong. If he could replace him, the show team would have nothing to say. Tao Xiaodong has the status and ability to be praised, and he is qualified to be a judge and enough to replace him.
Usually, Tao Xiaodong can help with those trivial matters. This is really a matter of asking for help, and Tao Xiaodong can't watch it. But he really doesn't want to do this. He is really not a low-key person in this industry, and he is quite capable, but he doesn't take everything on himself. Tao Xiaodong mentioned a few people and asked him to ask.
The other party said: "Those directors have asked about it long ago, but they didn't come out at all, and they didn't like it."
Tao Xiaodong doesn't like it either. It sounds like a lot of money. For these people, it's actually just three or two big things. Those who want to go are not for the money, they are all for the sake of fame.
At the end of the chat, Tao Xiaodong said: I will help you think about it.
The other party said: I have thought about everything I can think of, but there is no way. When the mother signed the contract, I didn't think too much about it, the liquidated damages tripled, or I would just admit the compensation and not tell you this.
Tao Xiaodong said a few more words to him and put down the phone.
"Sleep again?" He asked in Tang Suoyan's direction, and he remained silent for a long time.
Tang Suoyan closed his eyes and said "no", not intending to get up.
It was like this in the morning, and it's the same now. Tao Xiaodong looked at him and smiled after watching it for a few minutes: "I suddenly found out that you are a little sleepy."
"It's like this when I'm sleepless." Tang Suoyan told him.
"I really think you are Superman, come back in the middle of the night, wake up at four or five o'clock, and last for many days." Tao Xiaodong remembered that when they went out together for the first time, they could hardly see anyone else.
"I don't feel tired when I'm busy," Tang Suoyan said with his eyes closed. "The breath is always on, and I won't be tired if I can't relax. It will take a few days to recover from the relaxation."
Tao Xiaodong let him lie down for a while, then moved over a little and said, "Tell me something."
Tang Suoyan opened his eyes and looked at him: "Speak."
"I may have to go to the door next week." Tao Xiaodong said, "Help a friend save the scene."
"Where to?" Tang Suoyan asked.
Tao Xiaodong said a place, Tang Suoyan asked how long it was going, Tao Xiaodong said he didn't know, and it was estimated that it would take more than ten days.
Tang Suoyan blinked, sat up, and said, "Go, pay attention to safety, and rest more."
Tao Xiaodong moved to this side again and sat next to Tang Suoyan. The two of them didn't have much time to stop. Tao Xiaodong actually pushed a lot of things away this year, so he only worked in the store and deliberately left time for it. But it's still quite busy, and I don't know what to do to take up the time.
Tang Suoyan had just finished the annual meeting, which was more than two weeks and nearly three weeks. He could relax a little bit just after finishing his work, and Tao Xiaodong was leaving again.
It seems very difficult for these two to get together.
Tang Suoyan went to make dinner. Neither of them were very hungry, so they cooked noodles with the soup base left at noon.
Tao Xiaodong turned behind him and said, "You get less, I'm not too hungry."
Tang Suoyan said yes.
I sat down for a while after dinner, it was almost eight o'clock.
Tao Xiaodong stood up and said, "I changed my clothes, I have to go back."
Tang Suoyan raised his hand and grabbed him.
Tao Xiaodong looked at him, and Tang Suoyan asked, "Are you coming tomorrow?"
"Come." Tao Xiaodong replied.
Tang Suoyan stopped talking, didn't let go, just looked at him. They both look at each other, you blink, I blink slowly. Tao Xiaodong moved his fingers and asked tentatively, "I… wait a while?"
Tang Suoyan didn't answer well, but said, "I remember you said you would accompany me when I was done."
"I'll accompany you," Tao Xiaodong sat down again, and Tang Suoyan let go of his wrist, "Aren't I here to accompany you?"
"Aren't you leaving next week?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
Tao Xiaodong pondered for two seconds, his brain was enough, he stroked Tang Suoyan's words, and asked in a low voice, "Then... I have to come tomorrow morning anyway, or I... don't leave?"
Tang Suoyan: "Yes."
Tao Xiaodong really didn't think about it that way. When he came, he didn't think about anything dirty and came with breakfast. After coming here, the rapid progress of this day was always unexpected to him.
It was as if Tang Suoyan was carrying a bag of small firecrackers and blasted one at him every once in a while.
"But I didn't think about it..." Tao Xiaodong finished speaking, and was a little worried that according to today's rapid development, he would lose control at night. Although he felt that Tang Suoyan was not such a person, he still said, "I don't think about anything else, where do I sleep at night?"
Tang Suoyan smiled as soon as he said it, and pointed in the direction of the guest bedroom: "Wash the things in your mind by yourself."
"What am I washing!" Tao Xiaodong said quickly, "It's clean."
Tang Suoyan glanced at the pillow beside him, which was the one Tao Xiaodong was holding in his arms in the morning. He didn't need to say anything, he was defeated when he glanced at Tao Xiaodong, and turned his eyes away with a smile.
Tang Suoyan kept him. First, Tao Xiaodong had to come tomorrow morning, so he really couldn't make trouble, and he also wanted to leave some time to talk. We were supposed to talk in the afternoon, but all that time in the afternoon was over.
Tang Suoyan spread a carpet on the balcony, moved the tea table over, and took two square pads, one on each side of the two.
Tao Xiaodong was wearing short sleeves, the balcony was not as warm as the room, Tang Suoyan brought him a coat.
They haven't had a good conversation since they met until now. The longest time was on the terrace in Gansu, where we chatted for three hours. First, it was Tao Xiaodong and his younger brother, and later it was Tangning. At that time, everyone had their own thoughts, and the words were not so thorough, they were all held together. No chance, no time after that.
Now that they are both like this, they have hugged and hugged, and it's not like that if they are vague, it's really time to talk.
"Walking for more than ten days next week, don't you give me some time?" Tang Suoyan sat there and asked.
"Stay." Tao Xiaodong smiled and nodded.
Tao Xiaodong leaned against the glass door at the back and looked outside, the moon could not be seen, and the lights were on in every house in the opposite building. The glass is reflective and can reflect the room clearly. The reflected scene was just as real, warmed by the dark night outside.
Warm lights, a small tea table, and two people left and right.
Tao Xiaodong smiled and said, "I like you here."
Tang Suoyan said, "Just like it."
"Actually, I'm still a little unreal. I want to stay with you at night. I didn't think about it before." Tao Xiaodong hadn't told Tao Huainan that he would not go back at night. play.
Tang Suoyan leaned against him like him, and laughed in a low voice: "What are you talking about?"
"Just living alone is enough," Tao Xiaodong recalled carefully and said honestly, "I haven't spent the night at someone else's house for a long time."
"Not used to it?" Tang Suoyan looked at him.
"It's not that I'm not used to it," Tao Xiaodong took a sip of tea, "I just haven't thought about it, I'm afraid you'll feel fast."
Now that he said this, Tang Suoyan followed his words and continued: "I really didn't plan to be so fast before."
Tao Xiaodong knew that they had always had a tacit understanding on this matter.
Tang Suoyan has a purple clay pot, which was given by his father. This is what he used to make tea today.
"I don't know if you are circling me intentionally or unintentionally." Tang Suoyan shook his head mockingly, "Anyway, as I told you, I can't bear it."
Tao Xiaodong just smiled without speaking, and drank tea quietly.
"So let's just go with the flow, whether it's fast or slow," Tang Suoyan said. "Just do what you want."
Only at this age, carrying a lot of things, do you realize how extravagant the word "Xi Xin" is. Compared with others, Tao Xiaodong seems to be more at ease. Whether it is work or life attitude, there are no restrictions.
"I don't dare to follow my heart." Tao Xiaodong said this very directly, he always seemed sincere, "I really didn't dare before, I have to be careful everywhere, because I have nothing, I'm afraid of offending people, I don't dare to lose it Don't dare to lose, because my brother and I have to live well and live well."
Tao Xiaodong smiled: "I got used to it later. People always think about problems in one way and solve problems, so I'm used to it. So I don't know what is free, and I don't dare to do anything else, and neither do you."
Tang Suoyan poured tea for him again, Tao Xiaodong continued: "I really have my heart on you. I deliberately stick to you, and I also intend to hang you. I am calculating everywhere, until today."
This is too frank, Tang Suoyan paused, then shook his head and smiled.
"You're so smart, you know everything." Tao Xiaodong smiled at him, "You can also see that I'm trying to circle you. I don't lie to you, I do. But I also said that I'm true."
Tao Xiaodong backhand tapped his heart with his right hand: "The calculation is true, and everything else is true."
"You don't have to be so sincere. You didn't say that you were plotting against me. Don't use such words." Tang Suoyan couldn't listen anymore, the honesty was unbearable.
"Now you can tell me whatever you want, to be honest, I don't know how." Tao Xiaodong looked out the window and said, "Today you say whatever you want, and I still have to think about it when I wake up in the morning. "
"I don't need it here." Tang Suoyan said softly.
"Especially with you." Tao Xiaodong lowered his head, tugged at his ears, and smiled a little embarrassedly, "otherwise, I don't care so much now, but you can't."
Tang Suoyan looked at him, Tao Xiaodong said half of what he said, and did not continue.
Today Tang Suoyan also wanted to hear him talk about himself, and Tao Xiaodong was not stingy. The process of getting to know each other is very good, and the more you say, the closer you are.
"I haven't talked about friends for a long time, and I can't remember the last time." Tao Xiaodong confessed himself with a smile, "When I was in my twenties, I didn't care about age, it was easy to find it back then, but I was busy. At ten, I don't like being younger than me, I think it's too hard to talk. So the more I go on, the more I can't meet the right ones, and I can't touch the older and more stable ones."
"It's so easy to meet one now." Tao Xiaodong glanced at Tang Suoyan, who was also looking at him, "I don't care about age and other conditions, it's fine, it's fine. I don't want to miss it, what else? Didn't even think about it."
Tao Xiaodong always speaks his words straight, and every sentence of such a truth warms people's hearts.
"I'm serious, this time I'm very... I really want it. I can't take it lightly, so I'm playing tricks or something. Brother Yan, don't care about me."
There was also honesty in his eyes. Tang Suoyan had listened to him, but now he said, "Don't talk like that."
Who can suffer this from him, he dares to say anything, and he will say what he will say.
Tang Suoyan stood up and turned into the living room. He laughed and said, "I'll cut a plate of fruit for you. I can't bear your words."
Adults are accustomed to being euphemistic, turning their words around, and conveying their emotions through two layers. Tao Xiaodong is an unconventional person who sits in front of you and stares at you, saying that I am plotting against you, and I am hanging you because I care about you too much and want it too much.
When Tang Suoyan cut the fruit, these words were still in his ears, and the stamina was too great.
When he went back again, Tao Xiaodong changed his posture, sitting with his long legs bent and his shoulders slumped, sitting quite casually.
Tang Suoyan handed him the fruit and said, "Don't you just like me trying to judge you as soon as I chat with you, and explain everything. Chat well, don't be so sincere."
"Can I be honest?" Tao Xiaodong took the fruit and ate a piece of pineapple.
"If you want to chat like this, you won't be able to continue." Tang Suoyan said.
"You don't like to hear such talk?" Tao Xiaodong asked.
"I can't stand it whether I like it or not." Tang Suoyan forked an apple from the plate in his hand and said, "If you say a few more words, and if you want another one, then I have to go and give it to you. Cut a plate of fruit."
Tao Xiaodong's chewing action paused, then turned his face, shrugged his shoulders and gave a low laugh.
"So you talk well and chat well." Tang Suoyan said.
"Okay." Tao Xiaodong replied before turning his face back.
The author has something to say:
Dong: "I don't want anything else to stay with you."
Little sisters: No, you thought about it.