Tao Xiaodong ate the whole plate of fruit, and unconsciously forked the fruit while talking, and when he lowered his head again, he ate it all. Tang Suoyan wanted to cut another plate for him, but Tao Xiaodong said not to eat it.
Putting the plate aside, he touched his stomach: "I feel my stomach is cold."
"Then don't eat it." Tang Suoyan said.
The two chatted a lot this night. Tao Xiaodong wanted to talk about himself, the process of learning tattoos at first, and the places he went to when he was studying everywhere in the early days. He has traveled many, many places and seen many things over the years.
In order to experience the most traditional tribal tattoos, he went to Africa, followed two of his friends, broke into the closed ancient tribe, and almost never came back. After spending a year in the United States, I felt the black culture, and saw the more modern and more diverse manifestations of tattoos. I also worshipped a little master in Japan, learning old traditions, learning lotus carp, begonia and snake.
Domestic tattoos have been based on imitation for a long time, and he is the same.
"How did you think of doing this?" Tang Suoyan asked him.
"At first, I thought I could make money." Tao Xiaodong still wanted to laugh when he thought about that time. "There is a studio at the entrance of my school, and that teacher sometimes makes tattoos for others, and he can get a few hundred yuan for painting a flower on his body. I I think it’s simple, it’s too easy to make money like this, I can paint a flower, too.”
Tao Xiaodong is such a person. He first learned this business because he could make money. So Tao Xiaodong never talks about the original intention, and also tells people not to mention the original intention to me, I am all for the money.
This is not to appear to have a personality, it is indeed the truth.
"Have you made any money?" Tang Suoyan laughed when he heard what he said, and asked him.
"What are you earning? You're going bankrupt soon." Tao Xiaodong tapped his hand rhythmically and lightly on his leg. At that time, it should be said that it was very embarrassing. I ruined it with a single skin, and I lost money to someone, and asked him to go to someone else to make a new picture."
Tao Xiaodong pointed at his arm: "This is probably the position. The picture is deformed in the middle of the picture. In the end, it can't be taken back, and the two sides can't be closed. I didn't have any money at that time. My dad couldn't see clearly at that time. Poor, I went to ktv to work at night and saved enough money to buy a machine. At that time, it was difficult to eat, Tian Yi gave me half of his meal money, anyway, there are brothers who can’t be hungry.”
From the current Tao Xiaodong, it is hard to think that he has ever had such a time, this is a very glamorous person, with a storefront of more than 1000 square meters, throwing out millions of dollars to be a sponsor without blinking an eye.
"I'm still young, I don't know how high the sky is. Only after I covered my head and entered this industry did I realize that I didn't know anything, but I was not convinced. I learned this and that, I learned a lot and felt that it was finally time to learn. Only then did I realize that It's just a small hill, and there are still many unseen hills behind it."
"It's also because I'm too stubborn. The more I learn, the more unwilling I become. I want to know more, and I want to be the best." Tao Xiaodong raised his arm and looked forward to compare, compared to a few mountains, "But there are too many powerful people."
Tao Xiaodong hasn't talked so much with people for a long time, and he doesn't like to talk about the past very much. Those processes and difficult years gradually don't like to talk about. When there is no one, I look back and think about that time, and then look at the present. In comparison, it seems to be a success.
"So in the past few years, I didn't earn much money, and I kept floating outside. I earned half of the money for my two younger brothers, and half of the money was used for traveling and tuition fees. I made money while walking and learning. It is difficult to maintain such a life. The brothers around me They were all dragged down by me. Tian Yi, Xia Yuan, and the others did not know how much money they put on our brothers. Later, there was rhubarb, and rhubarb said that I would definitely be able to do it. ."
When people talk about the past, their eyes are like looking at the past through the eyes, a long distance, separated by a long time, separated by hundreds of mountains and thousands of rivers.
Telling these things to others, or as a talk at the wine table, the harder it was at the beginning, the higher it is now. Or tell my confidant, I have been through so many things, so I am what I am today. I'll tell you about the past, and you can listen.
Tang Suoyan and him may have lived two lives since they were born. I have never suffered, I have never seen a person's face, no matter where I was when I was a child, I was the top one.
"I wanted to comfort you a few words, but it's all over." Tang Suoyan dragged the tea table aside and sat closer to Tao Xiaodong.
"I don't want to listen to you, I just want to talk to you." Tao Xiaodong consciously sat closer, sitting next to each other, leaning against the glass door behind.
The lights on the opposite floor were half off. Half of them were asleep and half were awake. They are the awake half, awake talking about themselves and the past.
"That's why many people say that I'm arrogant and arrogant." Tao Xiaodong shrugged his shoulders when he laughed, and the two of them were now arm-to-arm, Tang Suoyan could also feel his smile intuitively, "I am Very mad, my success today is my step by step, the hardship in exchange, deserve my success, I am not crazy who is crazy."
A successful person can't help but be charming when he says something like this with a wanton smile. With the confidence of past people, with the wildness of successful people.
Tang Suoyan looked at him, at the chin that he was holding up because of his smile, and the downward arc of the end of his eyes. Tao Xiaodong also turned his head to look at him, his face still smiling, "What's wrong?"
Tang said nothing, and smiled lightly: "I just feel very proud."
Tao Xiaodong raised his eyebrows: "Because of me?"
"Yes, because of you." Tang Suoyan also imitated Tao Xiaodong's actions just now and compared to the front, "There are so many mountains, now Xiaodong is the tallest one."
This is a clear compliment.
Tao Xiaodong talked a lot this night. He followed his footsteps and stroked the road until he was floating. If he didn't stroke it often, he forgot how awesome he was. At this moment, my heart is high. At this time, Tang Suoyan said that because he felt very proud, this sentence made Tao Xiaodong completely overwhelmed.
The brain is hot, the heart is hot, and the breathing becomes faster.
Tang Suoyan stood up and stretched out his hand towards Tao Xiaodong, who still did not move. Tang Suoyan lowered his eyes and said again: "In addition to being proud, I am very reluctant. I have suffered so much at such a young age... It's hard work."
Tao Xiaodong looked up at him and blinked.
The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and Tao Xiaodong stood up abruptly with one arm on the ground.
When he slammed Tang Suoyan against the glass door, Tang Suoyan knocked the back of his head on the door. Tao Xiaodong stretched out his hand to put it on the place where he knocked, and rubbed the palm of his hand.
"You are..." Tao Xiaodong's voice was heavily panting, and his voice was extremely low, "Do you feel bad for me?"
He is really on top, if he is awake at the moment, he must not be able to do this.
Tang Suoyan's thoughts went around in his mind several times, many ways and many kinds of answers, but he looked at Tao Xiaodong's current eyes, and his suppressed breathing, and finally closed his eyes and gave a "um".
Tao Xiaodong lifted it up in one breath, stared at Tang Suoyan's eyes, and the tendons on his neck appeared shallowly.
Tang Suoyan is so handsome, every line on his face and neck up to his collarbone is scorching. When Tao Xiaodong bit his collarbone, even though Tang Suoyan restrained, he still made a sound because he was unprepared. A very heavy sound slammed down with breathing, this sound made Tao Xiaodong recover for a moment.
He raised his head to look at Tang Suoyan's eyes again, his eyes met, Tao Xiaodong was at a loss for a brief moment.
Tang Suoyan raised his hand and touched his collarbone, biting all the bites, Tao Xiaodong knew that he had no way back.
How it happened, I can't remember a little later.
There was no communication during the whole process, and there was no other sound except the interlaced breathing. The two were very close, legs next to legs, crotch to crotch.
When Tao Xiaodong gently stroked Tang Suoyan's lower abdomen with his fingers through the cloth, his eyes kept staring at Tang Suoyan's face, chasing his expression. Tang Suoyan looked at him without stopping.
When there was no longer the cloth between the fingertips and the skin, Tang Suoyan raised his hand and pressed Tao Xiaodong's waist.
Tao Xiaodong's breathing was chaotic.
The palms were wet and sweaty.
Two single men are going to chat late at night, you say I have a clean mind, he says I don't think about anything. Who would believe their self-righteous nonsense.
Behaviour is dominated by emotions, and emotions are a little bit placed in a position where you feel wrong without doing anything, plus a bit of emotional bonus, emotions will naturally boil into lust.
One used to have a lover but had little sex, and one hadn't had a lover in years. When these two come together, who can restrain the other.
A fire was thrown into the pile of dry wood, and the sky was half red.
Tao Xiaodong's single-year craftsmanship has used a few percent on people, and in front of the people he loves and respects, he recklessly shows joy. They also kept a little sanity when they said Huan, and only dared to use craftsmanship, but this was enough for them.
The room was filled with some kind of scent, mixed with the light fragrance that Tao Xiaodong liked. The combination of the two scents fascinated people. Fascinated by intoxication, fascinated soul trembling.
Tang Suoyan played with Tao Xiaodong, while Tao Xiaodong gently bit his neck and collarbone with his teeth.
In the end, when things were calm, Tao Xiaodong frowned and rubbed his hands while looking at the traces he had made.
Tang Suoyan didn't say a word and let him rub.
He couldn't even rub it off, Tao Xiaodong regained his senses a little, and felt that it was over.
Stand up and want to go, want to go to the guest bedroom or the sofa and think about what to do tomorrow. Being stopped by Tang Suoyan, he simply stopped tossing around and fell asleep.
The next day, Tang Suoyan only opened his eyes at dawn. When he opened his eyes, the breath in the room was still there, but no one was there.
I went out of the room and looked around, but couldn't find half a figure anywhere.
Tang Suoyan picked up the phone and saw a message on it. Open it and see six words—
Brother Yan, I'll go first.
Tang Suoyan raised his hand and pinched his neck, thinking about the absurdity of the half-time last night, and shook his head and smiled.
Tao Xiaodong had already left.
Before it was clear, he opened his eyes and saw Tang Suoyan in front of him. The memory came back into the cage, and the pictures rushed into his mind. Tao Xiaodong had ten seconds without breathing.
When I got up, I picked up the used paper towels and dried wet wipes on the ground and threw them into the trash can. I didn't forget to take the bag of garbage when I left.
My mind was too dumb, I got into the taxi for a long time, looked down and saw this bag was still in my hand.
Tao Xiaodong leaned on the back seat, closed his eyes and let out a long breath.
Being single for a long time can do anything shameful, it's fucking messed up.
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