After struggling for a day, now holding the other party's hand and speaking softly, my heart softens. Quite a few simple things, piled up one by one from morning to night, I was so anxious when I piled them together.
In fact, it's nothing, it's not worth being cold to each other.
Tang Suoyan held Tao Xiaodong's hand like this, and that bit of tension disappeared, so he comforted: "The hand is alright, Brother Yan."
Tang Suoyan knew that his hand was fine, and Tao Xiaodong called him as soon as he left. Tang Suoyan said: "If it is dislocated again, it has to be reset again. Don't take it seriously. You are a tattoo artist, and if your hand is broken, you will not be able to do your art."
Tao Xiaodong nodded and said he knew.
This is what happened in the first place, and it's over after I said it.
Tang Suoyan asked Tao Xiaodong to come down and he drove. Tao Xiaodong honestly went to the co-pilot and gave Tang Suoyan the driver's seat.
"I told you not to come, but tell me when you come. I'll try to get down as soon as possible." Tang Suoyan said helplessly, "It's so cold that you're sleeping in the car, you're really not afraid of freezing."
Tao Xiaodong just laughed and didn't speak. Tang Suoyan was angry that he didn't have no temper at all, and he was a little bit more competitive today. In fact, he was also a very stubborn person.
While the two were talking, Tang Suoyan drove the car out of the parking lot. Tang Suoyan said that he has to work overtime these days, and it is estimated that tomorrow will be later than today.
Tao Xiaodong said it was all right.
After driving for a few minutes, the car came to an intersection. Tao Xiaodong said, "Brother Yan took the wrong turn."
Tang Suoyan looked ahead and said, "you go back to Xiaonan's place and live for two days."
Tao Xiaodong refused without thinking: "No."
Tang Suoyan said, "you will come back when I stop working overtime."
Tao Xiaodong frowned: "I can't say it back."
Today, Tang Suoyan worked overtime until 9:30, and the time after that was uncertain. He could neither let Tao Xiaodong wait every day nor let him go back by himself. If you meet someone who gets angry again, you will have to hurt your hand again.
"I look at that person and I'm in a bad mood. I can't let you go back by yourself." Tao Xiaodong's expression was not very good, and he looked at Tang Suoyan, "If it doesn't happen, I don't have to go, I'll let you follow me. When I go back by myself, I can't sleep well."
Tang Suoyan glanced at the rearview mirror and changed the words: "The property is staring at him, he can't get in."
Neither of them could convince the other about this. In the end, it was the same as what happened in the morning. They are used to being tough, and they have to be guarded by someone around, even if their identities are exchanged.
Although Tao Xiaodong said he was unwilling, the car finally stopped at the gate of his community. The two of them hardly spoke for the second half of the time, and were quite silent. Now that the car was parked, Tang Suoyan unbuckled his seat belt and also helped Tao Xiaodong untie his seat belt.
"Xiaodong." Tang Suoyan called him.
Tao Xiaodong did not speak, nor did he answer his voice.
"From the time your hand broke to today, I'm afraid it won't recover well. Today I saw him smashing your hand, but I couldn't stop it." Tang Suoyan spoke in a deep voice.
"It makes me panic."
Tao Xiaodong glanced at him, and it could be seen from his eyes that Tao Xiaodong was in a bad mood now.
"I'll let you know in advance when I get off work normally next week." Tang Suoyan asked him lightly, "Are you coming to pick me up?"
Tao Xiaodong didn't reply to him, and called out "Brother Yan" after a while.
Tang Suoyan said "um" and waited for him to say.
"Actually, you don't need me, right, brother Yan." Tao Xiaodong nodded and continued, "You said you were cold before, but I haven't felt it yet."
Tang Suoyan was about to say something, but Tao Xiaodong continued: "I can't ask you to go back with us now, and I'm really not qualified to carry anything with you."
The emotion in this sentence is obvious. Tao Xiaodong turned his head and looked out the window: "I have nothing to be afraid to say, I just like you to see you and want to be nice to you, so I will try my best. Just follow you, there's nothing wrong with it, it's steadfast."
Before Tao Xiaodong finished speaking, he paused for two seconds, and then said, "I understand today, I will always listen to your arrangements when I am here with you. I can move only if you give me an order. If you tell me to come back, I have to come back."
He snorted softly, opened the door and got out of the car, the door closed with a bang.
Opening and closing the car door brought in the cool air outside, and it rushed towards the person's face. Tang Suoyan closed his eyes.
Tao Xiaodong walked into the community without turning his head once.
Re-acquainted with each other for a year now, the two have never had a temper, and have always respected each other. This time it was true.
Tao Xiaodong slammed the car door and left. When he went back, Tao Huainan hadn't slept yet. Chi Cheng was doing the quiz, and when he heard the door open, he came out and took a look. When he saw it was him, he called out "brother" in surprise.
Tao Huainan was in the room: "Brother is back?"
Tao Xiaodong said, "Sleep with you."
"Why are you back?" Tao Huainan came out wearing slippers, listening to the sound and going over to touch.
Tao Xiaodong went to wash his hands first, then gave it to him: "What are you doing out?"
"Why are you back at this time? Dr. Tang is on a business trip?" Tao Huainan asked persistently.
Tao Xiaodong smiled: "I'll be back when my hands are ready."
Tao Huainan frowned. He was wearing thin pajamas for sleeping. Tao Xiaodong pushed him back: "Hurry up and sleep with you, and freeze you."
Tao Huainan climbed into the bed, kicked off his slippers, and lay back quietly, blinking his eyes, not knowing what to think. Tao Xiaodong said to Chi Cheng: "You also go to bed earlier, don't do the questions until midnight every day and hurt your eyes."
Chi Cheng said, "I know, brother."
Turning off the lights and lying on the bed, Tao Xiaodong closed his eyes and felt sleepy, but he didn't fall asleep for a while.
My mind is too chaotic, my emotions can't sink, my heart is very restless, and feelings are too emotional. When you don't play with feelings, you are all wise and wise. When you get emotional, no one wants to be free and easy.
These few sentences today are not very similar to what Tao Xiaodong can say, but at that time, when the emotions were over, the words were on the lips and could not be suppressed. Tang Suoyan has always been too calm, and he is much more emotional than Tao Xiaodong.
It all makes me feel irritable.
During this time, I followed Tang Suoyan's biological clock to get up every morning, and woke up when it was time. When the two younger brothers were packing up, Tao Xiaodong used one hand to prepare breakfast for them.
The two of them finished eating and went to school. Tao Xiaodong washed his hair and washed himself with water. A message came on his cell phone when he was wiping his hair.
Tang Suoyan: I'm at the hospital, don't worry.
Tao Xiaodong looked at the article and replied: OK.
No one mentioned what happened last night. After the emotions passed, they couldn't bring it up, and no one would take the initiative to bring it up.
Tang Suoyan called Tao Xiaodong twice during his lunch break and dinner at night. The two had a brief chat. Tao Xiaodong had been working, and the assistant held up the phone for him and talked for a while.
The phone isn't too sticky or squishy like it used to be.
Somebody later whispered, "This little couple is getting cold too fast."
It's just a little joke, no one takes it seriously. Di also looked back at the tattoo artist, lowered his head and continued to work without saying a word. If he wanted to let it go, he would definitely have to answer and mock Tao Xiaodong.
Tao Xiaodong's hair was tied by a little assistant. The child had never touched anyone else's hair except his own, so he couldn't do it, it was too tight. Tao Xiaodong didn't say anything, just let him tie it up, two of them hurt his scalp in one day.
Tao Huainan was sitting on the sofa listening to TV, Tao Xiaodong was lying on his lap, Tao Huainan gave him a massage. The fleece pajamas on his body were warm against his skin, and Tao Xiaodong lay comfortably on his lap.
The variety show on TV was lively and lively, Tao Huainan couldn't see the picture, but he was very happy just listening to the sound.
After massaging for a while, he touched his brother's eyes, Tao Xiaodong blinked in his palm, Tao Huainan laughed itchy: "Didn't you sleep? I thought you were asleep."
Tao Xiaodong said that he was about to fall asleep.
"Where else does it hurt?" Tao Huainan asked.
"It doesn't hurt." Tao Xiaodong said contentedly, "Comfortable."
"You lie down and I'll press your neck." Tao Huainan moved, pulled out his legs, and patted the sofa: "Come on. Are you working today? I'll loosen your muscles."
Tao Xiaodong simply lay down and let him press it. Tao Huainan's hands were not strong, and his fingers were white and thin. Although he didn't use much strength, it was still very comfortable to gently poke the tendons on his neck and shoulders.
Tao Huainan has the conditions at home, and his brother gave him a good enough life, so he doesn't need to worry about his future survival. After changing blind children from other families, more than half of them will have to go to blind massages in the future.
Tao Huainan pressed himself and smiled, and said, "I'll give you a massage for the blind."
Tao Xiaodong didn't speak, and Chi Cheng, who was doing the question in the room, said "shut up" coldly.
Tao Huainan shrank his shoulders secretly, and smiled unconcernedly.
For Tao Xiaodong's birthday, Xia Yuan booked a place in advance. If it was the whole birthday, it would be a big deal.
"Where did you come from?" Tao Xiaodong said while working, bowing his head, "I'm busy, I haven't thought about it."
"Every Friday is the big birthday." Xia Yuan said on the phone, "You are already thirty-five, you must pass."
"Let's have a meal together then." Tao Xiaodong motioned to his assistant to change the needle for him.
"You have to eat rice." Xia Yuan smiled uneasily, "I will definitely make arrangements for you clearly."
Tao Xiaodong said, "Don't make random arrangements, don't make a mess."
"You are a single young man, what are you afraid of messing about?" Xia Yuan sneered, mocking him, "If I don't arrange arrangements for you, you will be in trouble."
Tao Xiaodong ignored him and said, "I'm annoying this."
"I know, I'll make fun of you." Xia Yuan laughed and asked him again, "Just us? Plus Da Huang and the others, is there more? I'll see if there's enough space."
Tao Xiaodong stopped for a while, thought about it, and then said, "No more."
"Okay." Xia Yuan said, "Got it."
"There may be one more," Tao Xiaodong added, "Not sure."
"Who is it?" Xia Yuan asked casually.
Tao Xiaodong didn't say anything, just reminded again: "Don't mess up those things."
Xia Yuan is a good person, and this sentence is not right: "Yo."
"Who is this?" Xia Yuan asked, "It sounds like there is a situation. This is it."
Tao Xiaodong ignored him and hung up.
As soon as he hung up, Xia Yuan called again: "Is there someone?"
Tao Xiaodong was so annoyed that he didn't want to speak up.
A person flashed in Xia Yuan's mind, and he asked tentatively, "Doctor...? I know him?"
Tao Xiaodong said that it was an acquaintance, and then said: "Hang up, busy."
In this state, Tang Suoyan may not be able to go on his birthday, he has no time. And the lukewarm relationship between the two of them now is really embarrassing.
Tao Xiaodong's good-natured temper has been discussed over the years, and he has worn away all the sharp thorns in his character. He doesn't have a soft personality in his bones, and he can't hold back his emotions when they really come up.
Tang Suoyan sent him home that night, Tao Xiaodong really had a temper.
Tang Suoyan's calmness even reminded him of his previous embarrassment. It seems that even showing emotions in front of him is irrational, ugly and eager.
When my brain was hot, I said a few words of great people, all of which were emotional at the time. After the emotions dissipated, I felt that it was a bit exaggerated. Tang Suoyan has always been that kind of person, with good intentions, so it's boring to talk like that.
However, this is already the case, and it is not natural to say something formally.
This is very uncomfortable, and the relationship that was slowly warming up suddenly became cold. If Tang Suoyan was someone like Tao Xiaodong, they might quarrel directly, but if Tao Xiaodong was a calm temper like Tang Suoyan, there wouldn't be a few words that were arrogant that night. It's better than the state of being unable to get up and down now.
Tang Suoyan sent a message to the hospital every morning when he arrived home at night, and Tao Xiaodong replied "OK". I wanted to say a few more words, but couldn't find any suitable words. Tang Suoyan was busy again, making a phone call and sending a message was a waste of time, and Tao Xiaodong couldn't take up his time with the trivial matter between them.
An undecided relationship is just a layer of crispy skin, and it can't stand a little thing, like it's far away.
The author has something to say: When you feel bad for Dong, I also feel bad for Dong. If you feel bad for Dong, you will be sidetracked. I didn’t do well in writing yesterday’s chapter, so I still have to follow my original plan.
Don't be distressed, are you in a relationship? When you are old, you don't have to be distressed at both ends, it's nothing.
Re-read the washing memory I saw yesterday. The dried stalks will be used next time, don't be reluctant.